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T. TEMBAROM
By Frances Hodgson Burnett
CONTENTS
CHAPTER I:
CHAPTER II
CHAPTER III
CHAPTER IV
CHAPTER V
CHAPTER VI
CHAPTER VII
CHAPTER VIII
CHAPTER IX
CHAPTER X
CHAPTER XI
CHAPTER XII
CHAPTER XIII
CHAPTER XIV
CHAPTER XV
CHAPTER XVI
CHAPTER XVII
CHAPTER XVIII
CHAPTER XIX
CHAPTER XX
CHAPTER XXI
CHAPTER XXII
CHAPTER XXIII
CHAPTER XXIV
CHAPTER XXV
CHAPTER XXVI
CHAPTER XXVII
CHAPTER XXVIII
CHAPTER XXIX
CHAPTER XXX
CHAPTER XXXI
CHAPTER XXXII
CHAPTER XXXIII
CHAPTER XXXIV
CHAPTER XXXV
CHAPTER XXXVI
CHAPTER XXXVII
CHAPTER XXXVIII
CHAPTER XXXIX
CHAPTER XL
CHAPTER I:
The boys at the Brooklyn public school which he attended did not know what the “T.” stood for. He would never tell them. All he said in reply to questions was: “It don’t stand for nothin’. You’ve gotter have a’ ‘nitial, ain’t you?” His name was, in fact, an almost inevitable school-boy modification of one felt to be absurd and pretentious. His Christian name was Temple, which became “Temp.” His surname was Barom, so he was at once “Temp Barom.” In the natural tendency to avoid waste of time it was pronounced as one word, and the letter p being superfluous and cumbersome, it easily settled itself into “Tembarom,” and there remained. By much less inevitable processes have surnames evolved themselves as centuries rolled by. Tembarom liked it, and soon almost forgot he had ever been called anything else.
His education really began when he was ten years old. At that time his mother died of pneumonia, contracted by going out to sew, at seventy-five cents a day, in shoes almost entirely without soles, when the remains of a blizzard were melting in the streets. As, after her funeral, there remained only twenty-five cents in the shabby bureau which was one of the few articles furnishing the room in the tenement in which they lived together, Tembarom sleeping on a cot, the world spread itself before him as a place to explore in search of at least one meal a day. There was nothing to do but to explore it to the best of his ten-year-old ability.
His father had died two years before his mother, and Tembarom had vaguely felt it a relief. He had been a resentful, domestically tyrannical immigrant Englishman, who held in contempt every American trait and institution. He had come over to better himself, detesting England and the English because there was “no chance for a man there,” and, transferring his dislikes and resentments from one country to another, had met with no better luck than he had left behind him. This he felt to be the fault of America, and his family, which was represented solely by Tembarom and his mother, heard a good deal about it, and also, rather contradictorily, a good deal about the advantages and superiority of England, to which in the course of six months he became gloomily loyal. It was necessary, in fact, for him to have something with which to compare the United States unfavorably. The effect he produced on Tembarom was that of causing him, when he entered the public school round the corner, to conceal with determination verging on duplicity the humiliating fact that if he had not been born in Brooklyn he might have been born in England. England was not popular among the boys in the school. History had represented the country to them in all its tyrannical rapacity and bloodthirsty oppression of the humble free-born. The manly and admirable attitude was to say, “Give me liberty or give me death”—and there was the Fourth of July.
Though Tembarom and his mother had been poor enough while his father lived, when he died the returns from his irregular odd jobs no longer came in to supplement his wife’s sewing, and add an occasional day or two of fuller meals, in consequence of which they were oftener than ever hungry and cold, and in desperate trouble about the rent of their room. Tembarom, who was a wiry, enterprising little fellow, sometimes found an odd job himself. He carried notes and parcels when any one would trust him with them, he split old boxes into kindling-wood, more than once he “minded” a baby when its mother left its perambulator outside a store. But at eight or nine years of age one’s pay is in proportion to one’s size. Tembarom, however, had neither his father’s bitter eye nor his mother’s discouraged one. Something different from either had been reincarnated in him from some more cheerful past. He had an alluring grin instead—a grin which curled up his mouth and showed his sound, healthy, young teeth,—a lot of them,—and people liked to see them.
At the beginning of the world it is only recently reasonable to suppose human beings were made with healthy bodies and healthy minds. That of course was the original scheme of the race. It would not have been worth while to create a lot of things aimlessly ill made. A journeyman carpenter would not waste his time in doing it, if he knew any better. Given the power to make a man, even an amateur would make him as straight as he could, inside and out. Decent vanity would compel him to do it. He would be ashamed to show the thing and admit he had done it, much less people a world with millions of like proofs of incompetence. Logically considered, the race was built straight and clean and healthy and happy. How, since then, it has developed in multitudinous less sane directions, and lost its normal straightness and proportions, I am, singularly enough, not entirely competent to explain with any degree of satisfactory detail. But it cannot be truthfully denied that this has rather generally happened. There are human beings who are not beautiful, there are those who are not healthy, there are those who hate people and things with much waste of physical and mental energy, there are people who are not unwilling to do others an ill turn by word or deed, and there are those who do not believe that the original scheme of the race was ever a decent one.
This is all abnormal and unintelligent, even the not being beautiful, and sometimes one finds oneself called upon passionately to resist a temptation to listen to an internal hint that the whole thing is aimless. Upon this tendency one may as well put one’s foot firmly, as it leads nowhere. At such times it is supporting to call to mind a certain undeniable fact which ought to loom up much larger in our philosophical calculations. No one has ever made a collection of statistics regarding the enormous number of perfectly sane, kind, friendly, decent creatures who form a large proportion of any mass of human beings anywhere and everywhere—people who are not vicious or cruel or depraved, not as a result of continual self-control, but simply because they do not want to be, because it is more natural and agreeable to be exactly the opposite things; people who do not tell lies because they could not do it with any pleasure, and would, on the contrary, find the exertion an annoyance and a bore; people whose manners and morals are good because their natural preference lies in that direction. There are millions of them who in most essays on life and living are virtually ignored because they do none of the things which call forth eloquent condemnation or brilliant cynicism. It has not yet become the fashion to record them. When one reads a daily newspaper filled with dramatic elaborations of crimes and unpleasantness, one sometimes wishes attention might be called to them—to their numbers, to their decencies, to their normal lack of any desire to do violence and their equally normal disposition to lend a hand. One is inclined to feel that the majority of persons do not believe in their existence. But if an accident occurs in the street, there are always several of them who appear to spring out of the earth to give human sympathy and assistance; if a national calamity, physical or social, takes place, the world suddenly seems full of them. They are the thousands of Browns, Joneses, and Robinsons who, massed together, send food to famine-stricken countries, sustenance to earthquake-devastated regions, aid to wounded soldiers or miners or flood-swept homelessness. They are the ones who have happened naturally to continue to grow straight and carry out the First Intention. They really form the majority; if they did not, the people of the earth would have eaten one another alive centuries ago. But though this is surely true, a happy cynicism totally disbelieves in their existence. When a combination of circumstances sufficiently dramatic brings one of them into prominence, he is either called an angel or a fool. He is neither. He is only a human creature who is normal.
After this manner Tembarom was wholly normal. He liked work and rejoiced in good cheer, when he found it, however attenuated its form. He was a good companion, and even at ten years old a practical person. He took his loose coppers from the old bureau drawer, and remembering that he had several times helped Jake Hutchins to sell his newspapers, he went forth into the world to find and consult him as to the investment of his capital.
“Where are you goin’, Tem?” a woman who lived in the next room said when she met him on the stairs. “What you goin’ to do?”
“I’m goin’ to sell newspapers if I can get some with this,” he replied, opening his hand to show her the extent of his resources.
She was almost as poor as he was, but not quite. She looked him over curiously for a moment, and then fumbled in her pocket. She drew out two ten-cent pieces and considered them, hesitating. Then she looked again at him. That normal expression in his nice ten-year-old eyes had its suggestive effect.
“You take this,” she said, handing him the two pieces. “It’ll help you to start.”
“I’ll bring it back, ma’am,” said Tem. “Thank you, Mis’ Hullingworth.”
In about two weeks’ time he did bring it back. That was the beginning. He lived through all the experiences a small boy waif and stray would be likely to come in contact with. The abnormal class treated him ill, and the normal class treated him well. He managed to get enough food to eat to keep him from starvation. Sometimes he slept under a roof and much oftener out-of-doors. He preferred to sleep out-of-doors more than half of the year, and the rest of the time he did what he could. He saw and learned many strange things, but was not undermined by vice because he unconsciously preferred decency. He sold newspapers and annexed any old job which appeared on the horizon. The education the New York streets gave him was a liberal one. He became accustomed to heat and cold and wet weather, but having sound lungs and a tough little body combined with the normal tendencies already mentioned, he suffered no more physical deterioration than a young Indian would suffer. After selling newspapers for two years he got a place as “boy” in a small store. The advance signified by steady employment was inspiring to his energies. He forged ahead, and got a better job and better pay as he grew older. By the time he was fifteen he shared a small bedroom with another boy. In whatsoever quarter he lived, friends seemed sporadic. Other boy’s congregated about him. He did not know he had any effect at all, but his effect, in fact, was rather like that of a fire in winter or a cool breeze in summer. It was natural to gather where it prevailed.
There came a time when he went to a night class to learn stenography. Great excitement had been aroused among the boys he knew best by a rumor that there were “fellows” who could earn a hundred dollars a week “writing short.” Boyhood could not resist the florid splendor of the idea. Four of them entered the class confidently looking forward to becoming the recipients of four hundred a month in the course of six weeks. One by one they dropped off, until only Tembarom remained, slowly forging ahead. He had never meant anything else but to get on in the world—to get as far as he could. He kept at his “short,” and by the time he was nineteen it helped him to a place in a newspaper office. He took dictation from a nervous and harried editor, who, when he was driven to frenzy by overwork and incompetencies, found that the long-legged, clean youth with the grin never added fuel to the flame of his wrath. He was a common young man, who was not marked by special brilliancy of intelligence, but he had a clear head and a good temper, and a queer aptitude for being able to see himself in the other man’s shoes—his difficulties and moods. This ended in his being tried with bits of new work now and then. In an emergency he was once sent out to report the details of a fire. What he brought back was usable, and his elation when he found he had actually “made good” was ingenuous enough to spur Galton, the editor, into trying him again.
To Tembarom this was a magnificent experience. The literary suggestion implied by being “on a newspaper” was more than he had hoped for. If you have sold newspapers, and slept in a barrel or behind a pile of lumber in a wood-yard, to report a fire in a street-car shed seems a flight of literature. He applied himself to the careful study of newspapers—their points of view, their style of phrasing. He believed them to be perfect. To attain ease in expressing himself in their elevated language he felt to be the summit of lofty ambition. He had no doubts of the exaltation of his ideal. His respect and confidence almost made Galton cry at times, because they recalled to him days when he had been nineteen and had regarded New York journalists with reverence. He liked Tembarom more and more. It actually soothed him to have him about, and he fell into giving him one absurd little chance after another. When he brought in “stuff” which bore too evident marks of utter ignorance, he actually touched it up and used it, giving him an enlightening, ironical hint or so. Tembarom always took the hints with gratitude. He had no mistaken ideas of his own powers. Galton loomed up before him a sort of god, and though the editor was a man with a keen, though wearied, brain and a sense of humor, the situation was one naturally productive of harmonious relations. He was of the many who unknowingly came in out of the cold and stood in the glow of Tembarom’s warm fire, or took refuge from the heat in his cool breeze. He did not know of the private, arduous study of journalistic style, and it was not unpleasing to see that the nice young cub was gradually improving. Through pure modest fear or ridicule, Tembarom kept to himself his vaulting ambition. He practised reports of fires, weddings, and accidents in his hall bedroom.
A hall bedroom in a third-rate boarding-house is not a cheerful place, but when Tembarom vaguely felt this, he recalled the nights spent in empty trucks and behind lumber-piles, and thought he was getting spoiled by luxury. He told himself that he was a fellow who always had luck. He did not know, neither did any one else, that his luck would have followed him if he had lived in a coal-hole. It was the concomitant of his normal build and outlook on life. Mrs. Bowse, his hard-worked landlady, began by being calmed down by his mere bearing when he came to apply for his room and board. She had a touch of grippe, and had just emerged from a heated affray with a dirty cook, and was inclined to battle when he presented himself. In a few minutes she was inclined to battle no longer. She let him have the room. Cantankerous restrictions did not ruffle him.
“Of course what you say GOES,” he said, giving her his friendly grin. “Any one that takes boarders has GOT to be careful. You’re in for a bad cold, ain’t you?”
“I’ve got grippe again, that’s what I’ve got,” she almost snapped.
“Did you ever try Payson’s ‘G. Destroyer’? G stands for grippe, you know. Catchy name, ain’t it? They say the man that invented it got ten thousand dollars for it. ‘G. Destroyer.’ You feel like you have to find out what it means when you see it up on a boarding. I’m just over grippe myself, and I’ve got half a bottle in my pocket. You carry it about with you, and swallow one every half-hour. You just try it. It set me right in no time.”
He took the bottle out of his waistcoat pocket and handed it to her. She took it and turned it over.
“You’re awful good-natured,”—She hesitated,—“but I ain’t going to take your medicine. I ought to go and get some for myself. How much does it cost?”
“It’s on the bottle; but it’s having to get it for yourself that’s the matter. You won’t have time, and you’ll forget it.”
“That’s true enough,” said Mrs. Bowse, looking at him sharply. “I guess you know something about boarding-houses.”
“I guess I know something about trying to earn three meals a day—or two of them. It’s no merry jest, whichever way you do it.”
CHAPTER II
When he took possession of his hall bedroom the next day and came down to his first meal, all the boarders looked at him interestedly. They had heard of the G. Destroyer from Mrs. Bowse, whose grippe had disappeared. Jim Bowles and Julius Steinberger looked at him because they were about his own age, and shared a hall bedroom on his floor; the young woman from the notion counter in a down-town department store looked at him because she was a young woman; the rest of the company looked at him because a young man in a hall bedroom might or might not be noisy or objectionable, and the incident of the G. Destroyer sounded good-natured. Mr. Joseph Hutchinson, the stout and discontented Englishman from Manchester, looked him over because the mere fact that he was a new-comer had placed him by his own rash act in the position of a target for criticism. Mr. Hutchinson had come to New York because he had been told that he could find backers among profuse and innumerable multi-millionaires for the invention which had been the haunting vision of his uninspiring life. He had not been met with the careless rapture which had been described to him, and he was becoming violently antagonistic to American capital and pessimistic in his views of American institutions. Like Tembarom’s father, he was the resentful Englishman.
“I don’t think much o’ that chap,” he said in what he considered an undertone to his daughter, who sat beside him and tried to manage that he should not be infuriated by waiting for butter and bread and second helpings. A fine, healthy old feudal feeling that servants should be roared at if they did not “look sharp” when he wanted anything was one of his salient characteristics.
“Wait a bit, Father; we don’t know anything about him yet,” Ann Hutchinson murmured quietly, hoping that his words had been lost in the clatter of knives and forks and dishes.
As Tembarom had taken his seat, he had found that, when he looked across the table, he looked directly at Miss Hutchinson; and before the meal ended he felt that he was in great good luck to be placed opposite an object of such singular interest. He knew nothing about “types,” but if he had been of those who do, he would probably have said to himself that she was of a type apart. As it was, he merely felt that she was of a kind one kept looking at whether one ought to or not. She was a little thing of that exceedingly light slimness of build which makes a girl a childish feather-weight. Few girls retain it after fourteen or fifteen. A wind might supposably have blown her away, but one knew it would not, because she was firm and steady on her small feet. Ordinary strength could have lifted her with one hand, and would have been tempted to do it. She had a slim, round throat, and the English daisy face it upheld caused it to suggest to the mind the stem of a flower. The roundness of her cheek, in and out of which totally unexpected dimples flickered, and the forget-me-not blueness of her eyes, which were large and rather round also, made her look like a nice baby of singularly serious and observing mind. She looked at one as certain awe-inspiring things in perambulators look at one—with a far and clear silence of gaze which passes beyond earthly obstacles and reserves a benign patience with follies. Tembarom felt interestedly that one really might quail before it, if one had anything of an inferior quality to hide. And yet it was not a critical gaze at all. She wore a black dress with a bit of white collar, and she had so much soft, red hair that he could not help recalling one or two women who owned the same quantity and seemed able to carry it only as a sort of untidy bundle. Hers looked entirely under control, and yet was such a wonder of burnished fullness that it tempted the hand to reach out and touch it. It became Tembarom’s task during the meal to keep his eyes from turning too often toward it and its owner.
If she had been a girl who took things hard, she might have taken her father very hard indeed. But opinions and feelings being solely a matter of points of view, she was very fond of him, and, regarding him as a sacred charge and duty, took care of him as though she had been a reverentially inclined mother taking care of a boisterous son. When his roar was heard, her calm little voice always fell quietly on indignant ears the moment it ceased. It was her part in life to act as a palliative: her mother, whose well-trained attitude toward the ruling domestic male was of the early Victorian order, had lived and died one. A nicer, warmer little woman had never existed. Joseph Hutchinson had adored and depended on her as much as he had harried her. When he had charged about like a mad bull because he could not button his collar, or find the pipe he had mislaid in his own pocket, she had never said more than “Now, Mr. Hutchinson,” or done more than leave her sewing to button the collar with soothing fingers, and suggest quietly that sometimes he DID chance to carry his pipe about with him. She was of the class which used to call its husband by a respectful surname. When she died she left him as a sort of legacy to her daughter, spending the last weeks of her life in explaining affectionately all that “Father” needed to keep him quiet and make him comfortable.
Little Ann had never forgotten a detail, and had even improved upon some of them, as she happened to be cleverer than her mother, and had, indeed, a far-seeing and clear young mind of her own. She had been called “Little Ann” all her life. This had held in the first place because her mother’s name had been Ann also, and after her mother’s death the diminutive had not fallen away from her. People felt it belonged to her not because she was especially little, though she was a small, light person, but because there was an affectionate humor in the sound of it.
Despite her hard needs, Mrs. Bowse would have faced the chance of losing two boarders rather than have kept Mr. Joseph Hutchinson but for Little Ann. As it was, she kept them both, and in the course of three months the girl was Little Ann to almost every one in the house. Her normalness took the form of an instinct which amounted to genius for seeing what people ought to have, and in some occult way filling in bare or trying places.
“She’s just a wonder, that girl,” Mrs. Bowse said to one boarder after another.
“She’s just a wonder,” Jim Bowles and Julius Steinberger murmured to each other in rueful confidence, as they tilted their chairs against the wall of their hall bedroom and smoked. Each of the shabby and poverty-stricken young men had of course fallen hopelessly in love with her at once. This was merely human and inevitable, but realizing in the course of a few weeks that she was too busy taking care of her irritable, boisterous old Manchester father, and everybody else, to have time to be made love to even by young men who could buy new boots when the old ones had ceased to be water-tight, they were obliged to resign themselves to the, after all, comforting fact that she became a mother to them, not a sister. She mended their socks and sewed buttons on for them with a firm frankness which could not be persuaded into meaning anything more sentimental than a fixed habit of repairing anything which needed it, and which, while at first bewildering in its serenity, ended by reducing the two youths to a dust of devotion.
“She’s a wonder, she is,” they sighed when at every weekend they found their forlorn and scanty washing resting tidily on their bed.
In the course of a week, more or less, Tembarom’s feeling for her would have been exactly that of his two hall-bedroom neighbors, but that his nature, though a practical one, was not inclined to any supine degree of resignation. He was a sensible youth, however, and gave no trouble. Even Joseph Hutchinson, who of course resented furiously any “nonsense” of which his daughter and possession was the object, became sufficiently mollified by his good spirits and ready good nature to refrain from open conversational assault.
“I don’t mind that chap as much as I did at first,” he admitted reluctantly to Little Ann one evening after a good dinner and a comfortable pipe. “He’s not such a fool as he looks.”
Tembarom was given, as Little Ann was, to seeing what people wanted. He knew when to pass the mustard and other straying condiments. He picked up things which dropped inconveniently, he did not interrupt the remarks of his elders and betters, and several times when he chanced to be in the hall, and saw Mr. Hutchinson, in irritable, stout Englishman fashion, struggling into his overcoat, he sprang forward with a light, friendly air and helped him. ‘He did not do it with ostentatious politeness or with the manner of active youth giving generous aid to elderly avoirdupois. He did it as though it occurred to him as a natural result of being on the spot.
It took Mrs. Bowse and her boarding-house less than a week definitely to like him. Every night when he sat down to dinner he brought news with him-news and jokes and new slang. Newspaper-office anecdote and talk gave a journalistic air to the gathering when he was present, and there was novelty in it. Soon every one was intimate with him, and interested in what he was doing. Galton’s good-natured patronage of him was a thing to which no one was indifferent. It was felt to be the right thing in the right place. When he came home at night it became the custom to ask him questions as to the bits of luck which befell him. He became “T. T.” instead of Mr. Tembarom, except to Joseph Hutchinson and his ‘daughter. Hutchinson called him Tembarom, but Little Ann said “Mr. Tembarom” with quaint frequency when she spoke to him.
“Landed anything to-day, T. T.?” some one would ask almost every evening, and the interest in his relation of the day’s adventures increased from week to week. Little Ann never asked questions and seldom made comments, but she always listened attentively. She had gathered, and guessed from what she had gathered, a rather definite idea of what his hard young life had been. He did not tell pathetic stories about himself, but he and Jim Bowles and Julius Steinberger had become fast friends, and the genial smoking of cheap tobacco in hall bedrooms tends to frankness of relation, and the various ways in which each had found himself “up against it” in the course of their brief years supplied material for anecdotal talk.
“But it’s bound to be easier from now on,” he would say. “I’ve got the ‘short’ down pretty fine—not fine enough to make big money, but enough to hold down a job with Galton. He’s mighty good to me. If I knew more, I believe he’d give me a column to take care of—Up-town Society column perhaps. A fellow named Biker’s got it. Twenty per. Goes on a bust twice a month, the fool. Gee! I wish I had his job!”
Mrs. Bowse’s house was provided with a parlor in which her boarders could sit in the evening when so inclined. It was a fearsome room, which, when the dark, high-ceilinged hall was entered, revealed depths of dingy gloom which appeared splashed in spots with incongruous brilliancy of color. This effect was produced by richly framed department-store chromo lithographs on the walls, aided by lurid cushion-covers, or “tidies” representing Indian maidens or chieftains in full war paint, or clusters of poppies of great boldness of hue. They had either been Christmas gifts bestowed upon Mrs. Bowse or department-store bargains of her own selection, purchased with thrifty intent. The red-and-green plush upholstered walnut chairs arid sofa had been acquired by her when the bankruptcy of a neighboring boarding-house brought them within her means. They were no longer very red or very green, and the cheerfully hopeful design of the tidies and cushions had been to conceal worn places and stains. The mantelpiece was adorned by a black-walnut-and-gold-framed mirror, and innumerable vases of the ornate ninety-eight-cents order. The centerpiece held a large and extremely soiled spray of artificial wistaria. The end of the room was rendered attractive by a tent-like cozy-corner built of savage weapons and Oriental cotton stuffs long ago become stringy and almost leprous in hue. The proprietor of the bankrupt boarding-house had been “artistic.” But Mrs. Bowse was a good-enough soul whose boarders liked her and her house, and when the gas was lighted and some one played “rag-time” on the second-hand pianola, they liked the parlor.
Little Ann did not often appear in it, but now and then she came down with her bit of sewing,—she always had a “bit of sewing,”—and she sat in the cozy-corner listening to the talk or letting some one confide troubles to her. Sometimes it was the New England widow, Mrs. Peck, who looked like a spinster school-ma’am, but who had a married son with a nice wife who lived in Harlem and drank heavily. She used to consult with Little Ann as to the possible wisdom of putting a drink deterrent privately in his tea. Sometimes it was Mr. Jakes, a depressed little man whose wife had left him, for no special reason he could discover. Oftenest perhaps it was Julius Steinberger or Jim Bowles who did their ingenuous best to present themselves to her as energetic, if not successful, young business men, not wholly unworthy of attention and always breathing daily increasing devotion. Sometimes it was Tembarom, of whom her opinion had never been expressed, but who seemed to have made friends with her. She liked to hear about the newspaper office and Mr. Galton, and never was uninterested in his hopes of “making good.” She seemed to him the wisest and most direct and composed person he had ever known. She spoke with the broad, flat, friendly Manchester accent, and when she let drop a suggestion, it carried a delightfully sober conviction with it, because what she said was generally a revelation of logical mental argument concerning details she had gathered through her little way of listening and saying nothing whatever.
“If Mr. Biker drinks, he won’t keep his place,” she said to Tembarom one night. “Perhaps you might get it yourself, if you persevere.”
Tembarom reddened a little. He really reddened through joyous excitement.
“Say, I didn’t know you knew a thing about that,” he answered. “You’re a regular wonder. You scarcely ever say anything, but the way you get on to things gets me.”
“Perhaps if I talked more I shouldn’t notice as much,” she said, turning her bit of sewing round and examining it. “I never was much of a talker. Father’s a good talker, and Mother and me got into the way of listening. You do if you live with a good talker.”
Tembarom looked at the girl with a male gentleness, endeavoring to subdue open expression of the fact that he was convinced that she was as thoroughly aware of her father’s salient characteristics as she was of other things.
“You do,” said Tembarom. Then picking up her scissors, which had dropped from her lap, and politely returning them, he added anxiously: “To think of you remembering Biker! I wonder, if I ever did get his job, if I could hold it down?”
“Yes,” decided Little Ann; “you could. I’ve noticed you’re that kind of person, Mr. Tembarom.”
“Have you?” he said elatedly. “Say, honest Injun?”
“Yes.”
“I shall be getting stuck on myself if you encourage me like that,” he said, and then, his face falling, he added, “Biker graduated at Princeton.”
“I don’t know much about society,” Little Ann remarked,—“I never saw any either up-town or down-town or in the country,—but I shouldn’t think you’d have to have a college education to write the things you see about it in the newspaper paragraphs.”
Tembarom grinned.
“They’re not real high-brow stuff, are they,” he said. “‘There was a brilliant gathering on Tuesday evening at the house of Mr. Jacob Sturtburger at 79 Two Hundredth Street on the occasion of the marriage of his daughter Miss Rachel Sturtburger to Mr. Eichenstein. The bride was attired in white peau de cygne trimmed with duchess lace.’”
Little Ann took him up. “I don’t know what peau de cygne is, and I daresay the bride doesn’t. I’ve never been to anything but a village school, but I could make up paragraphs like that myself.”
“That’s the up-town kind,” said Tembarom. “The down-town ones wear their mothers’ point-lace wedding-veils some-times, but they’re not much different. Say, I believe I could do it if I had luck.”
“So do I,” returned Little Ann.
Tembarom looked down at the carpet, thinking the thing over. Ann went on sewing.
“That’s the way with you,” he said presently: “you put things into a fellow’s head. You’ve given me a regular boost, Little Ann.”
It is not unlikely that but for the sensible conviction in her voice he would have felt less bold when, two weeks later, Biker, having gone upon a “bust” too prolonged, was dismissed with-out benefit of clergy, and Galton desperately turned to Tembarom with anxious question in his eye.
“Do you think you could take this job?” he said.
Tembarom’s heart, as he believed at the time, jumped into his throat.
“What do you think, Mr. Galton?” he asked.
“It isn’t a thing to think about,” was Galton’s answer. “It’s a thing I must be sure of.”
“Well,” said Tembarom, “if you give it to me, I’ll put up a mighty hard fight before I fall down.”
Galton considered him, scrutinizing keenly his tough, long-built body, his sharp, eager, boyish face, and especially his companionable grin.
“We’ll let it go at that,” he decided. “You’ll make friends up in Harlem, and you won’t find it hard to pick up news. We can at least try it.”
Tembarom’s heart jumped into his throat again, and he swallowed it once more. He was glad he was not holding his hat in his hand because he knew he would have forgotten himself and thrown it up into the air.
“Thank you, Mr. Galton,” he said, flushing tremendously. “I’d like to tell you how I appreciate your trusting me, but I don’t know how. Thank you, sir.”
When he appeared in Mrs. Bowse’s dining-room that evening there was a glow of elation about him and a swing in his entry which attracted all eyes at once. For some unknown reason everybody looked at him, and, meeting his eyes, detected the presence of some new exultation.
“Landed anything, T. T.?” Jim Bowles cried out. “You look it.”
“Sure I look it,” Tembarom answered, taking his napkin out of its ring with an unconscious flourish. “I’ve landed the up-town society page—landed it, by gee!”
A good-humored chorus of ejaculatory congratulation broke forth all round the table.
“Good business!” “Three cheers for T. T.!” “Glad of it!” “Here’s luck!” said one after another.
They were all pleased, and it was generally felt that Galton had shown sense and done the right thing again. Even Mr. Hutchinson rolled about in his chair and grunted his approval.
After dinner Tembarom, Jim Bowles, and Julius Steinberger went upstairs stairs together and filled the hall bedroom with clouds of tobacco-smoke, tilting their chairs against the wall, smoking their pipes furiously, flushed and talkative, working themselves up with the exhilarated plannings of youth. Jim Bowles and Julius had been down on their luck for several weeks, and that “good old T. T.” should come in with this fairy-story was an actual stimulus. If you have never in your life been able to earn more than will pay for your food and lodging, twenty dollars looms up large. It might be the beginning of anything.
“First thing is to get on to the way to do it,” argued Tembarom. “I don’t know the first thing. I’ve got to think it out. I couldn’t ask Biker. He wouldn’t tell me, anyhow.”
“He’s pretty mad, I guess,” said Steinberger.
“Mad as hops,” Tembarom answered. “As I was coming down-stairs from Galton’s room he was standing in the hall talking to Miss Dooley, and he said: `That Tembarom fellow’s going to do it! He doesn’t know how to spell. I should like to see his stuff come in.’ He said it loud, because he wanted me to hear it, and he sort of laughed through his nose.”
“Say, T. T., can you spell?” Jim inquired thoughtfully.
“Spell? Me? No,” Tembarom owned with unshaken good cheer. “What I’ve got to do is to get a tame dictionary and keep it chained to the leg of my table. Those words with two m’s or two l’s in them get me right down on the mat. But the thing that looks biggest to me is how to find out where the news is, and the name of the fellow that’ll put me on to it. You can’t go up a man’s front steps and ring the bell and ask him if he’s going to be married or buried or have a pink tea.”
“Wasn’t that a knock at the door?” said Steinberger.
It was a knock, and Tembarom jumped up and threw the door open, thinking Mrs. Bowse might have come on some household errand. But it was Little Ann Hutchinson instead of Mrs. Bowse, and there was a threaded needle stuck into the front of her dress, and she had on a thimble.
“I want Mr. Bowles’s new socks,” she said maternally. “I promised I’d mark them for him.”
Bowles and Steinberger sprang from their chairs, and came forward in the usual comfortable glow of pleasure at sight of her.
“What do you think of that for all the comforts of a home?” said Tembarom. “As if it wasn’t enough for a man to have new socks without having marks put on them! What are your old socks made of anyhow—solid gold? Burglars ain’t going to break in and steal them.”
“They won’t when I’ve marked them, Mr. Tembarom,” answered Little Ann, looking up at him with sober, round, for-get-me-not blue eyes, but with a deep dimple breaking out near her lip; “but all three pairs would not come home from the wash if I didn’t.”
“Three pairs!” ejaculated Tembarom. “He’s got three pairs of socks! New? That’s what’s been the matter with him for the last week. Don’t you mark them for him, Little Ann. ‘Tain’t good for a man to have everything.”
“Here they are,” said Jim, bringing them forward. “Twenty-five marked down to ten at Tracy’s. Are they pretty good?”
Little Ann looked them over with the practised eye of a connoisseur of bargains.
“They’d be about a shilling in Manchester shops,” she decided, “and they might be put down to sixpence. They’re good enough to take care of.”
She was not the young woman who is ready for prolonged lively conversation in halls and at bedroom doors, and she had turned away with the new socks in her hand when Tembarom, suddenly inspired, darted after her.
“Say, I’ve just thought of something,” he exclaimed eagerly. “It’s something I want to ask you.”
“What is it?”
“It’s about the society-page lay-out.” He hesitated. “I wonder if it’d be rushing you too much if—say,” he suddenly broke off, and standing with his hands in his pockets, looked down at her with anxious admiration, “I believe you just know about everything.”
“No, I don’t, Mr. Tembarom; but I’m very glad about the page. Everybody’s glad.”
One of the chief difficulties Tembarom found facing him when he talked to Little Ann was the difficulty of resisting an awful temptation to take hold of her—to clutch her to his healthy, tumultuous young breast and hold her there firmly. He was half ashamed of himself when he realized it, but he knew that his venial weakness was shared by Jim Bowles and Steinberger and probably others. She was so slim and light and soft, and the serious frankness of her eyes and the quaint air of being a sort of grown-up child of astonishing intelligence produced an effect it was necessary to combat with.
“What I wanted to say,” he put it to her, “was that I believe if you’d just let me talk this thing out to you it’d do me good. I believe you’d help me to get somewhere. I’ve got to fix up a scheme for getting next the people who have things happening to them that I can make society stuff out of, you know. Biker didn’t make a hit of it, but, gee! I’ve just got to. I’ve got to.”
“Yes,” answered Little Ann, her eyes fixed on him thoughtfully; “you’ve got to, Mr. Tembarom.”
“There’s not a soul in the parlor. Would you mind coming down and sitting there while I talk at you and try to work things out? You could go on with your marking.”
She thought it over a minute.
“I’ll do it if Father can spare me,” she made up her mind. “I’ll go and ask him.”
She went to ask him, and returned in two or three minutes with her small sewing-basket in her hand.
“He can spare me,” she said. “He’s reading his paper, and doesn’t want to talk.”
They went down-stairs together and found the room empty. Tembarom turned up the lowered gas, and Little Ann sat down in the cozy-corner with her work-basket on her knee. Tembarom drew up a chair and sat down opposite to her. She threaded a needle and took up one of Jim’s new socks.
“Now,” she said.
“It’s like this,” he explained. “The page is a new deal, anyhow. There didn’t used to be an up-town society column at all. It was all Fifth Avenue and the four hundred; but ours isn’t a fashionable paper, and their four hundred ain’t going to buy it to read their names in it. They’d rather pay to keep out of it. Uptown’s growing like smoke, and there’s lots of people up that way that’d like their friends to read about their weddings and receptions, and would buy a dozen copies to send away when their names were in. There’s no end of women and girls that’d like to see their clothes described and let their friends read the descriptions. They’d buy the paper, too, you bet. It’ll be a big circulation-increaser. It’s Galton’s idea, and he gave the job to Biker because he thought an educated fellow could get hold of people. But somehow he couldn’t. Seems as if they didn’t like him. He kept getting turned down. The page has been mighty poor—no pictures of brides or anything. Galton’s been sick over it. He’d been sure it’d make a hit. Then Biker’s always drinking more or less, and he’s got the swell head, anyhow. I believe that’s the reason he couldn’t make good with the up-towners.”
“Perhaps he was too well educated, Mr. Tembarom,” said Little Ann. She was marking a letter J in red cotton, and her outward attention was apparently wholly fixed on her work.
“Say, now,” Tembarom broke out, “there’s where you come in. You go on working as if there was nothing but that sock in New York, but I guess you’ve just hit the dot. Perhaps that was it. He wanted to do Fifth Avenue work anyway, and he didn’t go at Harlem right. He put on Princeton airs when he asked questions. Gee! a fellow can’t put on any kind of airs when he’s the one that’s got to ask.”
“You’ll get on better,” remarked Little Ann. “You’ve got a friendly way and you’ve a lot of sense. I’ve noticed it.”
Her head was bent over the red J and she still looked at it and not at Tembarom. This was not coyness, but simple, calm absorption. If she had not been making the J, she would have sat with her hands folded in her lap, and gazed at the young man with undisturbed attention.
“Have you?” said Tembarom, gratefully. “That gives me another boost, Little Ann. What a man seems to need most is just plain twenty-cents-a-yard sense. Not that I ever thought I had the dollar kind. I’m not putting on airs.”
“Mr. Galton knows the kind you have. I suppose that’s why he gave you the page.” The words, spoken in the shrewd-sounding Manchester accent, were neither flattering nor unflattering; they were merely impartial.
“Well, now I’ve got it, I can’t fall down,” said Tembarom. “I’ve got to find out for myself how to get next to the people I want to talk to. I’ve got to find out who to get next to.”
Little Ann put in the final red stitch of the letter J and laid the sock neatly folded on the basket.
“I’ve just been thinking something, Mr. Tembarom,” she said. “Who makes the wedding-cakes?”
He gave a delighted start.
“Gee!” he broke out, “the wedding-cakes!”
“Yes,” Little Ann proceeded, “they’d have to have wedding-cakes, and perhaps if you went to the shops where they’re sold and could make friends with the people, they’d tell you whom they were selling them to, and you could get the addresses and go and find out things.”
Tembarom, glowing with admiring enthusiasm, thrust out his hand.
“Little Ann, shake!” he said. “You’ve given me the whole show, just like I thought you would. You’re just the limit.”
“Well, a wedding-cake’s the next thing after the bride,” she answered.
Her practical little head had given him the practical lead. The mere wedding-cake opened up vistas. Confectioners supplied not only weddings, but refreshments for receptions and dances. Dances suggested the “halls” in which they were held. You could get information at such places. Then there were the churches, and the florists who decorated festal scenes. Tembarom’s excitement grew as he talked. One plan led to another; vistas opened on all sides. It all began to look so easy that he could not understand how Biker could possibly have gone into such a land of promise, and returned embittered and empty-handed.
“He thought too much of himself and too little of other people,” Little Ann summed him up in her unsevere, reasonable voice. “That’s so silly.”
Tembarom tried not to look at her affectionately, but his voice was affectionate as well as admiring, despite him.
“The way you get on to a thing just in three words!” he said. “Daniel Webster ain’t in it.”
“I dare say if you let the people in the shops know that you come from a newspaper, it’ll be a help,” she went on with ingenuous worldly wisdom. “They’ll think it’ll be a kind of advertisement. And so it will. You get some neat cards printed with your name and Sunday Earth on them.”
“Gee!” Tembarom ejaculated, slapping his knee, “there’s another! You think of every darned thing, don’t you?”
She stopped a moment to look at him.
“You’d have thought of it all yourself after a bit,” she said. She was not of those unseemly women whose intention it is manifestly to instruct the superior man. She had been born in a small Manchester street and trained by her mother, whose own training had evolved through affectionately discreet conjugal management of Mr. Hutchinson.
“Never you let a man feel set down when you want him to see a thing reasonable, Ann,” she had said. “You never get on with them if you do. They can’t stand it. The Almighty seemed to make ‘em that way. They’ve always been masters, and it don’t hurt any woman to let ‘em be, if she can help ‘em to think reasonable. Just you make a man feel comfortable in his mind and push him the reasonable way. But never you shove him, Ann. If you do, he’ll just get all upset-like. Me and your father have been right-down happy together, but we never should have been if I hadn’t thought that out before we was married two weeks. Perhaps it’s the Almighty’s will, though I never was as sure of the Almighty’s way of thinking as some are.”
Of course Tembarom felt soothed and encouraged, though he belonged to the male development which is not automatically infuriated at a suspicion of female readiness of logic.
“Well, I might have got on to it in time,” he answered, still trying not to look affectionate, “but I’ve no time to spare. Gee! but I’m glad you’re here!”
“I sha’n’t be here very long.” There was a shade of patient regret in her voice. “Father’s got tired of trying America. He’s been disappointed too often. He’s going back to England.”
“Back to England!” Tembarom cried out forlornly, “Oh Lord! What shall we all do without you, Ann?”
“You’ll do as you did before we came,” said Little Ann.
“No, we sha’n’t. We can’t. I can’t anyhow.” He actually got up from his chair and began to walk about, with his hands thrust deep in his pockets.
Little Ann began to put her first stitches into a red B. No human being could have told what she thought.
“We mustn’t waste time talking about that,” she said. “Let us talk about the page. There are dressmakers, you know. If you could make friends with a dressmaker or two they’d tell you what the wedding things were really made of. Women do like their clothes to be described right.”
CHAPTER III
His work upon the page began the following week. When the first morning of his campaign opened with a tumultuous blizzard, Jim Bowles and Julius Steinberger privately sympathized with him as they dressed in company, but they heard him whistling in his own hall bedroom as he put on his clothes, and to none of the three did it occur that time could be lost because the weather was inhuman. Blinding snow was being whirled through the air by a wind which had bellowed across the bay, and torn its way howling through the streets, maltreating people as it went, snatching their breath out of them, and leaving them gaspingly clutching at hats and bending their bodies before it. Street-cars went by loaded from front to back platform, and were forced from want of room to whizz heartlessly by groups waiting anxiously at street corners.
Tembarom saw two or three of them pass in this way, leaving the waiting ones desperately huddled together behind them. He braced himself and whistled louder as he buttoned his celluloid collar.
“I’m going to get up to Harlem all the same,” he said. “The ‘L’ will be just as jammed, but there’ll be a place somewhere, and I’ll get it.”
His clothes were the outwardly decent ones of a young man who must perforce seek cheap clothing-stores, and to whom a ten-dollar “hand-me-down” is a source of exultant rejoicing. With the aid of great care and a straight, well-formed young body, he managed to make the best of them; but they were not to be counted upon for warmth even in ordinarily cold weather. His overcoat was a specious covering, and was not infrequently odorous of naphtha.
“You’ve got to know something about first aid to the wounded if you live on ten per,” he had said once to Little Ann. “A suit of clothes gets to be an emergency-case mighty often if it lasts three years.”
“Going up to Harlem to-day, T. T.?” his neighbor at table asked him as he sat down to breakfast.
“Right there,” he answered. “I’ve ordered the limousine round, with the foot-warmer and fur rugs.”
“I guess a day wouldn’t really matter much,” said Mrs. Bowse, good-naturedly. “Perhaps it might be better to-morrow.”
“And perhaps it mightn’t,” said Tembarom, eating “break-fast-food” with a cheerful appetite. “What you can’t be stone-cold sure of to-morrow you drive a nail in to-day.”
He ate a tremendous breakfast as a discreet precautionary measure. The dark dining-room was warm, and the food was substantial. It was comfortable in its way.
“You’d better hold the hall door pretty tight when you go out, and don’t open it far,” said Mrs. Bowse as he got up to go. “There’s wind enough to upset things.”
Tembarom went out in the hall, and put on his insufficient overcoat. He buttoned it across his chest, and turned its collar up to his ears. Then he bent down to turn up the bottoms of his trousers.
“A pair of arctics would be all to the merry right here,” he said, and then he stood upright and saw Little Ann coming down the staircase holding in her hand a particularly ugly tar-tan-plaid woolen neck-scarf of the kind known in England as a “comforter.”
“If you are going out in this kind of weather,” she said in her serene, decided little voice, “you’d better wrap this comforter right round your neck, Mr. Tembarom. It’s one of Father’s, and he can spare it because he’s got another, and, besides, he’s not going out.”
Tembarom took it with a sudden emotional perception of the fact that he was being taken care of in an abnormally luxurious manner.
“Now, I appreciate that,” he said. “The thing about you. Little Ann, is that you never make a wrong guess about what a fellow needs, do you?”
“I’m too used to taking care of Father not to see things,” she answered.
“What you get on to is how to take care of the whole world—initials on a fellow’s socks and mufflers round his neck.” His eyes looked remarkably bright.
“If a person were taking care of the whole world, he’d have a lot to do,” was her sedate reception of the remark. “You’d better put that twice round your neck, Mr. Tembarom.”
She put up her hand to draw the end of the scarf over his shoulder, and Tembarom stood still at once, as though he were a little boy being dressed for school. He looked down at her round cheek, and watched one of the unexpected dimples reveal itself in a place where dimples are not usually anticipated. It was coming out because she was smiling a small, observing smile. It was an almost exciting thing to look at, and he stood very still indeed. A fellow who did not own two pairs of boots would be a fool not to keep quiet.
“You haven’t told me I oughtn’t to go out till the blizzard lets up,” he said presently.
“No, I haven’t, Mr. Tembarom,” she answered. “You’re one of the kind that mean to do a thing when they’ve made up their minds. It’ll be a nice bit of money if you can keep the page.”
“Galton said he’d give me a chance to try to make good,” said Tembarom. “And if it’s the hit he thinks it ought to be, he’ll raise me ten. Thirty per. Vanastorbilts won’t be in it. I think I’ll get married,” he added, showing all his attractive teeth at once.
“I wouldn’t do that,” she said. “It wouldn’t be enough to depend on. New York’s an expensive place.”
She drew back and looked him over. “That’ll keep you much warmer,” she decided. “Now you can go. I’ve been looking in the telephone-book for confectioners, and I’ve written down these addresses.” She handed him a slip of paper.
Tembarom caught his breath.
“Hully gee!” he exclaimed, “there never were TWO of you made! One used up all there was of it. How am I going to thank you, anyhow!”
“I do hope you’ll be able to keep the page,” she said. “I do that, Mr. Tembarom.”
If there had been a touch of coquetry in her earnest, sober, round, little face she would have been less distractingly alluring, but there was no shade of anything but a sort of softly motherly anxiety in the dropped note of her voice, and it was almost more than flesh and blood at twenty-five could stand. Tembarom made a hasty, involuntary move toward her, but it was only a slight one, and it was scarcely perceptible before he had himself in hand and hurriedly twisted his muffler tighter, showing his teeth again cheerily.
“You keep on hoping it all day without a let-up,” he said. “And tell Mr. Hutchinson I’m obliged to him, please. Get out of the way, Little Ann, while I go out. The wind might blow you and the hat-stand upstairs.”
He opened the door and dashed down the high steps into the full blast of the blizzard. He waited at the street corner while three overcrowded cars whizzed past him, ignoring his signals because there was not an inch of space left in them for another passenger. Then he fought his way across two or three blocks to the nearest “L” station. He managed to wedge himself into a train there, and then at least he was on his way. He was thinking hard and fast, but through all his planning the warm hug of the tartan comforter round his neck kept Little Ann near him. He had been very thankful for the additional warmth as the whirling snow and wind had wrought their will with him while he waited for the cars at the street corner. On the “L” train he saw her serious eyes and heard the motherly drop in her voice as she said, “I do hope you’ll be able to keep the page. I do that, Mr. Tembarom.” It made him shut his hands hard as they hung in his overcoat pockets for warmth, and it made him shut his sound teeth strongly.
“Gee! I’ve got to!” his thoughts said for him. “If I make it, perhaps my luck will have started. When a man’s luck gets started, every darned thing’s to the good.”
The “L” had dropped most of its crowd when it reached the up-town station among the hundredth streets which was his destination. He tightened his comforter, tucked the ends firmly into the front of his overcoat, and started out along the platform past the office, and down the steep, iron steps, already perilous with freezing snow. He had to stop to get his breath when he reached the street, but he did not stop long. He charged forth again along the pavement, looking closely at the shop-windows. There were naturally but few passers-by, and the shops were not important-looking; but they were open, and he could see that the insides of them looked comfortable in contrast with the blizzard-ruled street. He could not see both sides of the street as he walked up one side of the block without coming upon a confectioner’s. He crossed at the corner and turned back on the other side. Presently he saw that a light van was standing before one place, backed up against the sidewalk to receive parcels, its shuddering horse holding its head down and bracing itself with its forelegs against the wind. At any rate, something was going on there, and he hurried forward to find out what it was. The air was so thick with myriads of madly flying bits of snow, which seemed whirled in all directions in the air, that he could not see anything definite even a few yards away. When he reached the van he found that he had also reached his confectioner. The sign over the window read “M. Munsberg, Confectionery. Cakes. Ice-Cream. Weddings, Balls and Receptions.”
“Made a start, anyhow,” said Tembarom.
He turned into the store, opening the door carefully, and thereby barely escaping being blown violently against a stout, excited, middle-aged little Jew who was bending over a box he was packing. This was evidently Mr. Munsberg, who was extremely busy, and even the modified shock upset his temper.
“Vhere you goin’?” he cried out. “Can’t you look vhere you’re goin’?”
Tembarom knew this was not a good beginning, but his natural mental habit of vividly seeing the other man’s point of view helped him after its usual custom. His nice grin showed itself.
“I wasn’t going; I was coming,” he said. “Beg pardon. The wind’s blowing a hundred miles an hour.”
A good-looking young woman, who was probably Mrs. Munsberg, was packing a smaller box behind the counter. Tembarom lifted his hat, and she liked it.
“He didn’t do it a bit fresh,” she said later. “Kind o’ nice.” She spoke to him with professional politeness.
“Is there anything you want?” she asked.
Tembarom glanced at the boxes and packages standing about and at Munsberg, who had bent over his packing again. Here was an occasion for practical tact.
“I’ve blown in at the wrong time,” he said. “You’re busy getting things out on time. I’ll just wait.. Gee! I’m glad to be inside. I want to speak to Mr. Munsberg.”
Mr. Munsberg jerked himself upright irascibly, and broke forth in the accent of the New York German Jew.
“If you comin’ in here to try to sell somedings, young man, joost you let that same vind vat blew you in blow you right out pretty quick. I’m not buyin’ nodings. I’m busy.”
“I’m not selling a darned thing,” answered Tembarom, with undismayed cheer.
“You vant someding?” jerked out Munsberg.
“Yes, I want something,” Tembarom answered, “but it’s nothing any one has to pay for. I’m only a newspaper man.” He felt a glow of pride as he said the words. He was a newspaper man even now. “Don’t let me stop you a minute. I’m in luck to get inside anywhere and sit down. Let me wait.”
Mrs. Munsberg read the Sunday papers and revered them. She also knew the value of advertisement. She caught her husband’s eye and hurriedly winked at him.
“It’s awful outside. ‘T won’t do harm if he waits—if he ain’t no agent,” she put in.
“See,” said Tembarom, handing over one of the cards which had been Little Ann’s businesslike inspiration.
“T. Tembarom. New York Sunday Earth,” read Munsberg, rather grudgingly. He looked at T. Tembarom, and T. Tembarom looked back at him. The normal human friendliness in the sharp boyish face did it.
“Vell,” he said, making another jerk toward a chair, “if you ain’t no agent, you can vait.”
“Thank you,” said Tembarom, and sat down. He had made another start, anyhow.
After this the packing went on fast and furious. A youth appeared from the back of the store, and ran here and there as he was ordered. Munsberg and his wife filled wooden and cardboard boxes with small cakes and larger ones, with sandwiches and salads, candies and crystallized fruits. Into the larger box was placed a huge cake with an icing temple on the top of it, with silver doves adorning it outside and in. There was no mistaking the poetic significance of that cake. Outside the blizzard whirled clouds of snow-particles through the air, and the van horse kept his head down and his forelegs braced. His driver had long since tried to cover him with a blanket which the wind continually tore loose from its fastenings, and flapped about the creature’s sides. Inside the store grew hot. There was hurried moving about, banging of doors, excited voices, irascible orders given and countermanded. Tembarom found out in five minutes that the refreshments were for a wedding reception to be held at a place known as “The Hall,” and the goods must be sent out in time to be ready for the preparations for the wedding supper that night.
“If I knew how to handle it, I could get stuff for a column just sitting here,” he thought. He kept both eyes and ears open. He was sharp enough to realize that the mere sense of familiarity with detail which he was gaining was material in itself. Once or twice he got up and lent a hand with a box in his casual way, and once or twice he saw that he could lift some-thing down or up for Mrs. Munsberg, who was a little woman. The natural casualness of his way of jumping up to do the things prevented any suspicion of officiousness, and also prevented his waiting figure from beginning to wear the air of a superfluous object in the way. He waited a long time, and circumstances so favored him as to give him a chance or so. More than once exactly the right moment presented itself when he could interject an apposite remark. Twice he made Munsberg laugh, and twice Mrs. Munsberg voluntarily addressed him.
