Blow Up The Universe
tell me about a stars shining brightly as your deep eyes,
now tell me about life upon seven sees or above skies,
tell me a secrets that you keep inside,
tell me about a fears or languor or pride!
let show my devotion supported by love and faith,
in the arms of eternity let me open the gates
for relationship… let it be the brand-new kind
let music sounds in your soul for a while…
did you ever see an angel staring blindly?
did you ever hear a voices calling sadly?
before many doors of light and fields of splendor
did you ever want to enter this love’s temple?
i’m bending over your great feelings and passions,
standing down on my knees in the sweetest attraction,
and crushed reputations and broke the rules.
i’ll blow up the universe to being with you!
Painful Love
Love is the night
For love I can fight
You are one of a kind — I need you
Please hold me tight
In deep dark delight
All ever I wanted was you
Love is the pain
It’s going to enslave
Us with the rain of your tears
I’m insane
Entreat you and blame
Love in your heart craves for fears
Leave pain behind
And open your mind
For faith, I shall bring it to you
Choose: death or life
You’re my poison wine
And always push me in gloom
Crying Angel
You are my crying angel
Fall in my arms from heaven and bleed
You are my dying angel
Lost in my eyes but want me and need
Sun burnt your fragile wings
Deserve to die by sword of ruthless grace
You try to fly and never kneel
Ignite from the sun, come to new phase
You are my crying angel
You fly without heartbeat in your chest
You are my dying angel
And always be within an ace of death
Bedrop my icy skin
Release my tired soul to heaven’s freedom
For things I’ve never seen!
You pull me down and start the new dawn
5 June, 2006
Memories Of Me
Feel the poison of last kiss
Can’t wash away it from your lips
Eternity turns to misery
Blind to see my sufferings
Deaf to hear my painful screams
Soul are filled with emptiness
I rest in piece, don’t care about me
I’m not the one to die for Love
For you I’m gone, memories of me
Rip out from heart and loudly laugh
Reach the heaven in your dreams
Really, it ain’t what it seems
Try to find your lost lifeline
Pure and innocent you are
Dying now and gone too far
Crossed the ocean of your life
Crying Angel #2
You are my crying angel
Fall in my arms from heaven
You are my dying angel
Lost in my eyes, it ain’t haven
Sun burnt your fragile wings
Deserve to die by the grace
You try to fly and never kneel
Ignite and come to new phase
You are my crying angel
You fly without heartbeat
You are my dying angel
Now ground under your feet
Bedrop my icy skin
Release my tired soul
For things I’ve never seen!
You flew so high, now fly so low
Alone
I see you are crawling
I see you are scared
To feel frozen fall
And whispers in head
Unhealing wounds
Of funeral kiss
Bear in your heart
Alone with faithless
I hear you are screaming
And calling my name
With death you are playing
With pain you"re the same!
I feel what you are feeling
And weeping for you
Oh, Baby, I am living
I am breathing in you!
Unhealing wounds
Of funeral kiss
Bear in your heart
Alone and loveless
Dance Of Decay
Dance of decay slowly you start
Crucify the Christ in your heart
Poison blood runs through the veins
Mark the arrival of Judgment day
All you have are abandoned mind
Betray yourself, lost faith and pride
Blessed by Devil, rejected by God
Burning soul is tearing apart
Cherish the pain and hollow dreams
Gradually drown in gloom and spleen
Defined the world is filthy place
You hear the knell of human race
Irretrievable life is kneeling down
Wires of aimless game bind all around
Corroded nerves and corrupted inside
The safe place you’ll never find
2 February, 2008
Daylight Hurts
Another wasted day to live
Comes crushing Land Of Nod
Your eyes are filling with cold grieve
You’re losing your blind god
Daylight hurts you so
You’re wishing night was here
Night will come and you will go
Reaching ecstasy
Another hollow day to feel
All regrets that you hold
Within your mind and make me thrill
Moon shines on you with cold
To The Heaven
I want you cry
For me or not
If you want
You try to die
It’s really hot
Please do it not
Now time to pray
For Love that gone
Like tired sun
The words you say
Will always fly
So high and high
...to the Heaven
Prayer to lie
Wings to fly
Heart to find
Tears like brine
And time to fight
And Love to die
And hate so right
Won’t you apply?
She keeps on crying
Lost all her ways
But try to stay
So strong desire
Smile at the face
And dream of space
My Love’s the same
It’ll never die
Can’t you deny!
Feel my hate right
And try to treat
My soul will lift
...to the Heaven
Death Will Come
Death will come and you will drown
In so deep lake of my hatred
Don’t try to scream, I hear not a sound
Cause lie in your eyes for me so naked
I will not regret while ruin my heart
Angel of death will heal it or break it
In shadows of cruelty we grow apart
You scorch in my flame, oh how I like it
I’ll dance on your grave with great pleasure
Oh how I wait you’ll be gone
It’s all that I want, it’s my treasure
The Reaper is coming, all will be done
Lullaby
Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep
Take my hand to guide me through dream so deep…
Oh, this’ Land of Nod where I’ve never been
Kiss my eyes and forgive my sin!
Kiss my eyes can’t you see they weep
Every tear I cried you desperately keep…
Kiss my eyes… Don’t cease to dream…
I Wish & Wait
I wish your moon will shine on me
I’ve waited for it so long
I wish your eyes will cry for me
And lost the place I belong
I’ll solace your soul if you want
Even soil my hands with filth
Believe, I’m not made of salt
With Love your heart will be filled
You’re able to kill all my pain
But you for me cut no ice
You shelter me with your frail
This help will be sacrifice
Again I try to find a new place
Again I’m looking for Love
I’ve lost the root of my race
You can’t help me, my Dove
Never Be Apart
Pain inside me hurts too much
To me all is lost
Нeartache’s coming from your touch
So my love as cross
Craving for Love as if it beautiful thing
But it’s just a nightmare
My feelings pierce you like a sting
But you don’t care
You don’t care…
Night of suffering will come again
So I bear this heavy cross
Wish new morning can ease my pain
But again I’m lost
I want to find a way from Love
You hold me so strong
I’m waiting the help from above
But it’s so wrong
It’s so wrong…
Pain Is Precious Fly
Could you cry with pouring rain?
My heart starts rot and weep
Could you be to me a prey?
Who’s crushing my sacred dream
Please save more time again
With me fly over seas
Reborn old feelings and claim
Return of destiny wheel
I’m carving you to new scars
Sake of pleasure to exist
Live in the fog of dying stars
Don’t ever try to fight and resist
Hide in feretory day by day
Again in fault whatever betides
Beg to throw this all away
How hard to sate your appetite
September 5, 2006
Rain Of Heart
Oh, I’m tired of life
It’s going over me again and again
I’m looking for knife
To stop forever tear’s rain
In your weep I dive
Drown in your pain to feel the same
I start suffer or lie
To you, to myself, I’m slave
Oh, I’m blessed by hate
Temple of love gone over me again
So where’s my blade
To stop forever tear’s rain?..
Heart Of Crow
I’m spreading like a cancer
And always wear a mask
I just want you to answer
The questions I won’t ask
My troubles now are wandering