At last the boxes and parcels ware all carried out and stored in the van, after strugglings with the opening and shutting of doors, and battlings with outside weather.
When this was all over, Munsberg came back into the store, knocking his hands together and out of breath.
“Dot’s all right,” he said. “It’ll all be there plenty time. Vouldn’t have fell down on that order for tventy-vive dollars. Dot temple on the cake was splendid. Joseph he done it fine.”
“He never done nothin’ no finer,” Mrs. Munsberg said. “It looked as good as anything on Fift’ Avenoo.”
Both were relieved and pleased with themselves, their store, and their cake-decorator. Munsberg spoke to Tembarom in the manner of a man who, having done a good thing, does not mind talking about it.
“Dot was a big order,” he remarked.
“I should smile,” answered Tembarom. “I’d like to know whose going to get outside all that good stuff. That wedding-cake took the tart away from anything I’ve ever seen. Which of the four hundred’s going to eat it?”
“De man vot ordered dot cake,” Munsberg swaggered, “he’s not got to vorry along on vun million nor two. He owns de biggest brewery in New York, I guess in America. He’s Schwartz of Schwartz & Kapfer.”
“Well, he ‘s got it to burn!” said Tembarom.
“He’s a mighty good man,” went on Munsberg. “He’s mighty fond of his own people. He made his first money in Harlem, and he had a big fight to get it; but his own people vas good to him, an’ he’s never forgot it. He’s built a fine house here, an’ his girls is fine girls. De vun’s goin’ to be married to-night her name’s Rachel, an’ she’s goin’ to marry a nice feller, Louis Levy. Levy built the big entertainment-hall vhere the reception’s goin’ to be. It’s decorated vith two thousand dollars’ worth of bride roses an’ lilies of de valley an’ smilax. All de up-town places vas bought out, an’ den Schwartz vent down Fift’ Avenoo.”
The right moment had plainly arrived.
“Say, Mr. Munsberg,” Tembarom broke forth, “you’re giving me just what I wanted to ask you for. I’m the new up-town society reporter for the Sunday Earth, and I came in here to see if you wouldn’t help me to get a show at finding out who was going to have weddings and society doings. I didn’t know just how to start.”
Munsberg gave a sort of grunt. He looked less amiable.
“I s’pose you’re used to nothin’ but Fift’ Avenoo,” he said.
Tembarom grinned exactly at the right time again. Not only his good teeth grinned, but his eyes grinned also, if the figure may be used.
“Fifth Avenue!” he laughed. “There’s been no Fifth Avenue in mine. I’m not used to anything, but you may bet your life I’m going to get used to Harlem, if you people’ll let me. I’ve just got this job, and I’m dead stuck on it. I want to make it go.”
“He’s mighty different from Biker,” said Mrs. Munsberg in an undertone.
“Vhere’s dod oder feller?” inquired Munsberg. “He vas a dam fool, dot oder feller, half corned most de time, an’ puttin’ on Clarence airs. No one was goin’ to give him nothin’. He made folks mad at de start.”
“I’ve got his job,” said Tembarom, “and if I can’t make it go, the page will be given up. It’ll be my fault if that happens, not Harlem’s. There’s society enough up-town to make a first-class page, and I shall be sick if I can’t get on to it.”
He had begun to know his people. Munsberg was a good-natured, swaggering little Hebrew.
That the young fellow should make a clean breast of it and claim no down-town superiority, and that he should also have the business insight to realize that he might obtain valuable society items from such a representative confectioner as M. Munsberg, was a situation to incite amiable sentiments.
“Vell, you didn’t come to de wrong place,” he said. “All de biggest things comes to me, an’ I don’t mind tellin’ you about ‘em. ‘T ain’t goin’ to do no harm. Weddings an’ things dey ought to be wrote up, anyhow, if dey’re done right. It’s good for business. Vy don’t dey have no pictures of de supper-tables? Dot’d be good.”
“There’s lots of receptions and weddings this month,” said Mrs. Munsberg, becoming agreeably excited. “And there’s plenty handsome young girls that’d like their pictures published.
“None of them have been in Sunday papers before, and they’d like it. The four Schwartz girls would make grand pictures. They dress splendid, and their bridesmaids dresses came from the biggest place in Fift’ Avenoo.”
“Say,” exclaimed Tembarom, rising from his chair, “I’m in luck. Luck struck me the minute I turned in here. If you’ll tell me where Schwartz lives, and where the hall is, and the church, and just anything else I can use, I’ll go out and whoop up a page to beat the band.” He was glowing with exultation. “I know I can do it. You’ve started me off.”
Munsberg and his wife began to warm. It was almost as though they had charge of the society page themselves. There was something stimulating in the idea. There was a suggestion of social importance in it. They knew a number of people who would be pleased with the prospect of being in the Sunday Earth. They were of a race which holds together, and they gave not only the names and addresses of prospective entertainers, but those of florists and owners of halls where parties were given.
Mrs. Munsberg gave the name of a dressmaker of whom she shrewdly guessed that she would be amiably ready to talk to a society-page reporter.
“That Biker feller,” she said, “got things down all wrong. He called fine white satin ‘white nun’s-veiling,’ and he left out things. Never said nothing about Miss Lewishon’s diamond ring what her grandpa gave her for a wedding-present. An’ it cost two hundred and fifty.”
“Well, I’m a pretty big fool myself,” said Tembarom, “but I should have known better than that.”
When he opened the door to go, Mrs. Munsberg called after him:
“When you get through, you come back here and tell us what you done. I’ll give you a cup of hot coffee.”
He returned to Mrs. Bowse’s boarding-house so late that night that even Steinberger and Bowles had ended their day. The gas in the hall was turned down to a glimmering point, and the house was silent for the night. Even a cat who stole to him and rubbed herself against his leg miauwed in a sort of abortive whisper, opening her mouth wide, but emitting no sound. When he went cautiously up the staircase he carried his damp overcoat with him, and hung it in company with the tartan muffler close to the heater in the upper hall. Then he laid on his bedside table a package of papers and photographs.
After he had undressed, he dropped heavily into bed, exhausted, but elate.
“I’m dog-tired,” he said, “but I guess I’ve got it going.” And almost before the last word had uttered itself he fell into the deep sleep of worn-out youth.
CHAPTER IV
Mrs. Bowse’s boarding-house began to be even better pleased with him than before. He had stories to tell, festivities to describe, and cheerful incidents to recount. The boarders assisted vicariously at weddings and wedding receptions, afternoon teas and dances, given in halls. “Up-town” seemed to them largely given to entertainment and hilarity of an enviably prodigal sort. Mrs. Bowse’s guests were not of the class which entertains or is entertained, and the details of banquets and ball-dresses and money-spending were not uncheering material for conversation. Such topics suggested the presence and dispensing of a good deal of desirable specie, which in floating about might somehow reach those who needed it most. The impression was that T. Tembarom was having “a good time.” It was not his way to relate any incidents which were not of a cheering or laughter-inspiring nature. He said nothing of the times when his luck was bad, when he made blunders, and, approaching the wrong people, was met roughly or grudgingly, and found no resource left but to beat a retreat. He made no mention of his experiences in the blizzard, which continued, and at times nearly beat breath and life out of him as he fought his way through it. Especially he told no story of the morning when, after having labored furiously over the writing of his “stuff” until long after midnight, he had taken it to Galton, and seen his face fall as he looked over it. To battle all day with a blizzard and occasional brutal discouragements, and to sit up half the night tensely absorbed in concentrating one’s whole mental equipment upon the doing of unaccustomed work has its effect. As he waited, Tembarom unconsciously shifted from one foot to another, and had actually to swallow a sort of lump in his throat.
“I guess it won’t do,” he said rather uncertainly as Galton laid a sheet down.
Galton was worn out himself and harried by his nerves.
“No, it won’t,” he said; and then as he saw Tembarom move to the other foot he added, “Not as it is.”
Tembarom braced himself and cleared his throat.
“If,” he ventured—“well, you’ve been mighty easy on me, Mr Galton—and this is a big chance for a fellow like me. If it’s too big a chance—why—that’s all. But if it’s anything I could change and it wouldn’t be too much trouble to tell me—”
“There’s no time to rewrite it,” answered Galton. “It must be handed in to-morrow. It’s too flowery. Too many adjectives. I’ve no time to give you—” He snatched up a blue pencil and began to slash at the paper with it. “Look here—and here—cut out that balderdash—cut this—and this—oh,—” throwing the pencil down,—“you’d have to cut it all out. There’s no time.” He fell back in his chair with a hopeless movement, and rubbed his forehead nervously with the back of his hand. Ten people more or less were waiting to speak to him; he was worn out with the rush of work. He believed in the page, and did not want to give up his idea; but he didn’t know a man to hand it to other than this untrained, eager ignoramus whom he had a queer personal liking for. He was no business of his, a mere stenographer in his office with whom he could be expected to have no relations, and yet a curious sort of friendliness verging on intimacy had developed between them.
“There’d be time if you thought it wouldn’t do any harm to give me another chance,” said Tembarom. “I can sit up all night. I guess I’ve caught on to what you DON’T want. I’ve put in too many fool words. I got them out of other papers, but I don’t know how to use them. I guess I’ve caught on. Would it do any harm if you gave me till to-morrow?”
“No, it wouldn’t,” said Galton, desperately. “If you can’t do it, there’s no time to find another man, and the page must be cut out. It’s been no good so far. It won’t be missed. Take it along.”
As he pushed back the papers, he saw the photographs, and picked one up.
“That bride’s a good-looking girl. Who are these others? Bridesmaids? You’ve got a lot of stuff here. Biker couldn’t get anything.” He glanced up at the young fellow’s rather pale face. “I thought you’d make friends. How did you get all this?”
“I beat the streets till I found it,” said Tembarom. “I had luck right away. I went into a confectionery store where they make wedding-cakes. A good-natured little Dutchman and his wife kept it, and I talked to them—”
“Got next?” said Galton, grinning a little.
“They gave me addresses, and told me a whole lot of things. I got into the Schwartz wedding reception, and they treated me mighty well. A good many of them were willing to talk. I told them what a big thing the page was going to be, and I—well, I said the more they helped me the finer it would turn out. I said it seemed a shame there shouldn’t be an up-town page when such swell entertainments were given. I’ve got a lot of stuff there.”
Galton laughed.
“You’d get it,” he said. “If you knew how to handle it, you’d make it a hit. Well, take it along. If it isn’t right tomorrow, it’s done for.”
Tembarom didn’t tell stories or laugh at dinner that evening. He said he had a headache. After dinner he bolted upstairs after Little Ann, and caught her before she mounted to her upper floor.
“Will you come and save my life again?” he said. “I’m in the tightest place I ever was in in my life.”
“I’ll do anything I can, Mr. Tembarom,” she answered, and as his face had grown flushed by this time she looked anxious. “You look downright feverish.”
“I’ve got chills as well as fever,” he said. “It’s the page. It seems like I was going to fall down on it.”
She turned back at once.
“No you won’t, Mr. Tembarom,” she said “I’m just right-down sure you won’t.”
They went down to the parlor again, and though there were people in it, they found a corner apart, and in less than ten minutes he had told her what had happened.
She took the manuscript he handed to her.
“If I was well educated, I should know how to help you,” she said, “but I’ve only been to a common Manchester school. I don’t know anything about elegant language. What are these?” pointing to the blue-pencil marks.
Tembarom explained, and she studied the blue slashes with serious attention.
“Well,” she said in a few minutes, laying the manuscript down, “I should have cut those words out myself if—if you’d asked me which to take away. They’re too showy, Mr. Tembarom.”
Tembarom whipped a pencil out of his pocket and held it out.
“Say,” he put it to her, “would you take this and draw it through a few of the other showy ones?”
“I should feel as if I was taking too much upon myself,” she said. “I don’t know anything about it.”
“You know a darned sight more than I do,” Tembarom argued. “I didn’t know they were showy. I thought they were the kind you had to put in newspaper stuff.”
She held the sheets of paper on her knee, and bent her head over them. Tembarom watched her dimples flash in and out as she worked away like a child correcting an exercise. Presently he saw she was quite absorbed. Sometimes she stopped and thought, pressing her lips together; sometimes she changed a letter. There was no lightness in her manner. A badly mutilated stocking would have claimed her attention in the same way.
“I think I’d put ‘house’ there instead of ‘mansion’ if I were you,” she suggested once.
“Put in a whole block of houses if you like,” he answered gratefully. “Whatever you say goes. I believe Galton would say the same thing.”
She went over sheet after sheet, and though she knew nothing about it, she cut out just what Galton would have cut out. She put the papers together at last and gave them back to Tembarom, getting up from her seat.
“I must go back to father now,” she said. “I promised to make him a good cup of coffee over the little oil-stove. If you’ll come and knock at the door I’ll give you one. It will help you to keep fresh while you work.”
Tembarom did not go to bed at all that night, and he looked rather fagged the next morning when he handed back the “stuff” entirely rewritten. He swallowed several times quite hard as he waited for the final verdict.
“You did catch on to what I didn’t want,” Galton said at last. “You will catch on still more as you get used to the work. And you did get the ‘stuff’.”
“That—you mean—that goes?” Tembarom stammered.
“Yes, it goes,” answered Galton. “You can turn it in. We’ll try the page for a month.”
“Gee! Thank the Lord!” said Tembarom, and then he laughed an excited boyish laugh, and the blood came back to his face. He had a whole month before him, and if he had caught on as soon as this, a month would teach him a lot.
He’d work like a dog.
He worked like a healthy young man impelled by a huge enthusiasm, and seeing ahead of him something he had had no practical reason for aspiring to. He went out in all weathers and stayed out to all hours. Whatsoever rebuffs or difficulties he met with he never was even on the verge of losing his nerve. He actually enjoyed himself tremendously at times. He made friends; people began to like to see him. The Munsbergs regarded him as an inspiration of their own.
“He seen my name over de store and come in here first time he vas sent up dis vay to look for t’ings to write,” Mr. Munsberg always explained. “Ve vas awful busy—time of the Schwartz vedding, an’ dere vas dat blizzard. He owned up he vas new, an’ vanted some vun vhat knew to tell him vhat vas goin’ on. ‘Course I could do it. Me an’ my vife give him addresses an’ a lot of items. He vorked ‘em up good. Dot up-town page is gettin’ first-rate. He says he don’ know vhat he’d have done if he hadn’t turned up here dot day.”
Tembarom, having “caught on” to his fault of style, applied himself with vigor to elimination. He kept his tame dictionary chained to the leg of his table—an old kitchen table which Mrs. Bowse scrubbed and put into his hall bedroom, overcrowding it greatly. He turned to Little Ann at moments of desperate uncertainty, but he was man enough to do his work himself. In glorious moments when he was rather sure that Galton was far from unsatisfied with his progress, and Ann had looked more than usually distracting in her aloof and sober alluringness,—it was her entire aloofness which so stirred his blood,—he sometimes stopped scribbling and lost his head for a minute or so, wondering if a fellow ever COULD “get away with it” to the extent of making enough to—but he always pulled himself up in time.
“Nice fool I look, thinking that way!” he would say to himself. “She’d throw me down hard if she knew. But, my Lord! ain’t she just a peach!”
It was in the last week of the month of trial which was to decide the permanency of the page that he came upon the man Mrs. Bowse’s boarders called his “Freak.” He never called him a “freak” himself even at the first. Even his somewhat undeveloped mind felt itself confronted at the outset with something too abnormal and serious, something with a suggestion of the weird and tragic in it.
In this wise it came about:
The week had begun with another blizzard, which after the second day had suddenly changed its mind, and turned into sleet and rain which filled the streets with melted snow, and made walking a fearsome thing. Tembarom had plenty of walking to do. This week’s page was his great effort, and was to be a “dandy.” Galton must be shown what pertinacity could do.
“I’m going to get into it up to my neck, and then strike out,” he said at breakfast on Monday morning.
Thursday was his most strenuous day. The weather had decided to change again, and gusts of sleet were being driven about, which added cold to sloppiness. He had found it difficult to get hold of some details he specially wanted. Two important and extremely good-looking brides had refused to see him because Biker had enraged them in his day. He had slighted the description of their dresses at a dance where they had been the observed of all observers, and had worn things brought from Paris. Tembarom had gone from house to house. He had even searched out aunts whose favor he had won professionally. He had appealed to his dressmaker, whose affection he had by that time fully gained. She was doing work in the brides’ houses, and could make it clear that he would not call peau de cygne “Surah silk,” nor duchess lace “Baby Irish.” But the young ladies enjoyed being besought by a society page. It was something to discuss with one’s bridesmaids and friends, to protest that “those interviewers” give a person no peace. “If you don’t want to be in the papers, they’ll put you in whether you like it or not, however often you refuse them.” They kept Tembarom running about, they raised faint hopes, and then went out when he called, leaving no messages, but allowing the servant to hint that if he went up to Two Hundred and Seventy-fifth Street he might chance to find them.
“All right,” said Tembarom to the girl, delighting her by lifting his hat genially as he turned to go down the steps. “I’ll just keep going. The Sunday Earth can’t come out without those photographs in it. I should lose my job.”
When at last he ran the brides to cover it was not at Two Hundred and Seventy-fifth Street, but in their own home, to which they had finally returned. They had heard from the servant-girl about what the young gentleman from the Sunday Earth had said, and they were mollified by his proper appreciation of values. Tembarom’s dressmaker friend also proffered information.
“I know him myself,” she said, “and he’s a real nice gentle-manlike young man. He’s not a bit like Biker. He doesn’t think he knows everything. He came to me from Mrs. Munsberg, just to ask me the names of fashionable materials. He said it was more important than a man knew till he found out” Miss Stuntz chuckled.
“He asked me to lend him some bits of samples so he could learn them off by heart, and know them when he saw them. He’s got a pleasant laugh; shows his teeth, and they’re real pretty and white; and he just laughed like a boy and said: ‘These samples are my alphabet, Miss Stuntz. I’m going to learn to read words of three syllables in them.’”
When late in the evening Tembarom, being let out of the house after his interview, turned down the steps again, he carried with him all he had wanted—information and photographs, even added picturesque details. He was prepared to hand in a fuller and better page than he had ever handed in before. He was in as elated a frame of mind as a young man can be when he is used up with tramping the streets, and running after street-cars, to stand up in them and hang by a strap. He had been wearing a new pair of boots, one of which rubbed his heel and had ended by raising a blister worthy of attention. To reach the nearest “L” station he must walk across town, through several deserted streets in the first stages of being built up, their vacant lots surrounded by high board fencing covered with huge advertising posters. The hall bedroom, with the gas turned up and the cheap, red-cotton comfort on the bed, made an alluring picture as he faced the sleety wind.
“If I cut across to the avenue and catch the ‘L,’ I’m bound to get there sometime, anyhow,” he said as he braced himself and set out on his way.
The blister on his heel had given him a good deal of trouble, and he was obliged to stop a moment to ease it, and he limped when he began to walk again. But he limped as fast as he could, while the sleety rain beat in his face, across one street, down another for a block or so, across another, the melting snow soaking even the new boots as he splashed through it. He bent his head, however, and limped steadily. At this end of the city many of the streets were only scantily built up, and he was passing through one at the corner of which was a big vacant lot. At the other corner a row of cheap houses which had only reached their second story waited among piles of bricks and frozen mortar for the return of the workmen the blizzard had dispersed. It was a desolate-enough thoroughfare, and not a soul was in sight. The vacant lot was fenced in with high boarding plastered over with flaring sheets advertising whiskies, sauces, and theatrical ventures. A huge picture of a dramatically interrupted wedding ceremony done in reds and yellows, and announcing in large letters that Mr. Isaac Simonson presented Miss Evangeline St. Clair in “Rent Asunder,” occupied several yards of the boarding. As he reached it, the heel of Tembarom’s boot pressed, as it seemed to him, a red-hot coal on the flesh. He had rubbed off the blister. He was obliged to stop a moment again.
“Gee whizz!” he exclaimed through his teeth, “I shall have to take my boot off and try to fix it.”
To accomplish this he leaned against the boarding and Miss Evangeline St. Clair being “Rent Asunder” in the midst of the wedding service. He cautiously removed his boot, and finding a hole in his sock in the place where the blister had rubbed off, he managed to protect the raw spot by pulling the sock over it. Then he drew on his boot again.
“That’ll be better,” he said, with a long breath.
As he stood on his feet again he started involuntarily. This was not because the blister had hurt him, but because he had heard behind him a startling sound.
“What’s that?” broke from him. “What’s that?”
He turned and listened, feeling his heart give a quick thump. In the darkness of the utterly empty street the thing was unnatural enough to make any man jump. He had heard it between two gusts of wind, and through another he heard it again—an uncanny, awful sobbing, broken by a hopeless wail of words.
“I can’t remember! I can’t—remember! O my God!”
And it was not a woman’s voice or a child’s; it was a man’s, and there was an eerie sort of misery in it which made Tembarom feel rather sick. He had never heard a man sobbing before. He belonged to a class which had no time for sobs. This sounded ghastly.
“Good Lord!” he said, “the fellow’s crying! A man!”
The sound came directly behind him. There was not a human being in sight. Even policemen do not loiter in empty streets.
“Hello!” he cried. “Where are you?”
But the low, horrible sound went on, and no answer came. His physical sense of the presence of the blister was blotted out by the abnormal thrill of the moment. One had to find out about a thing like that one just had to. One could not go on and leave it behind uninvestigated in the dark and emptiness of a street no one was likely to pass through. He listened more intently. Yes, it was just behind him.
“He’s in the lot behind the fence,” he said. “How did he get there?”
He began to walk along the boarding to find a gap. A few yards farther on he came upon a broken place in the inclosure—a place where boards had sagged until they fell down, or had perhaps been pulled down by boys who wanted to get inside. He went through it, and found lie was in the usual vacant lot long given up to rubbish. When he stood still a moment he heard the sobbing again, and followed the sound to the place behind the boarding against which he had supported himself when he took off his boot.
A man was lying on the ground with his arms flung out. The street lamp outside the boarding cast light enough to reveal him. Tembarom felt as though he had suddenly found himself taking part in a melodrama,—“The Streets of New York,” for choice,—though no melodrama had ever given him this slightly shaky feeling. But when a fellow looked up against it as hard as this, what you had to do was to hold your nerve and make him feel he was going to be helped. The normal human thing spoke loud in him.
“Hello, old man!” he said with cheerful awkwardness. “What’s hit you?”
The man started and scrambled to his feet as though he were frightened. He was wet, unshaven, white and shuddering, piteous to look at. He stared with wild eyes, his chest heaving.
“What’s up?” said Tembarom.
The man’s breath caught itself.
“I don’t remember.” There was a touch of horror in his voice, though he was evidently making an effort to control him-self. “I can’t—I can’t remember.” “What’s your name? You remember that?” Tembarom put it to him.
“N-n-no!” agonizingly. “If I could! If I could!”
“How did you get in here?”
“I came in because I saw a policeman. He wouldn’t understand. He would have stopped me. I must not be stopped. I MUST not.”
“Where were you going?” asked Tembarom, not knowing what else to say.
“Home! My God! man, home!” and he fell to shuddering again. He put his arm against the boarding and dropped his head against it. The low, hideous sobbing tore him again.
T. Tembarom could not stand it. In his newsboy days he had never been able to stand starved dogs and homeless cats. Mrs. Bowse was taking care of a wretched dog for him at the present moment. He had not wanted the poor brute,—he was not particularly fond of dogs,—but it had followed him home, and after he had given it a bone or so, it had licked its chops and turned up its eyes at him with such abject appeal that he had not been able to turn it into the streets again. He was unsentimental, but ruled by primitive emotions. Also he had a sudden recollection of a night when as a little fellow he had gone into a vacant lot and cried as like this as a child could. It was a bad night when some “tough” big boys had turned him out of a warm corner in a shed, and he had had nowhere to go, and being a friendly little fellow, the unfriendliness had hit him hard. The boys had not seen him crying, but he remembered it. He drew near, and put his hand on the shaking shoulder.
“Say, don’t do that,” he said. “I’ll help you to remember.”
He scarcely knew why he said it. There was something in the situation and in the man himself which was compelling. He was not of the tramp order. His wet clothes had been decent, and his broken, terrified voice was neither coarse nor nasal. He lifted his head and caught Tembarom’s arm, clutching it with desperate fingers.
“Could you?” he poured forth the words. “Could you? I’m not quite mad. Something happened. If I could be quiet! Don’t let them stop me! My God! my God! my God! I can’t say it. It’s not far away, but it won’t come back. You’re a good fellow; if you’re human, help me! help me! help me!” He clung to Tembarom with hands which shook; his eyes were more abject than the starved dog’s; he choked, and awful tears rolled down his cheeks. “Only help me,” he cried—“just help, help, help—for a while. Perhaps not long. It would come back.” He made a horrible effort. “Listen! My name—I am—I am—it’s—”
He was down on the ground again, groveling. His efforts had failed. Tembarom, overwrought himself, caught at him and dragged him up.
“Make a fight,” he said. “You can’t lie down like that. You’ve got to put up a fight. It’ll come back. I tell you it will. You’ve had a clip on the head or something. Let me call an ambulance and take you to the hospital.”
The next moment he was sorry he had said the words, the man’s terror was so ill to behold. He grew livid with it, and uttered a low animal cry.
“Don’t drop dead over it,” said Tembarom, rather losing his head. “I won’t do it, though what in thunder I’m going to do with you I don’t know. You can’t stay here.”
“For God’s sake!” said the man. “For God’s sake!” He put his shaking hand on Tembarom again, and looked at him with a bewildered scrutiny. “I’m not afraid of you,” he said; “I don’t know why. There’s something all right about you. If you’ll stand by me—you’d stand by a man, I’d swear. Take me somewhere quiet. Let me get warm and think.”
“The less you think now the better,” answered Tembarom. “You want a bed and a bath and a night’s rest. I guess I’ve let myself in for it. You brush off and brace yourself and come with me.”
There was the hall bedroom and the red-cotton comfort for one night at least, and Mrs. Bowse was a soft-hearted woman. If she’d heard the fellow sobbing behind the fence, she’d have been in a worse fix than he was. Women were kinder-hearted than men, anyhow. The way the fellow’s voice sounded when he said, “Help me, help me, help me!” sounded as though he was in hell. “Made me feel as if I was bracing up a chap that was going to be electrocuted,” he thought, feeling sickish again. “I’ve not got backbone enough to face that sort of thing. Got to take him somewhere.”
They were walking toward the “L” together, and he was wondering what he should say to Mrs. Bowse when he saw his companion fumbling under his coat at the back as though he was in search of something. His hands being unsteady, it took him some moments to get at what he wanted. He evidently had a belt or a hidden pocket. He got something out and stopped under a street light to show it to Tembarom. His hands still shook when he held them out, and his look was a curious, puzzled, questioning one. What he passed over to Tembarom was a roll of money. Tembarom rather lost his breath as he saw the number on two five-hundred-dollar bills, and of several hundreds, besides twenties, tens, and fives.
“Take it—keep it,” he said. “It will pay.”
“Hully gee!” cried Tembarom, aghast. “Don’t go giving away your whole pile to the first fellow you meet. I don’t want it.”
“Take it.” The stranger put his hand on his shoulder, the abject look in his eyes harrowingly like the starved dog’s again.
“There’s something all right about you. You’ll help me.”
“If I don’t take it for you, some one will knock you upon the head for it.” Tembarom hesitated, but the next instant he stuffed it all in his pocket, incited thereto by the sound of a whizzing roar.
“There’s the ‘L’ coming,” he cried; “run for all you’re worth.” And they fled up the street and up the steps, and caught it without a second to spare.
CHAPTER V
At about the time Tembarom made his rush to catch the “L” Joseph Hutchinson was passing through one of his periodical fits of infuriated discouragement. Little Ann knew they would occur every two or three days, and she did not wonder at them. Also she knew that if she merely sat still and listened as she sewed, she would be doing exactly what her mother would have done and what her father would find a sort of irritated comfort in. There was no use in citing people’s villainies and calling them names unless you had an audience who would seem to agree to the justice of your accusations.
So Mr. Hutchinson charged up and down the room, his face red, and his hands thrust in his coat pockets. He was giving his opinions of America and Americans, and he spoke with his broadest Manchester accent, and threw in now and then a word or so of Lancashire dialect to add roughness and strength, the angrier a Manchester man being, the broader and therefore the more forcible his accent. “Tha” is somehow a great deal more bitter or humorous or affectionate than the mere ordinary “You” or “Yours.”
“‘Merica,” he bellowed—“dang ‘Merica! I says—an’ dang ‘Mericans. Goin’ about th’ world braggin’ an’ boastin’ about their sharpness an’ their open-’andedness. ‘Go to ‘Merica,’ folks’ll tell you, ‘with an invention, and there’s dozens of millionaires ready to put money in it.’ Fools!”
“Now, Father,”—Little Ann’s voice was as maternal as her mother’s had been,—“now, Father, love, don’t work yourself up into a passion. You know it’s not good for you.”
“I don’t need to work myself up into one. I’m in one. A man sells everything he owns to get to ‘Merica, an’ when he gets there what does he find? He canna’ get near a millionaire. He’s pushed here an scuffled there, an’ told this chap can’t see him, an’ that chap isn’t interested, an’ he must wait his chance to catch this one. An’ he waits an’ waits, an’ goes up in elevators an’ stands on one leg in lobbies, till he’s broke’ down an’ sick of it, an’ has to go home to England steerage.”
Little Ann looked up from her sewing. He had been walking furiously for half an hour, and had been tired to begin with. She had heard his voice break roughly as he said the last words. He threw himself astride a chair and, crossing his arms on the back of it, dropped his head on them. Her mother never allowed this. Her idea was that women were made to tide over such moments for the weaker sex. Far had it been from the mind of Mrs. Hutchinson to call it weaker. “But there’s times, Ann, when just for a bit they’re just like children. They need comforting without being let to know they are being comforted. You know how it is when your back aches, and some one just slips a pillow under it in the right place without saying anything. That’s what women can do if they’ve got heads. It needs a head.”
Little Ann got up and went to the chair. She began to run her fingers caressingly through the thick, grizzled hair.
“There, Father, love, there!” she said. “We are going back to England, at any rate, aren’t we? And grandmother will be so glad to have us with her in her cottage. And America’s only one place.”
“I tried it first, dang it!” jerked out Hutchinson. “Every one told me to do it.” He quoted again with derisive scorn: “‘You go to ‘Merica. ‘Merica’s the place for a chap like you. ‘Merica’s the place for inventions.’ Liars!”
Little Ann went on rubbing the grizzled head lovingly.
“Well, now we’re going back to try England. You never did really try England. And you know how beautiful it’ll be in the country, with the primroses in bloom and the young lambs in the fields.” The caressing hand grew even softer. “And you’re not going to forget how mother believed in the invention; you can’t do that.”
Hutchinson lifted his head and looked at her.
“Eh, Ann,” he said, “you are a comfortable little body. You’ve got a way with you just like your poor mother had. You always say the right thing to help a chap pull himself together. Your mother did believe in it, didn’t she?”
She had, indeed, believed in it, though her faith was founded more upon confidence in “Mr. Hutchinson” than in any profound knowledge of the mechanical appliance his inspiration would supply. She knew it had something important to do with locomotive engines, and she knew that if railroad magnates would condescend to consider it, her husband was sure that fortune would flow in. She had lived with the “invention,” as it was respectfully called, for years.
“That she did,” answered Little Ann. “And before she died she said to me: ‘Little Ann,’ she said, ‘there’s one thing you must never let your father do. You must never let him begin not to believe in his invention. Your father’s a clever man, and it’s a clever invention, and it’ll make his fortune yet. You must remind him how I believed in it and how sure I was.’”
Hutchinson rubbed his hands thoughtfully. He had heard this before, but it did him good to hear it again.
“She said that, did she?” he found vague comfort in saying. “She said that?”
“Yes, she did, Father. It was the very day before she died.”
“Well, she never said anything she hadn’t thought out,” he said in slow retrospection. “And she had a good head of her own. Eh, she was a wonderful woman, she was, for sticking to things. That was th’ Lancashire in her. Lancashire folks knows their own minds.”
“Mother knew hers,” said Ann. “And she always said you knew yours. Come and sit in your own chair, Father, and have your paper.”
She had tided him past the worst currents without letting him slip into them.
“I like folks that knows their own minds,” he said as he sat down and took his paper from her. “You know yours, Ann; and there’s that Tembarom chap. He knows his. I’ve been noticing that chap.” There was a certain pleasure in using a tone of amiable patronage. “He’s got a way with him that’s worth money to him in business, if he only knew it.”
“I don’t think he knows he’s got a way,” Little Ann said. “His way is just him.”
“He just gets over people with it, like he got over me. I was ready to knock his head off first time he spoke to me. I was ready to knock anybody’s head off that day. I’d just had that letter from Hadman. He made me sick wi’ the way he pottered an’ played the fool about the invention. He believed in it right enough, but he hadn’t the courage of a mouse. He wasn’t goin’ to be the first one to risk his money. Him, with all he has! He’s the very chap to be able to set it goin’. If I could have got some one else to put up brass, it’d have started him. It’s want o’ backbone, that’s the matter wi’ Hadman an’ his lot.”
“Some of these days some of them ‘re going to get their eyes open,” said Little Ann, “and then the others will be sorry. Mr. Tembarom says they’ll fall over themselves to get in on the ground floor.”
Hutchinson chuckled.
“That’s New York,” he said. “He’s a rum chap. But he thinks a good bit of the invention. I’ve talked it over with him, because I’ve wanted to talk, and the one thing I’ve noticed about Tembarom is that he can keep his mouth shut.”
“But he talks a good deal,” said Ann.
“That’s the best of it. You’d think he was telling all he knows, and he’s not by a fat lot. He tells you what you’ll like to hear, and he’s not sly; but he can keep a shut mouth. That’s Lancashire. Some folks can’t do it even when they want to.”
“His father came from England.”
“That’s where the lad’s sense comes from. Perhaps he’s Lancashire. He had a lot of good ideas about the way to get at Hadman.”
A knock at the door broke in upon them. Mrs. Bowse presented herself, wearing a novel expression on her face. It was at once puzzled and not altogether disagreeably excited.
“I wish you would come down into the dining-room, Little Ann.” She hesitated. “Mr. Tembaron’s brought home such a queer man. He picked him up ill in the street. He wants me to let him stay with him for the night, anyhow. I don’t think he’s crazy, but I guess he’s lost his memory. Queerest thing I ever saw. He doesn’t know his name or anything.”
“See here,” broke out Hutchinson, dropping his hands and his paper on his knee, “I’m not going to have Ann goin’ down stairs to quiet lunatics.”
“He’s as quiet as a child,” Mrs. Bowse protested. “There’s something pitiful about him, he seems so frightened. He’s drenched to the skin.”
“Call an ambulance and send him to the hospital,” advised Hutchinson.
“That’s what Mr. Tembarom says he can’t do. It frightens him to death to speak of it. He just clings to Mr. Tembarom sort of awful, as if he thinks he’ll save his life. But that isn’t all,” she added in an amazed tone; “he’s given Mr. Tembarom more than two thousand dollars.”
“What!” shouted Hutchinson, bounding to his feet quite unconsciously.
“What!” exclaimed Little Ann.
“Just you come and look at it,” answered Mrs. Bowse, nodding her head. “There’s over two thousand dollars in bills spread out on the table in the dining-room this minute. He had it in a belt pocket, and he dragged it out in the street and would make Mr. Tembarom take it. Do come and tell us what to do.”
“I’d get him to take off his wet clothes and get into bed, and drink some hot spirits and water first,” said Little Ann. “Wouldn’t you, Mrs. Bowse?”
Hutchinson got up, newspaper in hand.
“I say, I’d like to go down and have a look at that chap myself,” he announced.
“If he’s so frightened, perhaps—” Little Ann hesitated.
“That’s it,” put in Mrs. Bowse. “He’s so nervous it’d make him worse to see another man. You’d better wait, Mr. Hutchinson.”
Hutchinson sat down rather grumpily, and Mrs. Bowse and Little Ann went down the stairs together.
“I feel real nervous myself,” said Mrs. Bowse, “it’s so queer. But he’s not crazy. He’s quiet enough.”
As they neared the bottom of the staircase Little Ann could see over the balustrade into the dining-room. The strange man was sitting by the table, his disordered, black-haired head on his arm. He looked like an exhausted thing. Tembarom was sitting by him, and was talking in an encouraging voice. He had laid a hand on one of the stranger’s. On the table beside them was spread a number of bills which had evidently just been counted.
“Here’s the ladies,” said Tembarom.
The stranger lifted his head and, having looked, rose and stood upright, waiting. It was the involuntary, mechanical action of a man who had been trained among gentlemen.
“It’s Mrs. Bowse again, and she’s brought Miss Hutchinson down with her. Miss Hutchinson always knows what to do,” explained Tembarom in his friendly voice.
The man bowed, and his bewildered eyes fixed themselves on Little Ann.
“Thank you,” he said. “It’s very kind of you. I—I am—in great trouble.”
Little Ann went to him and smiled her motherly smile at him.
“You’re very wet,” she said. “You’ll take a bad cold if you’re not careful. Mrs. Bowse thinks you ought to go right to bed and have something hot to drink.”
“It seems a long time since I was in bed,” he answered her.
“I’m very tired. Thank you.” He drew a weary, sighing breath, but he didn’t move his eyes from the girl’s face. Perhaps the cessation of action in certain cells of his brain had increased action in others. He looked as though he were seeing something in Little Ann’s face which might not have revealed itself so clearly to the more normal gaze.
He moved slightly nearer to her. He was a tall man, and had to look down at her.
“What is your name?” he asked anxiously. “Names trouble me.”
It was Ann who drew a little nearer to him now. She had to look up, and the soft, absorbed kindness in her eyes might, Tembarom thought, have soothed a raging lion, it was so intent on its purpose.
“My name is Ann Hutchinson; but never you mind about it now,” she said. “I’ll tell it to you again. Let Mr. Tembarom take you up-stairs to bed. You’ll be better in the morning.” And because his hollow eyes rested on her so fixedly she put her hand on his wet sleeve.
“You’re wet through,” she said. “That won’t do.”
He looked down at her hand and then at her face again.
“Help me,” he pleaded, “just help me. I don’t know what’s happened. Have I gone mad?”
“No,” she answered; “not a bit. It’ll all come right after a while; you’ll see.”
“Will it, will it?” he begged, and then suddenly his eyes were full of tears. It was a strange thing to see him in his bewildered misery try to pull himself together, and bite his shaking lips as though he vaguely remembered that he was a man. “I beg pardon,” he faltered: “I suppose I’m ill.”
“I don’t know where to put him,” Mrs. Bowse was saying half aside; “I’ve not got a room empty.”
“Put him in my bed and give me a shake-down on the floor,” said Tembarom. “That’ll be all right. He doesn’t want me to leave him, anyhow.”
He turned to the money on the table.
“Say,” he said to his guest, “there’s two thousand five hundred dollars here. We’ve counted it to make sure. That’s quite some money. And it’s yours—”
The stranger looked disturbed and made a nervous gesture.
“Don’t, don’t!” he broke in. “Keep it. Some one took the rest. This was hidden. It will pay.”
“You see he isn’t real’ out of his mind,” Mrs. Bowse murmured feelingly.
“No, not real’ out of it,” said Tembarom. “Say,”—as an inspiration occurred to him,—“I guess maybe Miss Hutchinson will keep it. Will you, Little Ann? You can give it to him when he wants it.”
“It’s a good bit of money,” said Little Ann, soberly; “but I can put it in a bank and pay Mrs. Bowse his board every week. Yes, I’ll take it. Now he must go to bed. It’s a comfortable little room,” she said to the stranger, “and Mrs. Bowse will make you a hot milk-punch. That’ll be nourishing.”
“Thank you,” murmured the man, still keeping his yearning eyes on her. “Thank you.”
So he was taken up to the fourth floor and put into Tembarom’s bed. The hot milk-punch seemed to take the chill out of him, and when, by lying on his pillow and gazing at the shakedown on the floor as long as he could keep his eyes open, he had convinced himself that Tembarom was going to stay with him, he fell asleep.
Little Ann went back to her father carrying a roll of bills in her hands. It was a roll of such size that Hutchinson started up in his chair and stared at the sight of it.
“Is that the money?” he exclaimed. “What are you going to do with it? What have you found out, lass?”
“Yes, this is it,” she answered. “Mr. Tembarom asked me to take care of it. I’m going to put it in the bank. But we haven’t found out anything.”
CHAPTER VI
His was the opening incident of the series of extraordinary and altogether incongruous events which took place afterwards, as it appeared to T. Tembarom, like scenes in a play in which he had become involved in a manner which one might be inclined to regard humorously and make jokes about, because it was a thousand miles away from anything like real life. That was the way it struck him. The events referred to, it was true, were things one now and then read about in newspapers, but while the world realized that they were actual occurrences, one rather regarded them, when their parallels were reproduced in books and plays, as belonging alone to the world of pure and highly romantic fiction.
“I guess the reason why it seems that way,” he summed it up to Hutchinson and Little Ann, after the worst had come to the worst, “is because we’ve not only never known any one it’s happened to, but we’ve never known any one that’s known any one it’s happened to. I’ve got to own up that it makes me feel as if the fellows’d just yell right out laughing when they heard it.”
The stranger’s money had been safely deposited in a bank, and the stranger himself still occupied Tembarom’s bedroom. He slept a great deal and was very quiet. With great difficulty Little Ann had persuaded him to let a doctor see him, and the doctor had been much interested in his case. He had expected to find some signs of his having received accidentally or otherwise a blow upon the head, but on examination he found no scar or wound. The condition he was in was frequently the result of concussion of the brain, sometimes of prolonged nervous strain or harrowing mental shock. Such cases occurred not infrequently. Quiet and entire freedom from excitement would do more for such a condition than anything else. If he was afraid of strangers, by all means keep them from him. Tembarom had been quite right in letting him think he would help him to remember, and that somehow he would in the end reach the place he had evidently set out to go to. Nothing must be allowed to excite him. It was well he had had money on his person and that he had fallen into friendly hands. A city hospital would not have been likely to help him greatly. The restraint of its necessary discipline might have alarmed him.
So long as he was persuaded that Tembarom was not going to desert him, he was comparatively calm, though sunk in a piteous and tormented melancholy. His worst hours were when he sat alone in the hall bedroom, with his face buried in his hands. He would so sit without moving or speaking, and Little Ann discovered that at these times he was trying to remember. Sometimes he would suddenly rise and walk about the little room, muttering, with woe in his eyes. Ann, who saw how hard this was for him, found also that to attempt to check or distract him was even worse. When, sitting in her father’s room, which was on the other side of the wall, she heard his fretted, hurried pacing feet, her face lost its dimpled cheerfulness. She wondered if her mother would not have discovered some way of clearing the black cloud distracting his brain. Nothing would induce him to go down to the boarders’ dining-room for his meals, and the sight of a servant alarmed him so that it was Ann who took him the scant food he would eat. As the time of her return to England with her father drew near, she wondered what Mr. Tembarom would do without her services. It was she who suggested that they must have a name for him, and the name of a part of Manchester had provided one. There was a place called Strangeways, and one night when, in talking to her father, she referred to it in Tembarom’s presence, he suddenly seized upon it.
“Strangeways,” he said. “That’d make a good-enough name for him. Let’s call him Mr. Strangeways. I don’t like the way the fellows have of calling him ‘the Freak.’”
So the name had been adopted, and soon became an established fact.
“The way I feel about him,” Tembarom said, “is that the fellow’s not a bit of a joke. What I see is that he’s up against about the toughest proposition I’ve ever known. Gee! that fellow’s not crazy. He’s worse. If he was out-and-out dippy and didn’t know it, he’d be all right. Likely as not he’d be thinking he was the Pope of Rome or Anna Held. What knocks him out is that he’s just right enough to know he’s wrong, and to be trying to get back. He reminds me of one of those chaps the papers tell about sometimes—fellows that go to work in livery-stables for ten years and call themselves Bill Jones, and then wake up some morning and remember they’re some high-browed minister of the gospel named the Rev. James Cadwallader.”
When the curtain drew up on Tembarom’s amazing drama, Strangeways had been occupying his bed nearly three weeks, and he himself had been sleeping on a cot Mrs. Bowse had put up for him in his room. The Hutchinsons were on the point of sailing for England—steerage—on the steamship Transatlantic, and Tembarom was secretly torn into fragments, though he had done well with the page and he was daring to believe that at the end of the month Galton would tell him he had “made good” and the work would continue indefinitely.
If that happened, he would be raised to “twenty-five per” and would be a man of means. If the Hutchinsons had not been going away, he would have been floating in clouds of rose color. If he could persuade Little Ann to take him in hand when she’d had time to “try him out,” even Hutchinson could not utterly flout a fellow who was making his steady twenty-five per on a big paper, and was on such terms with his boss that he might get other chances. Gee! but he was a fellow that luck just seemed to chase, anyhow! Look at the other chaps, lots of ‘em, who knew twice as much as he did, and had lived in decent homes and gone to school and done their darned best, too, and then hadn’t been able to get there! It didn’t seem fair somehow that he should run into such pure luck.
The day arrived when Galton was to give his decision. Tembarom was going to hand in his page, and while he was naturally a trifle nervous, his nervousness would have been a hopeful and not unpleasant thing but that the Transatlantic sailed in two days, and in the Hutchinson’s rooms Little Ann was packing her small trunk and her father’s bigger one, which held more models and drawings than clothing. Hutchinson was redder in the face than usual, and indignant condemnation of America and American millionaires possessed his soul. Everybody was rather depressed. One boarder after another had wakened to a realization that, with the passing of Little Ann, Mrs. Bowse’s establishment, even with the parlor, the cozy-corner, and the second-hand pianola to support it, would be a deserted-seeming thing. Mrs. Bowse felt the tone of low spirits about the table, and even had a horrible secret fear that certain of her best boarders might decide to go elsewhere, merely to change surroundings from which they missed something. Her eyes were a little red, and she made great efforts to keep things going.
“I can only keep the place up when I’ve no empty rooms,” she had said to Mrs. Peck, “but I’d have boarded her free if her father would have let her stay. But he wouldn’t, and, anyway, she’d no more let him go off alone than she’d jump off Brooklyn Bridge.”
It had been arranged that partly as a farewell banquet and partly to celebrate Galton’s decision about the page, there was to be an oyster stew that night in Mr. Hutchinson’s room, which was distinguished as a bed-sitting-room. Tembarom had diplomatically suggested it to Mr. Hutchinson. It was to be Tembarom’s oyster supper, and somehow he managed to convey that it was only a proper and modest tribute to Mr. Hutchinson himself. First-class oyster stew and pale ale were not so bad when properly suggested, therefore Mr. Hutchinson consented. Jim Bowles and Julius Steinberger were to come in to share the feast, and Mrs. Bowse had promised to prepare.
It was not an inspiring day for Little Ann. New York had seemed a bewildering and far too noisy place for her when she had come to it directly from her grandmother’s cottage in the English village, where she had spent her last three months before leaving England. The dark rooms of the five-storied boarding-house had seemed gloomy enough to her, and she had found it much more difficult to adjust herself to her surroundings than she could have been induced to admit to her father. At first his temper and the open contempt for American habits and institutions which he called “speaking his mind” had given her a great deal of careful steering through shoals to do. At the outset the boarders had resented him, and sometimes had snapped back their own views of England and courts. Violent and disparaging argument had occasionally been imminent, and Mrs. Bowse had worn an ominous look. Their rooms had in fact been “wanted” before their first week had come to an end, and Little Ann herself scarcely knew how she had tided over that situation. But tide it over she did, and by supernatural effort and watchfulness she contrived to soothe Mrs. Bowse until she had been in the house long enough to make friends with people and aid her father to realize that, if they went elsewhere, they might find only the same class of boarders, and there would be the cost of moving to consider. She had beguiled an armchair from Mrs. Bowse, and had recovered it herself with a remnant of crimson stuff secured from a miscellaneous heap at a marked-down sale at a department store. She had arranged his books and papers adroitly and had kept them in their places so that he never felt himself obliged to search for any one of them. With many little contrivances she had given his bed-sitting-room a look of comfort and established homeliness, and he had even begun to like it.
“Tha’t just like tha mother, Ann,” he had said. “She’d make a railway station look as if it had been lived in.”
Then Tembarom had appeared, heralded by Mrs. Bowse and the G. Destroyer, and the first time their eyes had met across the table she had liked him. The liking had increased. There was that in his boyish cheer and his not-too-well-fed-looking face which called forth maternal interest. As she gradually learned what his life had been, she felt a thrilled anxiety to hear day by day how he was getting on. She listened for details, and felt it necessary to gather herself together in the face of a slight depression when hopes of Galton were less high than usual. His mending was mysteriously done, and in time he knew with amazed gratitude that he was being “looked after.” His first thanks were so awkward, but so full of appreciation of unaccustomed luxury, that they almost brought tears to her eyes, since they so clearly illuminated the entire novelty of any attention whatever.
“I just don’t know what to say,” he said, shuffling from one foot to another, though his nice grin was at its best. “I’ve never had a woman do anything for me since I was ten. I guess women do lots of things for most fellows; but, then, they’re mothers and sisters and aunts. I appreciate it like—like thunder. I feel as if I was Rockefeller, Miss Ann.”
In a short time she had become “Little Ann” to him, as to the rest, and they began to know each other very well. Jim Bowles and Julius Steinberger had not been able to restrain themselves at first from making slangy, yearning love to her, but Tembarom had been different. He had kept himself well in hand. Yes, she had liked T. Tembarom, and as she packed the trunks she realized that the Atlantic Ocean was three thousand miles across, and when two people who had no money were separated by it, they were likely to remain so. Rich people could travel, poor people couldn’t. You just stayed where things took you, and you mustn’t be silly enough to expect things to happen in your class of life—things like seeing people again. Your life just went on. She kept herself very busy, and did not allow her thoughts any latitude. It would vex her father very much if he thought she had really grown fond of America and was rather sorry to go away. She had finished her packing before evening, and the trunks were labeled and set aside, some in the outside hall and some in the corner of the room. She had sat down with some mending on her lap, and Hutchinson was walking about the room with the restlessness of the traveler whose approaching journey will not let him settle himself anywhere.
“I’ll lay a shilling you’ve got everything packed and ready, and put just where a chap can lay his hands on it,” he said.
“Yes, Father. Your tweed cap’s in the big pocket of your thick topcoat, and there’s an extra pair of spectacles and your pipe and tobacco in the small one.”
“And off we go back to England same as we came!” He rubbed his head, and drew a big, worried sigh. “Where’s them going?” he asked, pointing to some newly laundered clothing on a side table. “You haven’t forgotten ‘em, have you?”
“No, Father. It’s just some of the young men’s washing. I thought I’d take time to mend them up a bit before I went to bed.”
“That’s like tha mother, too—taking care of everybody. What did these chaps do before you came?”
“Sometimes they tried to sew on a button or so themselves, but oftener they went without. Men make poor work of sewing. It oughtn’t to be expected of them.”
Hutchinson stopped and looked her and her mending over with a touch of curiosity.
“Some of them’s Tembarom’s?” he asked.
Little Ann held up a pair of socks.
“These are. He does wear them out, poor fellow. It’s tramping up and down the streets to save car-fare does it. He’s never got a heel to his name. But he’s going to be able to buy some new ones next week.”
Hutchinson began his tramp again.
“He’ll miss thee, Little Ann; but so’ll the other lads, for that matter.”
“He’ll know to-night whether Mr. Galton’s going to let him keep his work. I do hope he will. I believe he’d begin to get on.”
“Well,”—Hutchinson was just a little grudging even at this comparatively lenient moment,—“I believe the chap’ll get on myself. He’s got pluck and he’s sharp. I never saw him make a poor mouth yet.”
“Neither did I,” answered Ann.
A door leading into Tembarom’s hall bedroom opened on to Hutchinson’s. They both heard some one inside the room knock at it. Hutchinson turned and listened, jerking his head toward the sound.
“There’s that poor chap again,” he said. “He’s wakened and got restless. What’s Tembarom going to do with him, I’d like to know? The money won’t last forever.”
“Shall I let him in, Father? I dare say he’s got restless because Mr. Tembarom’s not come in.”
“Aye, we’ll let him in. He won’t have thee long. He can’t do no harm so long as I’m here.”
Little Ann went to the door and opened it. She spoke quietly.
“Do you want to come in here, Mr. Strangeways?”
The man came in. He was clean, but still unshaven, and his clothes looked as though he had been lying down. He looked round the room anxiously.
“Where has he gone?” he demanded in an overstrung voice. “Where is he?” He caught at Ann’s sleeve in a sudden access of nervous fear. “What shall I do if he’s gone?”
Hutchinson moved toward him.
“‘Ere, ‘ere,” he said, “don’t you go catchin’ hold of ladies. What do you want?”
“I’ve forgotten his name now. What shall I do if I can’t remember?” faltered Strangeways.
Little Ann patted his arm comfortingly.
“There, there, now! You’ve not really forgotten it. It’s just slipped your memory. You want Mr. Tembarom—Mr. T. Tembarom.”
“Oh, thank you, thank you. That’s it. Yes, Tembarom. He said T. Tembarom. He said he wouldn’t throw me over.”
Little Ann led him to a seat and made him sit down. She answered him with quiet decision.
“Well, if he said he wouldn’t, he won’t. Will he, Father?”
“No, he won’t.” There was rough good nature in Hutchinson’s admission. He paused after it to glance at Ann. “You think a lot of that lad, don’t you, Ann?”
“Yes, I do, Father,” she replied undisturbedly. “He’s one you can trust, too. He’s up-town at his work,” she explained to Strangeways. “He’ll be back before long. He’s giving us a bit of a supper in here because we’re going away.”
Strangeways grew nervous again.
“But he won’t go with you? T. Tembarom won’t go?”
“No, no; he’s not going. He’ll stay here,” she said soothingly. He had evidently not observed the packed and labeled trunks when he came in. He seemed suddenly to see them now, and rose in distress.
“Whose are these? You said he wasn’t going?”
Ann took hold of his arm and led him to the corner.
“They are not Mr. Tembarom’s trunks,” she explained. “They are father’s and mine. Look on the labels. Joseph Hutchinson, Liverpool. Ann Hutchinson, Liverpool.”
He looked at them closely in a puzzled way. He read a label aloud in a dragging voice.
“Ann Hutchinson, Liverpool. What’s—what’s Liverpool?
“Oh, come,” encouraged Little Ann, “you know that. It’s a place in England. We’re going back to England.”
He stood and gazed fixedly before him. Then he began to rub his fingers across his forehead. Ann knew the straining look in his eyes. He was making that horrible struggle to get back somewhere through the darkness which shut him in. It was so painful a thing to see that even Hutchinson turned slightly away.
“Don’t!” said Little Ann, softly, and tried to draw him away.
He caught his breath convulsively once or twice, and his voice dragged out words again, as though he were dragging them from bottomless depths.
“Going—back—to—England—back to England—to England.”
He dropped into a chair near by, his arms thrown over its back, and broke, as his face fell upon them, into heavy, deadly sobbing—the kind of sobbing Tembarom had found it impossible to stand up against. Hutchinson whirled about testily.
“Dang it!” he broke out, “I wish Tembarom’d turn up. What are we to do?” He didn’t like it himself. It struck him as unseemly.
But Ann went to the chair, and put her hands on the shuddering shoulder, bending over the soul-wrung creature, the wisdom of centuries in the soft, expostulatory voice which seemed to reach the very darkness he was lost in. It was a wisdom of which she was wholly unaware, but it had been born with her, and was the building of her being.
“‘Sh! ‘S-h-h!” she said. “You mustn’t do that. Mr. Tembarom wouldn’t like you to do it. He’ll be in directly. ‘Sh! ‘Sh, now!” And simple as the words were, their soothing reached him. The wildness of his sobs grew less.
“See here,” Hutchinson protested, “this won’t do, my man. I won’t have it, Ann. I’m upset myself, what with this going back and everything. I can’t have a chap coming and crying like that there. It upsets me worse than ever. And you hangin’ over him! It won’t do.”
Strangeways lifted his head from his arms and looked at him.
“Aye, I mean what I say,” Hutchinson added fretfully.
Strangeways got up from the chair. When he was not bowed or slouching it was to be seen that he was a tall man with square shoulders. Despite his unshaven, haggard face, he had a sort of presence.
“I’ll go back to my room,” he said. “I forgot. I ought not to be here.”
Neither Hutchinson nor Little Ann had ever seen any one do the thing he did next. When Ann went with him to the door of the hall bedroom, he took her hand, and bowing low before her, lifted it gently to his lips.
Hutchinson stared at him as he turned into the room and closed the door behind him.
“Well, I’ve read of lords and ladies doin’ that in books,” he said, “but I never thought I should see a chap do it myself.”
Little Ann went back to her mending, looking very thoughtful.
“Father,” she said, after a few moments, “England made him come near to remembering something.”
“New York’ll come near making me remember a lot of things when I’m out of it,” said Mr. Hutchinson, sitting down heavily in his chair and rubbing his head. “Eh, dang it! dang it!”
“Don’t you let it, Father,” advised Little Ann. “There’s never any good in thinking things over.”
“You’re not as cheerful yourself as you let on,” he said. “You’ve not got much color to-day, my lass.”
She rubbed one cheek a little, trying to laugh.
“I shall get it back when we go and stay with grandmother. It’s just staying indoors so much. Mr. Tembarom won’t be long now; I’ll get up and set the table. The things are on a tray outside.”
As she was going out of the room, Jim Bowles and Julius Steinberger appeared at the door.
“May we come in?” Jim asked eagerly. “We’re invited to the oyster stew, and it’s time old T. T. was here. Julius and me are just getting dippy waiting up-stairs to hear if he’s made good with Galton.”
“Well, now, you sit down and be quiet a bit, or you’ll be losing your appetites,” advised Ann.
“You can’t lose a thing the size of mine,” answered Jim, “any more than you could lose the Metropolitan Opera-house.”
Ann turned her head and paused as though she were listening. She heard footsteps in the lower hall.
“He’s coming now,” she announced. “I know his step. He’s tired. Don’t go yet, you two,” she added as the pair prepared to rush to meet him. “When any one’s that tired he wants to wash his face, and talk when he’s ready. If you’ll just go back to your room I’ll call you when I’ve set the table.”
She felt that she wanted a little more quiet during the next few minutes than she could have if they remained and talked at the top of elated voices. She had not quite realized how anxiously she had been waiting all day for the hour when she would hear exactly what had happened. If he was all right, it would be a nice thing to remember when she was in England. In this moderate form she expressed herself mentally. “It would be a nice thing to remember.” She spread the cloth on the table and began to lay out the plates. Involuntarily she found herself stopping to glance at the hall bedroom door and listen rather intently.
“I hope he’s got it. I do that. I’m sure he has. He ought to.”
Hutchinson looked over at her. She was that like her mother, that lass!
“You’re excited, Ann,” he said.
“Yes, Father, I am—a bit. He’s—he’s washing his face now.” Sounds of splashing water could be heard through the intervening door.
Hutchinson watched her with some uneasiness.
“You care a lot for that lad,” he said.
She did not look fluttered. Her answer was quite candid.
“I said I did, Father. He’s taking off his boots.”
“You know every sound he makes, and you’re going away Saturday, and you’ll never see him again.”
“That needn’t stop me caring. It never did any one any harm to care for one of his sort.”
“But it can’t come to anything,” Hutchinson began to bluster. “It won’t do—”
“He’s coming to the door, he’s turning the handle,” said Little Ann.
Tembarom came in. He was fresh with recent face-washing, and his hair was damp, so that a short lock curled and stood up. He had been uptown making frantic efforts for hours, but he had been making them in a spirit of victorious relief, and he did not look tired at all.
“I’ve got it!” he cried out the moment he entered. “I’ve got it, by jingo! The job’s mine for keeps.”
“Galton’s give it to you out and out?” Hutchinson was slightly excited himself.
“He’s in the bulliest humor you ever saw. He says I’ve done first-rate, and if I go on, he’ll run me up to thirty.”
“Well, I’m danged glad of it, lad, that I am!” Hutchinson gave in handsomely. “You put backbone into it.”
Little Ann stood near, smiling. Her smile met Tembarom’s.
“I know you’re glad, Little Ann,” he said. “I’d never have got there but for you. It was up to me, after the way you started me.”
“You know I’m glad without me telling you,” she answered. “I’m RIGHTDOWN glad.”
And it was at this moment that Mrs. Bowse came into the room.
“It’s too bad it’s happened just now,” she said, much flustered. “That’s the way with things. The stew’ll spoil, but he says it’s real important.”
Tembarom caught at both her hands and shook them.
“I’ve got it, Mrs. Bowse. Here’s your society reporter! The best-looking boarder you’ve got is going to be able to pay his board steady.”
“I’m as glad as can be, and so will everybody be. I knew you’d get it. But this gentleman’s been here twice to-day. He says he really must see you.”
“Let him wait,” Hutchinson ordered. “What’s the chap want? The stew won’t be fit to eat.”
“No, it won’t,” answered Mrs. Bowse; “but he seems to think he’s not the kind to be put off. He says it’s more Mr. Tembarom’s business than his. He looked real mad when I showed him into the parlor, where they were playing the pianola. He asked wasn’t there a private room where you could talk.”
A certain flurried interest in the manner of Mrs. Bowse, a something not usually awakened by inopportune callers, an actual suggestion of the possible fact that she was not as indifferent as she was nervous, somewhat awakened Mr. Hutchinson’s curiosity.
“Look here,” he volunteered, “if he’s got any real business, he can’t talk over to the tune of the pianola you can bring him up here, Tembarom. I’ll see he don’t stay long if his business isn’t worth talkin’ about. He’ll see the table set for supper, and that’ll hurry him.”
“Oh, gee I wish he hadn’t come!” said Tembarom. “I’ll just go down and see what he wants. No one’s got any swell private business with me.”
“You bring him up if he has,” said Hutchinson. “We’d like to hear about it.”
Tembarom ran down the stairs quickly.
No one had ever wanted to see him on business before. There was something important-sounding about it; perhaps things were starting up for him in real earnest. It might be a message from Galton, though he could not believe that he had at this early stage reached such a distinction. A ghastly thought shot a bolt at him, but he shook himself free of it.
“He’s not a fellow to go back on his word, anyhow,” he insisted.
There were more boarders than usual in the parlor. The young woman from the notion counter had company; and one of her guests was playing “He sut’nly was Good to Me” on the pianola with loud and steady tread of pedal.
The new arrival had evidently not thought it worth his while to commit himself to permanency by taking a seat. He was standing not far from the door with a businesslike-looking envelop in one hand and a pince-nez in the other, with which Tembarom saw he was rather fretfully tapping the envelop as he looked about him. He was plainly taking in the characteristics of the room, and was not leniently disposed toward them. His tailor was clearly an excellent one, with entirely correct ideas as to the cut and material which exactly befitted an elderly gentleman of some impressiveness in the position, whatsoever it happened to be, which he held. His face was not of a friendly type, and his eyes held cold irritation discreetly restrained by businesslike civility. Tembarom vaguely felt the genialities of the oyster supper assume a rather fourth-rate air.
The caller advanced and spoke first.
“Mr. Tembarom?” he inquired.
“Yes,” Tembarom answered, “I’m T. Tembarom.”
“T.,” repeated the stranger, with a slightly puzzled expression. “Ah, yes; I see. I beg pardon.”
In that moment Tembarom felt that he was looked over, taken in, summed up, and without favor. The sharp, steady eye, however, did not seem to have moved from his face. At the same time it had aided him to realize that he was, to this well-dressed person at least, a too exhilarated young man wearing a ten-dollar “hand-me-down.”
“My name is Palford,” he said concisely. “That will convey nothing to you. I am of the firm of Palford & Grimby of Lincoln’s Inn. This is my card.”
Tembarom took the card and read that Palford & Grimby were “solicitors,” and he was not sure that he knew exactly what “solicitors” were.
“Lincoln’s Inn?” he hesitated. “That’s not in New York, is it?”
“No, Mr. Tembarom; in London. I come from England.”
“You must have had bad weather crossing,” said Tembarom, with amiable intent. Somehow Mr. Palford presented a more unyielding surface than he was accustomed to. And yet his hard courtesy was quite perfect.
“I have been here some weeks.”
“I hope you like New York. Won’t you have a seat?”
The young lady from the notion counter and her friends began to sing the chorus of “He sut’nly was Good to Me” with quite professional negro accent.
“That’s just the way May Irwin done it,” one of them laughed.
Mr. Palford glanced at the performers. He did not say whether he liked New York or not.
“I asked your landlady if we could not see each other in a private room,” he said. “It would not be possible to talk quietly here.”
“We shouldn’t have much of a show,” answered Tembarom, inwardly wishing he knew what was going to happen. “But there are no private rooms in the house. We can be quieter than this, though, if we go up stairs to Mr. Hutchinson’s room. He said I could bring you.”
“That would be much better,” replied Mr. Palford.
Tembarom led him out of the room, up the first steep and narrow flight of stairs, along the narrow hall to the second, up that, down another hall to the third, up the third, and on to the fourth. As he led the way he realized again that the worn carpets, the steep narrowness, and the pieces of paper unfortunately stripped off the wall at intervals, were being rather counted against him. This man had probably never been in a place like this before in his life, and he didn’t take to it.
At the Hutchinsons’ door he stopped and explained:
“We were going to have an oyster stew here because the Hutchinsons are going away; but Mr. Hutchinson said we could come up.”
“Very kind of Mr. Hutchinson, I’m sure.”
Despite his stiffly collected bearing, Mr. Palford looked perhaps slightly nervous when he was handed into the bed-sitting-room, and found himself confronting Hutchinson and Little Ann and the table set for the oyster stew. It is true that he had never been in such a place in his life, that for many reasons he was appalled, and that he was beset by a fear that he might be grotesquely compelled by existing circumstances to accept these people’s invitation, if they insisted upon his sitting down with them and sharing their oyster stew. One could not calculate on what would happen among these unknown quantities. It might be their idea of boarding-house politeness. And how could one offend them? God forbid that the situation should intensify itself in such an absurdly trying manner! What a bounder the unfortunate young man was! His own experience had not been such as to assist him to any realistic enlightenment regarding him, even when he had seen the society page and had learned that he had charge of it.
“Let me make you acquainted with Mr. and Miss Hutchinson,” Tembarom introduced. “This is Mr. Palford, Mr. Hutchinson.”
Hutchinson, half hidden behind his newspaper, jerked his head and grunted:
“Glad to see you, sir.”
Mr. Palford bowed, and took the chair Tembarom presented.
“I am much obliged to you, Mr. Hutchinson, for allowing me to come to your room. I have business to discuss with Mr. Tembarom, and the pianola was being played down-stairs—rather loudly.”
“They do it every night, dang ‘em! Right under my bed,” growled Hutchinson. “You’re an Englishman, aren’t you?”
“Yes.”
“So am I, thank God!” Hutchinson devoutly gave forth.
Little Ann rose from her chair, sewing in hand.
“Father’ll come and sit with me in my room,” she said.
Hutchinson looked grumpy. He did not intend to leave the field clear and the stew to its fate if he could help it. He gave Ann a protesting frown.
“I dare say Mr. Palford doesn’t mind us,” he said. “We’re not strangers.”
“Not in the least,” Palford protested. “Certainly not. If you are old friends, you may be able to assist us.”
“Well, I don’t know about that,” Hutchinson answered, “We’ve not known him long, but we know him pretty well. You come from London, don’t you?”
“Yes. From Lincoln’s Inn Fields.”
“Law?” grunted Hutchinson.
“Yes. Of the firm of Palford & Grimby.”
Hutchinson moved in his chair involuntarily. There was stimulation to curiosity in this. This chap was a regular top sawyer—clothes, way of pronouncing his words, manners, everything. No mistaking him—old family solicitor sort of chap. What on earth could he have to say to Tembarom? Tembarom himself had sat down and could not be said to look at his ease.
“I do not intrude without the excuse of serious business,” Palford explained to him. “A great deal of careful research and inquiry has finally led me here. I am compelled to believe I have followed the right clue, but I must ask you a few questions. Your name is not really Tembarom, is it?”
Hutchinson looked at Tembarom sharply.
“Not Tembarom? What does he mean, lad?”
Tembarom’s grin was at once boyish and ashamed.
“Well, it is in one way,” he answered, “and it isn’t in another. The fellows at school got into the way of calling me that way,—to save time, I guess,—and I got to like it. They’d have guyed my real name. Most of them never knew it. I can’t see why any one ever called a child by such a fool name, anyhow.”
“What was it exactly?”
Tembarom looked almost sheepish.
“It sounds like a thing in a novel. It was Temple Temple Barholm. Two Temples, by gee! As if one wasn’t enough!”
Joseph Hutchinson dropped his paper and almost started from his chair. His red face suddenly became so much redder that he looked a trifle apoplectic.
“Temple Barholm does tha say?” he cried out.
Mr. Palford raised his hand and checked him, but with a suggestion of stiff apology.
“If you will kindly allow me. Did you ever hear your father refer to a place called Temple Barholm?” he inquired.
Tembarom reflected as though sending his thoughts backward into a pretty thoroughly forgotten and ignored past. There had been no reason connected with filial affection which should have caused him to recall memories of his father. They had not liked each other. He had known that he had been resented and looked down upon as a characteristically American product. His father had more than once said he was a “common American lad,” and he had known he was.
“Seems to me,” he said at last, “that once when he was pretty mad at his luck I heard him grumbling about English laws, and he said some of his distant relations were swell people who would never think of speaking to him,—perhaps didn’t know he was alive,—and they lived in a big way in a place that was named after the family. He never saw it or them, and he said that was the way in England—one fellow got everything and the rest were paupers like himself. He’d always been poor.”
“Yes, the relation was a distant one. Until this investigation began the family knew nothing of him. The inquiry has been a tiresome one. I trust I am reaching the end of it. We have given nearly two years to following this clue.”
“What for?” burst forth Tembarom, sitting upright.
“Because it was necessary to find either George Temple Barholm or his son, if he had one.”
“I’m his son, all right, but he died when I was eight years old,” Tembarom volunteered. “I don’t remember much about him.”
“You remember that he was not an American?”
“He was English. Hated it; but he wasn’t fond of America.”
“Have you any papers belonging to him?”
Tembarom hesitated again.
“There’s a few old letters—oh, and one of those glass photographs in a case. I believe it’s my grandfather and grandmother, taken when they were married. Him on a chair, you know, and her standing with her hand on his shoulder.”
“Can you show them to me?” Palford suggested.
“Sure,” Tembarom answered, getting up from his seat “They’re in my room. I turned them up yesterday among some other things.”
When he left them, Mr. Palford sat gently rubbing his chin. Hutchinson wanted to burst forth with questions, but he looked so remote and acidly dignified that there was a suggestion of boldness in the idea of intruding on his reflections. Hutchinson stared at him and breathed hard and short in his suspense. The stiff old chap was thinking things over and putting things together in his lawyer’s way. He was entirely oblivious to his surroundings. Little Ann went on with her mending, but she wore her absorbed look, and it was not a result of her work.
Tembarom came back with some papers in his hand. They were yellowed old letters, and on the top of the package there was a worn daguerreotype-case with broken clasp.
“Here they are,” he said, giving them to Palford. “I guess they’d just been married,” opening the case. “Get on to her embroidered collar and big breast-pin with his picture in it. That’s English enough, isn’t it? He’d given it to her for a wedding-present. There’s something in one of the letters about it.”
It was the letters to which Mr. Palford gave the most attention. He read them and examined post-marks and dates. When he had finished, he rose from his chair with a slightly portentous touch of professional ceremony.
“Yes, those are sufficiently convincing. You are a very fortunate young man. Allow me to congratulate you.”
He did not look particularly pleased, though he extended his hand and shook Tembarom’s politely. He was rigorously endeavoring to conceal that he found himself called upon to make the best of an extremely bad job. Hutchinson started forward, resting his hands on his knees and glaring with ill-suppressed excitement.
“What’s that for?” Tembarom said. He felt rather like a fool. He laughed half nervously. It seemed to be up to him to understand, and he didn’t understand in the least.
“You have, through your father’s distant relationship, inherited a very magnificent property—the estate of Temple Barholm in Lancashire,” Palford began to explain, but Mr. Hutchinson sprang from his chair outright, crushing his paper in his hand.
“Temple Barholm!” he almost shouted, “I dunnot believe thee! Why, it’s one of th’ oldest places in England and one of th’ biggest. Th’ Temple Barholms as didn’t come over with th’ Conqueror was there before him. Some of them was Saxon kings! And him—” pointing a stumpy, red finger disparagingly at Tembarom, aghast and incredulous—“that New York lad that’s sold newspapers in the streets—you say he’s come into it?”
“Precisely.” Mr. Palford spoke with some crispness of diction. Noise and bluster annoyed him. “That is my business here. Mr. Tembarom is, in fact, Mr. Temple Temple Barholm of Temple Barholm, which you seem to have heard of.”
“Heard of it! My mother was born in the village an’ lives there yet. Art tha struck dumb, lad!” he said almost fiercely to Tembarom. “By Judd! Tha well may be!”
Tembarom was standing holding the back of a chair. He was pale, and had once opened his mouth, and then gulped and shut it. Little Ann had dropped her sewing. His first look had leaped to her, and she had looked back straight into his eyes.
“I’m struck something,” he said, his half-laugh slightly unsteady. “Who’d blame me?”
“You’d better sit down,” said Little Ann. “Sudden things are upsetting.”
He did sit down. He felt rather shaky. He touched himself on his chest and laughed again.
“Me!” he said. “T. T.! Hully gee! It’s like a turn at a vaudeville.”
The sentiment prevailing in Hutchinson’s mind seemed to verge on indignation.
“Thee th’ master of Temple Barholm!” he ejaculated. “Why, it stood for seventy thousand pound’ a year!”
“It did and it does,” said Mr. Palford, curtly. He had less and less taste for the situation. There was neither dignity nor proper sentiment in it. The young man was utterly incapable of comprehending the meaning and proportions of the extraordinary event which had befallen him. It appeared to present to him the aspect of a somewhat slangy New York joke.
“You do not seem much impressed, Mr. Temple Barholm,” he said.
“Oh, I’m impressed, all right,” answered Tembarom, “but, say, this thing can’t be true! You couldn’t make it true if you sat up all night to do it.”
“When I go into the business details of the matter tomorrow morning you will realize the truth of it,” said Mr. Palford. “Seventy thousand pounds a year—and Temple Barholm—are not unsubstantial facts.”
“Three hundred and fifty thousand dollars, my lad—that’s what it stands for!” put in Mr. Hutchinson.
“Well,” said Tembarom, “I guess I can worry along on that if I try hard enough. I mayn’t be able to keep myself in the way I’ve been used to, but I’ve got to make it do.”
Mr. Palford stiffened. He did not know that the garish, flippant-sounding joking was the kind of defense the streets of New York had provided Mr. Temple Barholm with in many an hour when he had been a half-clad newsboy with an empty stomach, and a bundle of unsold newspapers under his arm.
“You are jocular,” he said. “I find the New Yorkers are given to being jocular—continuously.”
Tembarom looked at him rather searchingly. Palford wouldn’t have found it possible to believe that the young man knew all about his distaste and its near approach to disgust, that he knew quite well what he thought of his ten-dollar suit, his ex-newsboy’s diction, and his entire incongruousness as a factor in any circumstances connected with dignity and splendor. He would certainly not have credited the fact that though he had not the remotest idea what sort of a place Temple Barholm was, and what sort of men its long line of possessors had been, he had gained a curious knowledge of their significance through the mental attitude of their legal representative when he for a moment failed to conceal his sense of actual revolt.
“It seems sort of like a joke till you get on to it,” he said. “But I guess it ain’t such a merry jest as it seems.”
And then Mr. Palford did begin to observe that he had lost his color entirely; also that he had a rather decent, sharp-cut face, and extremely white and good young teeth, which he showed not unattractively when he smiled. And he smiled frequently, but he was not smiling now.
CHAPTER VII
In the course of the interview given to the explaining of business and legal detail which took place between Mr. Palford and his client the following morning, Tembarom’s knowledge of his situation extended itself largely, and at the same time added in a proportionate degree to his sense of his own incongruity as connected with it. He sat at a table in Palford’s private sitting-room at the respectable, old-fashioned hotel the solicitor had chosen—sat and listened, and answered questions and asked them, until his head began to feel as though it were crammed to bursting with extraordinary detail.
It was all extraordinary to him. He had had no time for reading and no books to read, and therefore knew little of fiction. He was entirely ignorant of all romance but such as the New York papers provided. This was highly colored, but it did not deal with events connected with the possessors of vast English estates and the details of their habits and customs. His geographical knowledge of Great Britain was simple and largely incorrect. Information concerning its usual conditions and aspects had come to him through talk of international marriages and cup races, and had made but little impression upon him. He liked New York—its noise, its streets, its glare, its Sunday newspapers, with their ever-increasing number of sheets, and pictures of everything on earth which could be photographed. His choice, when he could allow himself a fifty-cent seat at the theater, naturally ran to productions which were farcical or cheerfully musical. He had never reached serious drama, perhaps because he had never had money enough to pay for entrance to anything like half of the “shows” the other fellows recommended. He was totally unprepared for the facing of any kind of drama as connected with himself. The worst of it was that it struck him as being of the nature of farce when regarded from the normal New York point of view. If he had somehow had the luck to come into the possession of money in ways which were familiar to him,—to “strike it rich” in the way of a “big job” or “deal,”—he would have been better able to adjust himself to circumstances. He might not have known how to spend his money, but he would have spent it in New York on New York joys. There would have been no foreign remoteness about the thing, howsoever fantastically unexpected such fortune might have been. At any rate, in New York he would have known the names of places and things.
Through a large part of his interview with Palford his elbow rested on the table, and he held his chin with his hand and rubbed it thoughtfully. The last Temple Temple Barholm had been an eccentric and uncompanionable person. He had lived alone and had not married. He had cherished a prejudice against the man who would have succeeded him as next of kin if he had not died young. People had been of the opinion that he had disliked him merely because he did not wish to be reminded that some one else must some day inevitably stand in his shoes, and own the possessions of which he himself was arrogantly fond. There were always more female Temple Barholms than male ones, and the families were small. The relative who had emigrated to Brooklyn had been a comparatively unknown person. His only intercourse with the head of the house had been confined to a begging letter, written from America when his circumstances were at their worst. It was an ill-mannered and ill-expressed letter, which had been considered presuming, and had been answered chillingly with a mere five-pound note, clearly explained as a final charity. This begging letter, which bitterly contrasted the writer’s poverty with his indifferent relative’s luxuries, had, by a curious trick of chance which preserved it, quite extraordinarily turned up during an examination of apparently unimportant, forgotten papers, and had furnished a clue in the search for next of kin. The writer had greatly annoyed old Mr. Temple Barholm by telling him that he had called his son by his name—“not that there was ever likely to be anything in it for him.” But a waif of the New York streets who was known as “Tem” or “Tembarom” was not a link easily attached to any chain, and the search had been long and rather hopeless. It had, however, at last reached Mrs. Bowse’s boarding-house and before Mr. Palford sat Mr. Temple Temple Barholm, a cheap young man in cheap clothes, and speaking New York slang with a nasal accent. Mr. Palford, feeling him appalling and absolutely without the pale, was still aware that he stood in the position of an important client of the firm of Palford & Grimby. There was a section of the offices at Lincoln’s Inn devoted to documents representing a lifetime of attention to the affairs of the Temple Barholm estates. It was greatly to be hoped that the crass ignorance and commonness of this young outsider would not cause impossible complications.
“He knows nothing! He knows nothing!” Palford found himself forced to exclaim mentally not once, but a hundred times, in the course of their talk.
There was—this revealed itself as the interview proceeded—just one slight palliation of his impossible benightedness: he was not the kind of young man who, knowing nothing, huffily protects himself by pretending to know everything. He was of an unreserve concerning his ignorance which his solicitor felt sometimes almost struck one in the face. Now and then it quite made one jump. He was singularly free from any vestige of personal vanity. He was also singularly unready to take offense. To the head of the firm of Palford & Grimby, who was not accustomed to lightness of manner, and inclined to the view that a person who made a joke took rather a liberty with him, his tendency to be jocular, even about himself and the estate of Temple Barholm, was irritating and somewhat disrespectful. Mr. Palford did not easily comprehend jokes of any sort; especially was he annoyed by cryptic phraseology and mammoth exaggeration. For instance, he could not in the least compass Mr. Temple Barholm’s meaning when he casually remarked that something or other was “all to the merry”; or again, quite as though he believed that he was using reasonable English figures of speech, “The old fellow thought he was the only pebble on the beach.” In using the latter expression he had been referring to the late Mr. Temple Barholm; but what on earth was his connection with the sea-shore and pebbles? When confronted with these baffling absurdities, Mr. Palford either said, “I beg pardon,” or stiffened and remained silent.
When Tembarom learned that he was the head of one of the oldest families in England, no aspect of the desirable dignity of his position reached him in the least.
“Well,” he remarked, “there’s quite a lot of us can go back to Adam and Eve.”
When he was told that he was lord of the manor of Temple Barholm, he did not know what a manor was.
“What’s a manor, and what happens if you’re lord of it?” he asked.
He had not heard of William the Conqueror, and did not appear moved to admiration of him, though he owned that he seemed to have “put it over.”
“Why didn’t he make a republic of it while he was about it?” he said. “But I guess that wasn’t his kind. He didn’t do all that fighting for his health.”
His interest was not alone totally dissevered from the events of past centuries; it was as dissevered from those of mere past years. The habits, customs, and points of view of five years before seemed to have been cast into a vast waste-paper basket as wholly unpractical in connection with present experiences.
“A man that’s going to keep up with the procession can’t waste time thinking about yesterday. What he’s got to do is to keep his eye on what’s going to happen the week after next,” he summed it up.
Rather to Mr. Palford’s surprise, he did not speak lightly, but with a sort of inner seriousness. It suggested that he had not arrived at this conclusion without the aid of sharp experience. Now and then one saw a touch of this profound practical perception in him.
It was not to be denied that he was clear-headed enough where purely practical business detail was concerned. He was at first plainly rather stunned by the proportions presented to him, but his questions were direct and of a common-sense order not to be despised.
“I don’t know anything about it yet,” he said once. “It’s all Dutch to me. I can’t calculate in half-crowns and pounds and half pounds, but I’m going to find out. I’ve got to.”
It was extraordinary and annoying to feel that one must explain everything; but this impossible fellow was not an actual fool on all points, and he did not seem to be a weakling. He might learn certain things in time, and at all events one was no further personally responsible for him and his impossibilities than the business concerns of his estate would oblige any legal firm to be. Clients, whether highly desirable or otherwise, were no more than clients. They were not relatives whom one must introduce to one’s friends. Thus Mr. Palford, who was not a specially humane or sympathetic person, mentally decided. He saw no pathos in this raw young man, who would presently find himself floundering unaided in waters utterly unknown to him. There was even a touch of bitter amusement in the solicitor’s mind as he glanced toward the future.
He explained with detail the necessity for their immediate departure for the other side of the Atlantic. Certain legal formalities which must at once be attended to demanded their presence in England. Foreseeing this, on the day when he had finally felt himself secure as to the identity of his client he had taken the liberty of engaging optionally certain state-rooms on the Adriana, sailing the following Wednesday.
“Subject of course to your approval,” he added politely. “But it is imperative that we should be on the spot as early as possible.” He did not mention that he himself was abominably tired of his sojourn on alien shores, and wanted to be back in London in his own chambers, with his own club within easy reach.
Tembarom’s face changed its expression. He had been looking rather weighted down and fatigued, and he lighted up to eagerness.
“Say,” he exclaimed, “why couldn’t we go on the Transatlantic on Saturday?”
“It is one of the small, cheap boats,” objected Palford.
“The accommodation would be most inferior.”
Tembarom leaned forward and touched his sleeve in hasty, boyish appeal.
“I want to go on it,” he said; “I want to go steerage.”
Palford stared at him.
“You want to go on the Transatlantic! Steerage!” he ejaculated, quite aghast. This was a novel order of madness to reveal itself in the recent inheritor of a great fortune.
Tembarom’s appeal grew franker; it took on the note of a too crude young fellow’s misplaced confidence.
“You do this for me,” he said. “I’d give a farm to go on that boat. The Hutchinsons are sailing on it—Mr. and Miss Hutchinson, the ones you saw at the house last night.”
“I—it is really impossible.” Mr. Palford hesitated. “As to steerage, my dear Mr. Temple Barholm, you—you can’t.”
Tembarom got up and stood with his hands thrust deep in his pockets. It seemed to be a sort of expression of his sudden hopeful excitement.
“Why not” he said. “If I own about half of England and have money to burn, I guess I can buy a steerage passage on a nine-day steamer.”
“You can buy anything you like,” Palford answered stiffly. “It is not a matter of buying. But I should not be conducting myself properly toward you if I allowed it. It would not be—becoming.”
“Becoming!” cried Tembarom, “Thunder! It’s not a spring bat. I tell you I want to go just that way.”
Palford saw abnormal breakers ahead. He felt that he would be glad when he had landed his charge safely at Temple Barholm. Once there, his family solicitor was not called upon to live with him and hobnob with his extraordinary intimates.
“As to buying,” he said, still with marked lack of enthusiasm, “instead of taking a steerage passage on the Transatlantic yourself, you might no doubt secure first-class state-rooms for Mr. and Miss Hutchinson on the Adriana, though I seriously advise against it.”
Tembarom shook his head.
“You don’t know them,” he said. “They wouldn’t let me. Hutchinson’s a queer old fellow and he’s had the hardest kind of luck, but he’s as proud as they make ‘em. Me butt in and offer to pay their passage back, as if they were paupers, just because I’ve suddenly struck it rich! Hully gee! I guess not. A fellow that’s been boosted up in the air all in a minute, as I have, has got to lie pretty low to keep folks from wanting to kick him, anyhow. Hutchinson’s a darned sight smarter fellow than I am, and he knows it—and he’s Lancashire, you bet.” He stopped a minute and flushed. “As to Little Ann,” he said—“me make that sort of a break with HER! Well, I should be a fool.”
Palford was a cold-blooded and unimaginative person, but a long legal experience had built up within him a certain shrewdness of perception. He had naturally glanced once or twice at the girl sitting still at her mending, and he had observed that she said very little and had a singularly quiet, firm little voice.
“I beg pardon. You are probably right. I had very little conversation with either of them. Miss Hutchinson struck me as having an intelligent face.”
“She’s a wonder,” said Tembarom, devoutly. “She’s just a wonder.”
“Under the circumstances,” suggested Mr. Palford, “it might not be a bad idea to explain to her your idea of the steerage passage. An intelligent girl can often give excellent advice. You will probably have an opportunity of speaking to her tonight. Did you say they were sailing to-morrow?”
To-morrow! That brought it so near that it gave Tembarom a shock. He had known that they sailed on Saturday, and now Saturday had become to-morrow. Things began to surge through his mind—all sorts of things he had no time to think of clearly, though it was true they had darted vaguely about in the delirious excitement of the night, during which he had scarcely slept at all. His face changed again, and the appeal died out of it. He began to look anxious and restless.
“Yes, they’re going to-morrow,” he answered.
“You see,” argued Mr. Palford, with conviction, “how impossible it would be for us to make any arrangements in so few hours. You will excuse my saying,” he added punctiliously, “that I could not make the voyage in the steerage.”
Tembarom laughed. He thought he saw him doing it.
“That’s so,” he said. Then, with renewed hope, he added, “Say, I ‘m going to try and get them to wait till Wednesday.”
“I do not think—” Mr. Palford began, and then felt it wiser to leave things as they were. “But I’m not qualified to give an opinion. I do not know Miss Hutchinson at all.”
But the statement was by no means frank. He had a private conviction that he did know her to a certain degree. And he did.
CHAPTER VIII
There was a slight awkwardness even to Tembarom in entering the dining-room that evening. He had not seen his fellow boarders, as his restless night had made him sleep later than usual. But Mrs. Bowse had told him of the excitement he had caused.
“They just couldn’t eat,” she said. “They could do nothing but talk and talk and ask questions; and I had waffles, too, and they got stone-cold.”
The babel of friendly outcry which broke out on his entry was made up of jokes, ejaculations, questions, and congratulatory outbursts from all sides.
“Good old T. T.!” “Give him a Harvard yell! Rah! Rah! Rah!” “Lend me fifty-five cents?” “Where’s your tiara?” “Darned glad of it!” “Make us a speech!”
“Say, people,” said Tembarom, “don’t you get me rattled or I can’t tell you anything. I’m rattled enough already.”
“Well, is it true?” called out Mr. Striper.
“No,” Tembarom answered back, sitting down. “It couldn’t be; that’s what I told Palford. I shall wake up in a minute or two and find myself in a hospital with a peacherino of a trained nurse smoothing ‘me piller.’ You can’t fool ME with a pipe-dream like this. Palford’s easier; he’s not a New Yorker. He says it IS true, and I can’t get out of it.”
“Whew! Great Jakes!” A long breath was exhaled all round the table.
“What are you, anyhow?” cried Jim Bowles across the dishes.
Tembarom rested his elbow on the edge of the table and began to check off his points on his fingers.
“I’m this,” he said: “I’m Temple Temple Barholm, Esquire, of Temple Barholm, Lancashire, England. At the time of the flood my folks knocked up a house just about where the ark landed, and I guess they’ve held on to it ever since. I don’t know what business they went into, but they made money. Palford swears I’ve got three hundred and fifty thousand dollars a year. I wasn’t going to call the man a liar; but I just missed it, by jings!”
He was trying to “bluff it out.” Somehow he felt he had to. He felt it more than ever when a momentary silence fell upon those who sat about the table. It fell when he said “three hundred and fifty thousand dollars a year.” No one could find voice to make any remark for a few seconds after that.
“Are you a lord—or a duke?” some one asked after breath had recovered itself.
“No, I’m not,” he replied with relief. “I just got out from under that; but the Lord knows how I did it.”
“What are you going to do first?” said Jim Bowles.
“I’ve got to go and ‘take possession.’ That’s what Palford calls it. I’ve been a lost heir for nearly two years, and I’ve got to show myself.”
Hutchinson had not joined the clamor of greeting, but had grunted disapproval more than once. He felt that, as an Englishman, he had a certain dignity to maintain. He knew something about big estates and their owners. He was not like these common New York chaps, who regarded them as Arabian Nights tales to make jokes about. He had grown up as a village boy in proper awe of Temple Barholm. They were ignorant fools, this lot. He had no patience with them. He had left the village and gone to work in Manchester when he was a boy of twelve, but as long as he had remained in his mother’s cottage it had been only decent good manners for him to touch his forehead respectfully when a Temple Barholm, or a Temple Barholm guest or carriage or pony phaeton, passed him by. And this chap was Mr. Temple Temple Barholm himself! Lord save us!
Little Ann said nothing at all; but, then, she seldom said anything during meal-times. When the rest of the boarders laughed, she ate her dinner and smiled. Several times, despite her caution, Tembarom caught her eye, and somehow held it a second with his. She smiled at him when this happened; but there was something restless and eager in his look which made her wish to evade it. She knew what he felt, and she knew why he kept up his jokes and never once spoke seriously. She knew he was not comfortable, and did not enjoy talking about hundreds of thousands a year to people who worked hard for ten or twenty “per.” To-morrow morning was very near, she kept thinking. To-morrow night she would be lying in her berth in the steerage, or more probably taking care of her father, who would be very uncomfortable.
“What will Galton do?” Mr. Striper asked.
“I don’t know,” Tembarom answered, and he looked troubled. Three hundred and fifty thousand dollars a year might not be able to give aid to a wounded society page.
“What are you going to do with your Freak?” called out Julius Steinberger.
Tembarom actually started. As things had surged over him, he had had too much to think over. He had not had time to give to his strange responsibility; it had become one nevertheless.
“Are you going to leave him behind when you go to England?”
He leaned forward and put his chin on his hand.
“Why, say,” he said, as though he were thinking it out, “he’s spoken about England two or three times. He’s said he must go there. By jings! I’ll take him with me, and see what’ll happen.”
When Little Ann got up to leave the room he followed her and her father into the hall.
“May I come up and talk it over with you?” he appealed. “I’ve got to talk to some one who knows something about it. I shall go dotty if I don’t. It’s too much like a dream.”
“Come on up when you’re ready,” answered Hutchinson. “Ann and me can give you a tip or two.”
“I’m going to be putting the last things in the trunks,” said Ann, “but I dare say you won’t mind that. The express’ll be here by eight in the morning.”
“O Lord!” groaned Tembarom.
When he went up to the fourth floor a little later, Hutchinson had fallen into a doze in his chair over his newspaper, and Ann was kneeling by a trunk in the hall, folding small articles tightly, and fitting them into corners. To Tembarom she looked even more than usual like a slight child thing one could snatch up in one’s arms and carry about or set on one’s knee without feeling her weight at all. An inferior gas-jet on the wall just above her was doing its best with the lot of soft, red hair, which would have been an untidy bundle if it had not been hers.
Tembarom sat down on the trunk next to her.
“O Little Ann!” he broke out under his breath, lest the sound of his voice might check Hutchinson’s steady snoring. “O Little Ann!”
Ann leaned back, sitting upon her small heels, and looked up at him.
“You’re all upset, and it’s not to be wondered at, Mr. Temple Barholm,” she said.
“Upset! You’re going away to-morrow morning! And, for the Lord’s sake, don’t call me that!” he protested.
“You’re going away yourself next Wednesday. And you ARE Mr. Temple Barholm. You’ll never be called anything else in England.
“How am I going to stand it?” he protested again. “How could a fellow like me stand it! To be yanked out of good old New York, and set down in a place like a museum, with Central Park round it, and called Mr. Temple Temple Barholm instead of just ‘Tem’ or ‘T. T.’! It’s not natural.”
“What you must do, Mr. Temple Barholm, is to keep your head clear, that’s all,” she replied maturely.
“Lord! if I’d got a head like yours!”
She seemed to take him in, with a benign appreciativeness, in his entirety.
“Well, you haven’t,” she admitted, though quite without disparagement, merely with slight reservation. “But you’ve got one like your own. And it’s a good head—when you try to think steady. Yours is a man’s head, and mine’s only a woman’s.”
“It’s Little Ann Hutchinson’s, by gee!” said Tembarom, with feeling.
“Listen here, Mr. Tem—Temple Barholm,” she went on, as nearly disturbed as he had ever seen her outwardly. “It’s a wonderful thing that’s happened to you. It’s like a novel. That splendid place, that splendid name! It seems so queer to think I should ever have talked to a Mr. Temple Barholm as I’ve talked to you.”
He leaned forward a little as though something drew him.
“But”—there was unsteady appeal in his voice—“you have liked me, haven’t you, Little Ann?”
Her own voice seemed to drop into an extra quietness that made it remote. She looked down at her hands on her lap.
“Yes, I have liked you. I have told Father I liked you,” she answered.
He got up, and made an impetuous rush at his goal.
“Then—say, I’m going in there to wake up Mr. Hutchinson and ask him not to sail to-morrow morning.”
“You’d better not wake him up,” she answered, smiling; but he saw that her face changed and flushed. “It’s not a good time to ask Father anything when he’s just been waked up. And we HAVE to go. The express is coming at eight.”
“Send it away again; tell ‘em you’re not going. Tell ‘em any old thing. Little Ann, what’s the matter with you? Something’s the matter. Have I made a break?”
He had felt the remoteness in her even before he had heard it in her dropped voice. It had been vaguely there even when he sat down on the trunk. Actually there was a touch of reserve about her, as though she was keeping her little place with the self-respecting propriety of a girl speaking to a man not of her own world.
“I dare say I’ve done some fool thing without knowing it. I don’t know where I’m at, anyhow,” he said woefully.
“Don’t look at me like that, Mr. Temple Barholm,” she said—“as if I was unkind. I—I’m NOT.”
“But you’re different,” he implored. “I saw it the minute I came up. I ran up-stairs just crazy to talk to you,—yes, crazy to talk to you—and you—well, you were different. Why are you, if you’re not mad?”
Then she rose and stood holding one of her neatly rolled packages in her hand. Her eyes were soft and clear, and appealed maternally to his reason.
“Because everything’s different. You just think a bit,” she answered.
He stared at her a few seconds, and then understanding of her dawned upon him. He made a human young dash at her, and caught her arm.
“What!” he cried out. “You mean this Temple Barholm song and dance makes things different? Not on your life! You’re not the girl to work that on me, as if it was my fault. You’ve got to hear me speak my piece. Ann—you’ve just got to!”
He had begun to tremble a little, and she herself was not steady; but she put a hand on his arm.
“Don’t say anything you’ve not had time to think about,” she said.
“I’ve been thinking of pretty near nothing else ever since I came here. Just as soon as I looked at you across the table that first day I saw my finish, and every day made me surer. I’d never had any comfort or taking care of,—I didn’t know the first thing about it,—and it seemed as if all there was of it in the world was just in YOU.”
“Did you think that?” she asked falteringly.
“Did I? That’s how you looked to me, and it’s how you look now. The way you go about taking care of everybody and just handing out solid little chunks of good sense to every darned fool that needs them, why—” There was a break in his voice—“why, it just knocked me out the first round.” He held her a little away from him, so that he could yearn over her, though he did not know he was yearning. “See, I’d sworn I’d never ask a girl to marry me until I could keep her. Well, you know how it was, Ann. I couldn’t have kept a goat, and I wasn’t such a fool that I didn’t know it. I’ve been pretty sick when I thought how it was; but I never worried you, did I?”
“No, you didn’t.”
“I just got busy. I worked like—well, I got busier than I ever was in my life. When I got the page SURE, I let myself go a bit, sort of hoping. And then this Temple Barholm thing hits me.”
“That’s the thing you’ve got to think of now,” said Little Ann. “I’m going to talk sensible to you.”
“Don’t, Ann! Good Lord! DON’T!”
“I MUST.” She put her last tight roll into the trunk and tried to shut the lid. “Please lock this for me.”
He locked it, and then she seated herself on the top of it, though it was rather high for her, and her small feet dangled. Her eyes looked large and moist like a baby’s, and she took out a handkerchief and lightly touched them.
“You’ve made me want to cry a bit,” she said, “but I’m not going to.”
“Are you going to tell me you don’t want me?” he asked, with anxious eyes.
“No, I’m not.”
“God bless you!” He was going to make a dash at her again, but pulled himself up because he must. “No, by jings!” he said. “I’m not going to till you let me.”
“You see, it’s true your head’s not like mine,” she said reasonably. “Men’s heads are mostly not like women’s. They’re men, of course, and they’re superior to women, but they’re what I’d call more fluttery-like. Women must remind them of things.”
“What—what kind of things?”
“This kind. You see, Grandmother lives near Temple Barholm, and I know what it’s like, and you don’t. And I’ve seen what seventy thousand pounds a year means, and you haven’t. And you’ve got to go and find out for yourself.”
“What’s the matter with you coming along to help me?”
“I shouldn’t help you; that’s it. I should hold you back. I’m nothing but Ann Hutchinson, and I talk Manchester—and I drop my h’s.”
“I love to hear you drop your little h’s all over the place,” he burst forth impetuously. “I love it.”
She shook her head.
“The girls that go to garden-parties at Temple Barholm look like those in the `Ladies’ Pictorial’, and they’ve got names and titles same as those in novels.”
He answered her in genuine anguish. He had never made any mistake about her character, and she was beginning to make him feel afraid of her in the midst of his adoration.
“What do I want with a girl out of a magazine?” he cried. “Where should I hang her up?”
She was not unfeeling, but unshaken and she went on:
“I should look like a housemaid among them. How would you feel with a wife of that sort, when the other sort was about?”
“I should feel like a king, that’s what I should feel like,” he replied indignantly.
“I shouldn’t feel like a queen. I should feel MISERABLE.”
She sat with her little feet dangling, and her hands folded in her lap. Her infantile blue eyes held him as the Ancient Mariner had been held. He could not get away from the clear directness of them. He did not want to exactly, but she frightened him more and more.
“I should be ashamed,” she proceeded. “I should feel as if I had taken an advantage. What you’ve got to do is to find out something no one else can find out for you, Mr. Temple Barholm.”
“How can I find it out without you? It was you who put me on to the wedding-cake; you can put me on to other things.”
“Because I’ve lived in the place,” she answered unswervingly. “I know how funny it is for any one to think of me being Mrs. Temple Barholm. You don’t.”
“You bet I don’t,” he answered; “but I’ll tell you what I do know, and that’s how funny it is that I should be Mr. Temple Barholm. I’ve got on to that all right, all right. Have you?”
She looked at him with a reflection that said much. She took him in with a judicial summing up of which it must be owned an added respect was part. She had always believed he had more sense than most young men, and now she knew it.
“When a person’s clever enough to see things for himself, he’s generally clever enough to manage them,” she replied.
He knelt down beside the trunk and took both her hands in his. He held them fast and rather hard.
“Are you throwing me down for good, Little Ann?” he said. “If you are, I can’t stand it, I won’t stand it.”
“If you care about me like that, you’ll do what I tell you,” she interrupted, and she slipped down from the top of her trunk. “I know what Mother would say. She’d say, ‘Ann, you give that young man a chance.’ And I’m going to give you one. I’ve said all I’m going to, Mr. Temple Barholm.”
He took both her elbows and looked at her closely, feeling a somewhat awed conviction.
“I—believe—you have,” he said.
And here the sound of Mr. Hutchinson’s loud and stertorous breathing ceased, and he waked up, and came to the door to find out what Ann was doing.
“What are you two talking about?” he asked. “People think when they whisper it’s not going to disturb anybody, but it’s worse than shouting in a man’s ear.”
Tembarom walked into the room.
“I’ve been asking Little Ann to marry me,” he announced, “and she won’t.”
He sat down in a chair helplessly, and let his head fall into his hands.
“Eh!” exclaimed Hutchinson. He turned and looked at Ann disturbedly. “I thought a bit ago tha didn’t deny but what tha’d took to him?”
“I didn’t, Father,” she answered. “I don’t change my mind that quick. I—would have been willing to say ‘Yes’ when you wouldn’t have been willing to let me. I didn’t know he was Mr. Temple Barholm then.”
Hutchinson rubbed the back of his head, reddening and rather bristling.
“Dost tha think th’ Temple Barholms would look down on thee?”
“I should look down on myself if I took him up at his first words, when he’s all upset with excitement, and hasn’t had time to find out what things mean. I’m—well, I ‘m too fond of him, Father.”
Hutchinson gave her a long, steady look.
“You are?” he said.
“Yes, I am.”
Tembarom lifted his head, and looked at her, too.
“Are you?” he asked.
She put her hands behind her back, and returned his look with the calm of ages.
“I’m not going to argue about it,” she answered. “Arguing’s silly.”
His involuntary rising and standing before her was a sort of unconscious tribute of respect.
“I know that,” he owned. “I know you. That’s why I take it like this. But I want you to tell me one thing. If this hadn’t happened, if I’d only had twenty dollars a week, would you have taken me?”
“If you’d had fifteen, and Father could have spared me, I’d have taken you. Fifteen dollars a week is three pounds two and sixpence, and I’ve known curates’ wives that had to bring up families on less. It wouldn’t go as far in New York as it would in the country in England, but we could have made it do—until you got more. I know you, too, Mr. Temple Barholm.”
He turned to her father, and saw in his florid countenance that which spurred him to bold disclosure.
“Say,” he put it to him, as man to man, “she stands there and says a thing like that, and she expects a fellow not to jerk her into his arms and squeeze the life out of her! I daren’t do it, and I’m not going to try; but—well, you said her mother was like her, and I guess you know what I’m up against.”
Hutchinson’s grunting chuckle contained implications of exultant tenderness and gratified paternal pride.
“She’s th’ very spit and image of her mother,” he said, “and she had th’ sense of ten women rolled into one, and th’ love of twenty. You let her be, and you’re as safe as th’ Rock of Ages.”
“Do you think I don’t know that?” answered Tembarom, his eyes shining almost to moisture. “But what hits me, by thunder! is that I’ve lost the chance of seeing her work out that fifteen-dollar-a-week proposition, and it drives me crazy.”
“I should have downright liked to try it,” said Little Ann, with speculative reflection, and while she knitted her brows in lovely consideration of the attractive problem, several previously unknown dimples declared themselves about her mouth.
“Ann,” Tembarom ventured, “if I go to Temple Barholm and try it a year and learn all about it—-”
“It would take more than a year,” said Ann.
“Don’t make it two,” Tembarom pleaded. “I’ll sit up at night with wet towels round my head to learn; I’ll spend fourteen hours a day with girls that look like the pictures in the `Ladies’ Pictorial’, or whatever it is in England; I’ll give them every chance in life, if you’ll let me off afterward. There must be another lost heir somewhere; let’s dig him up and then come back to little old New York and be happy. Gee! Ann,”—letting himself go and drawing nearer to her,—“how happy we could be in one of those little flats in Harlem!”
She was a warm little human thing, and a tender one, and when he came close to her, glowing with tempestuous boyish eagerness, her eyes grew bluer because they were suddenly wet, and she was obliged to move softly back.
“Yes,” she said; “I know those little flats. Any one could—-” She stopped herself, because she had been going to reveal what a home a woman could make in rooms like the compartments in a workbox. She knew and saw it all. She drew back a little again, but she put out a hand and laid it on his sleeve.
“When you’ve had quite time enough to find out, and know what the other thing means, I’ll do whatever you want me to do,” she said. “It won’t matter what it is. I’ll do it.”
“She means that,” Hutchinson mumbled unsteadily, turning aside. “Same as her mother would have meant it. And she means it in more ways than one.”
And so she did. The promise included quite firmly the possibility of not unnatural changes in himself such as young ardor could not foresee, even the possibility of his new life withdrawing him entirely from the plane on which rapture could materialize on twenty dollars a week in a flat in Harlem.
CHAPTER IX
Type as exotic as Tembarom’s was to his solicitor naturally suggested problems. Mr. Palford found his charge baffling because, according to ordinary rules, a young man so rudimentary should have presented no problems not perfectly easy to explain. It was herein that he was exotic. Mr. Palford, who was not given to subtle analysis of differences in character and temperament, argued privately that an English youth who had been brought up in the streets would have been one of two or three things. He would have been secretly terrified and resentful, roughly awkward and resentful, or boastfully delighted and given to a common youth’s excitedly common swagger at finding himself suddenly a “swell.”
This special kind of youth would most assuredly have constantly thought of himself as a “swell” and would have lost his head altogether, possibly with results in the matter of conduct in public which would have been either maddening or crushing to the spirit of a well-bred, mature-minded legal gentleman temporarily thrust into the position of bear-leader.
But Tembarom was none of these things. If he was terrified, he did not reveal his anguish. He was without doubt not resentful, but on the contrary interested and curious, though he could not be said to bear himself as one elated. He indulged in no frolics or extravagances. He saw the Hutchinsons off on their steamer, and supplied them with fruit and flowers and books with respectful moderation. He did not conduct himself as a benefactor bestowing unknown luxuries, but as a young man on whom unexpected luck had bestowed decent opportunities to express his friendship. In fact, Palford’s taste approved of his attitude. He was evidently much under the spell of the slight girl with the Manchester accent and sober blue eyes, but she was neither flighty nor meretricious, and would have sense enough to give no trouble even when he naturally forgot her in the revelations of his new life. Her father also was plainly a respectable working-man, with a blunt Lancashire pride which would keep him from intruding.
“You can’t butt in and get fresh with a man like that,” Tembarom said. “Money wouldn’t help you. He’s too independent.”
After the steamer had sailed away it was observable to his solicitor that Mr. Temple Barholm was apparently occupied every hour. He did not explain why he seemed to rush from one part of New York to another and why he seemed to be seeking interviews with persons it was plainly difficult to get at. He was evidently working hard to accomplish something or other before he left the United States, perhaps. He asked some astutely practical business questions; his intention seeming to be to gain a definite knowledge of what his future resources would be and of his freedom to use them as he chose.
Once or twice Mr. Palford was rather alarmed by the tendency of his questions. Had he actually some prodigious American scheme in view? He seemed too young and inexperienced in the handling of large sums for such a possibility. But youth and inexperience and suddenly inherited wealth not infrequently led to rash adventures. Something which Palford called “very handsome” was done for Mrs. Bowse and the boarding-house. Mrs. Bowse was evidently not proud enough to resent being made secure for a few years’ rent. The extraordinary page was provided for after a large amount of effort and expenditure of energy.
“I couldn’t leave Galton high and dry,” Tembarom explained when he came in after rushing about. “I think I know a man he might try, but I’ve got to find him and put him on to things. Good Lord! nobody rushed about to find me and offer me the job. I hope this fellow wants it as bad as I did. He’ll be up in the air.” He discovered the whereabouts of the young man in question, and finding him, as the youngster almost tearfully declared, “about down and out,” his proposition was met with the gratitude the relief from a prospect of something extremely like starvation would mentally produce. Tembarom took him to Galton after having talked him over in detail.
“He’s had an education, and you know how much I’d had when I butted into the page,” he said. “No one but you would have let me try it. You did it only because you saw—you saw—”
“Yes, I saw,” answered Galton, who knew exactly what he had seen and who found his up-town social representative and his new situation as interesting as amusing and just touched with the pathetic element. Galton was a traveled man and knew England and several other countries well.
“You saw that a fellow wanted the job as much as I did would be likely to put up a good fight to hold it down. I was scared out of my life when I started out that morning of the blizzard, but I couldn’t afford to be scared. I guess soldiers who are scared fight like that when they see bayonets coming at them. You have to.”
“I wonder how often a man finds out that he does pretty big things when bayonets are coming at him,” answered Galton, who was actually neglecting his work for a few minutes so that he might look at and talk to him, this New York descendant of Norman lords and Saxon kings.
“Joe Bennett had been trying to live off free-lunch counters for a week when I found him,” Tembarom explained. “You don’t know what that is. He’ll go at the page all right. I’m going to take him up-town and introduce him to my friends there and get them to boost him along.”
“You made friends,” said Galton. “I knew you would.”
“Some of the best ever. Good-natured and open-handed. Well, you bet! Only trouble was they wanted you to eat and drink everything in sight, and they didn’t quite like it when you couldn’t get outside all the champagne they’d offer you.”
He broke into a big, pleased laugh.
“When I went in and told Munsberg he pretty near threw a fit. Of course he thought I was kidding. But when I made him believe it, he was as glad as if he’d had luck himself. It was just fine the way people took it. Tell you what, it takes good luck, or bad luck, to show you how good-natured a lot of folks are. They’ll treat Bennett and the page all right; you’ll see.”
“They’ll miss you,” said Galton.
“I shall miss them,” Tembarom answered in a voice with a rather depressed drop in it.
“I shall miss you,” said Galton.
Tembarom’s face reddened a little.
“I guess it’d seem rather fresh for me to tell you how I shall miss you,” he said. “I said that first day that I didn’t know how to tell you how I—well, how I felt about you giving a mutt like me that big chance. You never thought I didn’t know how little I did know, did you?” he inquired almost anxiously.
“That was it—that you did know and that you had the backbone and the good spirits to go in and win,” Galton replied. “I’m a tired man, and good spirits and good temper seem to me about the biggest assets a man can bring into a thing. I shouldn’t have dared do it when I was your age. You deserved the Victoria Cross,” he added, chuckling.
“What’s the Victoria Cross?” asked Tembarom.
“You’ll find out when you go to England.”
“Well, I’m not supposing that you don’t know about how many billion things I’ll have to find out when I go to England.”
“There will be several thousand,” replied Galton moderately; “but you’ll learn about them as you go on.”
“Say,” said Tembarom, reflectively, “doesn’t it seem queer to think of a fellow having to keep up his spirits because he’s fallen into three hundred and fifty thousand a year? You wouldn’t think he’d have to, would you?”
“But you find he has?” queried Galton, interestedly.
Tembarom’s lifted eyes were so honest that they were touching.
“I don’t know where I’m at,” he said. “I’m going to wake up in a new place—like people that die. If you knew what it was like, you wouldn’t mind it so much; but you don’t know a blamed thing. It’s not having seen a sample that rattles you.”
“You’re fond of New York?”
“Good Lord! it’s all the place I know on earth, and it’s just about good enough for me, by gee! It’s kept me alive when it might have starved me to death. My! I’ve had good times here,” he added, flushing with emotion. “Good times—when I hadn’t a whole meal a day!”
“You’d have good times anywhere,” commented Galton, also with feeling. “You carry them over your shoulder, and you share them with a lot of other people.”
He certainly shared some with Joe Bennett, whom he took up-town and introduced right and left to his friendly patrons, who, excited by the atmosphere of adventure and prosperity, received him with open arms. To have been the choice of T. Tembarom as a mere representative of the EARTH would have been a great thing for Bennett, but to be the choice of the hero of a romance of wildest opulence was a tremendous send-off. He was accepted at once, and when Tembarom actually “stood for” a big farewell supper of his own in “The Hall,” and nearly had his hand shaken off by congratulating acquaintances, the fact that he kept the new aspirant by his side, so that the waves of high popularity flowed over him until he sometimes lost his joyful breath, established him as a sort of hero himself.
Mr. Palford did not know of this festivity, as he also found he was not told of several other things. This he counted as a feature of his client’s exoticism. His extraordinary lack of concealment of things vanity forbids many from confessing combined itself with a quite cheerful power to keep his own counsel when he was, for reasons of his own, so inclined.
“He can keep his mouth shut, that chap,” Hutchinson had said once, and Mr. Palford remembered it. “Most of us can’t. I’ve got a notion I can; but I don’t many’s the time when I should. There’s a lot more in him than you’d think for. He’s naught but a lad, but he is na half such a fool as he looks.”
He was neither hesitant nor timid, Mr. Palford observed. In an entirely unostentatious way he soon realized that his money gave things into his hands. He knew he could do most things he chose to do, and that the power to do them rested in these days with himself without the necessity of detailed explanation or appeal to others, as in the case, for instance, of this mysterious friend or protege whose name was Strangeways. Of the history of his acquaintance with him Palford knew nothing, and that he should choose to burden himself with a half-witted invalid—in these terms the solicitor described him—was simply in-explainable. If he had asked for advice or by his manner left an opening for the offering of it, he would have been most strongly counseled to take him to a public asylum and leave him there; but advice on the subject seemed the last thing he desired or anticipated, and talk about his friend was what he seemed least likely to indulge in. He made no secret of his intentions, but he frankly took charge of them as his own special business, and left the rest alone.
“Say nothing and saw wood,” Palford had once been a trifle puzzled by hearing him remark casually, and he remembered it later, as he remembered the comments of Joseph Hutchinson. Tembarom had explained himself to Little Ann.
“You’ll understand,” he said. “It is like this. I guess I feel like you do when a dog or a cat in big trouble just looks at you as if you were all they had, and they know if you don’t stick by them they’ll be killed, and it just drives them crazy. It’s the way they look at you that you can’t stand. I believe something would burst in that fellow’s brain if I left him. When he found out I was going to do it he’d just let out some awful kind of a yell I’d remember till I died. I dried right up almost as soon as I spoke of him to Palford. He couldn’t see anything but that he was crazy and ought to be put in an asylum. Well, he’s not. There’re times when he talks to me almost sensible; only he’s always so awful low down in his mind you’re afraid to let him go on. And he’s a little bit better than he was. It seems queer to get to like a man that’s sort of dotty, but I tell you, Ann, because you’ll understand—I’ve got to sort of like him, and want to see if I can work it out for him somehow. England seems to sort of stick in his mind. If I can’t spend my money in living the way I want to live,—buying jewelry and clothes for the girl I’d like to see dressed like a queen—I’m going to do this just to please myself. I’m going to take him to England and keep him quiet and see what’ll happen. Those big doctors ought to know about all there is to know, and I can pay them any old thing they want. By jings! isn’t it the limit—to sit here and say that and know it’s true!”
Beyond the explaining of necessary detail to him and piloting him to England, Mr. Palford did not hold himself many degrees responsible. His theory of correct conduct assumed no form of altruism. He had formulated it even before he reached middle age. One of his fixed rules was to avoid the error of allowing sympathy or sentiment to hamper him with any unnecessary burden. Natural tendency of temperament had placed no obstacles in the way of his keeping this rule. To burden himself with the instruction or modification of this unfortunately hopeless young New Yorker would be unnecessary. Palford’s summing up of him was that he was of a type with which nothing palliative could be done. There he was. As unavoidable circumstances forced one to take him,—commonness, slanginess, appalling ignorance, and all,—one could not leave him. Fortunately, no respectable legal firm need hold itself sponsor for a “next of kin” provided by fate and the wilds of America.
The Temple Barholm estate had never, in Mr. Palford’s generation, been specially agreeable to deal with. The late Mr. Temple Temple Barholm had been a client of eccentric and abominable temper. Interviews with him had been avoided as much as possible. His domineering insolence of bearing had at times been on the verge of precipitating unheard-of actions, because it was almost more than gentlemanly legal flesh and blood could bear. And now appeared this young man.
He rushed about New York strenuously attending to business concerning himself and his extraordinary acquaintances, and on the day of the steamer’s sailing he presented himself at the last moment in an obviously just purchased suit of horribly cut clothes. At all events, their cut was horrible in the eyes of Mr. Palford, who accepted no cut but that of a West End tailor. They were badly made things enough, because they were unconsidered garments that Tembarom had barely found time to snatch from a “ready-made” counter at the last moment. He had been too much “rushed” by other things to remember that he must have them until almost too late to get them at all. He bought them merely because they were clothes, and warm enough to make a voyage in. He possessed a monster ulster, in which, to Mr. Palford’s mind, he looked like a flashy black-leg. He did not know it was flashy. His opportunities for cultivating a refined taste in the matter of wardrobe had been limited, and he had wasted no time in fastidious consideration or regrets. Palford did him some injustice in taking it for granted that his choice of costume was the result of deliberate bad taste. It was really not choice at all. He neither liked his clothes nor disliked them. He had been told he needed warm garments, and he had accepted the advice of the first salesman who took charge of him when he dropped into the big department store he was most familiar with because it was the cheapest in town. Even when it was no longer necessary to be cheap, it was time-saving and easy to go into a place one knew.
The fact that he was as he was, and that they were the subjects of comment and objects of unabated interest through-out the voyage, that it was proper that they should be companions at table and on deck, filled Mr. Palford with annoyed unease.
Of course every one on board was familiar with the story of the discovery of the lost heir. The newspapers had reveled in it, and had woven romances about it which might well have caused the deceased Mr. Temple Barholm to turn in his grave. After the first day Tembarom had been picked out from among the less-exciting passengers, and when he walked the deck, books were lowered into laps or eyes followed him over their edges. His steamer-chair being placed in a prominent position next to that of a pretty, effusive Southern woman, the mother of three daughters whose eyes and eyelashes attracted attention at the distance of a deck’s length, he was without undue delay provided with acquaintances who were prepared to fill his every moment with entertainment.
“The three Gazelles,” as their mother playfully confided to Tembarom her daughters were called in Charleston, were destructively lovely. They were swaying reeds of grace, and being in radiant spirits at the prospect of “going to Europe,” were companions to lure a man to any desperate lengths. They laughed incessantly, as though they were chimes of silver bells; they had magnolia-petal skins which neither wind nor sun blemished; they had nice young manners, and soft moods in which their gazelle eyes melted and glowed and their long lashes drooped. They could dance, they played on guitars, and they sang. They were as adorable as they were lovely and gay.
“If a fellow was going to fall in love,” Tembarom said to Palford, “there’d be no way out of this for him unless he climbed the rigging and dragged his food up in a basket till he got to Liverpool. If he didn’t go crazy about Irene, he’d wake up raving about Honora; and if he got away from Honora, Adelia Louise would have him `down on the mat.’” From which Mr. Palford argued that the impression made by the little Miss Hutchinson with the Manchester accent had not yet had time to obliterate itself.
The Gazelles were of generous Southern spirit, and did not surround their prize with any barrier of precautions against other young persons of charm. They introduced him to one girl after another, and in a day or two he was the center of animated circles whenever he appeard. The singular thing, however, was that he did not appear as often as the other men who were on board. He seemed to stay a great deal with Strangeways, who shared his suite of rooms and never came on deck. Sometimes the Gazelles prettily reproached him. Adelia Louise suggested to the others that his lack of advantages in the past had made him feel rather awkward and embarrassed; but Palford knew he was not embarrassed. He accepted his own limitations too simply to be disturbed by them. Palford would have been extremely bored by him if he had been of the type of young outsider who is anxiouus about himself and expansive in self-revelation and appeals for advice; but sometimes Tembarom’s air of frankness, which was really the least expansive thing in the world and revealed nothing whatever, besides concealing everything it chose, made him feel himself almost irritatingly baffled. It would have been more natural if he had not been able to keep anything to himself and had really talked too much.
CHAPTER X
The necessary business in London having been transacted, Tembarom went north to take possession of the home of his forefathers. It had rained for two days before he left London, and it rained steadily all the way to Lancashire, and was raining steadily when he reached Temple Barholm. He had never seen such rain before. It was the quiet, unmoved persistence of it which amazed him. As he sat in the railroad carriage and watched the slanting lines of its unabating downpour, he felt that Mr. Palford must inevitably make some remark upon it. But Mr. Palford continued to read his newspapers undisturbedly, as though the condition of atmosphere surrounding him were entirely accustomed and natural. It was of course necessary and proper that he should accompany his client to his destination, but the circumstances of the case made the whole situation quite abnormal. Throughout the centuries each Temple Barholm had succeeded to his estate in a natural and conventional manner. He had either been welcomed or resented by his neighbors, his tenants, and his family, and proper and fitting ceremonies had been observed. But here was an heir whom nobody knew, whose very existence nobody had even suspected, a young man who had been an outcast in the streets of the huge American city of which lurid descriptions are given. Even in New York he could have produced no circle other than Mrs. Bowse’s boarding-house and the objects of interest to the up-town page, so he brought no one with him; for Strangeways seemed to have been mysteriously disposed of after their arrival in London.
Never had Palford & Grimby on their hands a client who seemed so entirely alone. What, Mr. Palford asked himself, would he do in the enormity of Temple Barholm, which always struck one as being a place almost without limit. But that, after all, was neither here nor there. There he was. You cannot undertake to provide a man with relatives if he has none, or with acquaintances if people do not want to know him. His past having been so extraordinary, the neighborhood would naturally be rather shy of him. At first, through mere force of custom and respect for an old name, punctilious, if somewhat alarmed, politeness would be shown by most people; but after the first calls all would depend upon how much people could stand of the man himself.
The aspect of the country on a wet winter’s day was not enlivening. The leafless and dripping hedges looked like bundles of sticks; the huge trees, which in June would be majestic bowers of greenery, now held out great skeleton arms, which seemed to menace both earth and sky. Heavy-faced laborers tramped along muddy lanes; cottages with soaked bits of dead gardens looked like hovels; big, melancholy cart-horses, dragging jolting carts along the country roads, hung their heads as they splashed through the mire.
As Tembarom had known few persons who had ever been out of America, he had not heard that England was beautiful, and he saw nothing which led him to suspect its charms. London had impressed him as gloomy, dirty, and behind the times despite its pretensions; the country struck him as “the limit.” Hully gee! was he going to be expected to spend his life in this! Should he be obliged to spend his life in it. He’d find that out pretty quick, and then, if there was no hard-and-fast law against it, him for little old New York again, if he had to give up the whole thing and live on ten per. If he had been a certain kind of youth, his discontent would have got the better of him, and he might have talked a good deal to Mr. Palford and said many disparaging things.
“But the man was born here,” he reflected. “I guess he doesn’t know anything else, and thinks it’s all right. I’ve heard of English fellows who didn’t like New York. He looks like that kind.”
He had supplied himself with newspapers and tried to read them. Their contents were as unexciting as the rain-sodden landscape. There were no head-lines likely to arrest any man’s attention. There was a lot about Parliament and the Court, and one of them had a column or two about what lords and ladies were doing, a sort of English up-town or down-town page.
He knew the stuff, but there was no snap in it, and there were no photographs or descriptions of dresses. Galton would have turned it down. He could never have made good if he had done no better than that. He grinned to himself when he read that the king had taken a drive and that a baby prince had the measles.
“I wonder what they’d think of the Sunday Earth,” he mentally inquired.
He would have been much at sea if he had discovered what they really would have thought of it. They passed through smoke-vomiting manufacturing towns, where he saw many legs seemingly bearing about umbrellas, but few entire people; they whizzed smoothly past drenched suburbs, wet woodlands, and endless-looking brown moors, covered with dead bracken and bare and prickly gorse. He thought these last great desolate stretches worse than all the rest.
But the railroad carriage was luxuriously upholstered and comfortable, though one could not walk about and stretch his legs. In the afternoon, Mr. Palford ordered in tea, and plainly expected him to drink two cups and eat thin bread and butter. He felt inclined to laugh, though the tea was all right, and so was the bread and butter, and he did not fail his companion in any respect. The inclination to laugh was aroused by the thought of what Jim Bowles and Julius would say if they could see old T. T. with nothing to do at 4:30 but put in cream and sugar, as though he were at a tea-party on Fifth Avenue.
But, gee! this rain did give him the Willies. If he was going to be sorry for himself, he might begin right now. But he wasn’t. He was going to see this thing through.
The train had been continuing its smooth whir through fields, wooded lands, and queer, dead-and-alive little villages for some time before it drew up at last at a small station. Bereft by the season of its garden bloom and green creepers, it looked a bare and uninviting little place. On the two benches against the wall of the platform a number of women sat huddled together in the dampness. Several of them held children in their laps and all stared very hard, nudging one another as he descended from the train. A number of rustics stood about the platform, giving it a somewhat crowded air. It struck Tembarom that, for an out-of-the-way place, there seemed to be a good many travelers, and he wondered if they could all be going away. He did not know that they were the curious element among such as lived in the immediate neighborhood of the station and had come out merely to see him on his first appearance. Several of them touched their hats as he went by, and he supposed they knew Palford and were saluting him. Each of them was curious, but no one was in a particularly welcoming mood. There was, indeed, no reason for anticipating enthusiasm. It was, however, but human nature that the bucolic mind should bestir itself a little in the desire to obtain a view of a Temple Barholm who had earned his living by blacking boots and selling newspapers, unknowing that he was “one o’ th’ gentry.”
When he stepped from his first-class carriage, Tembarom found himself confronted by a very straight, clean-faced, and well-built young man, who wore a long, fawn-colored livery coat with claret facings and silver buttons. He touched his cockaded hat, and at once took up the Gladstone bags. Tembarom knew that he was a footman because he had seen something like him outside restaurants, theaters, and shops in New York, but he was not sure whether he ought to touch his own hat or not. He slightly lifted it from his head to show there was no ill feeling, and then followed him and Mr. Palford to the carriage waiting for them. It was a severe but sumptuous equipage, and the coachman was as well dressed and well built as the footman. Tembarom took his place in it with many mental reservations.
“What are the illustrations on the doors?” he inquired.
“The Temple Barholm coat of arms,” Mr. Palford answered. “The people at the station are your tenants. Members of the family of the stout man with the broad hat have lived as yeoman farmers on your land for three hundred years.”
They went on their way, with more rain, more rain, more dripping hedges, more soaked fields, and more bare, huge-armed trees. CLOP, CLOP, CLOP, sounded the horses’ hoofs along the road, and from his corner of the carriage Mr. Palford tried to make polite conversation. Faces peered out of the windows of the cottages, sometimes a whole family group of faces, all crowded together, eager to look, from the mother with a baby in her arms to the old man or woman, plainly grandfather or grandmother—sharp, childishly round, or bleared old eyes, all excited and anxious to catch glimpses.
“They are very curious to see you,” said Mr. Palford. “Those two laborers are touching their hats to you. It will be as well to recognize their salute.”
At a number of the cottage doors the group stood upon the threshold and touched foreheads or curtsied. Tembarom saluted again and again, and more than once his friendly grin showed itself. It made him feel queer to drive along, turning from side to side to acknowledge obeisances, as he had seen a well-known military hero acknowledge them as he drove down Broadway.
The chief street of the village of Temple Barholm wandered almost within hailing distance of the great entrance to the park. The gates were supported by massive pillars, on which crouched huge stone griffins. Tembarom felt that they stared savagely over his head as he was driven toward them as for inspection, and in disdainful silence allowed to pass between them as they stood on guard, apparently with the haughtiest mental reservations.
The park through which the long avenue rolled concealed its beauty to the unaccustomed eye, showing only more bare trees and sodden stretches of brown grass. The house itself, as it loomed up out of the thickening rain-mist, appalled Tembarom by its size and gloomily gray massiveness. Before it was spread a broad terrace of stone, guarded by more griffins of even more disdainful aspect than those watching over the gates. The stone noses held themselves rigidly in the air as the reporter of the up-town society page passed with Mr. Palford up a flight of steps broad enough to make him feel as though he were going to church. Footmen with powdered heads received him at the carriage door, seemed to assist him to move, to put one foot before the other for him, to stand in rows as though they were a military guard ready to take him into custody.
Then he was inside, standing in an enormous hall filled with furnishings such as he had never seen or heard of before. Carved oak, suits of armor, stone urns, portraits, another flight of church steps mounting upward to surrounding galleries, stained-glass windows, tigers’ and lions’ heads, horns of tremendous size, strange and beautiful weapons, suggested to him that the dream he had been living in for weeks had never before been so much a dream. He had walked about as in a vision, but among familiar surroundings. Mrs. Bowse’s boarders and his hall bedroom had helped him to retain some hold over actual existence. But here the reverently saluting villagers staring at him through windows as though he were General Grant, the huge, stone entrance, the drive of what seemed to be ten miles through the park, the gloomy mass of architecture looming up, the regiment of liveried men-servants, with respectfully lowered but excitedly curious eyes, the dark and solemn richness inclosing and claiming him—all this created an atmosphere wholly unreal. As he had not known books, its parallel had not been suggested to him by literature. He had literally not heard that such things existed. Selling newspapers and giving every moment to the struggle for life or living, one did not come within the range of splendors. He had indeed awakened in that other world of which he had spoken. And though he had heard that there was another world, he had had neither time nor opportunity to make mental pictures of it. His life so far had expressed itself in another language of figures. The fact that he had in his veins the blood of the Norman lords and Saxon kings may or may not have had something to do with the fact that he was not abashed, but bewildered. The same factor may or may not have aided him to preserve a certain stoic, outward composure. Who knows what remote influences express themselves in common acts of modern common life? As Cassivellaunus observed his surroundings as he followed in captive chains his conqueror’s triumphal car through the streets of Rome, so the keen-eyed product of New York pavement life “took in” all about him. Existence had forced upon him the habit of sharp observance. The fundamental working law of things had expressed itself in the simple colloquialism, “Keep your eye skinned, and don’t give yourself away.” In what phrases the parallel of this concise advice formulated itself in 55 B.C. no classic has yet exactly informed us, but doubtless something like it was said in ancient Rome. Tembarom did not give himself away, and he took rapid, if uncertain, inventory of people and things. He remarked, for instance, that Palford’s manner of speaking to a servant was totally different from the manner he used in addressing himself. It was courteous, but remote, as though he spoke across an accepted chasm to beings of another race. There was no hint of incivility in it, but also no hint of any possibility that it could occur to the person addressed to hesitate or resent. It was a subtle thing, and Tembarom wondered how he did it.
They were shown into a room the walls of which seemed built of books; the furniture was rich and grave and luxuriously comfortable. A fire blazed as well as glowed in a fine chimney, and a table near it was set with a glitter of splendid silver urn and equipage for tea.
“Mrs. Butterworth was afraid you might not have been able to get tea, sir,” said the man-servant, who did not wear livery, but whose butler’s air of established authority was more impressive than any fawn color and claret enriched with silver could have encompassed.
Tea again? Perhaps one was obliged to drink it at regular intervals. Tembarom for a moment did not awaken to the fact that the man was speaking to him, as the master from whom orders came. He glanced at Mr. Palford.
“Mr. Temple Barholm had tea after we left Crowly,” Mr. Palford said. “He will no doubt wish to go to his room at once, Burrill.”
“Yes, sir,” said Burrill, with that note of entire absence of comment with which Tembarom later became familiar. “Pearson is waiting.”
It was not unnatural to wonder who Pearson was and why he was waiting, but Tembarom knew he would find out. There was a slight relief on realizing that tea was not imperative. He and Mr. Palford were led through the hall again. The carriage had rolled away, and two footmen, who were talking confidentially together, at once stood at attention. The staircase was more imposing as one mounted it than it appeared as one looked at it from below. Its breadth made Tembarom wish to lay a hand on a balustrade, which seemed a mile away. He had never particularly wished to touch balustrades before. At the head of the first flight hung an enormous piece of tapestry, its forest and hunters and falconers awakening Tembarom’s curiosity, as it looked wholly unlike any picture he had ever seen in a shop-window. There were pictures everywhere, and none of them looked like chromos. Most of the people in the portraits were in fancy dress. Rumors of a New York millionaire ball had given him some vague idea of fancy dress. A lot of them looked like freaks. He caught glimpses of corridors lighted by curious, high, deep windows with leaded panes. It struck him that there was no end to the place, and that there must be rooms enough in it for a hotel.
“The tapestry chamber, of course, Burrill,” he heard Mr. Palford say in a low tone.
“Yes, sir. Mr. Temple Barholm always used it.”
A few yards farther on a door stood open, revealing an immense room, rich and gloomy with tapestry-covered walls and dark oak furniture. A bed which looked to Tembarom incredibly big, with its carved oak canopy and massive posts, had a presiding personality of its own. It was mounted by steps, and its hangings and coverlid were of embossed velvet, time-softened to the perfection of purples and blues. A fire enriched the color of everything, and did its best to drive the shadows away. Deep windows opened either into the leafless boughs of close-growing trees or upon outspread spaces of heavily timbered park, where gaunt, though magnificent, bare branches menaced and defied. A slim, neat young man, with a rather pale face and a touch of anxiety in his expression, came forward at once.
“This is Pearson, who will valet you,” exclaimed Mr. Palford.
“Thank you, sir,” said Pearson in a low, respectful voice. His manner was correctness itself.
There seemed to Mr. Palford to be really nothing else to say. He wanted, in fact, to get to his own apartment and have a hot bath and a rest before dinner.
“Where am I, Burrill?” he inquired as he turned to go down the corridor.
“The crimson room, sir,” answered Burrill, and he closed the door of the tapestry chamber and shut Tembarom in alone with Pearson.
CHAPTER XI
For a few moments the two young men looked at each other, Pearson’s gaze being one of respectfulness which hoped to propitiate, if propitiation was necessary, though Pearson greatly trusted it was not. Tembarom’s was the gaze of hasty investigation and inquiry. He suddenly thought that it would have been “all to the merry” if somebody had “put him on to” a sort of idea of what was done to a fellow when he was “valeted.” A valet, he had of course gathered, waited on one somehow and looked after one’s clothes. But were there by chance other things he expected to do,—manicure one’s nails or cut one’s hair,—and how often did he do it, and was this the day? He was evidently there to do something, or he wouldn’t have been waiting behind the door to pounce out the minute he appeared, and when the other two went away, Burrill wouldn’t have closed the door as solemnly as though he shut the pair of them in together to get through some sort of performance.
“Here’s where T. T. begins to feel like a fool,” he thought. “And here’s where there’s no way out of looking like one. I don’t know a thing.”
But personal vanity was not so strong in him as healthy and normal good temper. Despite the fact that the neat correctness of Pearson’s style and the finished expression of his neat face suggested that he was of a class which knew with the most finished exactness all that custom and propriety demanded on any occasion on which “valeting” in its most occult branches might be done, he was only “another fellow,” after all, and must be human. So Tembarom smiled at him.
“Hello, Pearson,” he said. “How are you?”
Pearson slightly started. It was the tiniest possible start, quite involuntary, from which he recovered instantly, to reply in a tone of respectful gratefulness:
“Thank you, sir, very well; thank you, sir.”
“That’s all right,” answered Tembarom, a sense of relief because he’d “got started” increasing the friendliness of his smile. “I see you got my trunk open,” he said, glancing at some articles of clothing neatly arranged upon the bed.
Pearson was slightly alarmed. It occurred to him suddenly that perhaps it was not the custom in America to open a gentleman’s box and lay out his clothes for him. For special reasons he was desperately anxious to keep his place, and above all things he felt he must avoid giving offense by doing things which, by being too English, might seem to cast shades of doubt on the entire correctness of the customs of America. He had known ill feeling to arise between “gentlemen’s gentlemen” in the servants’ hall in the case of slight differences in customs, contested with a bitterness of feeling which had made them almost an international question. There had naturally been a great deal of talk about the new Mr. Temple Barholm and what might be expected of him. When a gentleman was not a gentleman,—this was the form of expression in “the hall,”—the Lord only knew what would happen. And this one, who had, for all one knew, been born in a workhouse, and had been a boot-black kicked about in American streets,—they did not know Tembarom,—and nearly starved to death, and found at last in a low lodging-house, what could he know about decent living? And ten to one he’d be American enough to swagger and bluster and pretend he knew everything better than any one else, and lose his temper frightfully when he made mistakes, and try to make other people seem to blame. Set a beggar on horseback, and who didn’t know what he was? There were chances enough and to spare that not one of them would be able to stand it, and that in a month’s time they would all be looking for new places.
So while Tembarom was rather afraid of Pearson and moved about in an awful state of uncertainty, Pearson was horribly afraid of Tembarom, and was, in fact, in such a condition of nervous anxiety that he was obliged more than once furtively to apply to his damp, pale young forehead his exceedingly fresh and spotless pocket-handkerchief.
In the first place, there was the wardrobe. What COULD he do? How could he approach the subject with sufficient delicacy? Mr. Temple Barholm had brought with him only a steamer trunk and a Gladstone bag, the latter evidently bought in London, to be stuffed with hastily purchased handkerchiefs and shirts, worn as they came out of the shop, and as evidently bought without the slightest idea of the kind of linen a gentleman should own. What most terrified Pearson, who was of a timid and most delicate-minded nature, was that having the workhouse and the boot-blacking as a background, the new Mr. Temple Barholm COULDN’T know, as all this had come upon him so suddenly. And was it to be Pearson’s calamitous duty to explain to him that he had NOTHING, that he apparently KNEW nothing, and that as he had no friends who knew, a mere common servant must educate him, if he did not wish to see him derided and looked down upon and actually “cut” by gentlemen that WERE gentlemen? All this to say nothing of Pearson’s own well-earned reputation for knowledge of custom, intelligence, and deftness in turning out the objects of his care in such form as to be a reference in themselves when a new place was wanted. Of course sometimes there were even real gentlemen who were most careless and indifferent to appearance, and who, if left to themselves, would buy garments which made the blood run cold when one realized that his own character and hopes for the future often depended upon his latest employer’s outward aspect. But the ulster in which Mr. Temple Barholm had presented himself was of a cut and material such as Pearson’s most discouraged moments had never forced him to contemplate. The limited wardrobe in the steamer trunk was all new and all equally bad. There was no evening dress, no proper linen,—not what Pearson called “proper,”—no proper toilet appurtenances. What was Pearson called upon by duty to do? If he had only had the initiative to anticipate this, he might have asked permission to consult in darkest secrecy with Mr. Palford. But he had never dreamed of such a situation, and apparently he would be obliged to send his new charge down to his first dinner in the majestically decorous dining-room, “before all the servants,” in a sort of speckled tweed cutaway, with a brown necktie.
Tembarom, realizing without delay that Pearson did not expect to be talked to and being cheered by the sight of the fire, sat down before it in an easy-chair the like of which for luxurious comfort he had never known. He was, in fact, waiting for developments. Pearson would say or do something shortly which would give him a chance to “catch on,” or perhaps he’d go out of the room and leave him to himself, which would be a thing to thank God for. Then he could wash his face and hands, brush his hair, and wait till the dinner-bell rang. They’d be likely to have one. They’d have to in a place like this.
But Pearson did not go out of the room. He moved about behind him for a short time with footfall so almost entirely soundless that Tembarom became aware that, if it went on long, he should be nervous; in fact, he was nervous already. He wanted to know what he was doing. He could scarcely resist the temptation to turn his head and look; but he did not want to give himself away more entirely than was unavoidable, and, besides, instinct told him that he might frighten Pearson, who looked frightened enough, in a neat and well-mannered way, already. Hully gee! how he wished he would go out of the room!
But he did not. There were gently gliding footsteps of Pearson behind him, quiet movements which would have seemed stealthy if they had been a burglar’s, soft removals of articles from one part of the room to another, delicate brushings, and almost noiseless foldings. Now Pearson was near the bed, now he had opened a wardrobe, now he was looking into the steamer trunk, now he had stopped somewhere behind him, within a few yards of his chair. Why had he ceased moving? What was he looking at? What kept him quiet?
Tembarom expected him to begin stirring mysteriously again; but he did not. Why did he not? There reigned in the room entire silence; no soft footfalls, no brushing, no folding. Was he doing nothing? Had he got hold of something which had given him a fit? There had been no sound of a fall; but perhaps even if an English valet had a fit, he’d have it so quietly and respectfully that one wouldn’t hear it. Tembarom felt that he must be looking at the back of his head, and he wondered what was the matter with it. Was his hair cut in a way so un-English that it had paralyzed him? The back of his head began to creep under an investigation so prolonged. No sound at all, no movement. Tembarom stealthily took out his watch—good old Waterbury he wasn’t going to part with—and began to watch the minute-hand. If nothing happened in three minutes he was going to turn round. One—two—three—and the silence made it seem fifteen. He returned his Waterbury to his pocket and turned round.
Pearson was not dead. He was standing quite still and resigned, waiting. It was his business to wait, not to intrude or disturb, and having put everything in order and done all he could do, he was waiting for further commands—in some suspense, it must be admitted.
“Hello!” exclaimed Tembarom, involuntarily.
“Shall I get your bath ready, sir?” inquired Pearson. “Do you like it hot or cold, sir?”
Tembarom drew a relieved breath. He hadn’t dropped dead and he hadn’t had a fit, and here was one of the things a man did when he valeted you—he got your bath ready. A hasty recollection of the much-used, paint-smeared tin bath on the fourth floor of Mrs. Bowse’s boarding-house sprang up before him. Everybody had to use it in turn, and you waited hours for the chance to make a dash into it. No one stood still and waited fifteen minutes until you got good and ready to tell him he could go and turn on the water. Gee whizz!
Being relieved himself, he relieved Pearson by telling him he might “fix it” for him, and that he would have hot water.
“Very good, sir. Thank you, sir,” said Pearson, and silently left the room.
Then Tembarom got up from his chair and began to walk about rather restlessly. A new alarm seized him. Did Pearson expect to WASH him or to stand round and hand him soap and towels and things while he washed himself?
If it was supposed that you hadn’t the strength to turn the faucets yourself, it might be supposed you didn’t have the energy to use a flesh-brush and towels. Did valeting include a kind of shampoo all over?
“I couldn’t stand for that,” he said. “I’d have to tell him there’d been no Turkish baths in mine, and I’m not trained up to them. When I’ve got on to this kind of thing a bit more, I’ll make him understand what I’m NOT in for; but I don’t want to scare the life out of him right off. He looks like a good little fellow.”
But Pearson’s duties as valet did not apparently include giving him his bath by sheer physical force. He was deft, calm, amenable. He led Tembarom down the corridor to the bath-room, revealed to him stores of sumptuous bath-robes and towels, hot-and cold-water faucets, sprays, and tonic essences. He forgot nothing and, having prepared all, mutely vanished, and returned to the bedroom to wait—and gaze in troubled wonder at the speckled tweed cutaway. There was an appalling possibility—he was aware that he was entirely ignorant of American customs—that tweed was the fashionable home evening wear in the States. Tembarom, returning from his bath much refreshed after a warm plunge and a cold shower, evidently felt that as a costume it was all that could be desired.
“Will you wear—these, sir,—this evening?” Pearson suggested.
It was suggestive of more than actual inquiry. If he had dared to hope that his manner might suggest a number of things! For instance, that in England gentlemen really didn’t wear tweed in the evening even in private. That through some unforeseen circumstances his employer’s evening-dress suit had been delayed, but would of course arrive to-morrow!
But Tembarom, physically stimulated by hot and cold water, and relief at being left alone, was beginning to recover his natural buoyancy.
“Yes, I’ll wear ‘em,” he answered, snatching at his hairbrush and beginning to brush his damp hair. It was a wooden-backed brush that Pearson had found in his Gladstone bag and shudderingly laid in readiness on the dressing-table. “I guess they’re all right, ain’t they?”
“Oh, quite right, sir, quite,” Pearson ventured—“for morning wear.”
“Morning?” said Tembarom, brushing vigorously. “Not night?”
“Black, sir,” most delicately hinted Pearson, “is—more usual—in the evening—in England.” After which he added, “So to speak,” with a vague hope that the mollifying phrase might counteract the effect of any apparently implied aspersion on colors preferred in America.
Tembarom ceased brushing his hair, and looked at him in good-natured desire for information.
“Frock-coats or claw-hammer?” he asked. Despite his natural anxiety, and in the midst of it, Pearson could not but admit that he had an uncondemnatory voice and a sort of young way with him which gave one courage. But he was not quite sure of “claw-hammer.”
“Frock-coats for morning dress and afternoon wear, sir,” he ventured. “The evening cut, as you know, is—”
“Claw-hammer. Swallow-tail, I guess you say here,” Tembarom ended for him, quite without hint of rancor, he was rejoiced to see.
“Yes, sir,” said Pearson.
The ceremony of dressing proved a fearsome thing as it went on. Pearson moved about deftly and essayed to do things for the new Mr. Temple Barholm which the new Mr. Temple Barholm had never heard of a man not doing for himself. He reached for things Pearson was about to hand to him or hold for him. He unceremoniously achieved services for himself which it was part of Pearson’s manifest duty to perform. They got into each other’s way; there was even danger sometimes of their seeming to snatch things from each other, to Pearson’s unbounded horror. Mr. Temple Barholm did not express any irritation whatsoever misunderstandings took place, but he held his mouth rather close-shut, and Pearson, not aware that he did this as a precaution against open grinning or shouts of laughter as he found himself unable to adjust himself to his attendant’s movements, thought it possible that he was secretly annoyed and regarded the whole matter with disfavor. But when the dressing was at an end and he stood ready to go down in all his innocent ignoring of speckled tweed and brown necktie, he looked neither flurried nor out of humor, and he asked a question in a voice which was actually friendly. It was a question dealing with an incident which had aroused much interest in the servants’ hall as suggesting a touch of mystery.
“Mr. Strangeways came yesterday all right, didn’t he?” he inquired.
“Yes, sir,” Pearson answered. “Mr. Hutchinson and his daughter came with him. They call her `Little Ann Hutchinson.’ She’s a sensible little thing, sir, and she seemed to know exactly what you’d want done to make him comfortable. Mrs. Butterworth put him in the west room, sir, and I valeted him. He was not very well when he came, but he seems better to-day, sir, only he’s very anxious to see you.”
“That’s all right,” said Tembarom. “You show me his room. I’ll go and see him now.”
And being led by Pearson, he went without delay.
CHAPTER XII
The chief objection to Temple Barholm in Tembarom’s mind was that it was too big for any human use. That at least was how it struck him. The entrance was too big, the stairs were too wide, the rooms too broad and too long and too high to allow of eyes accustomed to hall bedrooms adjusting their vision without discomfort. The dining-room in which the new owner took his first meal in company with Mr. Palford, and attended by the large, serious man who wore no livery and three tall footmen who did, was of a size and stateliness which made him feel homesick for Mrs. Bowse’s dining-room, with its two hurried, incompetent, and often-changed waitresses and its prevailing friendly custom of pushing things across the table to save time. Meals were quickly disposed of at Mrs. Bowse’s. Everybody was due up-town or down-town, and regarded food as an unavoidable, because necessary, interference with more urgent business. At Temple Barholm one sat half the night—this was the impression made upon Tembarom—watching things being brought in and taken out of the room, carved on a huge buffet, and passed from one man to another; and when they were brought solemnly to you, if you turned them down, it seemed that the whole ceremony had to be gone through with again. All sorts of silver knives, forks, and spoons were given to one and taken away, and half a dozen sorts of glasses stood by your plate; and if you made a move to do anything for yourself, the man out of livery stopped you as though you were too big a fool to be trusted. The food was all right, but when you knew what anything was, and were inclined to welcome it as an old friend, it was given to you in some way that made you get rattled. With all the swell dishes, you had no butter-plate, and ice seemed scarce, and the dead, still way the servants moved about gave you a sort of feeling that you were at a funeral and that it wasn’t decent to talk so long as the remains were in the room. The head-man and the foot-men seemed to get on by signs, though Tembarom never saw them making any; and their faces never changed for a moment. Once or twice he tried a joke, addressing it to Mr. Palford, to see what would happen. But as Mr. Palford did not seem to see the humor of it, and gave him the “glassy eye,” and neither the head-man nor the footmen seemed to hear it, he thought that perhaps they didn’t know it was a joke; and if they didn’t, and they thought anything at all, they must think he was dippy. The dinner was a deadly, though sumptuous, meal, and long drawn out, when measured by meals at Mrs. Bowse’s. He did not know, as Mr. Palford did, that it was perfect, and served with a finished dexterity that was also perfection.
Mr. Palford, however, was himself relieved when it was at an end. He had sat at dinner with the late Mr. Temple Barholm in his day, and had seen him also served by the owners of impassive countenances; but he had been aware that whatsoever of secret dislike and resentment was concealed by them, there lay behind their immovability an acceptance of the fact that he represented, even in his most objectionable humors, centuries of accustomedness to respectful service and of knowledge of his right and power to claim it. The solicitor was keenly aware of the silent comments being made upon the tweed suit and brown necktie and on the manner in which their wearer boldly chose the wrong fork or erroneously made use of a knife or spoon. Later in the evening, in the servants’ hall, the comment would not be silent, and there could be no doubt of what its character would be. There would be laughter and the relating of incidents. Housemaids and still-room maids would giggle, and kitchen-maids and boot-boys would grin and whisper in servile tribute to the witticisms of the superior servants.
After dinner the rest of the evening could at least be spent in talk about business matters. There still remained details to be enlarged upon before Palford himself returned to Lincoln’s Inn and left Mr. Temple Barholm to the care of the steward of his estate. It was not difficult to talk to him when the sole subject of conversation was of a business nature.
Before they parted for the night the mystery of the arrangements made for Strangeways had been cleared. In fact, Mr. Temple Barholm made no mystery of them. He did not seem ignorant of the fact that what he had chosen to do was unusual, but he did not appear hampered or embarrassed by the knowledge. His remarks on the subject were entirely civil and were far from actually suggesting that his singular conduct was purely his own business and none of his solicitor’s; but for a moment or so Mr. Palford was privately just a trifle annoyed. The Hutchinsons had traveled from London with Strangeways in their care the day before. He would have been unhappy and disturbed if he had been obliged to travel with Mr. Palford, who was a stranger to him, and Miss Hutchinson had a soothing effect on him. Strangeways was for the present comfortably installed as a guest of the house, Miss Hutchinson having talked to the housekeeper, Mrs. Butterworth, and to Pearson. What the future held for him Mr. Temple Barholm did not seem to feel the necessity of going into. He left him behind as a subject, and went on talking cheerfully of other things almost as if he had forgotten him.
They had their coffee in the library, and afterward sat at the writing-table and looked over documents and talked until Mr. Palford felt that he could quite decorously retire to his bedroom. He was glad to be relieved of his duties, and Tembarom was amiably resigned to parting with him.
Tembarom did not go up-stairs at once himself. He sat by the fire and smoked several pipes of tobacco and thought things over. There were a lot of things to think over, and several decisions to make, and he thought it would be a good idea to pass them in review. The quiet of the dead surrounded him. In a house the size of this the servants were probably half a mile away. They’d need trolleys to get to one, he thought, if you rang for them in a hurry. If an armed burglar made a quiet entry without your knowing it, he could get in some pretty rough work before any of the seventy-five footmen could come to lend a hand. He was not aware that there were two of them standing in waiting in the hall, their powdered heads close together, so that their whispers and chuckles could be heard. A sound of movement in the library would have brought them up standing to a decorous attitude of attention conveying to the uninitiated the impression that they had not moved for hours.
Sometimes as he sat in the big morocco chair, T. Tembarom looked grave enough; sometimes he looked as though he was confronting problems which needed puzzling out and with which he was not making much headway; sometimes he looked as though he was thinking of little Ann Hutchinson, and not infrequently he grinned. Here he was up to the neck in it, and he was darned if he knew what he was going to do. He didn’t know a soul, and nobody knew him. He didn’t know a thing he ought to know, and he didn’t know any one who could tell him. Even the Hutchinsons had never been inside a place like Temple Barholm, and they were going back to Manchester after a few weeks’ stay at the grandmother’s cottage.
Before he had left New York he had seen Hadman and some other fellows and got things started, so that there was an even chance that the invention would be put on its feet. He had worked hard and used his own power to control money in the future as a lever which had proved to be exactly what was needed.
Hadman had been spurred and a little startled when he realized the magnitude of what really could be done, and saw also that this slangy, moneyed youth was not merely an enthusiastic fool, but saw into business schemes pretty sharply and was of a most determined readiness. With this power ranging itself on the side of Hutchinson and his invention, it was good business to begin to move, if one did not want to run a chance of being left out in the cold.
Hutchinson had gone to Manchester, and there had been barely time for a brief but characteristic interview between him and Tembarom, when he rushed back to London. Tembarom felt rather excited when he remembered it, recalling what he had felt in confronting the struggles against emotion in the blunt-featured, red face, the breaks in the rough voice, the charging up and down the room like a curiously elated bull in a china shop, and the big effort to restrain relief and gratitude the degree of which might seem to under-value the merits of the invention itself.
Once or twice when he looked serious, Tembarom was thinking this over, and also once or twice when he grinned. Relief and gratitude notwithstanding, Hutchinson had kept him in his place, and had not made unbounded efforts to conceal his sense of the incongruity of his position as the controller of fortunes and the lord of Temple Barholm, which was still vaguely flavored with indignation.
When he had finished his last pipe, Tembarom rose and knocked the ashes out of it.
“Now for Pearson,” he said.
He had made up his mind to have a talk with Pearson, and there was no use wasting time. If things didn’t suit you, the best thing was to see what you could do to fix them right away—if it wasn’t against the law. He went out into the hall, and seeing the two footmen standing waiting, he spoke to them.
“Say, I didn’t know you fellows were there,” he said. “Are you waiting up for me? Well, you can go to bed, the sooner the quicker. Good night.” And he went up-stairs whistling.
The glow and richness and ceremonial order of preparation in his bedroom struck him as soon as he opened the door. Everything which could possibly have been made ready for his most luxurious comfort had been made ready. He did not, it is true, care much for the huge bed with its carved oak canopy and massive pillars.
“But the lying-down part looks about all right,” he said to himself.
The fine linen, the soft pillows, the downy blankets, would have allured even a man who was not tired. The covering had been neatly turned back and the snowy whiteness opened. That was English, he supposed. They hadn’t got on to that at Mrs. Bowse’s.
“But I guess a plain little old New York sleep will do,” he said. “Temple Barholm or no Temple Barholm, I guess they can’t change that.”
Then there sounded a quiet knock at the door. He knew who it would turn out to be, and he was not mistaken. Pearson stood in the corridor, wearing his slightly anxious expression, but ready for orders.
Mr. Temple Barholm looked down at him with a friendly, if unusual, air.
“Say, Pearson,” he announced, “if you’ve come to wash my face and put my hair up in crimping-pins, you needn’t do it, because I’m not used to it. But come on in.”
If he had told Pearson to enter and climb the chimney, it cannot be said that the order would have been obeyed upon the spot, but Pearson would certainly have hesitated and explained with respectful delicacy the fact that the task was not “his place.” He came into the room.
“I came to see, if I could do anything further and—” making a courageous onslaught upon the situation for which he had been preparing himself for hours—“and also—if it is not too late—to venture to trouble you with regard to your wardrobe.” He coughed a low, embarrassed cough. “In unpacking, sir, I found—I did not find—”
“You didn’t find much, did you?” Tembarom assisted him.
“Of course, sir,” Pearson apologized, “leaving New York so hurriedly, your—your man evidently had not time to—er—”
Tembarom looked at him a few seconds longer, as if making up his mind to something. Then he threw himself easily into the big chair by the fire, and leaned back in it with the frankest and best-natured smile possible.
“I hadn’t any man,” he said. “Say, Pearson,” waving his hand to another chair near by, “suppose you take a seat.”
Long and careful training came to Pearson’s aid and supported him, but he was afraid that he looked nervous, and certainly there was a lack of entire calm in his voice.
“I—thank you, sir,—I think I’d better stand, sir.”
“Why?” inquired Tembarom, taking his tobacco-pouch out of his pocket and preparing to fill another pipe.
“You’re most kind, sir, but—but—” in impassioned embarrassment—“I should really PREFER to stand, sir, if you don’t mind. I should feel more—more at ‘ome, sir,” he added, dropping an h in his agitation.
“Well, if you’d like it better, that’s all right,” yielded Mr. Temple Barholm, stuffing tobacco into the pipe. Pearson darted to a table, produced a match, struck it, and gave it to him.
“Thank you,” said Tembarom, still good-naturedly. “But there are a few things I’ve GOT to say to you RIGHT now.”
Pearson had really done his best, his very best, but he was terrified because of the certain circumstances once before referred to.
“I beg pardon, sir,” he appealed, “but I am most anxious to give satisfaction in every respect.” He WAS, poor young man, horribly anxious. “To-day being only the first day, I dare say I have not been all I should have been. I have never valeted an American gentleman before, but I’m sure I shall become accustomed to everything QUITE soon—almost immediately.”
“Say,” broke in Tembarom, “you’re ‘way off. I’m not complaining. You’re all right.”
The easy good temper of his manner was so singularly assuring that Pearson, unexplainable as he found him in every other respect, knew that this at least was to be depended upon, and he drew an almost palpable breath of relief. Something actually allured him into approaching what he had never felt it safe to approach before under like circumstances—a confidential disclosure.
“Thank you, sir: I am most grateful. The—fact is, I hoped especially to be able to settle in place just now. I—I’m hoping to save up enough to get married, sir.”
“You are?” Tembarom exclaimed. “Good business! So was I before all this”—he glanced about him—“fell on top of me.”
“I’ve been saving for three years, sir, and if I can know I’m a permanency—if I can keep this place—”
“You’re going to keep it all right,” Tembarom cheered him up with. “If you’ve got an idea you’re going to be fired, just you forget it. Cut it right out.”
“Is—I beg your pardon, sir,” Pearson asked with timorous joy, “but is that the American for saying you’ll be good enough to keep me on?”
Mr. Temple Barholm thought a second.
“Is ‘keep me on’ the English for ‘let me stay’?”
“Yes, sir.”
“Then we’re all right. Let’s start from there. I’m going to have a heart-to-heart talk with you, Pearson.”
“Thank you, sir,” said Pearson in a deferential murmur. But if he was not dissatisfied, what was going to happen?
“It’ll save us both trouble, and me most. I’m not one of those clever Clarences that can keep up a bluff, making out I know things I don’t know. I couldn’t deceive a setting hen or a Berlin wool antimacassar.”
Pearson swallowed something with effort.
“You see, I fell into this thing KERCHUNK, and I’m just RATTLED—I’m rattled.” As Pearson slightly coughed again, he translated for him, “That’s American for ‘I don’t know where I’m at’.”
“Those American jokes, sir, are very funny indeed,” answered Pearson, appreciatively.
“Funny!” the new Mr. Temple Barholm exclaimed even aggrievedly. “If you think this lay-out is an American joke to me, Pearson, there’s where you’re ‘way off. Do you think it a merry jest for a fellow like me to sit up in a high chair in a dining-room like a cathedral and not know whether he ought to bite his own bread or not? And not dare to stir till things are handed to him by five husky footmen? I thought that plain-clothes man was going to cut up my meat, and slap me on the back if I choked.”
Pearson’s sense of humor was perhaps not inordinate, but unseemly mirth, which he had swallowed at the reference to the setting hen and the Berlin wool antimacassar, momentarily got the better of him, despite his efforts to cough it down, and broke forth in a hoarse, ill-repressed sound.
“I beg pardon, sir,” he said with a laudable endeavor to recover his professional bearing. “It’s your—American way of expressing it which makes me forget myself. I beg pardon.”
Tembarom laughed outright boyishly.
“Oh, cut that out,” he said. “Say, how old are you?”
“Twenty-five, sir.”
“So am I. If you’d met me three months ago, beating the streets of New York for a living, with holes in my shoes and a celluloid collar on, you’d have looked down on me. I know you would.”
“Oh, no, sir,” most falsely insisted Pearson.
“Oh, yes, you would,” protested Tembarom, cheerfully. “You’d have said I talked through my nose, and I should have laughed at you for dropping your h’s. Now you’re rattled because I’m Mr. Temple Temple Barholm; but you’re not half as rattled as I am.”
“You’ll get over it, sir, almost immediately,” Pearson assured him, hopefully.
“Of course I shall,” said Tembarom, with much courage. “But to start right I’ve got to get over YOU.”
“Me, sir?” Pearson breathed anxiously.
“Yes. That’s what I want to get off my chest. Now, first off, you came in here to try to explain to me that, owing to my New York valet having left my New York wardrobe behind, I’ve not got anything to wear, and so I shall have to buy some clothes.”
“I failed to find any dress-shirts, sir,” began Pearson, hesitatingly.
Mr. Temple Barholm grinned.
“I always failed to find them myself. I never had a dress-shirt. I never owned a suit of glad rags in my life.”
“Gl—glad rags, sir?” stammered Pearson, uncertainly.
“I knew you didn’t catch on when I said that to you before dinner. I mean claw-hammer and dress-suit things. Don’t you be frightened, Pearson. I never had six good shirts at once, or two pair of shoes, or more than four ten-cent handkerchiefs at a time since I was born. And when Mr. Palford yanked me away from New York, he didn’t suspect a fellow could be in such a state. And I didn’t know I was in a state, anyhow. I was too busy to hunt up people to tell me, because I was rushing something important right through, and I couldn’t stop. I just bought the first things I set eyes on and crammed them into my trunk. There, I guess you know the most of this, but you didn’t know I knew you knew it. Now you do, and you needn’t be afraid to hurt my feelings by telling me I haven’t a darned thing I ought to have. You can go straight ahead.”
As he leaned back, puffing away at his pipe, he had thrown a leg over the arm of his chair for greater comfort, and it really struck his valet that he had never seen a gentleman more at his ease, even one who WAS one. His casual candidness produced such a relief from the sense of strain and uncertainty that Pearson felt the color returning to his face. An opening had been given him, and it was possible for him to do his duty.
“If you wish, sir, I will make a list,” he ventured further, “and the proper firms will send persons to bring things down from London on appro.”
“What’s ‘appro’ the English for?”
“Approval, sir.”
“Good business! Good old Pearson!”
“Thank you, sir. Shall I attend to it to-night, to be ready for the morning post?”
“In five minutes you shall. But you threw me off the track a bit. The thing I was really going to say was more important than the clothes business.”
There was something else, then, thought Pearson, some other unexpected point of view.
“What have you to do for me, anyhow?”
“Valet you, sir.”
“That’s English for washing my face and combing my hair and putting my socks on, ain’t it?”
“Well, sir, it means doing all you require, and being always in attendance when you change.”
“How much do you get for it?”
“Thirty shillings a week, sir.”
“Say, Pearson,” said Tembarom, with honest feeling, “I’ll give you sixty shillings a week NOT to do it.”
Calmed though he had felt a few moments ago, it cannot be denied that Pearson was aghast. How could one be prepared for developments of such an order?
“Not to do it, sir!” he faltered. “But what would the servants think if you had no one to valet you?”
“That’s so. What would they think?” But he evidently was not dismayed, for he smiled widely. “I guess the plainclothes man would throw a fit.”
But Pearson’s view was more serious and involved a knowledge of not improbable complications. He knew “the hall” and its points of view.
“I couldn’t draw my wages, sir,” he protested. “There’d be the greatest dissatisfaction among the other servants, sir, if I didn’t do my duties. There’s always a—a slight jealousy of valets and ladies’-maids. The general idea is that they do very little to earn their salaries. I’ve seen them fairly hated.”
“Is that so? Well, I’ll be darned!” remarked Mr. Temple Barholm. He gave a moment to reflection, and then cheered up immensely.
“I’ll tell you how we’ll fix it. You come up into my room and bring your tatting or read a newspaper while I dress.” He openly chuckled. “Holy smoke! I’ve GOT to put on my shirt and swear at my collar-buttons myself. If I’m in for having a trained nurse do it for me, it’ll give me the Willies. When you danced around me before dinner—”
Pearson’s horror forced him to commit the indiscretion of interrupting.
“I hope I didn’t DANCE, sir,” he implored. “I tried to be extremely quiet.”
“That was it,” said Tembarom. “I shouldn’t have said danced; I meant crept. I kept thinking I should tread on you, and I got so nervous toward the end I thought I should just break down and sob on your bosom and beg to be taken back to home and mother.”
“I’m extremely sorry, sir, I am, indeed,” apologized Pearson, doing his best not to give way to hysterical giggling. How was a man to keep a decently straight face, and if one didn’t, where would it end? One thing after another.
“It was not your fault. It was mine. I haven’t a thing against you. You’re a first-rate little chap.”
“I will try to be more satisfactory to-morrow.”
There must be no laughing aloud, even if one burst a blood-vessel. It would not do. Pearson hastily confronted a vision of a young footman or Mr. Burrill himself passing through the corridors on some errand and hearing master and valet shouting together in unseemly and wholly incomprehensible mirth. And the next remark was worse than ever.
“No, you won’t, Pearson,” Mr. Temple Barholm asserted. “There’s where you’re wrong. I’ve got no more use for a valet than I have for a pair of straight-front corsets.”
This contained a sobering suggestion.
“But you said, sir, that—”
“Oh, I’m not going to fire you,” said Tembarom, genially. “I’ll ‘keep you on’, but little Willie is going to put on his own socks. If the servants have to be pacified, you come up to my room and do anything you like. Lie on the bed if you want to; get a jew’s-harp and play on it—any old thing to pass the time. And I’ll raise your wages. What do you say? Is it fixed?”
“I’m here, sir, to do anything you require,” Pearson answered distressedly; “but I’m afraid—”
Tembarom’s face changed. A sudden thought had struck him.
“I’ll tell you one thing you can do,” he said; “you can valet that friend of mine.”
“Mr. Strangeways, sir?”
“Yes. I’ve got a notion he wouldn’t mind it.” He was not joking now. He was in fact rather suddenly thoughtful.
“Say, Pearson, what do you think of him?”
“Well, sir, I’ve not seen much of him, and he says very little, but I should think he was a GENTLEMAN, sir.”
Mr. Temple Barholm seemed to think it over.
“That’s queer,” he said as though to himself. “That’s what Ann said.” Then aloud, “Would you say he was an American?”
In his unavoidable interest in a matter much talked over below stairs and productive of great curiosity Pearson was betrayed. He could not explain to himself, after he had spoken, how he could have been such a fool as to forget; but forget himself and the birthplace of the new Mr. Temple Barholm he did.
“Oh, no, sir,” he exclaimed hastily; “he’s QUITE the gentleman, sir, even though he is queer in his mind.” The next instant he caught himself and turned cold. An American or a Frenchman or an Italian, in fact, a native of any country on earth so slighted with an unconsciousness so natural, if he had been a man of hot temper, might have thrown something at him or kicked him out of the room; but Mr. Temple Barholm took his pipe out of his mouth and looked at him with a slow, broadening smile.
“Would you call me a gentleman, Pearson?” he asked.
Of course there was no retrieving such a blunder, Pearson felt, but—
“Certainly, sir,” he stammered. “Most—most CERTAINLY, sir.”
“Pearson,” said Tembarom, shaking his head slowly, with a grin so good-natured that even the frankness of his words was friendly humor itself—“Pearson, you’re a liar. But that doesn’t jolt me a bit. I dare say I’m not one, anyhow. We might put an ‘ad’ in one of your papers and find out.”
“I—I beg your pardon, sir,” murmured Pearson in actual anguish of mind.
Mr. Temple Barholm laughed outright.
“Oh, I’ve not got it in for you. How could you help it?” he said. Then he stopped joking again. “If you want to please ME,” he added with deliberation, “you look after Mr. Strangeways, and don’t let anything disturb him. Don’t bother him, but just find out what he wants. When he gets restless, come and tell me. If I’m out, tell him I’m coming back. Don’t let him worry. You understand—don’t let him worry.”
“I’ll do my best—my very best, sir,” Pearson answered devoutly. “I’ve been nervous and excited this first day because I am so anxious to please—everything seems to depend on it just now,” he added, daring another confidential outburst. “But you’ll see I do know how to keep my wits about me in general, and I’ve got a good memory, and I have learned my duties, sir. I’ll attend to Mr. Strangeways most particular.”
As Tembarom listened, and watched his neat, blond countenance, and noted the undertone of quite desperate appeal in his low voice, he was thinking of a number of things. Chiefly he was thinking of little Ann Hutchinson and the Harlem flat which might have been “run” on fifteen dollars a week.
“I want to know I have some one in this museum of a place who’ll UNDERSTAND,” he said—“some one who’ll do just exactly what I say and ask no fool questions and keep his mouth shut. I believe you could do it.”
“I’ll swear I could, sir. Trust me,” was Pearson’s astonishingly emotional and hasty answer.
“I’m going to,” returned Mr. Temple Barholm. “I’ve set my mind on putting something through in my own way. It’s a queer thing, and most people would say I was a fool for trying it. Mr. Hutchinson does, but Miss Hutchinson doesn’t.”
There was a note in his tone of saying “Miss Hutchinson doesn’t” which opened up vistas to Pearson—strange vistas when one thought of old Mrs. Hutchinson’s cottage and the estate of Temple Barholm.
“We’re just about the same age,” his employer continued, “and in a sort of way we’re in just about the same fix.”
Their eyes looked into each other’s a second; but it was not for Pearson to presume to make any comment whatsoever upon the possible nature of “the fix.” Two or three more puffs, and Mr. Temple Barholm spoke again.
“Say, Pearson, I don’t want to butt in, but what about that little bunch of calico of yours—the one you’re saving up for?”
“Calico, sir?” said Pearson, at sea, but hopeful. Whatsoever the new Mr. Temple Barholm meant, one began to realize that it was not likely to be unfriendly.
“That’s American for HER, Pearson. ‘Her’ stands for the same thing both in English and American, I guess. What’s her name and where is she? Don’t you say a word if you don’t want to.”
Pearson drew a step nearer. There was an extraordinary human atmosphere in the room which caused things to begin to go on in his breast. He had had a harder life than Tembarom because he had been more timid and less buoyant and less unselfconscious. He had been beaten by a drunken mother and kicked by a drunken father. He had gone hungry and faint to the board school and had been punished as a dull boy. After he had struggled into a place as page, he had been bullied by footmen and had had his ears boxed by cooks and butlers. Ladies’-maids and smart housemaids had sneered at him, and made him feel himself a hopeless, vulgar little worm who never would “get on.” But he had got on, in a measure, because he had worked like a slave and openly resented nothing. A place like this had been his fevered hope and dream from his page days, though of course his imagination had not encompassed attendance on a gentleman who had never owned a dress-shirt in his life. Yet gentleman or no gentleman, he was a Temple Barholm, and there was something about him, something human in his young voice and grin and queer, unheard-of New York jokes, which Pearson had never encountered, and which had the effect of making him feel somehow more of a man than his timorous nature had ever allowed of his feeling before. It suggested that they were both, valet and master, merely masculine human creatures of like kind. The way he had said “Miss Hutchinson” and the twinkle in his eye when he’d made that American joke about the “little bunch of calico”! The curious fact was that thin, neat, white-blooded-looking Pearson was passionately in love. So he took the step nearer and grew hot and spoke low.
“Her name is Rose Merrick, sir, and she’s in place in London. She’s lady’s-maid to a lady of title, and it isn’t an easy place. Her lady has a high temper, and she’s economical with her servants. Her maid has to sew early and late, and turn out as much as if she was a whole dressmaking establishment. She’s clever with her needle, and it would be easier if she felt it was appreciated. But she’s treated haughty and severe, though she tries her very best. She has to wait up half the night after balls, and I’m afraid it’s breaking her spirit and her health. That’s why,—I beg your pardon, sir,” he added, his voice shaking—“that’s why I’d bear anything on earth if I could give her a little home of her own.”
“Gee whizz!” ejaculated Mr. Temple Barholm, with feeling. “I guess you would!”
“And that’s not all, sir,” said Pearson. “She’s a beautiful girl, sir, with a figure, and service is sometimes not easy for a young woman like that. His lordship—the master of the house, sir,—is much too attentive. He’s a man with bad habits; the last lady’s-maid was sent away in disgrace. Her ladyship wouldn’t believe she hadn’t been forward when she saw things she didn’t like, though every one in the hall knew the girl hated his bold ways with her, and her mother nearly broke her heart. He’s begun with Rose, and it just drives me mad, sir, it does!”
He choked, and wiped his forehead with his clean handkerchief. It was damp, and his young eyes had fire in them, as Mr. Temple Barholm did not fail to observe.
“I’m taking a liberty talking to you like this, sir,” he said. “I’m behaving as if I didn’t know my place, sir.”
“Your place is behind that fellow, kicking him till he’ll never sit down again except on eider-down cushions three deep,” remarked Mr. Temple Barholm, with fire in his eyes also. “That’s where your place is. It’s where mine would be if I was in the same house with him and caught him making a goat of himself. I bet nine Englishmen out of ten would break his darned neck for him if they got on to his little ways, even if they were lordships themselves.”
“The decent ones won’t know,” Pearson said. “That’s not what happens, sir. He can laugh and chaff it off with her ladyship and coax her round. But a girl that’s discharged like that, Rose says, that’s the worst of it: she says she’s got a character fastened on to her for life that no respectable man ought to marry her with.”
Mr. Temple Barholm removed his leg from the arm of his chair and got up. Long-legged, sinewy, but somewhat slouchy in his badly made tweed suit, sharp New York face and awful American style notwithstanding, he still looked rather nice as he laid his hand on his valet’s shoulder and gave him a friendly push.
“See here,” he said. “What you’ve got to say to Rose is that she’s just got to cut that sort of thing out—cut it right out. Talking to a man that’s in love with her as if he was likely to throw her down because lies were told. Tell her to forget it—forget it quick. Why, what does she suppose a man’s FOR, by jinks? What’s he FOR?”
“I’ve told her that, sir, though of course not in American. I just swore it on my knees in Hyde Park one night when she got out for an hour. But she laid her poor head on the back of the bench and cried and wouldn’t listen. She says she cares for me too much to—”
Tembarom’s hand clutched his shoulder. His face lighted and glowed suddenly.
“Care for you too much,” he asked. “Did she say that? God bless her!”
“That’s what I said,” broke in Pearson.
“I heard another girl say that—just before I left New York—a girl that’s just a wonder,” said his master. “A girl can be a wonder, can’t she?”
“Rose is, sir,” protested Pearson. “She is, indeed, sir. And her eyes are that blue—”
“Blue, are they?” interrupted Tembarom. “I know the kind. I’m on to the whole thing. And what’s more, I’m going to fix it. You tell Rose—and tell her from me—that she’s going to leave that place, and you’re going to stay in this one, and—well, presently things’ll begin to happen. They’re going to be all right—ALL RIGHT,” he went on, with immensely convincing emphasis. “She’s going to have that little home of her own.” He paused a moment for reflection, and then a sudden thought presented itself to him. “Why, darn it!” he exclaimed, “there must be a whole raft of little homes that belong to me in one place or another. Why couldn’t I fix you both up in one of them?”
“Oh, sir!” Pearson broke forth in some slight alarm. He went so fast and so far all in a moment. And Pearson really possessed a neat, well-ordered conscience, and, moreover, “knew his place.” “I hope I didn’t seem to be expecting you to trouble yourself about me, sir. I mustn’t presume on your kindness.”
“It’s not kindness; it’s—well, it’s just human. I’m going to think this thing over. You just keep your hair on, and let me do my own valeting, and you’ll see I’ll fix it for you somehow.”
What he thought of doing, how he thought of doing it, and what Pearson was to expect, the agitated young man did not know. The situation was of course abnormal, judged by all respectable, long-established custom. A man’s valet and his valet’s “young woman” were not usually of intimate interest. Gentlemen were sometimes “kind” to you—gave you half a sovereign or even a sovereign, and perhaps asked after your mother if you were supporting one; but—
“I never dreamed of going so far, sir,” he said. “I forgot myself, I’m afraid.”
“Good thing you did. It’s made me feel as if we were brothers.” He laughed again, enjoying the thought of the little thing who cared for Pearson “too much” and had eyes that were “that blue.” “Say, I’ve just thought of something else. Have you bought her an engagement-ring yet?”
“No, sir. In our class of life jewelry is beyond the means.”
“I just wondered,” Mr. Temple Barholm said. He seemed to be thinking of something that pleased him as he fumbled for his pocket-book and took a clean banknote out of it. “I’m not on to what the value of this thing is in real money, but you go and buy her a ring with it, and I bet she’ll be so pleased you’ll have the time of your life.”
Pearson taking it; and recognizing its value in UNreal money, was embarrassed by feeling the necessity of explanation.
“This is a five-pound note, sir. It’s too much, sir, it is indeed. This would FURNISH THE FRONT PARLOR.” He said it almost solemnly.
Mr. Temple Barholm looked at the note interestedly.
“Would it? By jinks!” and his laugh had a certain softness of recollection. “I guess that’s just what Ann would say. She’d know what it would furnish, you bet your life!”
“I’m most grateful, sir,” protested Pearson, “but I oughtn’t to take it. Being an American gentleman and not accustomed to English money, you don’t realize that—”
“I’m not accustomed to any kind of money,” said his master. “I’m scared to be left alone in the room with it. That’s what’s the matter. If I don’t give some away, I shall never know I’ve got it. Cheer up, Pearson. You take that and buy the ring, and when you start furnishing, I’ll see you don’t get left.”
“I don’t know what to say, sir,” Pearson faltered emotionally. “I don’t, indeed.”
“Don’t say a darned thing,” replied Mr. Temple Barholm. And just here his face changed as Mr. Palford had seen it change before, and as Pearson often saw it change later. His New York jocular irreverence dropped from him, and he looked mature and oddly serious.
“I’ve tried to sort of put you wise to the way I’ve lived and the things I HAVEN’T had ever since I was born,” he said, “but I guess you don’t really know a thing about it. I’ve got more money coming in every year than a thousand of me would ever expect to see in their lives, according to my calculation. And I don’t know how to do any of the things a fellow who is what you call `a gentleman’ would know how to do. I mean in the way of spending it. Now, I’ve got to get some fun out of it. I should be a mutt if I didn’t, so I’m going to spend it my own way. I may make about seventy-five different kinds of a fool of myself, but I guess I sha’n’t do any particular harm.”
“You’ll do good, sir,—to every one.”
“Shall I?”—said Tembarom, speculatively. “Well, I’m not exactly setting out with that in my mind. I’m no Young Men’s Christian Association, but I’m not in for doing harm, anyway. You take your five-pound note—come to think of it, Palford said it came to about twenty-five dollars, real money. Hully gee! I never thought I’d have twenty-five dollars to GIVE AWAY! It makes me feel like I was Morgan.”
“Thank you, sir; thank you,” said Pearson, putting the note into his pocket with rapt gratitude in his neat face. “You—you do not wish me to remain—to do anything for you?”
“Not a thing. But just go and find out if Mr. Strangeways is asleep. If he isn’t and seems restless, I’ll come and have a talk with him.”
“Yes, sir,” said Pearson, and went at once.
CHAPTER XIII
In the course of two days Mr. Palford, having given his client the benefit of his own exact professional knowledge of the estate of Temple Barholm and its workings and privileges as far as he found them transferable and likely to be understood, returned to London, breathing perhaps something like a sigh of relief when the train steamed out of the little station. Whatsoever happened in days to come, Palford & Grimby had done their most trying and awkward duty by the latest Temple Barholm. Bradford, who was the steward of the estate, would now take him over, and could be trusted to furnish practical information of any ordinary order.
It did not appear to Mr. Palford that the new inheritor was particularly interested in his possessions or exhilarated by the extraordinary turn in his fortunes. The enormity of Temple Barholm itself, regarded as a house to live in in an everyday manner, seemed somewhat to depress him. When he was taken over its hundred and fifty rooms, he wore a detached air as he looked about him, and such remarks as he made were of an extraordinary nature and expressed in terms peculiar to America. Neither Mr. Palford nor Burrill understood them, but a young footman who was said to have once paid a visit to New York, and who chanced to be in the picture-gallery when his new master was looking at the portraits of his ancestors, over-hearing one observation, was guilty of a convulsive snort, and immediately made his way into the corridor, coughing violently. From this Mr. Palford gathered that one of the transatlantic jokes had been made. That was the New York idea—to be jocular. Yet he had not looked jocular when he had made the remark which had upset the equilibrium of the young footman. He had, in fact, looked reflective before speaking as he stood and studied a portrait of one of his ancestors. But, then, he had a trick of saying things incomprehensibly ridiculous with an unmoved expression of gravity, which led Palford to feel that he was ridiculous through utter ignorance and was not aware that he was exposing the fact. Persons who thought that an air of seriousness added to a humorous remark were especially annoying to the solicitor, because they frequently betrayed one into the position of seeming to be dull in the matter of seeing a point. That, he had observed, was often part of the New York manner—to make a totally absurdly exaggerated or seemingly ignorance-revealing observation, and then leave one’s hearer to decide for himself whether the speaker was an absolute ignoramus and fool or a humorist.
More than once he had somewhat suspected his client of meaning to “get a rise out of him,” after the odious manner of the tourists described in “The Innocents Abroad,” though at the same time he felt rather supportingly sure of the fact that generally, when he displayed ignorance, he displayed it because he was a positive encyclopedia of lack of knowledge.
He knew no more of social customs, literature, and art than any other street lad. He had not belonged to the aspiring self-taught, who meritoriously haunt the night schools and free libraries with a view to improving their minds. If this had been his method, he might in one sense have been more difficult to handle, as Palford had seen the thing result in a bumptiousness most objectionable. He was markedly not bumptious, at all events.
A certain degree of interest in or curiosity concerning his ancestors as represented in the picture-gallery Mr. Palford had observed. He had stared at them and had said queer things—sometimes things which perhaps indicated a kind of uneducated thought. The fact that some of them looked so thoroughly alive, and yet had lived centuries ago, seemed to set him reflecting oddly. His curiosity, however, seemed to connect itself with them more as human creatures than as historical figures.
“What did that one do?” he inquired more than once. “What did he start, or didn’t he start anything?”
When he disturbed the young footman he had stopped before a dark man in armor.
“Who’s this fellow in the tin overcoat?” he asked seriously, and Palford felt it was quite possible that he had no actual intent of being humorous.
“That is Miles Gaspard Nevil John, who fought in the Crusades with Richard Coeur de Lion,” he explained. “He is wearing a suit of armor.” By this time the footman was coughing in the corridor.
“That’s English history, I guess,” Tembarom replied. “I’ll have to get a history-book and read up about the Crusades.”
He went on farther, and paused with a slightly puzzled expression before a boy in a costume of the period of Charles II.
“Who’s this Fauntleroy in the lace collar?” he inquired. “Queer!” he added, as though to himself. “I can’t ever have seen him in New York.” And he took a step backward to look again.
“That is Miles Hugo Charles James, who was a page at the court of Charles II. He died at nineteen, and was succeeded by his brother Denzel Maurice John.”
“I feel as if I’d had a dream about him sometime or other,” said Tembarom, and he stood still a few seconds before he passed on. “Perhaps I saw something like him getting out of a carriage to go into the Van Twillers’ fancy-dress ball. Seems as if I’d got the whole show shut up in here. And you say they’re all my own relations?” Then he laughed. “If they were alive now!” he said. “By jinks!”
His laughter suggested that he was entertained by mental visions. But he did not explain to his companion. His legal adviser was not in the least able to form any opinion of what he would do, how he would be likely to comport himself, when he was left entirely to his own devices. He would not know also, one might be sure, that the county would wait with repressed anxiety to find out. If he had been a minor, he might have been taken in hand, and trained and educated to some extent. But he was not a minor.
On the day of Mr. Palford’s departure a thick fog had descended and seemed to enwrap the world in the white wool. Tembarom found it close to his windows when he got up, and he had dressed by the light of tall wax candles, the previous Mr. Temple Barholm having objected to more modern and vulgar methods of illumination.
“I guess this is what you call a London fog,” he said to Pearson.
“No, not exactly the London sort, sir,” Pearson answered. “A London fog is yellow—when it isn’t brown or black. It settles on the hands and face. A fog in the country isn’t dirty with smoke. It’s much less trying, sir.”
When Palford had departed and he was entirely alone, Tembarom found a country fog trying enough for a man without a companion. A degree of relief permeated his being with the knowledge that he need no longer endeavor to make suitable reply to his solicitor’s efforts at conversation. He had made conversational efforts himself. You couldn’t let a man feel that you wouldn’t talk to him if you could when he was doing business for you, but what in thunder did you have to talk about that a man like that wouldn’t be bored stiff by? He didn’t like New York, he didn’t know anything about it, and he didn’t want to know, and Tembarom knew nothing about anything else, and was homesick for the very stones of the roaring city’s streets. When he said anything, Palford either didn’t understand what he was getting at or he didn’t like it. And he always looked as if he was watching to see if you were trying to get a joke on him. Tembarom was frequently not nearly so much inclined to be humorous as Mr. Palford had irritably suspected him of being. His modes of expression might on numerous occasions have roused to mirth when his underlying idea was almost entirely serious. The mode of expression was merely a result of habit.
Mr. Palford left by an extremely early train, and after he was gone, Tembarom sat over his breakfast as long as possible, and then, going to the library, smoked long. The library was certainly comfortable, though the fire and the big wax candles were called upon to do their best to defy the chill, mysterious dimness produced by the heavy, white wool curtain folding itself more and more thickly outside the windows.
But one cannot smoke in solitary idleness for much more than an hour, and when he stood up and knocked the ashes out of his last pipe, Tembarom drew a long breath.
“There’s a hundred and thirty-six hours in each of these days,” he said. “That’s nine hundred and fifty-two in a week, and four thousand and eighty in a month—when it’s got only thirty days in it. I’m not going to calculate how many there’d be in a year. I’ll have a look at the papers. There’s Punch. That’s their comic one.”
He looked out the American news in the London papers, and sighed hugely. He took up Punch and read every joke two or three times over. He did not know that the number was a specially good one and that there were some extremely witty things in it. The jokes were about bishops in gaiters, about garden-parties, about curates or lovely young ladies or rectors’ wives and rustics, about Royal Academicians or esthetic poets. Their humor appealed to him as little and seemed as obscure as his had seemed to Mr. Palford.
“I’m not laughing my head off much over these,” he said. “I guess I’m not on to the point.”
He got up and walked about. The “L” in New York was roaring to and fro loaded with men and women going to work or to do shopping. Some of them were devouring morning papers bearing no resemblance to those of London, some of them carried parcels, and all of them looked as though they were intent on something or other and hadn’t a moment to waste. They were all going somewhere in a hurry and had to get back in time for something. When the train whizzed and slackened at a station, some started up, hastily caught their papers or bundles closer, and pushed or were pushed out on the platform, which was crowded with other people who rushed to get in, and if they found seats, dropped into them hastily with an air of relief. The street-cars were loaded and rang their bells loudly, trucks and carriages and motors filled the middle of the thoroughfares, and people crowded the pavements. The store windows were dressed up for Christmas, and most of the people crowded before them were calculating as to what they could get for the inadequate sums they had on hand.
The breakfast at Mrs. Bowse’s boarding-house was over, and the boarders had gone on cars or elevated trains to their day’s work. Mrs. Bowse was getting ready to go out and do some marketing. Julius and Jim were down-town deep in the work pertaining to their separate “jobs.” They’d go home at night, and perhaps, if they were in luck, would go to a “show” somewhere, and afterward come and sit in their tilted chairs in the hall bedroom and smoke and talk it over. And he wouldn’t be there, and the Hutchinsons’ rooms would be empty, unless some new people were in them. Galton would be sitting among his papers, working like mad. And Bennett—well, Bennett would be either “getting out his page,” or would be rushing about in the hundredth streets to find items and follow up weddings or receptions.
“Gee!” he said, “every one of them trying their best to put something over, and with so much to think of they’ve not got time to breathe! It’d be no trouble for THEM to put in a hundred and thirty-six hours. They’d be darned glad of them. And, believe me, they’d put something over, too, before they got through. And I’m here, with three hundred and fifty thousand dollars a year round my neck and not a thing to spend it on, unless I pay some one part of it to give me lessons in tatting. What is tatting, anyhow?”
He didn’t really know. It was vaguely supposed to imply some intensely feminine fancy-work done by old ladies, and used as a figure of speech in jokes.
“If you could ride or shoot, you could amuse yourself in the country,” Palford had said.
“I can ride in a street-car when I’ve got five cents,” Tembarom had answered. “That’s as far as I’ve gone in riding—and what in thunder should I shoot?”
“Game,” replied Mr. Palford, with chill inward disgust. “Pheasants, partridges, woodcock, grouse—”
“I shouldn’t shoot anything like that if I went at it,” he responded shamelessly. “I should shoot my own head off, or the fellow’s that stood next to me, unless he got the drop on me first.”
He did not know that he was ignominious. Nobody could have made it clear to him. He did not know that there were men who had gained distinction, popularity, and fame by doing nothing in particular but hitting things animate and inanimate with magnificent precision of aim.
He stood still now and listened to the silence.
“There’s not a sound within a thousand miles of the place. What do fellows with money DO to keep themselves alive?” he said piteously. “They’ve got to do SOMETHING. Shall I have to go out and take a walk, as Palford called it? Take a walk, by gee!”
He couldn’t conceive it, a man “taking a walk” as though it were medicine—a walk nowhere, to reach nothing, just to go and turn back again.
“I’ll begin and take in sewing,” he said, “or I’ll open a store in the village—a department store. I could spend something on that. I’ll ask Pearson what he thinks of it—or Burrill. I’d like to see Burrill if I said that to him.”
He decided at last that he would practise his “short” awhile; that would be doing something, at any rate. He sat down at the big writing-table and began to dash off mystic signs at furious speed. But the speed did not keep up. The silence of the great room, of the immense house, of all the scores of rooms and galleries and corridors, closed in about him. He had practised his “short” in the night school, with the “L” thundering past at intervals of five minutes; in the newspaper office, with all the babel of New York about him and the bang of steam-drills going on below in the next lot, where the foundation of a new building was being excavated; he had practised it in his hall bedroom at Mrs. Bowse’s, to the tumultuous accompaniment of street sounds and the whizz and TING-A-LING of street-cars dashing past, and he had not been disturbed. He had never practised it in any place which was silent, and it was the silence which became more than he could stand. He actually jumped out of his chair when he heard mysterious footsteps outside the door, and a footman appeared and spoke in a low voice which startled him as though it had been a thunderclap.
“A young person with her father wants to see you, sir,” he announced. “I don’t think they are villagers, but of the working-class, I should say.”
“Where are they?”
“I didn’t know exactly what to do, sir, so I left them in the hall. The young person has a sort of quiet, determined way—”
“Little Ann, by gee!” exclaimed Tembarom with mad joy, and shot out of the room.
The footman—he had not seen Little Ann when she had brought Strangeways—looked after him and rubbed his chin.
“Wouldn’t you call that a rummy sort for Temple Barholm?” he said to one of his fellows who had appeared in the hall near him.
“It’s not my sort,” was the answer. “I’m going to give notice to old Butterworth.”
Hutchinson and Little Ann were waiting in the hall. Hutchinson was looking at the rich, shadowy spaces about him with a sort of proud satisfaction. Fine, dark corners with armored figures lurking in them, ancient portraits, carved oak settles, and massive chairs and cabinets—these were English, and he was an Englishman, and somehow felt them the outcome of certain sterling qualities of his own. He looked robustly well, and wore a new rough tweed suit such as one of the gentry might tramp about muddy roads and fields in. Little Ann was dressed in something warm and rough also, a brown thing, with a little close, cap-like, brown hat, from under which her red hair glowed. The walk in the cold, white fog had made her bloom fresh, soft-red and white-daisy color. She was smiling, and showing three distinct dimples, which deepened when Tembarom dashed out of the library.
“Hully gee!” he cried out, “but I’m glad to see you!”
He shook hands with both of them furiously, and two footmen stood and looked at the group with image-like calm of feature, but with curiously interested eyes. Hutchinson was aware of them, and endeavored to present to them a back which by its stolid composure should reveal that he knew more about such things than this chap did and wasn’t a bit upset by grandeur.
“Hully gee!” cried Tembarom again, “how glad I am! Come on in and sit down and let’s talk it over.”
Burrill made a stately step forward, properly intent on his duty, and his master waved him back.
“Say,” he said hastily, “don’t bring in any tea. They don’t want it. They’re Americans.”
Hutchinson snorted. He could not stand being consigned to ignominy before the footmen.
“Nowt o’ th’ sort,” he broke forth. “We’re noan American. Tha’rt losing tha head, lad.”
“He’s forgetting because he met us first in New York,” said Little Ann, smiling still more.
“Shall I take your hat and cane, sir?” inquired Burrill, unmovedly, at Hutchinson’s side.
“He wasn’t going to say anything about tea,” explained Little Ann as they went into the library. “They don’t expect to serve tea in the middle of the morning, Mr. Temple Barholm.”
“Don’t they?” said Tembarom, reckless with relieved delight. “I thought they served it every time the clock struck. When we were in London it seemed like Palford had it when he was hot and when he was cold and when he was glad and when he was sorry and when he was going out and when he was coming in. It’s brought up to me, by jinks! as soon as I wake, to brace me up to put on my clothes—and Pearson wants to put those on.”
He stopped short when they reached the middle of the room and looked her over.
“O Little Ann!” he breathed tumultuously. “O Little Ann!”
Mr. Hutchinson was looking about the library as he had looked about the hall.
“Well, I never thought I’d get inside Temple Barlholm in my day,” he exclaimed. “Eh, lad, tha must feel like bull in a china shop.”
“I feel like a whole herd of ‘em,” answered Tembarom. Hutchinson nodded. He understood.
“Well, perhaps tha’ll get over it in time,” he conceded, “but it’ll take thee a good bit.” Then he gave him a warmly friendly look. “I’ll lay you know what Ann came with me for to-day.” The way Little Ann looked at him—the way she looked at him!
“I came to thank you, Mr. Temple Barholm,” she said—“to thank you.” And there was an odd, tender sound in her voice.
“Don’t you do it, Ann,” Tembarom answered. “Don’t you do it.”
“I don’t know much about business, but the way you must have worked, the way you must have had to run after people, and find them, and make then listen, and use all your New York cleverness—because you ARE clever. The way you’ve forgotten all about yourself and thought of nothing but father and the invention! I do know enough to understand that, and it seems as if I can’t think of enough to say. I just wish I could tell you what it means to me.” Two round pearls of tears brimmed over and fell down her cheeks. “I promised mother FAITHFUL I’d take care of him and see he never lost hope about it,” she added, “and sometimes I didn’t know whatever I was going to do.”
It was perilous when she looked at one like that, and she was so little and light that one could have snatched her up in his arms and carried her to the big arm-chair and sat down with her and rocked her backward and forward and poured forth the whole thing that was making him feel as though he might explode.
Hutchinson provided salvation.
“Tha pulled me out o’ the water just when I was going under, lad. God bless thee!” he broke out, and shook his hand with rough vigor. “I signed with the North Electric yesterday.”
“Good business!” said Tembarom. “Now I’m in on the ground floor with what’s going to be the biggest money-maker in sight.”
“The way tha talked New York to them chaps took my fancy,” chuckled Hutchinson. “None o’ them chaps wants to be the first to jump over the hedge.”
“We’ve got ‘em started now,” exulted Tembarom.
“Tha started ‘em,” said Hutchinson, “and it’s thee I’ve got to thank.”
“Say, Little Ann,” said Tembarom, with sudden thought, “who’s come into money now? You’ll have it to burn.”
“We’ve not got it yet, Mr. Temple Barholm,” she replied, shaking her head. “Even when inventions get started, they don’t go off like sky-rockets.”
“She knows everything, doesn’t she?” Tembarom said to Hutchinson. “Here, come and sit down. I’ve not seen you for ‘steen years.”
She took her seat in the big arm-chair and looked at him with softly examining eyes, as though she wanted to understand him sufficiently to be able to find out something she ought to do if he needed help.
He saw it and half laughed, not quite unwaveringly.
“You’ll make me cry in a minute,” he said. “You don’t know what it’s like to have some one from home and mother come and be kind to you.”
“How is Mr. Strangeways?” she inquired.
“He’s well taken care of, at any rate. That’s where he’s got to thank you. Those rooms you and the housekeeper chose were the very things for him. They’re big and comfortable, and ‘way off in a place where no one’s likely to come near. The fellow that’s been hired to valet me valets him instead, and I believe he likes it. It seems to come quite natural to him, any how. I go in and see him every now and then and try to get him to talk. I sort of invent things to see if I can start him thinking straight. He’s quieted down some and he looks better. After a while I’m going to look up some big doctors in London and find out which of ‘em’s got the most plain horse sense. If a real big one would just get interested and come and see him on the quiet and not get him excited, he might do him good. I’m dead stuck on this stunt I’ve set myself—getting him right. It’s something to work on.”
“You’ll have plenty to work on soon,” said Little Ann. “There’s a lot of everyday things you’ve got to think about. They may seem of no consequence to you, but they ARE, Mr. Temple Barholm.”
“If you say they are, I guess they are,” he answered. “I’ll do anything you say, Ann.”
“I came partly to tell you about some of them to-day,” she went on, keeping the yearningly thoughtful eyes on him. It was rather hard for her, too, to be firm enough when there was so much she wanted to say and do. And he did not look half as twinkling and light-heartedly grinning as he had looked in New York.
He couldn’t help dropping his voice a little coaxingly, though Mr. Hutchinson was quite sufficiently absorbed in examination of his surroundings.
“Didn’t you come to save my life by letting me have a look at you, Little Ann—didn’t you?” he pleaded.
She shook her wonderful, red head.
“No, I didn’t, Mr. Temple Barholm,” she answered with Manchester downrightness. “When I said what I did in New York, I meant it. I didn’t intend to hang about here and let you—say things to me. You mustn’t say them. Father and me are going back to Manchester in a few days, and very soon we have to go to America again because of the business.”
“America!” he said. “Oh, Lord!” he groaned. “Do you want me to drop down dead here with a dull, sickening thud, Ann?”
“You’re not going to drop down dead,” she replied convincedly. “You’re going to stay here and do whatever it’s your duty to do, now you’ve come into Temple Barholm.”
“Am I?” he answered. “Well, we’ll see what I’m going to do when I’ve had time to make up my mind. It may be something different from what you’d think, and it mayn’t. Just now I’m going to do what you tell me. Go ahead, Little Ann.”
She thought the matter over with her most destructive little air of sensible intentness.
“Well, it may seem like meddling, but it isn’t,” she began rather concernedly. “It’s just that I’m used to looking after people. I wanted to talk to you about your clothes.”
“My clothes?” he replied, bewildered a moment; but the next he understood and grinned. “I haven’t got any. My valet—think of T. T. with a valet!—told me so last night.”
“That’s what I thought,” she said maternally. “I got Mrs. Bowse to write to me, and she told me you were so hurried and excited you hadn’t time for anything.”
“I just rushed into Cohen’s the last day and yanked a few things off the ready-made counter.”
She looked him over with impersonal criticism.
“I thought so. Those you’ve got on won’t do at all.”
Tembarom glanced at them.
“That’s what Pearson says.”
“They’re not the right shape,” she explained. “I know what a gentleman’s clothes mean in England, and—” her face flushed, and sudden, warm spirit made her speak rather fast—“I couldn’t ABIDE to think of you coming here and—being made fun of—just because you hadn’t the right clothes.”
She said it, the little thing, as though he were hers—her very own, and defend him against disrespect she WOULD. Tembarom, being but young flesh and blood, made an impetuous dart toward her, and checked himself, catching his breath.
“Ann,” he said, “has your grandmother got a dog?”
“Y-e-s,” she said, faltering because she was puzzled.
“How big is he?”
“He’s a big one. He’s a brindled bulldog. Why?”
“Well,” he said, half pathetic, half defiant, “if you’re going to come and talk to me like that, and look like that, you’ve got to bring that bull along and set him on me when I make a break; for there’s nothing but a dog can keep me where you want me to stay—and a big one at that.”
He sat down on an ottoman near her and dropped his head on his hands. It was not half such a joke as it sounded.
Little Ann saw it wasn’t and she watched him tenderly, catching her breath once quickly. Men had ways of taking some things hard and feeling them a good bit more than one would think. It made trouble many a time if one couldn’t help them to think reasonable.
“Father,” she said to Hutchinson.
“Aye,” he answered, turning round.
“Will you tell Mr. Temple Barholm that you think I’m right about giving him his chance?”
“Of course I think she’s right,” Hutchinson blustered, “and it isn’t the first time either. I’m not going to have my lass married into any family where she’d be looked down upon.”
But that was not what Little Ann wanted; it was not, in fact, her argument. She was not thinking of that side of the situation.
“It’s not me that matters so much, Father,” she said; “it’s him.”
“Oh, is it?” disagreed Hutchinson, dictatorially. “That’s not th’ road I look at it. I’m looking after you, not him. Let him take care of himself. No chap shall put you where you won’t be looked up to, even if I AM grateful to him. So there you have it.”
“He can’t take care of himself when he feels like this,” she answered. “That’s WHY I’m taking care of him. He’ll think steadier when he’s himself again.” She put out her hand and softly touched his shoulder.
“Don’t do that,” she said. “You make me want to be silly.” There was a quiver in her voice, but she tried to change it. “If you don’t lift your head,” she added with a great effort at disciplinarian firmness, “I shall have to go away without telling you the other things.”
He lifted his head, but his attempt at a smile was not hilarious.
“Well, Ann,” he submitted, “I’ve warned you. Bring along your dog.”
She took a sheet of paper out of one of the neat pockets in her rough, brown coat.
“I just wrote down some of the very best tailors’ addresses—the very best,” she explained. “Don’t you go to any but the very best, and be a bit sharp with them if they’re not attentive. They’ll think all the better of you. If your valet’s a smart one, take him with you.”
“Yes, Ann,” he said rather weakly. “He’s going to make a list of things himself, anyhow.”
“That sounds as if he’d got some sense.” She handed him the list of addresses. “You give him this, and tell him he must go to the very best ones.”
“What do I want to put on style for?” he asked desperately. “I don’t know a soul on this side of the Atlantic Ocean.”
“You soon will,” she replied, with calm perspicacity. “You’ve got too much money not to.”
A gruff chuckle made itself heard from Hutchinson’s side of the room.
“Aye, seventy thousand a year’ll bring th’ vultures about thee, lad.”
“We needn’t call them vultures exactly,” was Little Ann’s tolerant comment; “but a lot of people will come here to see you. That was one of the things I thought I might tell you about.”
“Say, you’re a wonder!”
“I’m nothing of the sort. I’m just a girl with a bit of common sense—and grandmother’s one that’s looked on a long time, and she sees things. The country gentlemen will begin to call on you soon, and then you’ll be invited to their houses to meet their wives and daughters, and then you’ll be kept pretty busy.”
Hutchinson’s bluff chuckle broke out again.
“You will that, my lad, when th’ match-making mothers get after you. There’s plenty on ‘em.”
“Father’s joking,” she said. Her tone was judicially unprejudiced. “There are young ladies that—that’d be very suitable. Pretty ones and clever ones. You’ll see them all.”
“I don’t want to see them.”
“You can’t help it,” she said, with mild decision. “When there are daughters and a new gentleman comes into a big property in the neighborhood, it’s nothing but natural that the mothers should be a bit anxious.”
“Aye, they’ll be anxious enough. Mak’ sure o’ that,” laughed Hutchinson.
“Is that what you want me to put on style for, Little Ann?” Tembarom asked reproachfully.
“I want you to put it on for yourself. I don’t want you to look different from other men. Everybody’s curious about you. They’re ready to LAUGH because you came from America and once sold newspapers.”
“It’s the men he’ll have to look out for,” Hutchinson put in, with an experienced air. “There’s them that’ll want to borrow money, and them that’ll want to drink and play cards and bet high. A green American lad’ll be a fine pigeon for them to pluck. You may as well tell him, Ann; you know you came here to do it.”
“Yes, I did,” she admitted. “I don’t want you to seem not to know what people are up to and what they expect.”
That little note of involuntary defense was a dangerous thing for Tembarom. He drew nearer.
“You don’t want them to take me for a fool, Little Ann. You’re standing up for me; that’s it.”
“You can stand up for yourself, Mr. Temple Barholm, if you’re not taken by surprise,” she said confidently. “If you understand things a bit, you won’t be.”
His feelings almost overpowered him.
“God bless your dear little soul!” he broke out. “Say, if this goes on, that dog of your grandmother’s wouldn’t have a show, Ann. I should bite him before he could bite me.”
“I won’t go on if you can’t be sensible, Mr. Temple Barholm. I shall just go away and not come back again. That’s what I shall do.” Her tone was that of a young mother.
He gave in incontinently.
“Good Lord! no!” he exclaimed. “I’ll do anything if you’ll stay. I’ll lie down on the mat and not open my mouth. Just sit here and tell me things. I know you won’t let me hold your hand, but just let me hold a bit of your dress and look at you while you talk.” He took a bit of her brown frock between his fingers and held it, gazing at her with all his crude young soul in his eyes. “Now tell me,” he added.
“There’s only one or two things about the people who’ll come to Temple Barholm. Grandmother’s talked it over with me. She knew all about those that came in the late Mr. Temple Barholm’s time. He used to hate most of them.”
“Then why in thunder did he ask them to come?”
“He didn’t. They’ve got clever, polite ways of asking themselves sometimes. He couldn’t bear the Countess of Mallowe. She’ll come. Grandmother says you may be sure of that.”
“What’ll she come for?”
Little Ann’s pause and contemplation of him were fraught with thoughtfulness.
“She’ll come for you,” at last she said.
“She’s got a daughter she thinks ought to have been married eight years ago,” announced Hutchinson.
Tembarom pulled at the bit of brown tweed he held as though it were a drowning man’s straw.
“Don’t you drive me to drink, Ann,” he said. “I’m frightened. Your grandmother will have to lend ME the dog.”
This was a flightiness which Little Ann did not encourage.
“Lady Joan—that’s her daughter—is very grand and haughty. She’s a great beauty. You’ll look at her, but perhaps she won’t look at you. But it’s not her I’m troubled about. I’m thinking of Captain Palliser and men like him.”
“Who’s he?”
“He’s one of those smooth, clever ones that’s always getting up some company or other and selling the stock. He’ll want you to know his friends and he’ll try to lead you his way.”
As Tembarom held to his bit of her dress, his eyes were adoring ones, which was really not to be wondered at. She WAS adorable as her soft, kind, wonderfully maternal girl face tried to control itself so that it should express only just enough to help and nothing to disturb.
“I don’t want him to spoil you. I don’t want anything to make you—different. I couldn’t bear it.”
He pulled the bit of dress pleadingly.
“Why, Little Ann?” he implored quite low.
“Because,” she said, feeling that perhaps she was rash—“because if you were different, you wouldn’t be T. Tembarom; and it was T. Tembarom that—that was T. Tembarom,” she finished hastily.
He bent his head down to the bit of tweed and kissed it.
“You just keep looking after me like that,” he said, “and there’s not one of them can get away with me.”
She got up, and he rose with her. There was a touch of fire in the forget-me-not blue of her eyes.
“Just you let them see—just you let them see that you’re not one they can hold light and make use of.” But there she stopped short, looking up at him. He was looking down at her with a kind of matureness in his expression. “I needn’t be afraid,” she said. “You can take care of yourself; I ought to have known that.”
“You did,” he said, smiling; “but you wanted to sort of help me. And you’ve done it, by gee! just by saying that thing about T. Tembarom. You set me right on my feet. That’s YOU.”
Before they went away they paid a visit to Strangeways in his remote, undisturbed, and beautiful rooms. They were in a wing of the house untouched by any ordinary passing to and fro, and the deep windows looked out upon gardens which spring and summer would crowd with loveliness from which clouds of perfume would float up to him on days when the sun warmed and the soft airs stirred the flowers, shaking the fragrance from their full incense-cups. But the white fog shut out to-day even their winter bareness. There were light and warmth inside, and every added charm of rich harmony of deep color and comfort made beautiful. There were books and papers waiting to be looked over, but they lay untouched on the writing-table, and Strangeways was sitting close to the biggest window, staring into the fog. His eyes looked hungry and hollow and dark. Ann knew he was “trying to remember” something.
When the sound of footsteps reached his ear, he turned to look at them, and rose mechanically at sight of Ann. But his expression was that of a man aroused from a dream of far-off places.
“I remember you,” he said, but hesitated as though making an effort to recall something.
“Of course you do,” said Little Ann. “You know me quite well. I brought you here. Think a bit. Little—Little—”
“Yes,” he broke forth. “Of course, Little Ann! Thank God I’ve not forgotten.” He took her hand in both his and held it tenderly. “You have a sweet little face. It’s such a wise little face!” His voice sounded dreamy.
Ann drew him to his chair with a coaxing laugh and sat down by him.
“You’re flattering me. You make me feel quite shy,” she said. “You know HIM, too,” nodding toward Tembarom.
“Oh, yes,” he replied, and he looked up with a smile. “He is the one who remembers. You said you did.” He had turned to Tembarom.
“You bet your life I do,” Tembarom answered. “And you will, too, before long.”
“If I did not try so hard,” said Strangeways, thoughtfully. “It seems as if I were shut up in a room, and so many things were knocking at the doors—hundreds of them—knocking because they want to be let in. I am damnably unhappy—damnably.” He hung his head and stared at the floor. Tembarom put a hand on his shoulder and gave him a friendly shake.
“Don’t you worry a bit,” he said. “You take my word for it. It’ll all come back. I’m working at it myself.” Strangeways lifted his head.
“You are the one I know best. I trust you.” But there was the beginning of a slight drag in his voice. “I don’t always—quite recollect—your name. Not quite. Good heavens! I mustn’t forget that.”
Little Ann was quite ready.
“You won’t,” she said, “because it’s different from other names. It begins with a letter—just a letter, and then there is the name. Think.”
“Yes, yes,” he said anxiously.
Little Ann bent forward and fixed her eyes on his with concentrated suggestion. They had never risked confusing him by any mention of the new name. She began to repeat letters of the alphabet slowly and distinctly until she reached the letter T.
“T,” she ended with much emphasis—“R. S. T.”
His expression cleared itself.
“T,” he repeated. “T—Tembarom. R, S, T. How clever you are!”
Little Ann’s gaze concentrated itself still more intently.
“Now you’ll never forget it again,” she said, “because of the T. You’ll say the other letters until you come to it. R, S, T.”
“T. Tembarom,” he ended relievedly. “How you help me!” He took her hand and kissed it very gently.
“We are all going to help you,” Ann soothed him, “T. Tembarom most of all.”
“Say,” Tembarom broke out in an aside to her, “I’m going to come here and try things on him every day. When it seems like he gets on to something, however little a thing it is, I’m going to follow it up and see if it won’t get somewhere.”
Ann nodded.
“There’ll be something some day,” she said. “Are you quite comfortable here?” she asked aloud to Strangeways.
“Very comfortable, thank you,” he answered courteously. “They are beautiful rooms. They are furnished with such fine old things. This is entirely Jacobean. It’s quite perfect.” He glanced about him. “And so quiet. No one comes in here but my man, and he is a very nice chap. I never had a man who knew his duties better.”
Little Ann and Tembarom looked at each other.
“I shouldn’t be a bit surprised,” she said after they had left the room, “if it wouldn’t be a good thing to get Pearson to try to talk to him now and then. He’s been used to a man-servant.”
“Yes,” answered Tembarom. “Pearson didn’t rattle HIM, you bet your life.”
CHAPTER XIV
He could not persuade them to remain to take lunch with him. The firmness of Hutchinson’s declination was not unconnected with a private feeling that “them footmen chaps ‘u’d be on the lookout to see the way you handled every bite you put in your mouth.” He couldn’t have stood it, dang their impudence! Little Ann, on her part, frankly and calmly said, “It wouldn’t DO.” That was all, and evidently covered everything.
After they had gone, the fog lifted somewhat, but though it withdrew from the windows, it remained floating about in masses, like huge ghosts, among the trees of the park. When Tembarom sat down alone to prolong his lunch with the aid of Burrill and the footmen, he was confronted by these unearthly shapes every time he lifted his eyes to the window he faced from his place at the table. It was an outlook which did not inspire to cheerfulness, and the fact that Ann and her father were going back to Manchester and later to America left him without even the simple consolation of a healthy appetite. Things were bound to get better after a while; they were BOUND to. A fellow would be a fool if he couldn’t fix it somehow so that he could enjoy himself, with money to burn. If you made up your mind you couldn’t stand the way things were, you didn’t have to lie down under them, with a thousand or so “per” coming in. You could fix it so that it would be different. By jinks! there wasn’t any law against your giving it all to the church but just enough to buy a flat in Harlem out-right, if you wanted to. But you weren’t going to run crazy and do a lot of fool things in a minute, and be sorry the rest of your life. Money was money. And first and foremost there was Ann, with her round cheeks flushed and her voice all sweet and queer, saying, “You wouldn’t be T. Tembarom; and it was T. Tembarom that—that was T. Tembarom.”
He couldn’t help knowing what she had begun to say, and his own face flushed as he thought of it. He was at that time of life when there generally happens to be one center about which the world revolves. The creature who passes through this period of existence without watching it revolve about such a center has missed an extraordinary and singularly developing experience. It is sometimes happy, often disastrous, but always more or less developing. Speaking calmly, detachedly, but not cynically, it is a phase. During its existence it is the blood in the veins, the sight of the eyes, the beat of the pulse, the throb of the heart. It is also the day and the night, the sun, the moon, and the stars, heaven and hell, the entire universe. And it doesn’t matter in the least to any one but the creatures living through it. T. Tembarom was in the midst of it. There was Ann. There was this new crazy thing which had happened to him—“this fool thing,” as he called it. There was this monstrous, magnificent house,—he knew it was magnificent, though it wasn’t his kind,—there was old Palford and his solemn talk about ancestors and the name of Temple Barholm. It always reminded him of how ashamed he had been in Brooklyn of the “Temple Temple” and how he had told lies to prevent the fellows finding out about it. And there was seventy thousand pounds a year, and there was Ann, who looked as soft as a baby,—Good Lord! how soft she’d feel if you got her in your arms and squeezed her!—and yet was somehow strong enough to keep him just where she wanted him to stay and believed he ought to stay until “he had found out.” That was it. She wasn’t doing it for any fool little idea of making herself seem more important: she just believed it. She was doing it because she wanted to let him “have his chance,” just as if she were his mother instead of the girl he was clean crazy about. His chance! He laughed outright—a short, confident laugh which startled Burrill exceedingly.
When he went back to the library and lighted his pipe he began to stride up and down as he continued to think it over.
“I wish she was as sure as I am,” he said. “I wish she was as sure of me as I am of myself—and as I am of her.” He laughed the short, confident laugh again. “I wish she was as sure as I am of us both. We’re all right. I’ve got to get through this, and find out what it’s best to do, and I’ve got to show her. When I’ve had my chance good and plenty, us two for little old New York! Gee! won’t it be fine!” he exclaimed imaginatively. “Her going over her bills, looking like a peach of a baby that’s trying to knit its brows, and adding up, and thinking she ought to economize. She’d do it if we had ten million.” He laughed outright joyfully. “Good Lord! I should kiss her to death!”
The simplest process of ratiocination would lead to a realization of the fact that though he was lonely and uncomfortable, he was not in the least pathetic or sorry for himself. His normal mental and physical structure kept him steady on his feet, and his practical and unsentimental training, combining itself with a touch of iron which centuries ago had expressed itself through some fighting Temple Barholm and a medium of battle-axes, crossbows, and spears, did the rest.
“It’d take more than this to get me where I’d be down and out. I’m feeling fine,” he said. “I believe I’ll go and ‘take a walk,’ as Palford says.”
The fog-wreaths in the park were floating away, and he went out grinning and whistling, giving Burrill and the footman a nod as he passed them with a springing young stride. He got the door open so quickly that he left them behind him frustrated and staring at each other.
“It wasn’t our fault,” said Burrill, gloomily. “He’s never had a door opened for him in his life. This won’t do for me.”
He was away for about an hour, and came back in the best of spirits. He had found out that there was something in “taking a walk” if a fellow had nothing else to do. The park was “fine,” and he had never seen anything like it. When there were leaves on the trees and the grass and things were green, it would be better than Central Park itself. You could have base-ball matches in it. What a cinch it would be if you charged gate-money! But he supposed you couldn’t if it belonged to you and you had three hundred and fifty thousand a year. You had to get used to that. But it did seem a fool business to have all that land and not make a cent out of it. If it was just outside New York and you cut it up into lots, you’d just pile it up. He was quite innocent—calamitously innocent and commercial and awful in his views. Thoughts such as these had been crammed into his brain by life ever since he had gone down the staircase of the Brooklyn tenement with his twenty-five cents in his ten-year-old hand.
The stillness of the house seemed to have accentuated itself when he returned to it. His sense of it let him down a little as he entered. The library was like a tomb—a comfortable luxurious tomb with a bright fire in it. A new Punch and the morning papers had been laid upon a table earlier in the day, and he sat down to look at them.
“I guess about fifty-seven or eight of the hundred and thirty-six hours have gone by,” he said. “But, gee! ain’t it lonesome!”
He sat so still trying to interest himself in “London Day by Day” in the morning paper that the combination of his exercise in the fresh air and the warmth of the fire made him drowsy. He leaned back in his chair and closed his eyes without being aware that he did so. He was on the verge of a doze.
He remained upon the verge for a few minutes, and then a soft, rustling sound made him open his eyes.
An elderly little lady had timidly entered the room. She was neatly dressed in an old-fashioned and far-from-new black silk dress, with a darned lace collar and miniature brooch at her neck. She had also thin, gray side-ringlets dangling against her cheeks from beneath a small, black lace cap with pale-purple ribbons on it. She had most evidently not expected to find any one in the room, and, having seen Tembarom, gave a half-frightened cough.
“I—I beg your pardon,” she faltered. “I really did not mean to intrude—really.”
Tembarom jumped up, awkward, but good-natured. Was she a kind of servant who was a lady?
“Oh, that’s all right,” he said.
But she evidently did not feel that it was all right. She looked as though she felt that she had been caught doing something wrong, and must properly propitiate by apology.
“I’m so sorry. I thought you had gone out—Mr. Temple Barholm.”
“I did go out—to take a walk; but I came in.”
Having been discovered in her overt act, she evidently felt that duty demanded some further ceremony from her. She approached him very timidly, but with an exquisite, little elderly early-Victorian manner. She was of the most astonishingly perfect type, though Tembarom was not aware of the fact. The manner, a century earlier, would have expressed itself in a curtsy.
“It is Mr. Temple Barholm, isn’t it?” she inquired.
“Yes; it has been for the last few weeks,” he answered, wondering why she seemed so in awe of him and wishing she didn’t.
“I ought to apologize for being here,” she began.
“Say, don’t, please!” he interrupted. “What I feel is, that it ought to be up to me to apologize for being here.”
She was really quite flurried and distressed.
“Oh, please, Mr. Temple Barholm!” she fluttered, proceeding to explain hurriedly, as though he without doubt understood the situation. “I should of course have gone away at once after the late Mr. Temple Barholm died, but—but I really had nowhere to go—and was kindly allowed to remain until about two months ago, when I went to make a visit. I fully intended to remove my little belongings before you arrived, but I was detained by illness and could not return until this morning to pack up. I understood you were in the park, and I remembered I had left my knitting-bag here.” She glanced nervously about the room, and seemed to catch sight of something on a remote corner table. “Oh, there it is. May I take it?” she said, looking at him appealingly. “It was a kind present from a dear lost friend, and—and—” She paused, seeing his puzzled and totally non-comprehending air. It was plainly the first moment it had dawned upon her that he did not know what she was talking about. She took a small, alarmed step toward him.
“Oh, I BEG your pardon,” she exclaimed in delicate anguish. “I’m afraid you don’t know who I am. Perhaps Mr. Palford forgot to mention me. Indeed, why should he mention me? There were so many more important things. I am a sort of distant—VERY distant relation of yours. My name is Alicia Temple Barholm.”
Tembarom was relieved. But she actually hadn’t made a move toward the knitting-bag. She seemed afraid to do it until he gave her permission. He walked over to the corner table and brought it to her, smiling broadly.
“Here it is,” he said. “I’m glad you left it. I’m very happy to be acquainted with you, Miss Alicia.”
He was glad just to see her looking up at him with her timid, refined, intensely feminine appeal. Why she vaguely brought back something that reminded him of Ann he could not have told. He knew nothing whatever of types early-Victorian or late.
He took her hand, evidently to her greatest possible amazement, and shook it heartily. She knew nothing whatever of the New York street type, and it made her gasp for breath, but naturally with an allayed terror.
“Gee!” he exclaimed whole-heartedly, “I’m glad to find out I’ve got a relation. I thought I hadn’t one in the world. Won’t you sit down?” He was drawing her toward his own easy-chair. But he really didn’t know, she was agitatedly thinking. She really must tell him. He seemed so good tempered and—and DIFFERENT. She herself was not aware of the enormous significance which lay in that word “different.” There must be no risk of her seeming to presume upon his lack of knowledge.
“It is MOST kind of you,” she said with grateful emphasis, “but I mustn’t sit down and detain you. I can explain in a few words—if I may.”
He positively still held her hand in the oddest, natural, boyish way, and before she knew what she was doing he had made her take the chair—quite MADE her.
“Well, just sit down and explain,” he said. “I wish to thunder you would detain me. Take all the time you like. I want to hear all about it—honest Injun.”
There was a cushion in the chair, and as he talked, he pulled it out and began to arrange it behind her, still in the most natural and matter-of-fact way—so natural and matter-of-fact, indeed, that its very natural matter-of-factedness took her breath away.
“Is that fixed all right?” he asked.
Being a little lady, she could only accept his extraordinary friendliness with grateful appreciation, though she could not help fluttering a little in her bewilderment.
“Oh, thank you, thank you, Mr. Temple Barholm,” she said.
He sat down on the square ottoman facing her, and leaned forward with an air of making a frank confession.
“Guess what I was thinking to myself two minutes before you came in? I was thinking, `Lord, I’m lonesome—just sick lonesome!’ And then I opened my eyes and looked—and there was a relation! Hully gee! I call that luck!”
“Dear me!” she said, shyly delighted. “DO you, Mr. Temple Barholm—REALLY?”
Her formal little way of saying his name was like Ann’s.
“Do I? I’m tickled to death. My mother died when I was ten, and I’ve never had any women kin-folks.”
“Poor bo—” She had nearly said “Poor boy!” and only checked the familiarity just in time—“Poor Mr. Temple Barholm!”
“Say, what are we two to each other, anyhow?” He put it to her with great interest.
“It is a very distant relationship, if it is one at all,” she answered. “You see, I was only a second cousin to the late Mr. Temple Barholm, and I had not really the SLIGHTEST claim upon him.” She placed pathetic emphasis on the fact. “It was most generous of him to be so kind to me. When my poor father died and I was left quite penniless, he gave me a—a sort of home here.”
“A sort of home?” Tembarom repeated.
“My father was a clergyman in VERY straitened circumstances. We had barely enough to live upon—barely. He could leave me nothing. It actually seemed as if I should have to starve—it did, indeed.” There was a delicate quiver in her voice. “And though the late Mr. Temple Barholm had a great antipathy to ladies, he was so—so noble as to send word to me that there were a hundred and fifty rooms in his house, and that if I would keep out of his way I might live in one of them.”
“That was noble,” commented her distant relative.
“Oh, yes, indeed, especially when one considers how he disliked the opposite sex and what a recluse he was. He could not endure ladies. I scarcely ever saw him. My room was in quite a remote wing of the house, and I never went out if I knew he was in the park. I was most careful. And when he died of course I knew I must go away.”
Tembarom was watching her almost tenderly.
“Where did you go?”
“To a kind clergyman in Shropshire who thought he might help me.”
“How was he going to do it?”
She answered with an effort to steady a somewhat lowered and hesitating voice.
“There was near his parish a very nice—charity,”—her breath caught itself pathetically,—“some most comfortable almshouses for decayed gentlewomen. He thought he might be able to use his influence to get me into one.” She paused and smiled, but her small, wrinkled hands held each other closely.
Tembarom looked away. He spoke as though to himself, and without knowing that he was thinking aloud.
“Almshouses!” he said. “Wouldn’t that jolt you!” He turned on her again with a change to cheerful concern. “Say, that cushion of yours ain’t comfortable. I ‘m going to get you another one.” He jumped up and, taking one from a sofa, began to arrange it behind her dexterously.
“But I mustn’t trouble you any longer. I must go, really,” she said, half rising nervously. He put a hand on her shoulder and made her sit again.
“Go where?” he said. “Just lean back on that cushion, Miss Alicia. For the next few minutes this is going to be MY funeral.”
She was at once startled and uncomprehending. What an extraordinary expression! What COULD it mean?
“F—funeral?” she stammered.
Suddenly he seemed somehow to have changed. He looked as serious as though he was beginning to think out something all at once. What was he going to say?
“That’s New York slang,” he answered. “It means that I want to explain myself to you and ask a few questions.”
“Certainly, certainly, Mr. Temple Barholm.”
He leaned his back against the mantel, and went into the matter practically.
“First off, haven’t you ANY folks?” Then, answering her puzzled look, added, “I mean relations.”
Miss Alicia gently shook her head.
“No sisters or brothers or uncles or aunts or cousins?”
She shook her head again.
He hesitated a moment, putting his hands in his pockets and taking them out again awkwardly as he looked down at her.
“Now here’s where I’m up against it,” he went on. “I don’t want to be too fresh or to butt in, but—didn’t old Temple Barholm leave you ANY money?”
“Oh, no!” she exclaimed. “Dear me! no! I couldn’t possibly EXPECT such a thing.”
He gazed at her as though considering the situation. “Couldn’t you?” he said.
There was an odd reflection in his eyes, and he seemed to consider her and the situation again.
“Well,” he began after his pause, “what I want to know is what you expect ME to do.”
There was no unkindness in his manner, in fact, quite the contrary, even when he uttered what seemed to Miss Alicia these awful, unwarranted words. As though she had forced herself into his presence to make demands upon his charity! They made her tremble and turn pale as she got up quickly, shocked and alarmed.
“Oh, nothing! nothing! nothing WHATEVER, Mr. Temple Barholm!” she exclaimed, her agitation doing its best to hide itself behind a fine little dignity. He saw in an instant that his style of putting it had been “‘way off,” that his ignorance had betrayed him, that she had misunderstood him altogether. He almost jumped at her.
“Oh, say, I didn’t mean THAT!” he cried out. “For the Lord’s sake! don’t think I’m such a Tenderloin tough as to make a break like that! Not on your life!”
Never since her birth had a male creature looked at Miss Alicia with the appeal which showed itself in his eyes as he actually put his arm half around her shoulders, like a boy begging a favor from his mother or his aunt.
“What I meant was—” He broke off and began again quite anxiously, “say, just as a favor, will you sit down again and let me tell you what I did mean?”
It was that natural, warm, boyish way which overcame her utterly. It reminded her of the only boy she had ever really known, the one male creature who had allowed her to be fond of him. There was moisture in her eyes as she let him put her back into her chair. When he had done it, he sat down on the ottoman again and poured himself forth.
“You know what kind of a chap I am. No, you don’t, either. You mayn’t know a thing about me; and I want to tell you. I’m so different from everything you’ve ever known that I scare you. And no wonder. It’s the way I’ve lived. If you knew, you’d understand what I was thinking of when I spoke just now. I’ve been cold, I’ve been hungry, I’ve walked the wet streets on my uppers. I know all about GOING WITHOUT. And do you expect that I am going to let a—a little thing like you—go away from here without friends and without money on the chance of getting into an almshouse that isn’t vacant? Do you expect that of me? Not on your life! That was what I meant.”
Miss Alicia quivered; the pale-purple ribbons on her little lace cap quivered.
“I haven’t,” she said, and the fine little dignity was piteous, “a SHADOW of a claim upon you.” It was necessary for her to produce a pocket-handkerchief. He took it from her, and touched her eyes as softly as though she were a baby.
“Claim nothing!” he said. “I’ve got a claim on YOU. I’m going to stake one out right now.” He got up and gesticulated, taking in the big room and its big furniture. “Look at all this! It fell on me like a thunderbolt. It’s nearly knocked the life out of me. I’m like a lost cat on Broadway. You can’t go away and leave me, Miss Alicia; it’s your duty to stay. You’ve just GOT to stay to take care of me.” He came over to her with a wheedling smile. “I never was taken care of in my life. Just be as noble to me as old Temple Barholm was to you: give me a sort of home.”
If a little gentlewoman could stare, it might be said that Miss Alicia stared at him. She trembled with amazed emotion.
“Do you mean—” Despite all he had said, she scarcely dared to utter the words lest, after all, she might be taking for granted more than it was credible could be true. “Can you mean that if I stayed here with you it would make Temple Barholm seem more like HOME? Is it possible you—you mean THAT?”
“I mean just that very thing.”
It was too much for her. Finely restrained little elderly gentlewoman as she was, she openly broke down under it.
“It can’t be true!” she ejaculated shakily. “It isn’t possible. It is too—too beautiful and kind. Do forgive me! I c-a-n’t help it.” She burst into tears.
She knew it was most stupidly wrong. She knew gentlemen did not like tears. Her father had told her that men never really forgave women who cried at them. And here, when her fate hung in the balance, she was not able to behave herself with feminine decorum.
Yet the new Mr. Temple Barholm took it in as matter-of-fact a manner as he seemed to take everything. He stood by her chair and soothed her in his dear New York voice.
“That’s all right, Miss Alicia,” he commented. “You cry as much as you want to, just so that you don’t say no. You’ve been worried and you’re tired. I’ll tell you there’s been two or three times lately when I should like to have cried myself if I’d known how. Say,” he added with a sudden outburst of imagination, “I bet anything it’s about time you had tea.”
The suggestion was so entirely within the normal order of things that it made her feel steadier, and she was able to glance at the clock.
“A cup of tea would be refreshing,” she said. “They will bring it in very soon, but before the servants come I must try to express—”
But before she could express anything further the tea appeared. Burrill and a footman brought it on splendid salvers, in massive urn and tea-pot, with chaste, sacrificial flame flickering, and wonderful, hot buttered and toasted things and wafers of bread and butter attendant. As they crossed the threshold, the sight of Miss Alicia’s small form enthroned in their employer’s chair was one so obviously unanticipated that Burrill made a step backward and the footman almost lost the firmness of his hold on the smaller tray. Each recovered himself in time, however, and not until the tea was arranged upon the table near the fire was any outward recognition of Miss Alicia’s presence made. Then Burrill, pausing, made an announcement entirely without prejudice:
“I beg pardon, sir, but Higgins’s cart has come for Miss Temple Barholm’s box; he is asking when she wants the trap.”
“She doesn’t want it at all,” answered Tembarom. “Carry her trunk up-stairs again. She’s not going away.”
The lack of proper knowledge contained in the suggestion that Burrill should carry trunks upstairs caused Miss Alicia to quail in secret, but she spoke with outward calm.
“No, Burrill,” she said. “I am not going away.”
“Very good, Miss,” Burrill replied, and with impressive civility he prepared to leave the room. Tembarom glanced at the tea-things.
“There’s only one cup here,” he said. “Bring one for me.”
Burrill’s expression might perhaps have been said to start slightly.
“Very good, sir,” he said, and made his exit. Miss Alicia was fluttering again.
“That cup was really for you, Mr. Temple Barholm,” she ventured.
“Well, now it’s for you, and I’ve let him know it,” replied Tembarom.
“Oh, PLEASE,” she said in an outburst of feeling—“PLEASE let me tell you how GRATEFUL—how grateful I am!”
But he would not let her.
“If you do,” he said, “I’ll tell you how grateful I am, and that’ll be worse. No, that’s all fixed up between us. It goes. We won’t say any more about it.”
He took the whole situation in that way, as though he was assuming no responsibility which was not the simple, inevitable result of their drifting across each other—as though it was only what any man would have done, even as though she was a sort of delightful, unexpected happening. He turned to the tray.
“Say, that looks all right, doesn’t it?” he said. “Now you are here, I like the way it looks. I didn’t yesterday.”
Burrill himself brought the extra cup and saucer and plate. He wished to make sure that his senses had not deceived him. But there she sat who through years had existed discreetly in the most unconsidered rooms in an uninhabited wing, knowing better than to presume upon her privileges—there she sat with an awed and rapt face gazing up at this new outbreak into Temple Barholm’s and “him joking and grinning as though he was as pleased as Punch.”
CHAPTER XV
To employ the figure of Burrill, Tembarom was indeed “as pleased as Punch.” He was one of the large number of men who, apart from all sentimental relations, are made particularly happy by the kindly society of women; who expand with quite unconscious rejoicing when a woman begins to take care of them in one way or another. The unconsciousness is a touching part of the condition. The feminine nearness supplies a primeval human need. The most complete of men, as well as the weaklings, feel it. It is a survival of days when warm arms held and protected, warm hands served, and affectionate voices soothed. An accomplished male servant may perform every domestic service perfectly, but the fact that he cannot be a woman leaves a sense of lack. An accustomed feminine warmth in the surrounding daily atmosphere has caused many a man to marry his housekeeper or even his cook, as circumstances prompted.
Tembarom had known no woman well until he had met Little Ann. His feeling for Mrs. Bowse herself had verged on affection, because he would have been fond of any woman of decent temper and kindliness, especially if she gave him opportunities to do friendly service. Little Ann had seemed the apotheosis of the feminine, the warmly helpful, the subtly supporting, the kind. She had been to him an amazement and a revelation. She had continually surprised him by revealing new characteristics which seemed to him nicer things than he had ever known before, but which, if he had been aware of it, were not really surprising at all. They were only the characteristics of a very nice young feminine creature.
The presence of Miss Alicia, with the long-belated fashion of her ringlets and her little cap, was delightful to him. He felt as though he would like to take her in his arms and hug her. He thought perhaps it was partly because she was a little like Ann, and kept repeating his name in Ann’s formal little way. Her delicate terror of presuming or intruding he felt in its every shade. Mentally she touched him enormously. He wanted to make her feel that she need not be afraid of him in the least, that he liked her, that in his opinion she had more right in the house than he had. He was a little frightened lest through ignorance he should say things the wrong way, as he had said that thing about wanting to know what she expected him to do. What he ought to have said was, “You’re not expecting me to let that sort of thing go on.” It had made him sick when he saw what a break he’d made and that she thought he was sort of insulting her. The room seemed all right now that she was in it. Small and unassuming as she was, she seemed to make it less over-sized. He didn’t so much mind the loftiness of the ceiling, the depth and size of the windows, and the walls covered with thousands of books he knew nothing whatever about. The innumerable books had been an oppressing feature. If he had been one of those “college guys” who never could get enough of books, what a “cinch” the place would have been for him—good as the Astor Library! He hadn’t a word to say against books,—good Lord! no;—but even if he’d had the education and the time to read, he didn’t believe he was naturally that kind, anyhow. You had to be “that kind” to know about books. He didn’t suppose she—meaning Miss Alicia—was learned enough to make you throw a fit. She didn’t look that way, and he was mighty glad of it, because perhaps she wouldn’t like him much if she was. It would worry her when she tried to talk to him and found out he didn’t know a darned thing he ought to.
They’d get on together easier if they could just chin about common sort of every-day things. But though she didn’t look like the Vassar sort, he guessed that she was not like himself: she had lived in libraries before, and books didn’t frighten her. She’d been born among people who read lots of them and maybe could talk about them. That was why she somehow seemed to fit into the room. He was aware that, timid as she was and shabby as her neat dress looked, she fitted into the whole place, as he did not. She’d been a poor relative and had been afraid to death of old Temple Barholm, but she’d not been afraid of him because she wasn’t his sort. She was a lady; that was what was the matter with her. It was what made things harder for her, too. It was what made her voice tremble when she’d tried to seem so contented and polite when she’d talked about going into one of those “decayed alms-houses.” As if the old ladies were vegetables that had gone wrong, by gee! he thought.
He liked her little, modest, delicate old face and her curls and her little cap with the ribbons so much that he smiled with a twinkling eye every time he looked at her. He wanted to suggest something he thought would be mighty comfortable, but he was half afraid he might be asking her to do something which wasn’t “her job,” and it might hurt her feelings. But he ventured to hint at it.
“Has Burrill got to come back and pour that out?” he asked, with an awkward gesture toward the tea-tray. “Has he just GOT to?”
“Oh, no, unless you wish it,” she answered. “Shall—may I give it to you?”
“Will you?” he exclaimed delightedly. “That would be fine. I shall feel like a regular Clarence.”
She was going to sit at the table in a straight-backed chair, but he sprang at her.
“This big one is more comfortable,” he said, and he dragged it forward and made her sit in it. “You ought to have a footstool,” he added, and he got one and put it under her feet. “There, that’s all right.”
A footstool, as though she were a royal personage and he were a gentleman in waiting, only probably gentlemen in waiting did not jump about and look so pleased. The cheerful content of his boyish face when he himself sat down near the table was delightful.
“Now,” he said, “we can ring up for the first act.”
She filled the tea-pot and held it for a moment, and then set it down as though her feelings were too much for her.
“I feel as if I were in a dream,” she quavered happily. “I do indeed.”
“But it’s a nice one, ain’t it?” he answered. “I feel as if I was in two. Sitting here in this big room with all these fine things about me, and having afternoon tea with a relation! It just about suits me. It didn’t feel like this yesterday, you bet your life!”
“Does it seem—nicer than yesterday?” she ventured. “Really, Mr. Temple Barholm?”
“Nicer!” he ejaculated. “It’s got yesterday beaten to a frazzle.”
It was beyond all belief. He was speaking as though the advantage, the relief, the happiness, were all on his side. She longed to enlighten him.
“But you can’t realize what it is to me,” she said gratefully, “to sit here, not terrified and homeless and—a beggar any more, with your kind face before me. Do forgive me for saying it. You have such a kind young face, Mr. Temple Barholm. And to have an easy-chair and cushions, and actually a buffet brought for my feet!” She suddenly recollected herself. “Oh, I mustn’t let your tea get cold,” she added, taking up the tea-pot apologetically. “Do you take cream and sugar, and is it to be one lump or two?”
“I take everything in sight,” he replied joyously, “and two lumps, please.”
She prepared the cup of tea with as delicate a care as though it had been a sacramental chalice, and when she handed it to him she smiled wistfully.
“No one but you ever thought of such a thing as bringing a buffet for my feet—no one except poor little Jem,” she said, and her voice was wistful as well as her smile.
She was obviously unaware that she was introducing an entirely new acquaintance to him. Poor little Jem was supposed to be some one whose whole history he knew.
“Jem?” he repeated, carefully transferring a piece of hot buttered crumpet to his plate.
“Jem Temple Barholm,” she answered. “I say little Jem because I remember him only as a child. I never saw him after he was eleven years old.”
“Who was he?” he asked. The tone of her voice, and her manner of speaking made him feel that he wanted to hear something more.
She looked rather startled by his ignorance. “Have you—have you never heard of him?” she inquired.
“No. Is he another distant relation?”
Her hesitation caused him to neglect his crumpet, to look up at her. He saw at once that she wore the air of a sensitive and beautifully mannered elderly lady who was afraid she had made a mistake and said something awkward.
“I am so sorry,” she apologized. “Perhaps I ought not to have mentioned him.”
“Why shouldn’t he be mentioned?”
She was embarrassed. She evidently wished she had not spoken, but breeding demanded that she should ignore the awkwardness of the situation, if awkwardness existed.
“Of course—I hope your tea is quite as you like it—of course there is no real reason. But—shall I give you some more cream? No? You see, if he hadn’t died, he—he would have inherited Temple Barholm.”
Now he was interested. This was the other chap.
“Instead of me?” he asked, to make sure. She endeavored not to show embarrassment and told herself it didn’t really matter—to a thoroughly nice person. But—
“He was the next of kin—before you. I’m so sorry I didn’t know you hadn’t heard of him. It seemed natural that Mr. Palford should have mentioned him.”
“He did say that there was a young fellow who had died, but he didn’t tell me about him. I guess I didn’t ask. There were such a lot of other things. I’d like to hear about him. You say you knew him?”
“Only when he was a little fellow. Never after he grew up. Something happened which displeased my father. I’m afraid papa was very easily displeased. Mr. Temple Barholm disliked him, too. He would not have him at Temple Barholm.”
“He hadn’t much luck with his folks, had he?” remarked Tembarom.
“He had no luck with any one. I seemed to be the only person who was fond of him, and of course I didn’t count.”
“I bet you counted with him,” said Tembarom.
“I do think I did. Both his parents died quite soon after he was born, and people who ought to have cared for him were rather jealous because he stood so near to Temple Barholm. If Mr. Temple Barholm had not been so eccentric and bitter, everything would have been done for him; but as it was, he seemed to belong to no one. When he came to the vicarage it used to make me so happy. He used to call me Aunt Alicia, and he had such pretty ways.” She hesitated and looked quite tenderly at the tea-pot, a sort of shyness in her face. “I am sure,” she burst forth, “I feel quite sure that you will understand and won’t think it indelicate; but I had thought so often that I should like to have a little boy—if I had married,” she added in hasty tribute to propriety.
Tembarom’s eyes rested on her in a thoughtfulness openly touched with affection. He put out his hand and patted hers two or three times in encouraging sympathy.
“Say,” he said frankly, “I just believe every woman that’s the real thing’d like to have a little boy—or a little girl—or a little something or other. That’s why pet cats and dogs have such a cinch of it. And there’s men that’s the same way. It’s sort of nature.”
“He had such a high spirit and such pretty ways,” she said again. “One of his pretty ways was remembering to do little things to make one comfortable, like thinking of giving one a cushion or a buffet for one’s feet. I noticed it so much because I had never seen boys or men wait upon women. My own dear papa was used to having women wait upon him—bring his slippers, you know, and give him the best chair. He didn’t like Jem’s ways. He said he liked a boy who was a boy and not an affected nincompoop. He wasn’t really quite just.” She paused regretfully and sighed as she looked back into a past doubtlessly enriched with many similar memories of “dear papa.” “Poor Jem! Poor Jem!” she breathed softly.
Tembarom thought that she must have felt the boy’s loss very much, almost as much as though she had really been his mother; perhaps more pathetically because she had not been his mother or anybody’s mother. He could see what a good little mother she would have made, looking after her children and doing everything on earth to make them happy and comfortable, just the kind of mother Ann would make, though she had not Ann’s steady wonder of a little head or her shrewd farsightedness. Jem would have been in luck if he had been her son. It was a darned pity he hadn’t been. If he had, perhaps he would not have died young.
“Yes,” he answered sympathetically, “it’s hard for a young fellow to die. How old was he, anyhow? I don’t know.”
“Not much older than you are now. It was seven years ago. And if he had only died, poor dear! There are things so much worse than death.”
“Worse!”
“Awful disgrace is worse,” she faltered. She was plainly trying to keep moisture out of her eyes.
“Did he get into some bad mix-up, poor fellow?” If there had been anything like that, no wonder it broke her up to think of him.
It surely did break her up. She flushed emotionally.
“The cruel thing was that he didn’t really do what he was accused of,” she said.
“He didn’t?”
“No; but he was a ruined man, and he went away to the Klondike because he could not stay in England. And he was killed—killed, poor boy! And afterward it was found out that he was innocent—too late.”
“Gee!” Tembarom gasped, feeling hot and cold. “Could you beat that for rotten luck! What was he accused of?”
Miss Alicia leaned forward and spoke in a whisper. It was too dreadful to speak of aloud.
“Cheating at cards—a gentleman playing with gentlemen. You know what that means.”
Tembarom grew hotter and colder. No wonder she looked that way, poor little thing!
“But,”—he hesitated before he spoke,—“but he wasn’t that kind, was he? Of course he wasn’t.”
“No, no. But, you see,”—she hesitated herself here,—“everything looked so much against him. He had been rather wild.” She dropped her voice even lower in making the admission.
Tembarom wondered how much she meant by that.
“He was so much in debt. He knew he was to be rich in the future, and he was poor just in those reckless young days when it seemed unfair. And he had played a great deal and had been very lucky. He was so lucky that sometimes his luck seemed uncanny. Men who had played with him were horrible about it afterward.”
“They would be,” put in Tembarom. “They’d be sore about it, and bring it up.”
They both forgot their tea. Miss Alicia forgot everything as she poured forth her story in the manner of a woman who had been forced to keep silent and was glad to put her case into words. It was her case. To tell the truth of this forgotten wrong was again to offer justification of poor handsome Jem whom everybody seemed to have dropped talk of, and even preferred not to hear mentioned.
“There were such piteously cruel things about it,” she went on. “He had fallen very much in love, and he meant to marry and settle down. Though we had not seen each other for years, he actually wrote to me and told me about it. His letter made me cry. He said I would understand and care about the thing which seemed to have changed everything and made him a new man. He was so sorry that he had not been better and more careful. He was going to try all over again. He was not going to play at all after this one evening when he was obliged to keep an engagement he had made months before to give his revenge to a man he had won a great deal of money from. The very night the awful thing happened he had told Lady Joan, before he went into the card-room, that this was to be his last game.”
Tembarom had looked deeply interested from the first, but at her last words a new alertness added itself.
“Did you say Lady Joan?” he asked. “Who was Lady Joan?”
“She was the girl he was so much in love with. Her name was Lady Joan Fayre.”
“Was she the daughter of the Countess of Mallowe?”
“Yes. Have you heard of her?”
He recalled Ann’s reflective consideration of him before she had said, “She’ll come after you.” He replied now: “Some one spoke of her to me this morning. They say she’s a beauty and as proud as Lucifer.”
“She was, and she is yet, I believe. Poor Lady Joan—as well as poor Jem!”
“She didn’t believe it, did she?” he put in hastily. “She didn’t throw him down?”
“No one knew what happened between them afterward. She was in the card-room, looking on, when the awful thing took place.”
She stopped, as though to go on was almost unbearable. She had been so overwhelmed by the past shame of it that even after the passing of years the anguish was a living thing. Her small hands clung hard together as they rested on the edge of the table. Tembarom waited in thrilled suspense. She spoke in a whisper again:
“He won a great deal of money—a great deal. He had that uncanny luck again, and of course people in the other rooms heard what was going on, and a number drifted in to look on. The man he had promised to give his revenge to almost showed signs of having to make an effort to conceal his irritation and disappointment. Of course, as he was a gentleman, he was as cool as possible; but just at the most exciting moment, the height of the game, Jem made a quick movement, and—and something fell out of his sleeve.”
“Something,” gasped Tembarom, “fell out of his sleeve!”
Miss Alicia’s eyes overflowed as she nodded her beribboned little cap.
“It”—her voice was a sob of woe—“it was a marked card. The man he was playing against snatched it and held it up. And he laughed out loud.”
“Holy cats!” burst from Tembarom; but the remarkable exclamation was one of genuine horror, and he turned pale, got up from his seat, and took two or three strides across the room, as though he could not sit still.
“Yes, he laughed—quite loudly,” repeated Miss Alicia, “as if he had guessed it all the time. Papa heard the whole story from some one who was present.”
Tembarom came back to her rather breathless.
“What in thunder did he do—Jem?” he asked.
She actually wrung her poor little hands.
“What could he do? There was a dead silence. People moved just a little nearer to the table and stood and stared, merely waiting. They say it was awful to see his face—awful. He sprang up and stood still, and slowly became as white as if he were dying before their eyes. Some one thought Lady Joan Fayre took a step toward him, but no one was quite sure. He never uttered one word, but walked out of the room and down the stairs and out of the house.”
“But didn’t he speak to the girl?”
“He didn’t even look at her. He passed her by as if she were stone.”
“What happened next?”
“He disappeared. No one knew where at first, and then there was a rumor that he had gone to the Klondike and had been killed there. And a year later—only a year! Oh, if he had only waited in England!—a worthless villain of a valet he had discharged for stealing met with an accident, and because he thought he was going to die, got horribly frightened, and confessed to the clergyman that he had tucked the card in poor Jem’s sleeve himself just to pay him off. He said he did it on the chance that it would drop out where some one would see it, and a marked card dropping out of a man’s sleeve anywhere would look black enough, whether he was playing or not. But poor Jem was in his grave, and no one seemed to care, though every one had been interested enough in the scandal. People talked about that for weeks.”
Tembarom pulled at his collar excitedly.
“It makes me sort of strangle,” he said. “You’ve got to stand your own bad luck, but to hear of a chap that’s had to lie down and take the worst that could come to him and know it wasn’t his—just KNOW it! And die before he’s cleared! That knocks me out.”
Almost every sentence he uttered had a mystical sound to Miss Alicia, but she knew how he was taking it, with what hot, young human sympathy and indignation. She loved the way he took it, and she loved the feeling in his next words,
“And the girl—good Lord!—the girl?”
“I never met her, and I know very little of her; but she has never married.”
“I’m glad of that,” he said. “I’m darned glad of it. How could she?” Ann wouldn’t, he knew. Ann would have gone to her grave unmarried. But she would have done things first to clear her man’s name. Somehow she would have cleared him, if she’d had to fight tooth and nail till she was eighty.
“They say she has grown very bitter and haughty in her manner. I’m afraid Lady Mallowe is a very worldly woman. One hears they don’t get on together, and that she is bitterly disappointed because her daughter has not made a good match. It appears that she might have made several, but she is so hard and cynical that men are afraid of her. I wish I had known her a little—if she really loved Jem.”
Tembarom had thrust his hands into his pockets, and was standing deep in thought, looking at the huge bank of red coals in the fire-grate. Miss Alicia hastily wiped her eyes.
“Do excuse me,” she said.
“I’ll excuse you all right,” he replied, still looking into the coals. “I guess I shouldn’t excuse you as much if you didn’t” He let her cry in her gentle way while he stared, lost in reflection.
“And if he hadn’t fired that valet chap, he would be here with you now—instead of me. Instead of me,” he repeated.
And Miss Alicia did not know what to say in reply. There seemed to be nothing which, with propriety and natural feeling, one could say.
“It makes me feel just fine to know I’m not going to have my dinner all by myself,” he said to her before she left the library.
She had a way of blushing about things he noticed, when she was shy or moved or didn’t know exactly what to say. Though she must have been sixty, she did it as though she were sixteen. And she did it when he said this, and looked as though suddenly she was in some sort of trouble.
“You are going to have dinner with me,” he said, seeing that she hesitated—“dinner and breakfast and lunch and tea and supper and every old thing that goes. You can’t turn me down after me staking out that claim.”
“I’m afraid—” she said. “You see, I have lived such a secluded life. I scarcely ever left my rooms except to take a walk. I’m sure you understand. It would not have been necessary even if I could have afforded it, which I really couldn’t—I’m afraid I have nothing—quite suitable—for evening wear.”
“You haven’t!” he exclaimed gleefully. “I don’t know what is suitable for evening wear, but I haven’t got it either. Pearson told me so with tears in his eyes. It never was necessary for me either. I’ve got to get some things to quiet Pearson down, but until I do I’ve got to eat my dinner in a tweed cutaway; and what I’ve caught on to is that it’s unsuitable enough to throw a man into jail. That little black dress you’ve got on and that little cap are just ‘way out of sight, they’re so becoming. Come down just like you are.”
She felt a little as Pearson had felt when confronting his new employer’s entire cheerfulness in face of a situation as exotically hopeless as the tweed cutaway, and nothing else by way of resource. But there was something so nice about him, something which was almost as though he was actually a gentleman, something which absolutely, if one could go so far, stood in the place of his being a gentleman. It was impossible to help liking him more and more at every queer speech he made. Still, there were of course things he did not realize, and perhaps one ought in kindness to give him a delicate hint.
“I’m afraid,” she began quite apologetically. “I’m afraid that the servants, Burrill and the footmen, you know, will be—will think—”
“Say,” he took her up, “let’s give Burrill and the footmen the Willies out and out. If they can’t stand it, they can write home to their mothers and tell ‘em they’ve got to take ‘em away. Burrill and the footmen needn’t worry. They’re suitable enough, and it’s none of their funeral, anyhow.”
He wasn’t upset in the least. Miss Alicia, who, as a timid dependent either upon “poor dear papa” or Mr. Temple Barholm, had been secretly, in her sensitive, ladylike little way, afraid of superior servants all her life, knowing that they realized her utterly insignificant helplessness, and resented giving her attention because she was not able to show her appreciation of their services in the proper manner—Miss Alicia saw that it had not occurred to him to endeavor to propitiate them in the least, because somehow it all seemed a joke to him, and he didn’t care. After the first moment of being startled, she regarded him with a novel feeling, almost a kind of admiration. Tentatively she dared to wonder if there was not something even rather—rather ARISTOCRATIC in his utter indifference.
If he had been a duke, he would not have regarded the servants’ point of view; it wouldn’t have mattered what they thought. Perhaps, she hastily decided, he was like this because, though he was not a duke, boot-blacking in New York notwithstanding he was a Temple Barholm. There were few dukes as old of blood as a Temple Barholm. That must be it. She was relieved.
Whatsoever lay at the root of his being what he was and as he was, he somehow changed the aspect of things for her, and without doing anything but be himself, cleared the atmosphere of her dread of the surprise and mental reservations of the footmen and Burrill when she came down to dinner in her high-necked, much-cleaned, and much-repaired black silk, and with no more distinguishing change in her toilet than a white lace cap instead of a black one, and with “poor dear mamma’s” hair bracelet with the gold clasp on her wrist, and a weeping-willow made of “poor dear papa’s” hair in a brooch at her collar.
It was so curious, though still “nice,” but he did not offer her his arm when they were going into the dining-room, and he took hold of hers with his hand and affectionately half led, half pushed, her along with him as they went. And he himself drew back her chair for her at the end of the table opposite his own. He did not let a footman do it, and he stood behind it, talking in his cheerful way all the time, and he moved it to exactly the right place, and then actually bent down and looked under the table.
“Here,” he said to the nearest man-servant, “where’s there a footstool? Get one, please,” in that odd, simple, almost aristocratic way. It was not a rude dictatorial way, but a casual way, as though he knew the man was there to do things, and he didn’t expect any time to be wasted.
And it was he himself who arranged the footstool, making it comfortable for her, and then he went to his own chair at the head of the table and sat down, smiling at her joyfully across the glass and silver and flowers.
“Push that thing in the middle on one side, Burrill,” he said. “It’s too high. I can’t see Miss Alicia.”
Burrill found it difficult to believe the evidence of his hearing.
“The epergne, sir?” he inquired.
“Is that what it’s called, an apern? That’s a new one on me. Yes, that’s what I mean. Push the apern over.”
“Shall I remove it from the table, sir?” Burrill steeled himself to exact civility. Of what use to behave otherwise? There always remained the liberty to give notice if the worst came to the worst, though what the worst might eventually prove to be it required a lurid imagination to depict. The epergne was a beautiful thing of crystal and gold, a celebrated work of art, regarded as an exquisite possession. It was almost remarkable that Mr. Temple Barholm had not said, “Shove it on one side,” but Burrill had been spared the poignant indignity of being required to “shove.”
“Yes, suppose you do. It’s a fine enough thing when it isn’t in the way, but I’ve got to see you while I talk, Miss Alicia,” said Mr. Temple Barholm. The episode of the epergne—Burrill’s expression, and the rigidly restrained mouths of Henry and James as the decoration was removed, leaving a painfully blank space of table-cloth until Burrill silently filled it with flowers in a low bowl—these things temporarily flurried Miss Alicia somewhat, but the pleased smile at the head of the table calmed even that trying moment.
Then what a delightful meal it was, to be sure! How entertaining and cheerful and full of interesting conversation! Miss Alicia had always admired what she reverently termed “conversation.” She had read of the houses of brilliant people where they had it at table, at dinner and supper parties, and in drawing-rooms. The French, especially the French ladies, were brilliant conversationalists. They held “salons” in which the conversation was wonderful—Mme. de Stael and Mme. Roland, for instance; and in England, Lady Mary Wortley Montague, Sydney Smith, and Horace Walpole, and surely Miss Fanny Burney, and no doubt L. E. L., whose real name was Miss Letitia Elizabeth Landon—what conversation they must have delighted their friends with and how instructive it must have been even to sit in the most obscure corner and listen!
Such gifted persons seemed to have been chosen by Providence to delight and inspire every one privileged to hear them. Such privileges had been omitted from the scheme of Miss Alicia’s existence. She did not know, she would have felt it sacrilegious to admit it even if the fact had dawned upon her, that “dear papa” had been a heartlessly arrogant, utterly selfish, and tyrannical old blackguard of the most pronounced type. He had been of an absolute morality as far as social laws were concerned. He had written and delivered a denunciatory sermon a week, and had made unbearable by his ministrations the suffering hours and the last moments of his parishioners during the long years of his pastorate. When Miss Alicia, in reading records of the helpful relationship of the male progenitors of the Brontes, Jane Austen, Fanny Burney, and Mrs. Browning, was frequently reminded of him, she revealed a perception of which she was not aware. He had combined the virile qualities of all of them. Consequently, brilliancy of conversation at table had not been the attractive habit of the household; “poor dear papa” had confined himself to scathing criticism of the incompetence of females who could not teach their menials to “cook a dinner which was not a disgrace to any decent household.” When not virulently aspersing the mutton, he was expressing his opinion of muddle-headed weakness which would permit household bills to mount in a manner which could only bring ruin and disaster upon a minister of the gospel who throughout a protracted career of usefulness had sapped his intellectual manhood in the useless effort to support in silly idleness a family of brainless and maddening fools. Miss Alicia had heard her character, her unsuccessful physical appearance, her mind, and her pitiful efforts at table-talk, described in detail with a choice of adjective and adverb which had broken into terrified fragments every atom of courage and will with which she had been sparsely dowered.
So, not having herself been gifted with conversational powers to begin with, and never having enjoyed the exhibition of such powers in others, her ideals had been high. She was not sure that Mr. Temple Barholm’s fluent and cheerful talk could be with exactness termed “conversation.” It was perhaps not sufficiently lofty and intellectual, and did not confine itself rigorously to one exalted subject. But how it did raise one’s spirits and open up curious vistas! And how good tempered and humorous it was, even though sometimes the humor was a little bewildering! During the whole dinner there never occurred even one of those dreadful pauses in which dead silence fell, and one tried, like a frightened hen flying from side to side of a coop, to think of something to say which would not sound silly, but perhaps might divert attention from dangerous topics. She had often thought it would be so interesting to hear a Spaniard or a native Hindu talk about himself and his own country in English. Tembarom talked about New York and its people and atmosphere, and he did not know how foreign it all was. He described the streets—Fifth Avenue and Broadway and Sixth Avenue—and the street-cars and the elevated railroad, and the way “fellows” had to “hustle” “to put it over.” He spoke of a boarding-house kept by a certain Mrs. Bowse, and a presidential campaign, and the election of a mayor, and a quick-lunch counter, and when President Garfield had been assassinated, and a department store; and the electric lights, and the way he had of making a sort of picture of everything was really instructive and, well, fascinating. She felt as though she had been taken about the city in one of the vehicles the conductor of which described things through a megaphone.
Not that Mr. Temple Barholm suggested a megaphone, whatsoever that might be, but he merely made you feel as if you had seen things. Never had she been so entertained and enlightened. If she had been a beautiful girl, he could not have seemed more as though in amusing her he was also really pleasing himself. He was so very funny sometimes that she could not help laughing in a way which was almost unladylike, because she could not stop, and was obliged to put her handkerchief up to her face and wipe away actual tears of mirth.
Fancy laughing until you cried, and the servants looking on!
Once Burrill himself was obliged to turn hastily away, and twice she heard him severely reprove an overpowered young footman in a rapid undertone.
Tembarom at least felt that the unlifting heaviness of atmosphere which had surrounded him while enjoying the companionship of Mr. Palford was a thing of the past.
The thrilled interest, the surprise and delight of Miss Alicia would have stimulated a man in a comatose condition, it seemed to him. The little thing just loved every bit of it—she just “eat it up.” She asked question after question, sometimes questions which would have made him shout with laughter if he had not been afraid of hurting her feelings. She knew as little of New York as he knew of Temple Barholm, and was, it made him grin to see, allured by it as by some illicit fascination. She did not know what to make of it, and sometimes she was obliged hastily to conceal a fear that it was a sort of Sodom and Gomorrah; but she wanted to hear more about it, and still more.
And she brightened up until she actually did not look frightened, and ate her dinner with an excellent appetite.
“I really never enjoyed a dinner so much in my life,” she said when they went into the drawing-room to have their coffee. “It was the conversation which made it so delightful. Conversation is such a stimulating thing!”
She had almost decided that it was “conversation,” or at least a wonderful substitute.
When she said good night to him and went beaming to bed, looking forward immensely to breakfast next morning, he watched her go up the staircase, feeling wonderfully normal and happy.
“Some of these nights, when she’s used to me,” he said as he stuffed tobacco into his last pipe in the library—“some of these nights I’m darned if I sha’n’t catch hold of the sweet, little old thing and hug her in spite of myself. I sha’n’t be able to help it.” He lit his pipe, and puffed it even excitedly. “Lord!” he said, “there’s some blame’ fool going about the world right now that might have married her. And he’ll never know what a break he made when he didn’t.”
CHAPTER XVI
A fugitive fine day which had strayed into the month from the approaching spring appeared the next morning, and Miss Alicia was uplifted by the enrapturing suggestion that she should join her new relative in taking a walk, in fact that it should be she who took him to walk and showed him some of his possessions. This, it had revealed itself to him, she could do in a special way of her own, because during her life at Temple Barholm she had felt it her duty to “try to do a little good” among the villagers. She and her long-dead mother and sister had of course been working adjuncts of the vicarage, and had numerous somewhat trying tasks to perform in the way of improving upon “dear papa’s” harrying them into attending church, chivying the mothers into sending their children to Sunday-school, and being unsparing in severity of any conduct which might be construed into implying lack of appreciation of the vicar or respect for his eloquence.
It had been necessary for them as members of the vicar’s family—always, of course, without adding a sixpence to the household bills—to supply bowls of nourishing broth and arrowroot to invalids and to bestow the aid and encouragement which result in a man of God’s being regarded with affection and gratitude by his parishioners. Many a man’s career in the church, “dear papa” had frequently observed, had been ruined by lack of intelligence and effort on the part of the female members of his family.
“No man could achieve proper results,” he had said, “if he was hampered by the selfish influence and foolishness of his womenkind. Success in the church depends in one sense very much upon the conduct of a man’s female relatives.”
After the deaths of her mother and sister, Miss Alicia had toiled on patiently, fading day by day from a slim, plain, sweet-faced girl to a slim, even plainer and sweeter-faced middle-aged and at last elderly woman. She had by that time read aloud by bedsides a great many chapters in the Bible, had given a good many tracts, and bestowed as much arrowroot, barley-water, and beef-tea as she could possibly encompass without domestic disaster. She had given a large amount of conscientious, if not too intelligent, advice, and had never failed to preside over her Sunday-school class or at mothers’ meetings. But her timid unimpressiveness had not aroused enthusiasm or awakened comprehension. “Miss Alicia,” the cottage women said, “she’s well meanin’, but she’s not one with a head.” “She reminds me,” one of them had summed her up, “of a hen that lays a’ egg every day, but it’s too small for a meal, and ‘u’d never hatch into anythin’.”
During her stay at Temple Barholm she had tentatively tried to do a little “parish work,” but she had had nothing to give, and she was always afraid that if Mr. Temple Barholm found her out, he would be angry, because he would think she was presuming. She was aware that the villagers knew that she was an object of charity herself, and a person who was “a lady” and yet an object of charity was, so to speak, poaching upon their own legitimate preserves. The rector and his wife were rather grand people, and condescended to her greatly on the few occasions of their accidental meetings. She was neither smart nor influential enough to be considered as an asset.
It was she who “conversed” during their walk, and while she trotted by Tembarom’s side looking more early-Victorian than ever in a neat, fringed mantle and a small black bonnet of a fashion long decently interred by a changing world, Tembarom had never seen anything resembling it in New York; but he liked it and her increasingly at every moment.
It was he who made her converse. He led her on by asking her questions and being greatly interested in every response she made. In fact, though he was quite unaware of the situation, she was creating for him such an atmosphere as he might have found in a book, if he had had the habit of books. Everything she told him was new and quaint and very often rather touching. She related anecdotes about herself and her poor little past without knowing she was doing it. Before they had talked an hour he had an astonishing clear idea of “poor dear papa” and “dearest Emily” and “poor darling mama” and existence at Rowcroft Vicarage. He “caught on to” the fact that though she was very much given to the word “dear,”—people were “dear,” and so were things and places,—she never even by chance slipped into saying “dear Rowcroft,” which she would certainly have done if she had ever spent a happy moment in it.
As she talked to him he realized that her simple accustomedness to English village life and all its accompaniments of county surroundings would teach him anything and everything he might want to know. Her obscurity had been surrounded by stately magnificence, with which she had become familiar without touching the merest outskirts of its privileges. She knew names and customs and families and things to be cultivated or avoided, and though she would be a little startled and much mystified by his total ignorance of all she had breathed in since her birth, he felt sure that she would not regard him either with private contempt or with a lessened liking because he was a vandal pure and simple.
And she had such a nice, little, old polite way of saying things. When, in passing a group of children, he failed to understand that their hasty bobbing up and down meant that they were doing obeisance to him as lord of the manor, she spoke with the prettiest apologetic courtesy.
“I’m sure you won’t mind touching your hat when they make their little curtsies, or when a villager touches his forehead,” she said.
“Good Lord! no,” he said, starting. “Ought I? I didn’t know they were doing it at me.” And he turned round and made a handsome bow and grinned almost affectionately at the small, amazed party, first puzzling, and then delighting, them, because he looked so extraordinarily friendly. A gentleman who laughed at you like that ought to be equal to a miscellaneous distribution of pennies in the future, if not on the spot. They themselves grinned and chuckled and nudged one another, with stares and giggles.
“I am sorry to say that in a great many places the villagers are not nearly so respectful as they used to be,” Miss Alicia explained. “In Rowcroft the children were very remiss about curtseying. It’s quite sad. But Mr. Temple Barholm was very strict indeed in the matter of demanding proper respectfulness. He has turned men off their farms for incivility. The villagers of Temple Barholm have much better manners than some even a few miles away.”
“Must I tip my hat to all of them?” he asked.
“If you please. It really seems kinder. You—you needn’t quite lift it, as you did to the children just now. If you just touch the brim lightly with your hand in a sort of military salute—that is what they are accustomed to.”
After they had passed through the village street she paused at the end of a short lane and looked up at him doubtfully.
“Would you—I wonder if you would like to go into a cottage,” she said.
“Go into a cottage?” he asked. “What cottage? What for?”
He had not the remotest idea of any reason why he should go into a cottage inhabited by people who were entire strangers to him, and Miss Alicia felt a trifle awkward at having to explain anything so wholly natural.
“You see, they are your cottages, and the people are your tenants, and—”
“But perhaps they mightn’t like it. It might make ‘em mad,” he argued. “If their water-pipes had busted, and they’d asked me to come and look at them or anything; but they don’t know me yet. They might think I was Mr. Buttinski.”
“I don’t quite—” she began. “Buttinski is a foreign name; it sounds Russian or Polish. I’m afraid I don’t quite understand why they should mistake you for him.”
Then he laughed—a boyish shout of laughter which brought a cottager to the nearest window to peep over the pots of fuchsias and geraniums blooming profusely against the diamond panes.
“Say,” he apologized, “don’t be mad because I laughed. I’m laughing at myself as much as at anything. It’s a way of saying that they might think I was ‘butting in’ too much—pushing in where I wasn’t asked. See? I said they might think I was Mr. Butt-in-ski! It’s just a bit of fool slang. You’re not mad, are you?”
“Oh, no!” she said. “Dear me! no. It is very funny, of course. I’m afraid I’m extremely ignorant about—about foreign humor” It seemed more delicate to say “foreign” than merely “American.” But her gentle little countenance for a few seconds wore a baffled expression, and she said softly to herself, “Mr. Buttinski, Butt-in—to intrude. It sounds quite Polish; I think even more Polish than Russian.”
He was afraid he would yell with glee, but he did not. Herculean effort enabled him to restrain his feelings, and present to her only an ordinary-sized smile.
“I shouldn’t know one from the other,” he said; “but if you say it sounds more Polish, I bet it does.”
“Would you like to go into a cottage?” she inquired. “I think it might be as well. They will like the attention.”
“Will they? Of course I’ll go if you think that. What shall I say?” he asked somewhat anxiously.
“If you think the cottage looks clean, you might tell them so, and ask a few questions about things. And you must be sure to inquire about Susan Hibblethwaite’s legs.”
“What?” ejaculated Tembarom.
“Susan Hibblethwaite’s legs,” she replied in mild explanation. “Susan is Mr. Hibblethwaite’s unmarried sister, and she has very bad legs. It is a thing one notices continually among village people, more especially the women, that they complain of what they call `bad legs.’ I never quite know what they mean, whether it is rheumatism or something different, but the trouble is always spoken of as `bad legs’ And they like you to inquire about them, so that they can tell you their symptoms.”
“Why don’t they get them cured?”
“I don’t know, I’m sure. They take a good deal of medicine when they can afford it. I think they like to take it. They’re very pleased when the doctor gives them `a bottle o’ summat,’ as they call it. Oh, I mustn’t forget to tell you that most of them speak rather broad Lancashire.”
“Shall I understand them?” Tembarom asked, anxious again. “Is it a sort of Dago talk?”
“It is the English the working-classes speak in Lancashire. ‘Summat’ means ‘something.’ ‘Whoam’ means ‘home.’ But I should think you would be very clever at understanding things.”
“I’m scared stiff,” said Tembarom, not in the least uncourageously; “but I want to go into a cottage and hear some of it. Which one shall we go into?”
There were several whitewashed cottages in the lane, each in its own bit of garden and behind its own hawthorn hedge, now bare and wholly unsuggestive of white blossoms and almond scent to the uninitiated. Miss Alicia hesitated a moment.
“We will go into this one, where the Hibblethwaites live,” she decided. “They are quite clean, civil people. They have a naughty, queer, little crippled boy, but I suppose they can’t keep him in order because he is an invalid. He’s rather rude, I’m sorry to say, but he’s rather sharp and clever, too. He seems to lie on his sofa and collect all the gossip of the village.”
They went together up the bricked path, and Miss Alicia knocked at the low door with her knuckles. A stout, apple-faced woman opened it, looking a shade nervous.
“Good morning, Mrs. Hibblethwaite,” said Miss Alicia in a kind but remote manner. “The new Mr. Temple Barholm has been kind enough to come to see you. It’s very good of him to come so soon, isn’t it?”
“It is that,” Mrs. Hibblethwaite answered respectfully, looking him over. “Wilt tha coom in, sir?”
Tembarom accepted the invitation, feeling extremely awkward because Miss Alicia’s initiatory comment upon his goodness in showing himself had “rattled” him. It had made him feel that he must appear condescending, and he had never condescended to any one in the whole course of his existence. He had, indeed, not even been condescended to. He had met with slanging and bullying, indifference and brutality of manner, but he had not met with condescension.
“I hope you’re well, Mrs. Hibblethwaite,” he answered. “You look it.”
“I deceive ma looks a good bit, sir,” she answered. “Mony a day ma legs is nigh as bad as Susan’s.”
“Tha ‘rt jealous o’ Susan’s legs,” barked out a sharp voice from a corner by the fire.
The room had a flagged floor, clean with recent scrubbing with sandstone; the whitewashed walls were decorated with pictures cut from illustrated papers; there was a big fireplace, and by it was a hard-looking sofa covered with blue-and-white checked cotton stuff. A boy of about ten was lying on it, propped up with a pillow. He had a big head and a keen, ferret-eyed face, and just now was looking round the end of his sofa at the visitors. “Howd tha tongue, Tummas!” said his mother. “I wunnot howd it,” Tummas answered. “Ma tongue’s th’ on’y thing about me as works right, an’ I’m noan goin’ to stop it.”
“He’s a young nowt,” his mother explained; “but, he’s a cripple, an’ we conna do owt wi’ him.”
“Do not be rude, Thomas,” said Miss Alicia, with dignity.
“Dunnot be rude thysen,” replied Tummas. “I’m noan o’ thy lad.”
Tembarom walked over to the sofa.
“Say,” he began with jocular intent, “you’ve got a grouch on, ain’t you?”
Tummas turned on him eyes which bored. An analytical observer or a painter might have seen that he had a burning curiousness of look, a sort of investigatory fever of expression.
“I dunnot know what tha means,” he said. “Happen tha’rt talkin’ ‘Merican?”
“That’s just what it is,” admitted Tembarom. “What are you talking?”
“Lancashire,” said Tummas. “Theer’s some sense i’ that.”
Tembarom sat down near him. The boy turned over against his pillow and put his chin in the hollow of his palm and stared.
“I’ve wanted to see thee,” he remarked. “I’ve made mother an’ Aunt Susan an’ feyther tell me every bit they’ve heared about thee in the village. Theer was a lot of it. Tha coom fro’ ‘Meriker?”
“Yes.” Tembarom began vaguely to feel the demand in the burning curiosity.
“Gi’ me that theer book,” the boy said, pointing to a small table heaped with a miscellaneous jumble of things and standing not far from him. “It’s a’ atlas,” he added as Tembarom gave it to him. “Yo’ con find places in it.” He turned the leaves until he found a map of the world. “Theer’s ‘Meriker,” he said, pointing to the United States. “That theer’s north and that theer’s south. All th’ real ‘Merikens comes from the North, wheer New York is.”
“I come from New York,” said Tembarom.
“Tha wert born i’ th’ workhouse, tha run about th’ streets i’ rags, tha pretty nigh clemmed to death, tha blacked boots, tha sold newspapers, tha feyther was a common workin’-mon—and now tha’s coom into Temple Barholm an’ sixty thousand a year.”
“The last part’s true all right,” Tembarom owned, “but there’s some mistakes in the first part. I wasn’t born in the workhouse, and though I’ve been hungry enough, I never starved to death—if that’s what `clemmed’ means.”
Tummas looked at once disappointed and somewhat incredulous.
“That’s th’ road they tell it i’ th’ village,” he argued.
“Well, let them tell it that way if they like it best. That’s not going to worry me,” Tembarom replied uncombatively.
Tummas’s eyes bored deeper into him.
“Does na tha care?” he demanded.
“What should I care for? Let every fellow enjoy himself his own way.”
“Tha’rt not a bit like one o’ th’ gentry,” said Tummas. “Tha’rt quite a common chap. Tha’rt as common as me, for aw tha foine clothes.”
“People are common enough, anyhow,” said Tembarom. “There’s nothing much commoner, is there? There’s millions of ‘em everywhere—billions of ‘em. None of us need put on airs.”
“Tha’rt as common as me,” said Tummas, reflectively. “An’ yet tha owns Temple Barholm an’ aw that brass. I conna mak’ out how th’ loike happens.”
“Neither can I; but it does all samee.”
“It does na happen i’ ‘Meriker,” exulted Tummas. “Everybody’s equal theer.”
“Rats!” ejaculated Tembarom. “What about multimillionaires?”
He forgot that the age of Tummas was ten. It was impossible not to forget it. He was, in fact, ten hundred, if those of his generation had been aware of the truth. But there he sat, having spent only a decade of his most recent incarnation in a whitewashed cottage, deprived of the use of his legs.
Miss Alicia, seeing that Tembarom was interested in the boy, entered into domestic conversation with Mrs. Hibblethwaite at the other side of the room. Mrs. Hibblethwaite was soon explaining the uncertainty of Susan’s temper on wash-days, when it was necessary to depend on her legs.
“Can’t you walk at all?” Tembarom asked. Tummas shook his head. “How long have you been lame?”
“Ever since I wur born. It’s summat like rickets. I’ve been lyin’ here aw my days. I look on at foak an’ think ‘em over. I’ve got to do summat. That’s why I loike th’ atlas. Little Ann Hutchinson gave it to me onct when she come to see her grandmother.”
Tembarom sat upright.
“Do you know her?” he exclaimed.
“I know her best o’ onybody in th’ world. An’ I loike her best.”
“So do I,” rashly admitted Tembarom.
“Tha does?” Tummas asked suspiciously. “Does she loike thee?”
“She says she does.” He tried to say it with proper modesty.
“Well, if she says she does, she does. An’ if she does, then yo an’ me’ll be friends.” He stopped a moment, and seemed to be taking Tembarom in with thoroughness. “I could get a lot out o’ thee,” he said after the inspection.
“A lot of what?” Tembarom felt as though he would really like to hear.
“A lot o’ things I want to know about. I wish I’d lived th’ life tha’s lived, clemmin’ or no clemmin’. Tha’s seen things goin’ on every day o’ thy loife.”
“Well, yes, there’s been plenty going on, plenty,” Tembarom admitted.
“I’ve been lying here for ten year’,” said Tummas, savagely. “An’ I’ve had nowt i’ th’ world to do an’ nowt to think on but what I could mak’ foak tell me about th’ village. But nowt happens but this chap gettin’ drunk an’ that chap deein’ or losin’ his place, or wenches gettin’ married or havin’ childer. I know everything that happens, but it’s nowt but a lot o’ women clackin’. If I’d not been a cripple, I’d ha’ been at work for mony a year by now, ‘arnin’ money to save by an’ go to ‘Meriker.”
“You seem to be sort of stuck on America. How’s that?”
“What dost mean?”
“I mean you seem to like it.”
“I dunnot loike it nor yet not loike it, but I’ve heard a bit more about it than I have about th’ other places on th’ map. Foak goes there to seek their fortune, an’ it seems loike there’s a good bit doin’.”
“Do you like to read newspapers?” said Tembarom, inspired to his query by a recollection of the vision of things “doin’” in the Sunday Earth.
“Wheer’d I get papers from?” the boy asked testily. “Foak like us hasn’t got th’ brass for ‘em.”
“I’ll bring you some New York papers,” promised Tembarom, grinning a little in anticipation. “And we’ll talk about the news that’s in them. The Sunday Earth is full of pictures. I used to work on that paper myself.”
“Tha did?” Tummas cried excitedly. “Did tha help to print it, or was it th’ one tha sold i’ th’ streets?”
“I wrote some of the stuff in it.”
“Wrote some of th’ stuff in it? Wrote it thaself? How could tha, a common chap like thee?” he asked, more excited still, his ferret eyes snapping.
“I don’t know how I did it,” Tembarom answered, with increased cheer and interest in the situation. “It wasn’t high-brow sort of work.”
Tummas leaned forward in his incredulous eagerness.
“Does tha mean that they paid thee for writin’ it—paid thee?”
“I guess they wouldn’t have done it if they’d been Lancashire,” Tembarom answered. “But they hadn’t much more sense than I had. They paid me twenty-five dollars a week—that’s five pounds.”
“I dunnot believe thee,” said Tummas, and leaned back on his pillow short of breath.
“I didn’t believe it myself till I’d paid my board two weeks and bought a suit of clothes with it,” was Tembarom’s answer, and he chuckled as he made it.
But Tummas did believe it. This, after he had recovered from the shock, became evident. The curiosity in his face intensified itself; his eagerness was even vaguely tinged with something remotely resembling respect. It was not, however, respect for the money which had been earned, but for the store of things “doin’” which must have been required. It was impossible that this chap knew things undreamed of.
“Has tha ever been to th’ Klondike?” he asked after a long pause.
“No. I’ve never been out of New York.”
Tummas seemed fretted and depressed.
“Eh, I’m sorry for that. I wished tha’d been to th’ Klondike. I want to be towd about it,” he sighed. He pulled the atlas toward him and found a place in it.
“That theer’s Dawson,” he announced. Tembarom saw that the region of the Klondike had been much studied. It was even rather faded with the frequent passage of searching fingers, as though it had been pored over with special curiosity.
“There’s gowd-moines theer,” revealed Tummas. “An’ theer’s welly newt else but snow an’ ice. A young chap as set out fro’ here to get theer froze to death on th’ way.”
“How did you get to hear about it?”
“Ann she browt me a paper onet.” He dug under his pillow, and brought out a piece of newspaper, worn and frayed and cut with age and usage. “This heer’s what’s left of it.” Tembarom saw that it was a fragment from an old American sheet and that a column was headed “The Rush for the Klondike.”
“Why didna tha go theer?” demanded Tummas. He looked up from his fragment and asked his question with a sudden reflectiveness, as though a new and interesting aspect of things had presented itself to him.
“I had too much to do in New York,” said Tembarom. “There’s always something doing in New York, you know.”
Tummas silently regarded him a moment or so.
“It’s a pity tha didn’t go,” he said. “Happen tha’d never ha’ coom back.”
Tembarom laughed the outright laugh.
“Thank you,” he answered.
Tummas was still thinking the matter over and was not disturbed.
“I was na thinkin’ o’ thee,” he said in an impersonal tone. “I was thinkin’ o’ t’ other chap. If tha’d gon i’stead o’ him, he’d ha’ been here i’stead o’ thee. Eh, but it’s funny.” And he drew a deep breath like a sigh having its birth in profundity of baffled thought.
Both he and his evident point of view were “funny” in the Lancashire sense, which does not imply humor, but strangeness and the unexplainable. Singular as the phrasing was, Tembarom knew what he meant, and that he was thinking of the oddity of chance. Tummas had obviously heard of “poor Jem” and had felt an interest in him.
“You’re talking about Jem Temple Barholm I guess,” he said. Perhaps the interest he himself had felt in the tragic story gave his voice a tone somewhat responsive to Tummas’s own mood, for Tummas, after one more boring glance, let himself go. His interest in this special subject was, it revealed itself, a sort of obsession. The history of Jem Temple Barholm had been the one drama of his short life.
“Aye, I was thinkin’ o’ him,” he said. “I should na ha’ cared for th’ Klondike so much but for him.”
“But he went away from England when you were a baby.”
“Th’ last toime he coom to Temple Barholm wur when I wur just born. Foak said he coom to ax owd Temple Barholm if he’d help him to pay his debts, an’ th’ owd chap awmost kicked him out o’ doors. Mother had just had me, an’ she was weak an’ poorly an’ sittin’ at th’ door wi’ me in her arms, an’ he passed by an’ saw her. He stopped an’ axed her how she was doin’. An’ when he was goin’ away, he gave her a gold sovereign, an’ he says, `Put it in th’ savin’s-bank for him, an’ keep it theer till he’s a big lad an’ wants it.’ It’s been in th’ savin’s-bank ever sin’. I’ve got a whole pound o’ ma own out at interest. There’s not many lads ha’ got that.”
“He must have been a good-natured fellow,” commented Tembarom. “It was darned bad luck him going to the Klondike.”
“It was good luck for thee,” said Tummas, with resentment.
“Was it?” was Tembarom’s unbiased reply. “Well, I guess it was, one way or the other. I’m not kicking, anyhow.”
Tummas naturally did not know half he meant. He went on talking about Jem Temple Barholm, and as he talked his cheeks flushed and his eyes lighted.
“I would na spend that sovereign if I was starvin’. I’m going to leave it to Ann Hutchinson in ma will when I dee. I’ve axed questions about him reet and left ever sin’ I can remember, but theer’s nobody knows much. Mother says he was fine an’ handsome, an’ gentry through an’ through. If he’d coom into th’ property, he’d ha’ coom to see me again I’ll lay a shillin’, because I’m a cripple an’ I canna spend his sovereign. If he’d coom back from th’ Klondike, happen he’d ha’ towd me about it.” He pulled the atlas toward him, and laid his thin finger on the rubbed spot. “He mun ha’ been killed somewheer about here,” he sighed. “Somewheer here. Eh, it’s funny.”
Tembarom watched him. There was something that rather gave you the “Willies” in the way this little cripple seemed to have taken to the dead man and worried along all these years thinking him over and asking questions and studying up the Klondike because he was killed there. It was because he’d made a kind of story of it. He’d enjoyed it in the way people enjoy stories in a newspaper. You always had to give ‘em a kind of story; you had to make a story even if you were telling about a milk-wagon running away. In newspaper offices you heard that was the secret of making good with what you wrote. Dish it up as if it was a sort of story.
He not infrequently arrived at astute enough conclusions concerning things. He had arrived at one now. Shut out even from the tame drama of village life, Tummas, born with an abnormal desire for action and a feverish curiosity, had hungered and thirsted for the story in any form whatsoever. He caught at fragments of happenings, and colored and dissected them for the satisfying of unfed cravings. The vanished man had been the one touch of pictorial form and color in his ten years of existence. Young and handsome and of the gentry, unfavored by the owner of the wealth which some day would be his own possession, stopping “gentry-way” at a cottage door to speak good-naturedly to a pale young mother, handing over the magnificence of a whole sovereign to be saved for a new-born child, going away to vaguely understood disgrace, leaving his own country to hide himself in distant lands, meeting death amid snow and ice and surrounded by gold-mines, leaving his empty place to be filled by a boot-black newsboy—true there was enough to lie and think over and to try to follow with the help of maps and excited questions.
“I wish I could ha’ seen him,” said Tummas. “I’d awmost gi’ my sovereign to get a look at that picture in th’ gallery at Temple Barholm.”
“What picture?” Tembarom asked. “Is there a picture of him there?”
“There is na one o’ him, but there’s one o’ a lad as deed two hundred year’ ago as they say wur th’ spit an’ image on him when he wur a lad hissen. One o’ th’ owd servants towd mother it wur theer.”
This was a natural stimulus to interest and curiosity.
“Which one is it? Jinks! I’d like to see it myself. Do you know which one it is? There’s hundreds of them.”
“No, I dunnot know,” was Tummas’s dispirited answer, “an’ neither does mother. Th’ woman as knew left when owd Temple Barholm deed.”
“Tummas,” broke in Mrs. Hibblethwaite from the other end of the room, to which she had returned after taking Miss Alicia out to complain about the copper in the “wash-’us’—” “Tummas, tha’st been talkin’ like a magpie. Tha’rt a lot too bold an’ ready wi’ tha tongue. Th’ gentry’s noan comin’ to see thee if tha clacks th’ heads off theer showthers.”
“I’m afraid he always does talk more than is good for him,” said Miss Alicia. “He looks quite feverish.”
“He has been talking to me about Jem Temple Barholm,” explained Tembarom. “We’ve had a regular chin together. He thinks a heap of poor Jem.”
Miss Alicia looked startled, and Mrs. Hibblethwaite was plainly flustered tremendously. She quite lost her temper.
“Eh,” she exclaimed, “tha wants tha young yed knocked off, Tummas Hibblethwaite. He’s fair daft about th’ young gentleman as—as was killed. He axes questions mony a day till I’d give him th’ stick if he wasna a cripple. He moithers me to death.”
“I’ll bring you some of those New York papers to look at,” Tembarom said to the boy as he went away.
He walked back through the village to Temple Barholm, holding Miss Alicia’s elbow in light, affectionate guidance and support, a little to her embarrassment and also a little to her delight. Until he had taken her into the dining-room the night before she had never seen such a thing done. There was no over-familiarity in the action. It merely seemed somehow to suggest liking and a wish to take care of her.
“That little fellow in the village,” he said after a silence in which it occurred to her that he seemed thoughtful, “what a little freak he is! He’s got an idea that there’s a picture in the gallery that’s said to look like Jem Temple Barholm when he was a boy. Have you ever heard anything about it? He says a servant told his mother it was there.”
“Yes, there is one,” Miss Alicia answered. “I sometimes go and look at it. But it makes me feel very sad. It is the handsome boy who was a page in the court of Charles II. He died in his teens. His name was Miles Hugo Charles James. Jem could see the likeness himself. Sometimes for a little joke I used to call him Miles Hugo.”
“I believe I remember him,” said Tembarom. “I believe I asked Palford his name. I must go and have a look at him again. He hadn’t much better luck than the fellow that looked like him, dying as young as that.”
CHAPTER XVII
Form, color, drama, and divers other advantages are necessary to the creation of an object of interest. Presenting to the world none of these assets, Miss Alicia had slipped through life a scarcely remarked unit. No little ghost of prettiness had attracted the wandering eye, no suggestion of agreeable or disagreeable power of self-assertion had arrested attention. There had been no hour in her life when she had expected to count as being of the slightest consequence. When she had knocked at the door of the study at Rowcroft Vicarage, and “dear papa” had exclaimed irritably: “Who is that? Who is that?” she had always replied, “It is only Alicia.”
This being the case, her gradual awakening to the singularity of her new situation was mentally a process full of doubts and sometimes of alarmed bewilderments. If in her girlhood a curate, even a curate with prominent eyes and a receding chin, had proposed to her that she should face with him a future enriched by the prospect of being called upon to bring up a probable family of twelve on one hundred and fifty pounds a year, with both parish and rectory barking and snapping at her worn-down heels, she would have been sure to assert tenderly that she was afraid she was “not worthy.” This was the natural habit of her mind, and in the weeks which followed the foggy afternoon when Tembarom “staked out his claim” she dwelt often upon her unworthiness of the benefits bestowed upon her.
First the world below-stairs, then the village, and then the county itself awoke to the fact that the new Temple Temple Barholm had “taken her up.” The first tendency of the world below-stairs was to resent the unwarranted uplifting of a person whom there had been a certain luxury in regarding with disdain and treating with scarcely veiled lack of consideration. To be able to do this with a person who, after all was said and done, was not one of the servant class, but a sort of lady of birth, was not unstimulating. And below-stairs the sense of personal rancor against “a ‘anger-on” is strong. The meals served in Miss Alicia’s remote sitting-room had been served at leisure, her tea had rarely been hot, and her modestly tinkled bell irregularly answered. Often her far from liberally supplied fire had gone out on chilly days, and she had been afraid to insist on its being relighted. Her sole defense against inattention would have been to complain to Mr. Temple Barholm, and when on one occasion a too obvious neglect had obliged her to gather her quaking being together in mere self-respect and say, “If this continues to occur, William, I shall be obliged to speak to Mr. Temple Barholm,” William had so looked at her and so ill hid a secret smile that it had been almost tantamount to his saying, “I’d jolly well like to see you.”
And now! Sitting at the end of the table opposite him, if you please! Walking here and walking there with him! Sitting in the library or wherever he was, with him talking and laughing and making as much of her as though she were an aunt with a fortune to leave, and with her making as free in talk as though at liberty to say anything that came into her head! Well, the beggar that had found himself on horseback was setting another one galloping alongside of him. In the midst of this natural resentment it was “a bit upsetting,” as Burrill said, to find it dawning upon one that absolute exactness of ceremony was as much to be required for “her” as for “him.” Miss Alicia had long felt secretly sure that she was spoken of as “her” in the servants’ hall. That businesslike sharpness which Palford had observed in his client aided Tembarom always to see things without illusions. He knew that There was no particular reason why his army of servants should regard him for the present as much more than an intruder; but he also knew that if men and women had employment which was not made hard for them, and were well paid for doing, they were not anxious to lose it, and the man who paid their wages might give orders with some certainty of finding them obeyed. He was “sharp” in more ways than one. He observed shades he might have been expected to overlook. He observed a certain shade in the demeanor of the domestics when attending Miss Alicia, and it was a shade which marked a difference between service done for her and service done for himself. This was only at the outset, of course, when the secret resentment was felt; but he observed it, mere shade though it was.
He walked out into the hall after Burrill one morning. Not having yet adjusted himself to the rule that when one wished to speak to a man one rang a bell and called him back, fifty times if necessary, he walked after Burrill and stopped him.
“This is a pretty good place for servants, ain’t it?” he said.
“Yes, sir.”
“Good pay, good food, not too much to do?”
“Certainly, sir,” Burrill replied, somewhat disturbed by a casualness which yet suggested a method of getting at something or other.
“You and the rest of them don’t want to change, do you?”
“No, sir. There is no complaint whatever as far as I have heard.”
“That’s all right.” Mr. Temple Barholm had put his hands into his pockets, and stood looking non-committal in a steady sort of way. “There’s something I want the lot of you to get on to—right away. Miss Temple Barholm is going to stay here. She’s got to have everything just as she wants it. She’s got to be pleased. She’s the lady of the house. See?”
“I hope, sir,” Burrill said with professional dignity, “that Miss Temple Barholm has not had reason to express any dissatisfaction.”
“I’m the one that would express it—quick,” said Tembarom. “She wouldn’t have time to get in first. I just wanted to make sure I shouldn’t have to do it. The other fellows are under you. You’ve got a head on your shoulders, I guess. It’s up to you to put ‘em on to it. That’s all.”
“Thank you, sir,” said Burrill.
His master went back into the library smiling genially, and Burrill stood still a moment or so gazing at the door he closed behind him.
Be sure the village, and finally circles not made up of cottagers, heard of this, howsoever mysteriously. Miss Alicia was not aware that the incident had occurred. She could not help observing, however, that the manners of the servants of the household curiously improved; also, when she passed through the village, that foreheads were touched without omission and the curtseys of playing children were prompt. When she dropped into a cottage, housewives polished off the seats of chairs vigorously before offering them, and symptoms and needs were explained with a respectful fluency which at times almost suggested that she might be relied on to use influence.
“I’m afraid I have done the village people injustice,” she said leniently to Tembarom. “I used to think them so disrespectful and unappreciative. I dare say it was because I was so troubled myself. I’m afraid one’s own troubles do sometimes make one unfair.”
“Well, yours are over,” said Tembarom. “And so are mine as long as you stay by me.”
Never had Miss Alicia been to London. She had remained, as was demanded of her by her duty to dear papa, at Rowcroft, which was in Somersetshire. She had only dreamed of London, and had had fifty-five years of dreaming. She had read of great functions, and seen pictures of some of them in the illustrated papers. She had loyally endeavored to follow at a distance the doings of her Majesty,—she always spoke of Queen Victoria reverentially as “her Majesty,”—she rejoiced when a prince or a princess was born or christened or married, and believed that a “drawing-room” was the most awe-inspiring, brilliant, and important function in the civilized world, scarcely second to Parliament. London—no one but herself or an elderly gentlewoman of her type could have told any one the nature of her thoughts of London.
Let, therefore, those of vivid imagination make an effort to depict to themselves the effect produced upon her mind by Tembarom’s casually suggesting at breakfast one morning that he thought it might be rather a good “stunt” for them to run up to London. By mere good fortune she escaped dropping the egg she had just taken from the egg-stand.
“London!” she said. “Oh!”
“Pearson thinks it would be a first-rate idea,” he explained. “I guess he thinks that if he can get me into the swell clothing stores he can fix me up as I ought to be fixed, if I’m not going to disgrace him. I should hate to disgrace Pearson. Then he can see his girl, too, and I want him to see his girl.”
“Is—Pearson—engaged?” she asked; but the thought which was repeating itself aloud to her was “London! London!”
“He calls it ‘keeping company,’ or ‘walking out,’” Tembarom answered. “She’s a nice girl, and he’s dead stuck on her. Will you go with me, Miss Alicia?”
“Dear Mr. Temple Barholm,” she fluttered, “to visit London would be a privilege I never dreamed it would be my great fortune to enjoy—never.”
“Good business!” he ejaculated delightedly. “That’s luck for me. It gave me the blues—what I saw of it. But if you are with me, I’ll bet it’ll be as different as afternoon tea was after I got hold of you. When shall we start? To-morrow?”
Her sixteen-year-old blush repeated itself.
“I feel so sorry. It seems almost undignified to mention it, but—I fear I should not look smart enough for London. My wardrobe is so very limited. I mustn’t,” she added with a sweet effort at humor, “do the new Mr. Temple Barholm discredit by looking unfashionable.”
He was more delighted than before.
“Say,” he broke out, “I’ll tell you what we’ll do: we’ll go together and buy everything ‘suitable’ in sight. The pair of us’ll come back here as suitable as Burrill and Pearson. We’ll paint the town red.”
He actually meant it. He was like a boy with a new game. His sense of the dreariness of London had disappeared. He knew what it would be like with Miss Alicia as a companion. He had really seen nothing of the place himself, and he would find out every darned thing worth looking at, and take her to see it—theaters, shops, every show in town. When they left the breakfast-table it was agreed upon that they would make the journey the following day.
He did not openly refer to the fact that among the plans for their round of festivities he had laid out for himself the attending to one or two practical points. He was going to see Palford, and he had made an appointment with a celebrated nerve specialist. He did not discuss this for several reasons. One of them was that his summing up of Miss Alicia was that she had had trouble enough to think over all her little life, and the thing for a fellow to do for her, if he liked her, was to give her a good time and make her feel as if she was at a picnic right straight along—not let her even hear of a darned thing that might worry her. He had said comparatively little to her about Strangeways. His first mention of his condition had obviously made her somewhat nervous, though she had been full of kindly interest. She was in private not sorry that it was felt better that she should not disturb the patient by a visit to his room. The abnormality of his condition seemed just slightly alarming to her.
“But, oh, how good, how charitable, you are!” she had murmured.
“Good,” he answered, the devout admiration of her tone rather puzzling him. “It ain’t that. I just want to see the thing through. I dropped into it by accident, and then I dropped into this by accident, and that made it as easy as falling off a log. I believe he’s going to get well sometime. I guess I kind of like him because he holds on to me so and believes I’m just It. Maybe it’s because I’m stuck on myself.”
His visit to Strangeways was longer than usual that afternoon. He explained the situation to him so that he understood it sufficiently not to seem alarmed by it. This was one of the advances Tembarom had noticed recently, that he was less easily terrified, and seemed occasionally to see facts in their proper relation to one another. Sometimes the experiments tried on him were successful, sometimes they were not, but he never resented them.
“You are trying to help me to remember,” he said once. “I think you will sometime.”
“Sure I will,” said Tembarom. “You’re better every day.”
Pearson was to remain in charge of him until toward the end of the London visit. Then he was to run up for a couple of days, leaving in his place a young footman to whom the invalid had become accustomed.
The visit to London was to Miss Alicia a period of enraptured delirium. The beautiful hotel in which she was established, the afternoons at the Tower, the National Gallery, the British Museum, the evenings at the play, during which one saw the most brilliant and distinguished actors, the mornings in the shops, attended as though one were a person of fortune, what could be said of them? And the sacred day on which she saw her Majesty drive slowly by, glittering helmets, splendid uniforms, waving plumes, and clanking swords accompanying and guarding her, and gentlemen standing still with their hats off, and everybody looking after her with that natural touch of awe which royalty properly inspires! Miss Alicia’s heart beat rapidly in her breast, and she involuntarily made a curtsey as the great lady in mourning drove by. She lost no shade of any flavor of ecstatic pleasure in anything, and was to Tembarom, who knew nothing about shades and flavors, indeed a touching and endearing thing.
He had never got so much out of anything. If Ann had just been there, well, that would have been the limit. Ann was on her way to America now, and she wouldn’t write to him or let him write to her. He had to make a fair trial of it. He could find out only in that way, she said. It was not to be denied that the youth and longing in him gave him some half-hours to face which made him shut himself up in his room and stare hard at the wall, folding his arms tightly as he tilted his chair.
There arrived a day when one of the most exalted shops in Bond Street was invaded by an American young man of a bearing the peculiarities of which were subtly combined with a remotely suggested air of knowing that if he could find what he wanted, there was no doubt as to his power to get it. What he wanted was not usual, and was explained with a frankness which might have seemed unsophisticated, but, singularly, did not. He wanted to have a private talk with some feminine power in charge, and she must be some one who knew exactly what ladies ought to have.
Being shown into a room, such a feminine power was brought to him and placed at his service. She was a middle-aged person, wearing beautifully fitted garments and having an observant eye and a dignified suavity of manner. She looked the young American over with a swift inclusion of all possibilities. He was by this time wearing extremely well-fitting garments himself, but she was at once aware that his tailored perfection was a new thing to him.
He went to his point without apologetic explanation.
“You know all the things any kind of a lady ought to have,” he said—“all the things that would make any one feel comfortable and as if they’d got plenty? Useful things as well as ornamental ones?”
“Yes, sir,” she replied, with rising interest. “I have been in the establishment thirty years.”
“Good business,” Tembarom replied. Already he felt relieved. “I’ve got a relation, a little old lady, and I want her to fix herself out just as she ought to be fixed. Now, what I’m afraid of is that she won’t get everything she ought to unless I manage it for her somehow beforehand. She’s got into a habit of—well, economizing. Now the time’s past for that, and I want her to get everything a woman like you would know she really wants, so that she could look her best, living in a big country house, with a relation that thinks a lot of her.”
He paused a second or so, and then went further, fixing a clear and astonishingly shrewd eye upon the head of the department listening to him.
“I found out this was a high-class place,” he explained. “I made sure of that before I came in. In a place that was second or third class there might be people who’d think they’d caught a ‘sucker’ that would take anything that was unloaded on to him, because he didn’t know. The things are for Miss Temple Barholm, and she DOES know. I shall ask her to come here herself to-morrow morning, and I want you to take care of her, and show her the best you’ve got that’s suitable.” He seemed to like the word; he repeated it—“Suitable,” and quickly restrained a sudden, unexplainable, wide smile.
The attending lady’s name was Mrs. Mellish. Thirty years’ experience had taught her many lessons. She was a hard woman and a sharp one, but beneath her sharp hardness lay a suppressed sense of the perfect in taste. To have a customer with unchecked resources put into her hands to do her best by was an inspiring incident. A quiver of enlightenment had crossed her countenance when she had heard the name of Temple Barholm. She had a newspaper knowledge of the odd Temple Barholm story. This was the next of kin who had blacked boots in New York, and the obvious probability that he was a fool, if it had taken the form of a hope, had been promptly nipped in the bud. The type from which he was furthest removed was that of the fortune-intoxicated young man who could be obsequiously flattered into buying anything which cost money enough.
“Not a thing’s to be unloaded on her that she doesn’t like,” he added, “and she’s not a girl that goes to pink teas. She’s a—a—lady—and not young—and used to quiet ways.”
The evidently New York word “unload” revealed him to his hearer as by a flash, though she had never heard it before.
“We have exactly the things which will be suitable, sir,” she said. “I think I quite understand.” Tembarom smiled again, and, thanking her, went away still smiling, because he knew Miss Alicia was safe.
There were of course difficulties in the way of persuading Miss Alicia that her duty lay in the direction of spending mornings in the most sumptuous of Bond Street shops, ordering for herself an entire wardrobe on a basis of unlimited resources. Tembarom was called upon to employ the most adroitly subtle reasoning, entirely founded on his “claim” and her affectionate willingness to give him pleasure.
He really made love to her in the way a joyful young fellow can make love to his mother or his nicest aunt. He made her feel that she counted for so much in his scheme of enjoyment that to do as he asked would be to add a glow to it.
“And they won’t spoil you,” he said. “The Mellish woman that’s the boss has promised that. I wouldn’t have you spoiled for a farm,” he added heartily.
And he spoke the truth. If he had been told that he was cherishing her type as though it were a priceless bit of old Saxe, he would have stared blankly and made a jocular remark. But it was exactly this which he actually clung to and adored. He even had a second private interview with Mrs. Mellish, and asked her to “keep her as much like she was” as was possible.
Stimulated by the suppressed touch of artistic fervor, Mrs. Mellish guessed at something even before her client arrived; but the moment she entered the showroom all was revealed to her at once. The very hint of flush and tremor in Miss Alicia’s manner was an assistance. Surrounded by a small and extremely select court composed of Mrs. Mellish and two low-voiced, deft-handed assistants, it was with a fine little effort that Miss Alicia restrained herself from exterior suggestion of her feeling that there was something almost impious in thinking of possessing the exquisite stuffs and shades displayed to her in flowing beauty on every side. Such linens and batistes and laces, such delicate, faint grays and lavenders and soft-falling blacks! If she had been capable of approaching the thought, such luxury might even have hinted at guilty splendor.
Mrs. Mellish became possessed of an “idea” To create the costume of an exquisite, early-Victorian old lady in a play done for the most fashionable and popular actor manager of the most “drawing-room” of West End theaters, where one saw royalty in the royal box, with bouquets on every side, the orchestra breaking off in the middle of a strain to play “God Save the Queen,” and the audience standing up as the royal party came in—that was her idea. She carried it out, steering Miss Alicia with finished tact through the shoals and rapids of her timidities. And the result was wonderful; color,—or, rather, shades,—textures, and forms were made subservient by real genius. Miss Alicia—as she was turned out when the wardrobe was complete—might have been an elderly little duchess of sweet and modest good taste in the dress of forty years earlier. It took time, but some of the things were prepared as though by magic, and the night the first boxes were delivered at the hotel Miss Alicia, on going to bed, in kneeling down to her devotions prayed fervently that she might not be “led astray by fleshly desires,” and that her gratitude might be acceptable, and not stained by a too great joy “in the things which corrupt.”
The very next day occurred Rose. She was the young person to whom Pearson was engaged, and it appeared that if Miss Alicia would make up her mind to oblige Mr. Temple Barholm by allowing the girl to come to her as lady’s-maid, even if only temporarily, she would be doing a most kind and charitable thing. She was a very nice, well-behaved girl, and unfortunately she had felt herself forced to leave her place because her mistress’s husband was not at all a nice man. He had shown himself so far from nice that Pearson had been most unhappy, and Rose had been compelled to give notice, though she had no other situation in prospect and her mother was dependent on her. This was without doubt not Mr. Temple Barholm’s exact phrasing of the story, but it was what Miss Alicia gathered, and what moved her deeply. It was so cruel and so sad! That wicked man! That poor girl! She had never had a lady’s-maid, and might be rather at a loss at first, but it was only like Mr. Temple Barholm’s kind heart to suggest such a way of helping the girl and poor Pearson.
So occurred Rose, a pretty creature whose blue eyes suppressed grateful tears as she took Miss Alicia’s instructions during their first interview. And Pearson arrived the same night, and, waiting upon Tembarom, stood before him, and with perfect respect, choked.
“Might I thank you, if you please, sir,” he began, recovering himself—“might I thank you and say how grateful—Rose and me, sir—” and choked again.
“I told you it would be all right,” answered Tembarom. “It is all right. I wish I was fixed like you are, Pearson.”
When the Countess of Mallowe called, Rose had just dressed Miss Alicia for the afternoon in one of the most perfect of the evolutions of Mrs. Mellish’s idea. It was a definite creation, as even Lady Mallowe detected the moment her eyes fell upon it. Its hue was dull, soft gray, and how it managed to concede points and elude suggestions of modes interred, and yet remain what it did remain, and accord perfectly with the side ringlets and the lace cap of Mechlin, only dressmaking genius could have explained. The mere wearing of it gave Miss Alicia a support and courage which she could scarcely believe to be her own. When the cards of Lady Mallowe and Lady Joan Fayre were brought up to her, she was absolutely not really frightened; a little nervous for a moment, perhaps, but frightened, no. A few weeks of relief and ease, of cheery consideration, of perfectly good treatment and good food and good clothes, had begun a rebuilding of the actual cells of her.
Lady Mallowe entered alone. She was a handsome person, and astonishingly young when considered as the mother of a daughter of twenty-seven. She wore a white veil, and looked pink through it. She swept into the room, and shook hands with Miss Alicia with delicate warmth.
“We do not really know each other at all,” she said. “It is disgraceful how little relatives see of one another.”
The disgrace, if measured by the extent of the relationship, was not immense. Perhaps this thought flickered across Miss Alicia’s mind among a number of other things. She had heard “dear papa” on Lady Mallowe, and, howsoever lacking in graces, the vicar of Rowcroft had not lacked an acrid shrewdness. Miss Alicia’s sensitively self-accusing soul shrank before a hasty realization of the fact that if he had been present when the cards were brought up, he would, on glancing over them through his spectacles, have jerked out immediately: “What does the woman want? She’s come to get something.” Miss Alicia wished she had not been so immediately beset by this mental vision.
Lady Mallowe had come for something. She had come to be amiable to Miss Temple Barholm and to establish relations with her.
“Joan should have been here to meet me,” she explained. “Her dressmaker is keeping her, of course. She will be so annoyed. She wanted very much to come with me.”
It was further revealed that she might arrive at any moment, which gave Miss Alicia an opportunity to express, with pretty grace, the hope that she would, and her trust that she was quite well.
“She is always well,” Lady Mallowe returned. “And she is of course as interested as we all are in this romantic thing. It is perfectly delicious, like a three-volumed novel.”
“It is romantic,” said Miss Alicia, wondering how much her visitor knew or thought she knew, and what circumstances would present themselves to her as delicious.
“Of course one has heard only the usual talk one always hears when everybody is chattering about a thing,” Lady Mallowe replied, with a propitiating smile. “No one really knows what is true and what isn’t. But it is nice to notice that all the gossip speaks so well of him. No one seems to pretend that he is anything but extremely nice himself, notwithstanding his disadvantages.”
She kept a fine hazel eye, surrounded by a line which artistically represented itself as black lashes, steadily resting on Miss Alicia as she said the last words.
“He is,” said Miss Alicia, with gentle firmness, “nicer than I had ever imagined any young man could be—far nicer.”
Lady Mallowe’s glance round the luxurious private sitting-room and over the perfect “idea” of Mrs. Mellish was so swift as to be almost imperceptible.
“How delightful!” she said. “He must be unusually agreeable, or you would not have consented to stay and take care of him.”
“I cannot tell you how HAPPY I am to have been asked to stay with him, Lady Mallowe,” Miss Alicia replied, the gentle firmness becoming a soft dignity.
“Which of course shows all the more how attractive he must be. And in view of the past lack of advantages, what a help you can be to him! It is quite wonderful for him to have a relative at hand who is an Englishwoman and familiar with things he will feel he must learn.”
A perhaps singular truth is that but for the unmistakable nature of the surroundings she quickly took in the significance of, and but for the perfection of the carrying out of Mrs. Mellish’s delightful idea, it is more than probable that her lady-ship’s manner of approaching Miss Alicia and certain subjects on which she desired enlightenment would have been much more direct and much less propitiatory. Extraordinary as it was, “the creature”—she thought of Tembarom as “the creature”—had plainly been so pleased with the chance of being properly coached that he had put everything, so to speak, in the little old woman’s hands. She had got a hold upon him. It was quite likely that to regard her as a definite factor would only be the part of the merest discretion. She was evidently quite in love with him in her early-Victorian, spinster way. One had to be prudent with women like that who had got hold of a male creature for the first time in their lives, and were almost unaware of their own power. Their very unconsciousness made them a dangerous influence.
With a masterly review of these facts in her mind Lady Mallowe went on with a fluent and pleasant talk, through the medium of which she managed to convey a large number of things Miss Alicia was far from being clever enough to realize she was talking about. She lightly waved wings of suggestion across the scene, she dropped infinitesimal seeds in passing, she left faint echoes behind her—the kind of echoes one would find oneself listening to and trying to hear as definitely formed sounds. She had been balancing herself on a precarious platform of rank and title, unsupported by any sordid foundation of a solid nature, through a lifetime spent in London. She had learned to catch fiercely at straws of chance, and bitterly to regret the floating past of the slightest, which had made of her a finished product of her kind. She talked lightly, and was sometimes almost witty. To her hearer she seemed to know every brilliant personage and to be familiar with every dazzling thing. She knew well what social habits and customs meant, what their value, or lack of value, was. There were customs, she implied skilfully, so established by time that it was impossible to ignore them. Relationships, for instance, stood for so much that was fine in England that one was sometimes quite touched by the far-reachingness of family loyalty. The head of the house of a great estate represented a certain power in the matter of upholding the dignity of his possessions, of caring for his tenantry, of standing for proper hospitality and friendly family feeling. It was quite beautiful as one often saw it. Throughout the talk there were several references to Joan, who really must come in shortly, which were very interesting to Miss Alicia. Lady Joan, Miss Alicia heard casually, was a great beauty. Her perfection and her extreme cleverness had made her perhaps a trifle difficile. She had not done—Lady Mallowe put it with a lightness of phrasing which was delicacy itself—what she might have done, with every exalted advantage, so many times. She had a profound nature. Here Lady Mallowe waved away, as it were, a ghost of a sigh. Since Miss Temple Barholm was a relative, she had no doubt heard of the unfortunate, the very sad incident which her mother sometimes feared prejudiced the girl even yet.
“You mean—poor Jem!” broke forth involuntarily from Miss Alicia’s lips. Lady Mallowe stared a little.
“Do you call him that?” she asked. “Did you know him, then?”
“I loved him,” answered Miss Alicia, winking her eyes to keep back the moisture in them, “though it was only when he was a little boy.”
“Oh,” said Lady Mallowe, with a sudden, singular softness, “I must tell Joan that.”
Lady Joan had not appeared even after they had had tea and her mother went away, but somehow Miss Alicia had reached a vaguely yearning feeling for her and wished very much the dressmaker had released her. She was quite stirred when it revealed itself almost at the last moment that in a few weeks both she and Lady Mallowe were to pay a visit at no great distance from Temple Barholm itself, and that her ladyship would certainly arrange to drive over to continue her delightful acquaintance and to see the beautiful old place again.
“In any case one must, even if he lived in lonely state, pay one’s respects to the head of the house. The truth is, of course, one is extremely anxious to meet him, and it is charming to know that one is not merely invading the privacy of a bachelor,” Lady Mallowe put it.
“She’ll come for YOU,” Little Ann had soberly remarked.
Tembarom remembered the look in her quiet, unresentful blue eyes when he came in to dinner and Miss Alicia related to him the events of the afternoon.
CHAPTER XVIII
The spring, when they traveled back to the north, was so perceptibly nearer that the fugitive soft days strayed in advance at intervals that were briefer. They chose one for their journey, and its clear sunshine and hints at faint greenness were so exhilarating to Miss Alicia that she was a companion to make any journey an affair to rank with holidays and adventures. The strange luxury of traveling in a reserved first-class carriage, of being made timid by no sense of unfitness of dress or luggage, would have filled her with grateful rapture; but Rose, journeying with Pearson a few coaches behind, appeared at the carriage window at every important station to say, “Is there anything I may do for you, ma’am?” And there really never was anything she could do, because Mr. Temple Barholm remembered everything which could make her comfort perfect. In the moods of one who searches the prospect for suggestions as to pleasure he can give to himself by delighting a dear child, he had found and bought for her a most elegant little dressing-bag, with the neatest of plain-gold fittings beautifully initialed. It reposed upon the cushioned seat near her, and made her heart beat every time she caught sight of it anew. How wonderful it would be if poor dear, darling mama could look down and see everything and really know what happiness had been vouchsafed to her unworthy child!
Having a vivid recollection of the journey made with Mr. Palford, Tembarom felt that his whole world had changed for him. The landscape had altered its aspect. Miss Alicia pointed out bits of freshening grass, was sure of the breaking of brown leaf-buds, and more than once breathlessly suspected a primrose in a sheltered hedge corner. A country-bred woman, with country-bred keenness of eye and a country-bred sense of the seasons’ change, she saw so much that he had never known that she began to make him see also. Bare trees would be thick-leaved nesting-places, hedges would be white with hawthorn, and hold blue eggs and chirps and songs. Skylarks would spring out of the fields and soar into the sky, dropping crystal chains of joyous trills. The cottage gardens would be full of flowers, there would be poppies gleaming scarlet in the corn, and in buttercup-time all the green grass would be a sheet of shining gold.
“When it all happens I shall be like a little East-Sider taken for a day in the country. I shall be asking questions at every step,” Tembarom said. “Temple Barholm must be pretty fine then.”
“It is so lovely,” said Miss Alicia, turning to him almost solemnly, “that sometimes it makes one really lose one’s breath.”
He looked out of the window with sudden wistfulness.
“I wish Ann—” he began and then, seeing the repressed question in her eyes, made up his mind.
He told her about Little Ann. He did not use very many words, but she knew a great deal when he had finished. And her spinster soul was thrilled. Neither she nor poor Emily had ever had an admirer, and it was not considered refined for unsought females to discuss “such subjects.” Domestic delirium over the joy of an engagement in families in which daughters were a drug she had seen. It was indeed inevitable that there should be more rejoicing over one Miss Timson who had strayed from the fold into the haven of marriage than over the ninety-nine Misses Timson who remained behind. But she had never known intimately any one who was in love—really in love. Mr. Temple Barholm must be. When he spoke of Little Ann he flushed shyly and his eyes looked so touching and nice. His voice sounded different, and though of course his odd New York expressions were always rather puzzling, she felt as though she saw things she had had no previous knowledge of—things which thrilled her.
“She must be a very—very nice girl,” she ventured at length. “I am afraid I have never been into old Mrs. Hutchinson’s cottage. She is quite comfortably off in her way, and does not need parish care. I wish I had seen Miss Hutchinson.”
“I wish she had seen you,” was Tembarom’s answer.
Miss Alicia reflected.
“She must be very clever to have such—sensible views,” she remarked.
If he had remained in New York, and there had been no question of his inheriting Temple Barholm, the marriage would have been most suitable. But however “superior” she might be, a vision of old Mrs. Hutchinson’s granddaughter as the wife of Mr. Temple Barholm, and of noisy old Mr. Hutchinson as his father-in-law was a staggering thing.
“You think they were sensible?” asked Tembarom. “Well, she never did anything that wasn’t. So I guess they were. And what she says GOES. I wanted you to know, anyhow. I wouldn’t like you not to know. I’m too fond of you, Miss Alicia.” And he put his hand round her neat glove and squeezed it. The tears of course came into her tender eyes. Emotion of any sort always expressed itself in her in this early-Victorian manner.
“This Lady Joan girl,” he said suddenly not long afterward, “isn’t she the kind that I’m to get used to—the kind in the pictorial magazine Ann talked about? I bought one at the news-stand at the depot before we started. I wanted to get on to the pictures and see what they did to me.”
He found the paper among his belongings and regarded it with the expression of a serious explorer. It opened at a page of illustrations of slim goddesses in court dresses. By actual measurement, if regarded according to scale, each was about ten feet high; but their long lines, combining themselves with court trains, waving plumes, and falling veils, produced an awe-inspiring effect. Tembarom gazed at them in absorbed silence.
“Is she something like any of these?” he inquired finally.
Miss Alicia looked through her glasses.
“Far more beautiful, I believe,” she answered. “These are only fashion-plates, and I have heard that she is a most striking girl.”
“A beaut’ from Beautsville!” he said. “So that’s what I’m up against! I wonder how much use that kind of a girl would have for me.”
He gave a good deal of attention to the paper before he laid it aside. As she watched him, Miss Alicia became gradually aware of the existence of a certain hint of determined squareness in his boyish jaw. It was perhaps not much more than a hint, but it really was there, though she had not noticed it before. In fact, it usually hid itself behind his slangy youthfulness and his readiness for any good cheer.
One may as well admit that it sustained him during his novitiate and aided him to pass through it without ignominy or disaster. He was strengthened also by a private resolve to bear himself in such a manner as would at least do decent credit to Little Ann and her superior knowledge. With the curious eyes of servants, villagers, and secretly outraged neighborhood upon him, he was shrewd enough to know that he might easily become a perennial fount of grotesque anecdote, to be used as a legitimate source of entertainment in cottages over the consumption of beans and bacon, as well as at great houses when dinner-table talk threatened to become dull if not enlivened by some spice. He would not have thought of this or been disturbed by it but for Ann. She knew, and he was not going to let her be met on her return from America with what he called “a lot of funny dope” about him.
“No girl would like it,” he said to himself. “And the way she said she ‘cared too much’ just put it up to me to see that the fellow she cares for doesn’t let himself get laughed at.”
Though he still continued to be jocular on subjects which to his valet seemed almost sacred, Pearson was relieved to find that his employer gradually gave himself into his hands in a manner quite amenable. In the touching way in which nine out of ten nice, domesticated American males obey the behests of the women they are fond of, he had followed Ann’s directions to the letter. Guided by the adept Pearson, he had gone to the best places in London and purchased the correct things, returning to Temple Barholm with a wardrobe to which any gentleman might turn at any moment without a question.
“He’s got good shoulders, though he does slouch a bit,” Pearson said to Rose. “And a gentleman’s shoulders are more than half the battle.”
What Tembarom himself felt cheered by was the certainty that if Ann saw him walking about the park or the village, or driving out with Miss Alicia in the big landau, or taking her in to dinner every evening, or even going to church with her, she would not have occasion to flush at sight of him.
The going to church was one of the duties of his position he found out. Miss Alicia “put him on” to that. It seemed that he had to present himself to the villagers “as an example.” If the Temple Barholm pews were empty, the villagers, not being incited to devotional exercise by his exalted presence, would feel at liberty to remain at home, and in the irreligious undress of shirt-sleeves sit and smoke their pipes, or, worse still, gather at “the Hare and Hounds” and drink beer. Also, it would not be “at all proper” not to go to church.
Pearson produced a special cut of costume for this ceremony, and Tembarom walked with Miss Alicia across the park to the square-towered Norman church.
In a position of dignity the Temple Barholm pews over-looked the congregation. There was the great square pew for the family, with two others for servants. Footmen and house-maids gazed reverentially at prayer-books. Pearson, making every preparation respectfully to declare himself a “miserable sinner” when the proper moment arrived, could scarcely re-strain a rapid side glance as the correctly cut and fitted and entirely “suitable” work of his hands opened the pew-door for Miss Alicia, followed her in, and took his place.
Let not the fact that he had never been to church before be counted against him. There was nothing very extraordinary in the fact. He had felt no antipathy to church-going, but he had not by chance fallen under proselyting influence, and it had certainly never occurred to him that he had any place among the well-dressed, comfortable-looking people he had seen flocking into places of worship in New York. As far as religious observances were concerned, he was an unadulterated heathen, and was all the more to be congratulated on being a heathen of genial tendencies.
The very large pew, under the stone floor of which his ancestors had slept undisturbedly for centuries, interested him greatly. A recumbent marble crusader in armor, with feet crossed in the customary manner, fitted into a sort of niche in one side of the wall. There were carved tablets and many inscriptions in Latin wheresoever one glanced. The place was like a room. A heavy, round table, on which lay prayer-books, Bibles, and hymn-books, occupied the middle. About it were arranged beautiful old chairs, with hassocks to kneel on. Toward a specially imposing chair with arms Miss Alicia directed, him with a glance. It was apparently his place. He was going to sit down when he saw Miss Alicia gently push forward a hassock with her foot, and kneel on it, covering her face with her hands as she bent her head. He hastily drew forth his hassock and followed her example.
That was it, was it? It wasn’t only a matter of listening to a sermon; you had to do things. He had better watch out and see that he didn’t miss anything. She didn’t know it was his first time, and it might worry her to the limit if he didn’t put it over all right. One of the things he had noticed in her was her fear of attracting attention by failing to do exactly the “proper thing.” If he made a fool of himself by kneeling down when he ought to stand up, or lying down when he ought to sit, she’d get hot all over, thinking what the villagers or the other people would say. Well, Ann hadn’t wanted him to look different from other fellows or to make breaks. He’d look out from start to finish. He directed a watchful eye at Miss Alicia through his fingers. She remained kneeling a few moments, and then very quietly got up. He rose with her, and took his big chair when she sat down. He breathed more freely when they had got that far. That was the first round.
It was not a large church, but a gray and solemn impression of dignity brooded over it. It was dim with light, which fell through stained-glass memorial windows set deep in the thick stone walls. The silence which reigned throughout its spaces seemed to Tembarom of a new kind, different from the silence of the big house. The occasional subdued rustle of turned prayer-book leaves seemed to accentuate it; the most careful movement could not conceal itself; a slight cough was a startling thing. The way, Tembarom thought, they could get things dead-still in English places!
The chimes, which had been ringing their last summons to the tardy, slackened their final warning notes, became still slower, stopped. There was a slight stir in the benches occupied by the infant school. It suggested that something new was going to happen. From some unseen place came the sound of singing voices—boyish voices and the voices of men. Tembarom involuntarily turned his head. Out of the unseen place came a procession in white robes. Great Scott! every one was standing up! He must stand up, too. The boys and men in white garments filed into their seats. An elderly man, also in white robes, separated himself from them, and, going into his special place, kneeled down. Then he rose and began to read:
“When the wicked man turneth away from his wickedness—”
Tembarom took the open book which Miss Alicia had very delicately pushed toward him. He read the first words,—that was plain sailing,—then he seemed to lose his place. Miss Alicia turned a leaf. He turned one also.
“Dearly beloved brethren—”
There you were. This was once more plain sailing. He could follow it. What was the matter with Miss Alicia? She was kneeling again, everybody was kneeling. Where was the hassock? He went down upon his knees, hoping Miss Alicia had not seen that he wasn’t going to kneel at all. Then when the minister said “Amen,” the congregation said it, too, and he came in too late, so that his voice sounded out alone. He must watch that. Then the minister knelt, and all the people prayed aloud with him. With the book before him he managed to get in after the first few words; but he was not ready with the responses, and in the middle of them everybody stood up again. And then the organ played, and every one sang. He couldn’t sing, anyhow, and he knew he couldn’t catch on to the kind of thing they were doing. He hoped Miss Alicia wouldn’t mind his standing up and holding his book and doing nothing. He could not help seeing that eyes continually turned toward him. They’d notice every darned break he made, and Miss Alicia would know they did. He felt quite hot more than once. He watched Miss Alicia like a hawk; he sat down and listened to reading, he stood up and listened to singing; he kneeled, he tried to chime in with “Amens” and to keep up with Miss Alicia’s bending of head and knee. But the creed, with its sudden turn toward the altar, caught him unawares, he lost himself wholly in the psalms, the collects left him in deep water, hopeless of ever finding his place again, and the litany baffled him, when he was beginning to feel safe, by changing from “miserable sinners” to “Spare us Good Lord” and “We beseech thee to hear us.” If he could just have found the place he would have been all right, but an honest anxiety to be right excited him, and the fear of embarrassing Miss Alicia by going wrong made the morning a strenuous thing. He was so relieved to find he might sit still when the sermon began that he gave the minister an attention which might have marked him, to the chance beholder, as a religious enthusiast.
By the time the service had come to an end the stately peace of the place had seemed to sink into his being and become part of himself. The voice of the minister bestowing his blessing, the voices of the white-clothed choir floating up into the vaulted roof, stirred him to a remote pleasure. He liked it, or he knew he would like it when he knew what to do. The filing out of the choristers, the silent final prayer, the soft rustle of people rising gently from their knees, somehow actually moved him by its suggestion of something before unknown. He was a heathen still, but a heathen vaguely stirred.
He was very quiet as he walked home across the park with Miss Alicia.
“How did you enjoy the sermon?” she asked with much sweetness.
“I ‘m not used to sermons, but it seemed all right to me,” he answered. “What I’ve got to get on to is knowing when to stand up and when to sit down. I wasn’t much of a winner at it this morning. I guess you noticed that.”
But his outward bearing had been much more composed than his inward anxiety had allowed him to believe. His hesitations had not produced the noticeable effect he had feared.
“Do you mean you are not quite familiar with the service?” she said. Poor dear boy! he had perhaps not been able to go to church regularly at all.
“I’m not familiar with any service,” he answered without prejudice. “I never went to church before.”
She slightly started and then smiled.
“Oh, you mean you have never been to the Church of England,” she said.
Then he saw that, if he told her the exact truth, she would be frightened and shocked. She would not know what to say or what to think. To her unsophisticated mind only murderers and thieves and criminals NEVER went to church. She just didn’t know. Why should she? So he smiled also.
“No, I’ve never been to the Church of England,” he said.
CHAPTER XIX
The country was discreetly conservative in its social attitude. The gulf between it and the new owner of Temple Barholm was too wide and deep to be crossed without effort combined with immense mental agility. It was on the whole, much easier not to begin a thing at all than to begin it and find one must hastily search about for not too noticeable methods of ending it. A few unimportant, tentative calls were made, and several ladies who had remained unaware of Miss Alicia during her first benefactor’s time drove over to see what she was like and perhaps by chance hear something of interest. One or two of them who saw Tembarom went away puzzled and amazed. He did not drop his h’s, which they had of course expected, and he was well dressed, and not bad-looking; but it was frequently impossible to understand what he was talking about, he used such odd phrases. He seemed good natured enough, and his way with little old Miss Temple Barholm was really quite nice, queer as it was. It was queer because he was attentive to her in a manner in which young men were not usually attentive to totally insignificant, elderly dependents.
Tembarom derived an extremely diluted pleasure from the visits. The few persons he saw reminded him in varying degrees of Mr. Palford. They had not before seen anything like his species, and they did not know what to do with him. He also did not know what to do with them. A certain inelasticity frustrated him at the outset. When, in obedience to Miss Alicia’s instructions, he had returned the visits, he felt he had not gone far.
Serious application enabled him to find his way through the church service, and he accompanied Miss Alicia to church with great regularity. He began to take down the books from the library shelves and look them over gravely. The days gradually ceased to appear so long, but he had a great deal of time on his hands, and he tried to find ways of filling it. He wondered if Ann would be pleased if he learned things out of books.
When he tentatively approached the subject of literature with Miss Alicia, she glowed at the delightful prospect of his reading aloud to her in the evenings—“reading improving things like history and the poets.”
“Let’s take a hack at it some night,” he said pleasantly.
The more a fellow knew, the better it was for him, he supposed; but he wondered, if anything happened and he went back to New York, how much “improving things” and poetry would help a man in doing business.
The first evening they began with Gray’s “Elegy,” and Miss Alicia felt that it did not exhilarate him; she was also obliged to admit that he did not read it very well. But she felt sure he would improve. Personally she was touchingly happy. The sweetly domestic picture of the situation, she sitting by the fire with her knitting and he reading aloud, moved and delighted her. The next evening she suggested Tennyson’s “Maud.” He was not as much stirred by it as she had hoped. He took a somewhat humorous view of it.
“He had it pretty bad, hadn’t he?”’ he said of the desperate lover.
“Oh, if only you could once have heard Sims Reeves sing ‘Come into the Garden, Maud’!” she sighed. “A kind friend once took me to hear him, and I have never, never forgotten it.”
But Mr. Temple Barholm notably did not belong to the atmosphere of impassioned tenors.
On still another evening they tried Shakspere. Miss Alicia felt that a foundation of Shakspere would be “improving” indeed. They began with “Hamlet.”
He found play-reading difficult and Shaksperian language baffling, but he made his way with determination until he reached a point where he suddenly grew quite red and stopped.
“Say, have you read this?” he inquired after his hesitation.
“The plays of Shakspere are a part of every young lady’s education,” she answered; “but I am afraid I am not at all a Shaksperian scholar.”
“A young lady’s education?” he repeated. “Gee whizz!” he added softly after a pause.
He glanced over a page or so hastily, and then laid the book down.
“Say,” he suggested, with an evasive air, “let’s go over that ‘Maud’ one again. It’s—well, it’s easier to read aloud.”
The crude awkwardness of his manner suddenly made Miss Alicia herself flush and drop a stitch in her knitting. How dreadful of her not to have thought of that!
“The Elizabethan age was, I fear, a rather coarse one in some respects. Even history acknowledges that Queen Elizabeth herself used profane language.” She faltered and coughed a little apologetic cough as she picked up her stitch again.
“I bet Ann’s never seen inside Shakspere,” said Tembarom. Before reading aloud in the future he gave some previous personal attention to the poem or subject decided upon. It may be at once frankly admitted that when he read aloud it was more for Miss Alicia’s delectation than for his own. He saw how much she enjoyed the situation.
His effect of frankness and constant boyish talk was so inseparable from her idea of him that she found it a puzzling thing to realize that she gradually began to feel aware of a certain remote reserve in him, or what might perhaps be better described as a habit of silence upon certain subjects. She felt it marked in the case of Strangeways. She surmised that he saw Strangeways often and spent a good deal of time with him, but he spoke of him rarely, and she never knew exactly what hours were given to him. Sometimes she imagined he found him a greater responsibility than he had expected. Several times when she believed that he had spent part of a morning or afternoon in his room, he was more silent than usual and looked puzzled and thoughtful. She observed, as Mr. Palford had, that the picture-gallery, with its portraits of his ancestors, had an attraction. A certain rainy day he asked her to go with him and look them over. It was inevitable that she should soon wander to the portrait of Miles Hugo and remain standing before it. Tembarom followed, and stood by her side in silence until her sadness broke its bounds with a pathetic sigh.
“Was he very like him?” he asked.
She made an unconscious, startled movement. For the moment she had forgotten his presence, and she had not really expected him to remember.
“I mean Jem,” he answered her surprised look. “How was he like him? Was there—” he hesitated and looked really interested—“was he like him in any particular thing?”
“Yes,” she said, turning to the portrait of Miles Hugo again. “They both had those handsome, drooping eyes, with the lashes coming together at the corners. There is something very fascinating about them, isn’t there? I used to notice it so much in dear little Jem. You see how marked they are in Miles Hugo.”
“Yes,” Tembarom answered. “A fellow who looked that way at a girl when he made love to her would get a strangle-holt. She wouldn’t forget him soon.”
“It strikes you in that way, too?” said Miss Alicia, shyly. “I used to wonder if it was—not quite nice of me to think of it. But it did seem that if any one did look at one like that—” Maidenly shyness overcame her. “Poor Lady Joan!” she sighed.
“There’s a sort of cleft in his chin, though it’s a good, square chin,” he suggested. “And that smile of his—Were Jem’s—?”
“Yes, they were. The likeness was quite odd sometimes—quite.”
“Those are things that wouldn’t be likely to change much when he grew up,” Tembarom said, drawing a little closer to the picture. “Poor Jem! He was up against it hard and plenty. He had it hardest. This chap only died.”
There was no mistaking his sympathy. He asked so many questions that they sat down and talked instead of going through the gallery. He was interested in the detail of all that had occurred after the ghastly moment when Jem had risen from the card-table and stood looking around, like some baited dying animal, at the circle of cruel faces drawing in about him. How soon had he left London? Where had he gone first? How had he been killed? He had been buried with others beneath a fall of earth and stones. Having heard this much, Tembarom saw he could not ask more questions. Miss Alicia became pale, and her hands trembled. She could not bear to discuss details so harrowing.
“Say, I oughtn’t to let you talk about that,” he broke out, and he patted her hand and made her get up and finish their walk about the gallery. He held her elbow in his own odd, nice way as he guided her, and the things he said, and the things he pretended to think or not to understand, were so amusing that in a short time he had made her laugh. She knew him well enough by this time to be aware that he was intentionally obliging her to forget what it only did her harm to remember. That was his practical way of looking at it.
“Getting a grouch on or being sorry for what you can’t help cuts no ice,” he sometimes said. “When it does, me for getting up at daybreak and keeping at it! But it doesn’t, you bet your life on that.”
She could see that he had really wanted to hear about Jem, but he knew it was bad for her to recall things, and he would not allow her to dwell on them, just as she knew he would not allow himself to dwell on little Miss Hutchinson, remotely placed among the joys of his beloved New York.
Two other incidents besides the visit to Miles Hugo afterward marked that day when Miss Alicia looked back on it. The first was his unfolding to her his plans for the house-party, which was characteristic of his habit of thinking things over and deciding them before he talked about them.
“If I’m going to try the thing out, as Ann says I must,” he began when they had gone back to the library after lunch, “I’ve got to get going. I’m not seeing any of those Pictorial girls, and I guess I’ve got to see some.”
“You will be invited to dine at places,” said Miss Alicia,—“presently,” she added bravely, in fact, with an air of greater conviction than she felt.
“If it’s not the law that they’ve got to invite me or go to jail,” said Tembarom, “I don’t blame ‘em for not doing it if they’re not stuck on me. And they’re not; and it’s natural. But I’ve got to get in my fine work, or my year’ll be over before I’ve ‘found out for myself,’ as Ann called it. There’s where I’m at, Miss Alicia—and I’ve been thinking of Lady Joan and her mother. You said you thought they’d come and stay here if they were properly asked.”
“I think they would,” answered Miss Alicia with her usual delicacy. “I thought I gathered from Lady Mallowe that, as she was to be in the neighborhood, she would like to see you and Temple Barholm, which she greatly admires.”
“If you’ll tell me what to do, I’ll get her here to stay awhile,” he said, “and Lady Joan with her. You’d have to show me how to write to ask them; but perhaps you’d write yourself.”
“They will be at Asshawe Holt next week,” said Miss Alicia, “and we could go and call on them together. We might write to them in London before they leave.”
“We’ll do it,” answered Tembarom. His manner was that of a practical young man attacking matter-of-fact detail. “From what I hear, Lady Joan would satisfy even Ann. They say she’s the best-looker on the slate. If I see her every day I shall have seen the blue-ribbon winner. Then if she’s here, perhaps others of her sort’ll come, too; and they’ll have to see me whether they like it or not—and I shall see them. Good Lord!” he added seriously, “I’d let ‘em swarm all over me and bite me all summer if it would fix Ann.”
He stood up, with his hands thrust deep in his pockets, and looked down at the floor.
“I wish she knew T. T. like T. T. knows himself,” he said. It was quite wistful.
It was so wistful and so boyish that Miss Alicia was thrilled as he often thrilled her.
“She ought to be a very happy girl,” she exclaimed.
“She’s going to be,” he answered, “sure as you’re alive. But whatever she does, is right, and this is as right as everything else. So it just goes.”
They wrote their letters at once, and sent them off by the afternoon post. The letter Miss Alicia composed, and which Tembarom copied, he read and reread, with visions of Jim Bowles and Julius looking over his shoulder. If they picked it up on Broadway, with his name signed to it, and read it, they’d throw a fit over it, laughing. But he supposed she knew what you ought to write.
It had not, indeed, the masculine touch. When Lady Mallowe read it, she laughed several times. She knew quite well that he had not known what to say, and, allowing Miss Alicia to instruct him, had followed her instructions to the letter. But she did not show the letter to Joan, who was difficult enough to manage without being given such material to comment upon.
The letters had just been sent to the post when a visitor was announced—Captain Palliser. Tembarom remembered the name, and recalled also certain points connected with him. He was the one who was a promoter of schemes—“One of the smooth, clever ones that get up companies,” Little Ann had said.
That in a well-bred and not too pronounced way he looked smooth and clever might be admitted. His effect was that of height, finished slenderness of build, and extremely well-cut garments. He was no longer young, and he had smooth, thin hair and a languidly observant gray eye.
“I have been staying at Detchworth Grange,” he explained when he had shaken hands with the new Temple Barholm and Miss Alicia. “It gave me an excellent opportunity to come and pay my respects.”
There was a hint of uncertainty in the observant gray eye. The fact was that he realized in the space of five minutes that he knew his ground even less than he had supposed he did. He had not spent his week at Detchworth Grange without making many quiet investigations, but he had found out nothing whatever. The new man was an ignoramus, but no one had yet seemed to think him exactly a fool. He was not excited by the new grandeurs of his position and he was not ashamed of himself. Captain Palliser wondered if he was perhaps sharp—one of those New Yorkers shrewd even to light-fingeredness in clever scheming. Stories of a newly created method of business dealing involving an air of candor and almost primitive good nature—an American method—had attracted Captain Palliser’s attention for some time. A certain Yankee rawness of manner played a part as a factor, a crudity which would throw a man off guard if he did not recognize it. The person who employed the method was of philosophical non-combativeness. The New York phrase was that “He jollied a man along.” Immense schemes had been carried through in that way. Men in London, in England, were not sufficiently light of touch in their jocularity. He wondered if perhaps this young fellow, with his ready laugh and rather loose-jointed, casual way of carrying himself, was of this dangerous new school.
What, however, could he scheme for, being the owner of Temple Barholm’s money? It may be mentioned at once that Captain Palliser’s past had been such as had fixed him in the belief that every one was scheming for something. People with money wanted more or were privately arranging schemes to prevent other schemers from getting any shade the better of them. Debutantes with shy eyes and slim figures had their little plans to engineer delicately. Sometimes they were larger plans than the uninitiated would have suspected as existing in the brains of creatures in their ‘teens, sometimes they were mere fantastic little ideas connected with dashing young men or innocent dances which must be secured or lovely young rivals who must be evaded. Young men had also deft things to do—people to see or not to see, reasons for themselves being seen or avoiding observation. As years increased, reasons for schemes became more numerous and amazingly more varied. Women with daughters, with sons, with husbands, found in each relationship a necessity for active, if quiet, manoeuvering. Women like Lady Mallowe—good heaven! by what schemes did not that woman live and have her being—and her daughter’s—from day to day! Without money, without a friend who was an atom more to be relied on than she would have been herself if an acquaintance had needed her aid, her outwardly well-to-do and fashionable existence was a hand-to-hand fight. No wonder she had turned a still rather brilliant eye upon Sir Moses Monaldini, the great Israelite financier. All of these types passed rapidly before his mental vision as he talked to the American Temple Barholm. What could he want, by chance? He must want something, and it would be discreet to find out what it chanced to be.
If it was social success, he would be better off in London, where in these days you could get a good run for your money and could swing yourself up from one rung of the ladder to another if you paid some one to show you how. He himself could show him how. A youngster who had lived the beastly hard life he had lived would be likely to find exhilaration in many things not difficult to purchase. It was an odd thing, by the way, the fancy he had taken to the little early-Victorian spinster. It was not quite natural. It perhaps denoted tendencies—or lack of tendencies—it would also be well to consider. Palliser was a sufficiently finished product himself to be struck greatly by the artistic perfection of Miss Alicia, and to wonder how much the new man understood it.
He did not talk to him about schemes. He talked to him of New York, which he had never seen and hoped sometime shortly to visit. The information he gained was not of the kind he most desired, but it edified him. Tembarom’s knowledge of high finance was a street lad’s knowledge of it, and he himself knew its limitations and probable unreliability. Such of his facts as rested upon the foundation of experience did not include multimillionaires and their resources.
Captain Palliser passed lightly to Temple Barholm and its neighborhood. He knew places and names, and had been to Detchworth more than once. He had never visited Temple Barholm, and his interest suggested that he would like to walk through the gardens. Tembarom took him out, and they strolled about for some time. Even an alert observer would not have suspected the fact that as they strolled, Tembarom slouching a trifle and with his hands in his pockets, Captain Palliser bearing himself with languid distinction, each man was summing up the other and considering seriously how far and in what manner he could be counted as an asset.
“You haven’t been to Detchworth yet?” Palliser inquired.
“No, not yet,” answered Tembarom. The Granthams were of those who had not yet called.
“It’s an agreeable house. The Granthams are agreeable people.”
“Are there any young people in the family?” Tembarom asked.
“Young people? Male or female?” Palliser smilingly put it. Suddenly it occurred to him that this might give him a sort of lead.
“Girls,” said Tembarom, crudely—“just plain girls.”
Palliser laughed. Here it was, perhaps.
“They are not exactly ‘plain’ girls, though they are not beauties. There are four Misses Grantham. Lucy is the prettiest. Amabel is quite tremendous at tennis.”
“Are they ladies?” inquired Tembarom.
Captain Palliser turned and involuntarily stared at him. What was the fellow getting at?
“I’m afraid I don’t quite understand,” he said.
The new Temple Barholm looked quite serious. He did not, amazing to relate, look like a fool even when he gave forth his extraordinary question. It was his almost business-like seriousness which saved him.
“I mean, do you call them Lady Lucy and Lady Amabel?” he answered.
If he had been younger, less hardened, or less finished, Captain Palliser would have laughed outright. But he answered without self-revelation.
“Oh, I see. You were asking whether the family is a titled one. No; it is a good old name, quite old, in fact, but no title goes with the estate.”
“Who are the titled people about here?” Tembarom asked, quite unabashed.
“The Earl of Pevensy at Pevensy Park, the Duke of Stone at Stone Hover, Lord Hambrough at Doone. Doone is in the next county, just over the border.”
“Have they all got daughters?”
Captain Palliser found it expedient to clear his throat before speaking.
“Lord Pevensy has daughters, so has the duke. Lord Hambrough has three sons.”
“How many daughters are there—in a bunch?” Mr. Temple Barholm suggested liberally.
There Captain Palliser felt it safe to allow himself to smile, as though taking it with a sense of humor.
“‘In a bunch’ is an awfully good way of putting it,” he said. “It happens to apply perhaps rather unfortunately well; both families are much poorer than they should be, and daughters must be provided for. Each has four. ‘In a bunch’ there are eight: Lady Alice, Lady Edith, Lady Ethel, and Lady Celia at Stone Hover; Lady Beatrice, Lady Gwynedd, Lady Honora, and Lady Gwendolen at Pevensy Park. And not a fortune among them, poor girls!”
“It’s not the money that matters so much,” said the astounding foreigner, “it’s the titles.”
Captain Palliser stopped short in the garden path for a moment. He could scarcely believe his ears. The crude grotesqueness of it so far got the better of him that if he had not coughed he would have betrayed himself.
“I’ve had a confounded cold lately,” he said. “Excuse me; I must get it over.”
He turned a little aside and coughed energetically.
After watching him a few seconds Tembarom slipped two fingers into his waistcoat pocket and produced a small tube of tablets.
“Take two of these,” he said as soon as the cough stopped. “I always carry it about with me. It’s a New York thing called ‘G. Destroyer.’ G stands for grippe.”
Palliser took it.
“Thanks. With water? No? Just dissolve in the mouth. Thanks awfully.” And he took two, with tears still standing in his eyes.
“Don’t taste bad, do they?” Mr. Temple Barholm remarked encouragingly.
“Not at all. I think I shall be all right now. I just needed the relief. I have been trying to restrain it.”
“That’s a mistake,” said Tembarom. They strolled on a pace or so, and he began again, as though he did not mean to let the subject drop. “It’s the titles,” he said, “and the kind. How many of them are good-lookers?”
Palliser reflected a moment, as though making mental choice.
“Lady Alice and Lady Celia are rather plain,” he said, “and both of them are invalidish. Lady Ethel is tall and has handsome eyes, but Lady Edith is really the beauty of the family. She rides and dances well and has a charming color.”
“And the other ones,” Tembaron suggested as he paused—“Lady Beatrice and Lady Gwynedd and Lady Honora and Lady Gwendolen.”
“You remember their names well,” Palliser remarked with a half-laugh.
“Oh, I shall remember them all right,” Tembarom answered. “I earned twenty-five per in New York by getting names down fine.”
“The Talchesters are really all rather taking. Talchester is Lord Pevensy’s family name,” Palliser explained. “They are girls who have pretty little noses and bright complexions and eyes. Lady Gwynedd and Lady Honora both have quite fascinating dimples.”
“Dimples!” exclaimed his companion. “Good business.”
“Do you like dimples particularly?” Palliser inquired with an impartial air.
“I’d always make a bee-line for a dimple,” replied Mr. Temple Barholm. “Clear the way when I start.”
This was New York phrasing, and was plainly humorous; but there was something more than humor in his eye and smile—something hinting distantly at recollection.
“You’ll find them at Pevensy Park,” said Palliser.
“What about Lady Joan Fayre?” was the next inquiry.
Palliser’s side glance at him was observant indeed. He asked himself how much the man could know. Taking the past into consideration, Lady Joan might turn out to be a subject requiring delicate handling. It was not the easiest thing in the world to talk at all freely to a person with whom one desired to keep on good terms, about a young woman supposed still to cherish a tragic passion for the dead man who ought to stand at the present moment in the person’s, figuratively speaking, extremely ill-fitting shoes.
“Lady Joan has been from her first season an undeniable beauty,” he replied.
“She and the old lady are going to stay at a place called Asshawe Holt. I think they’re going next week,” Tembarom said.
“The old lady?” repeated Captain Palliser.
“I mean her mother. The one that’s the Countess of Mallowe.”
“Have you met Lady Mallowe?” Palliser inquired with a not wholly repressed smile. A vision of Lady Mallowe over-hearing their conversation arose before him.
“No, I haven’t. What’s she like?”
“She is not the early-or mid-Victorian old lady,” was Palliser’s reply. “She wears Gainsborough hats, and looks a quite possible eight and thirty. She is a handsome person herself.”
He was not aware that the term “old lady” was, among Americans of the class of Mrs. Bowse’s boarders, a sort of generic term signifying almost anything maternal which had passed thirty.
Tembarom proceeded.
“After they get through at the Asshawe Holt place, I’ve asked them to come here.”
“Indeed,” said Palliser, with an inward start. The man evidently did not know what other people did. After all, why should he? He had been selling something or other in the streets of New York when the thing happened, and he knew nothing of London.
“The countess called on Miss Alicia when we were in London,” he heard next. “She said we were relations.”
“You are—as we are. The connection is rather distant, but it is near enough to form a sort of link.”
“I’ve wanted to see Lady Joan,” explained Tembarom. “From what I’ve heard, I should say she was one of the ‘Lady’s Pictorial’ kind.”
“I am afraid—” Palliser’s voice was slightly unsteady for the moment—“I have not studied the type sufficiently to know. The ‘Pictorial’ is so exclusively a women’s periodical.”
His companion laughed.
“Well, I’ve only looked through it once myself just to find out. Some way I always think of Lady Joan as if she was like one of those Beaut’s from Beautsville, with trains as long as parlor-cars and feathers in their heads—dressed to go to see the queen. I guess she’s been presented at court,” he added.
“Yes, she has been presented.”
“Do they let ‘em go more than once?” he asked with casual curiosity.
“Confound this cough!” exclaimed Captain Palliser, and he broke forth again.
“Take another G,” said Tembarom, producing his tube. “Say, just take the bottle and keep it in your pocket.”
When the brief paroxysm was over and they moved on again, Palliser was looking an odd thing or so in the face. “I always think of Lady Joan” was one of them. “Always” seemed to go rather far. How often and why had he “always thought”? The fellow was incredible. Did his sharp, boyish face and his slouch conceal a colossal, vulgar, young ambition? There was not much concealment about it, Heaven knew. And as he so evidently was not aware of the facts, how would they affect him when he discovered them? And though Lady Mallowe was a woman not in the least distressed or hampered by shades of delicacy and scruple, she surely was astute enough to realize that even this bounder’s dullness might be awakened to realize that there was more than a touch of obvious indecency in bringing the girl to the house of the man she had tragically loved, and manoeuvering to work her into it as the wife of the man who, monstrously unfit as he was, had taken his place. Captain Palliser knew well that the pressing of the relationship had meant only one thing. And how, in the name of the Furies! had she dragged Lady Joan into the scheme with her?
It was as unbelievable as was the new Temple Barholm himself. And how unconcerned the fellow looked! Perhaps the man he had supplanted was no more to him than a scarcely remembered name, if he was as much as that. Then Tembarom, pacing slowly by his side, hands in pockets, eyes on the walk, spoke:
“Did you ever see Jem Temple Barholm?” he asked.
It was like a thunderbolt. He said it as though he were merely carrying his previous remarks on to their natural conclusion; but Palliser felt himself so suddenly unadjusted, so to speak, that he palpably hesitated.
“Did you?” his companion repeated.
“I knew him well,” was the answer made as soon as readjustment was possible.
“Remember just how he looked?”
“Perfectly. He was a striking fellow. Women always said he had fascinating eyes.”
“Sort of slant downward on the outside corners—and black eyelashes sorter sweeping together?”
Palliser turned with a movement of surprise.
“How did you know? It was just that odd sort of thing.”
“Miss Alicia told me. And there’s a picture in the gallery that’s like him.”
Captain Palliser felt as embarrassed as Miss Alicia had felt, but it was for a different reason. She had felt awkward because she had feared she had touched on a delicate subject. Palliser was embarrassed because he was entirely thrown out of all his calculations. He felt for the moment that there was no calculating at all, no security in preparing paths. You never know where they would lead. Here had he been actually alarmed in secret! And the oaf stood before him undisturbedly opening up the subject himself.
“For a fellow like that to lose a girl as he lost Lady Joan was pretty tough,” the oaf said. “By gee! it was tough!”
He knew it all—the whole thing, scandal, tragically broken marriage, everything. And knowing it, he was laying his Yankee plans for getting the girl to Temple Barholm to look her over. It was of a grossness one sometimes heard of in men of his kind, and yet it seemed in its casualness to out-leap any little scheme of the sort he had so far looked on at.
“Lady Joan felt it immensely,” he said.
A footman was to be seen moving toward them, evidently bearing a message. Tea was served in the drawing-room, and he had come to announce the fact.
They went back to the house, and Miss Alicia filled cups for them and presided over the splendid tray with a persuasive suggestion in the matter of hot or cold things which made it easy to lead up to any subject. She was the best of unobtrusive hostesses.
Palliser talked of his visit at Detchworth, which had been shortened because he had gone to “fit in” and remain until a large but uncertain party turned up. It had turned up earlier than had been anticipated, and of course he could only delicately slip away.
“I am sorry it has happened, however,” he said, “not only because one does not wish to leave Detchworth, but because I shall miss Lady Mallowe and Lady Joan, who are to be at Asshawe Holt next week. I particularly wanted to see them.”
Miss Alicia glanced at Tembarom to see what he would do. He spoke before he could catch her glance.
“Say,” he suggested, “why don’t you bring your grip over here and stay? I wish you would.”
“A grip means a Gladstone bag,” Miss Alicia murmured in a rapid undertone.
Palliser replied with appreciative courtesy. Things were going extremely well.
“That’s awfully kind of you,” he answered. “I should like it tremendously. Nothing better. You are giving me a delightful opportunity. Thank you, thank you. If I may turn up on Thursday I shall be delighted.”
There was satisfaction in this at least in the observant gray eye when he went away.
CHAPTER XX
Dinner at Detchworth Grange was most amusing that evening. One of the chief reasons—in fact, it would not be too venturesome to say THE chief reason—for Captain Palliser’s frequent presence in very good country houses was that he had a way of making things amusing. His relation of anecdotes, of people and things, was distinguished by a manner which subtly declined to range itself on the side of vulgar gossip. Quietly and with a fine casualness he conveyed the whole picture of the new order at Temple Barholm. He did it with wonderfully light touches, and yet the whole thing was to be seen—the little old maid in her exquisite clothes, her unmistakable stamp of timid good breeding, her protecting adoration combined with bewilderment; the long, lean, not altogether ill-looking New York bounder, with his slight slouch, his dangerously unsophisticated-looking face, and his American jocularity of slang phrase.
“He’s of a class I know nothing about. I own he puzzled me a trifle at first,” Palliser said with his cool smile. “I’m not sure that I’ve ‘got on to him’ altogether yet. That’s an expressive New York phrase of his own. But when we were strolling about together, he made revelations apparently without being in the least aware that they were revelations. He was unbelievable. My fear was that he would not go on.”
“But he did go on?” asked Amabel. “One must hear something of the revelations.”
Then was given in the best possible form the little drama of the talk in the garden. No shade of Mr. Temple Barholm’s characteristics was lost. Palliser gave occasionally an English attempt at the reproduction of his nasal twang, but it was only a touch and not sufficiently persisted in to become undignified.
“I can’t do it,” he said. “None of us can really do it. When English actors try it on the stage, it is not in the least the real thing. They only drawl through their noses, and it is more than that.”
The people of Detchworth Grange were not noisy people, but their laughter was unrestrained before the recital was finished. Nobody had gone so far as either to fear or to hope for anything as undiluted in its nature as this was.
“Then he won’t give us a chance, the least chance,” cried Lucy and Amabel almost in unison. “We are out of the running.”
“You won’t get even a look in—because you are not ‘ladies,’” said their brother.
“Poor Jem Temple Barholm! What a different thing it would have been if we had had him for a neighbor!” Mr. Grantham fretted.
“We should have had Lady Joan Fayre as well,” said his wife.
“At least she’s a gentlewoman as well as a ‘lady,’” Mr. Grantham said. “She would not have become so bitter if that hideous thing had not occurred.”
They wondered if the new man knew anything about Jem. Palliser had not reached that part of his revelation when the laughter had broken into it. He told it forthwith, and the laughter was overcome by a sort of dismayed disgust. This did not accord with the rumors of an almost “nice” good nature.
“There’s a vulgar horridness about it,” said Lucy.
“What price Lady Mallowe!” said the son. “I’ll bet a sovereign she began it.”
“She did,” remarked Palliser; “but I think one may leave Mr. Temple Barholm safely to Lady Joan.” Mr. Grantham laughed as one who knew something of Lady Joan.
“There’s an Americanism which I didn’t learn from him,” Palliser added, “and I remembered it when he was talking her over. It’s this: when you dispose of a person finally and forever, you ‘wipe up the earth with him.’ Lady Joan will ‘wipe up the earth’ with your new neighbor.”
There was a little shout of laughter. “Wipe up the earth” was entirely new to everybody, though even the country in England was at this time by no means wholly ignorant of American slang.
This led to so many other things both mirth-provoking and serious, even sometimes very serious indeed, that the entire evening at Detchworth was filled with talk of Temple Barholm. Very naturally the talk did not end by confining itself to one household. In due time Captain Palliser’s little sketches were known in divers places, and it became a habit to discuss what had happened, and what might possibly happen in the future. There were those who went to the length of calling on the new man because they wanted to see him face to face. People heard new things every few days, but no one realized that it was vaguely through Palliser that there developed a general idea that, crude and self-revealing as he was, there lurked behind the outward candor of the intruder a hint of over-sharpness of the American kind. There seemed no necessity for him to lay schemes beyond those he had betrayed in his inquiries about “ladies,” but somehow it became a fixed idea that he was capable of doing shady things if at any time the temptation arose. That was really what his boyish casualness meant. That in truth was Palliser’s final secret conclusion. And he wanted very much to find out why exactly little old Miss Temple Barholm had been taken up. If the man wanted introductions, he could have contrived to pick up a smart and enterprising unprofessional chaperon in London who would have done for him what Miss Temple Barholm would never presume to attempt. And yet he seemed to have chosen her deliberately. He had set her literally at the head of his house. And Palliser, having heard a vague rumor that he had actually settled a decent income upon her, had made adroit inquiries and found it was true.
It was. To arrange the matter had been one of his reasons for going to see Mr. Palford during their stay in London.
“I wanted to fix you—fix you safe,” he said when he told Miss Alicia about it. “I guess no one can take it away from you, whatever old thing happens.”
“What could happen, dear Mr. Temple Barholm?” said Miss Alicia in the midst of tears of gratitude and tremulous joy. “You are so young and strong and—everything! Don’t even speak of such a thing in jest. What could happen?”
“Anything can happen,” he answered, “just anything. Happening’s the one thing you can’t bet on. If I was betting, I’d put my money on the thing I was sure couldn’t happen. Look at this Temple Barholm song and dance! Look at T. T. as he was half strangling in the blizzard up at Harlem and thanking his stars little Munsberg didn’t kick him out of his confectionery store less than a year ago! So long as I’m all right, you’re all right. But I wanted you fixed, anyhow.”
He paused and looked at her questioningly for a moment. He wanted to say something and he was not sure he ought. His reverence for her little finenesses and reserves increased instead of wearing away. He was always finding out new things about her.
“Say,” he broke forth almost impetuously after his hesitation, “I wish you wouldn’t call me Mr. Temple Barholm.”
“D-do you?” she fluttered. “But what could I call you?”
“Well,” he answered, reddening a shade or so, “I’d give a house and lot if you could just call me Tem.”
“But it would sound so unbecoming, so familiar,” she protested.
“That’s just what I’m asking for,” he said—“some one to be familiar with. I’m the familiar kind. That’s what’s the matter with me. I’d be familiar with Pearson, but he wouldn’t let me. I’d frighten him half to death. He’d think that he wasn’t doing his duty and earning his wages, and that somehow he’d get fired some day without a character.”
He drew nearer to her and coaxed.
“Couldn’t you do it?” he asked almost as though he were asking a favor of a girl. “Just Tem? I believe that would come easier to you than T. T. I get fonder and fonder of you every day, Miss Alicia, honest Injun. And I’d be so grateful to you if you’d just be that unbecomingly familiar.”
He looked honestly in earnest; and if he grew fonder and fonder of her, she without doubt had, in the face of everything, given her whole heart to him.
“Might I call you Temple—to begin with?” she asked. “It touches me so to think of your asking me. I will begin at once. Thank you—Temple,” with a faint gasp. “I might try the other a little later.”
It was only a few evenings later that he told her about the flats in Harlem. He had sent to New York for a large bundle of newspapers, and when he opened them he read aloud an advertisement, and showed her a picture of a large building given up entirely to “flats.”
He had realized from the first that New York life had a singular attraction for her. The unrelieved dullness of her life—those few years of youth in which she had stifled vague longings for the joys experienced by other girls; the years of middle age spent in the dreary effort to be “submissive to the will of God,” which, honestly translated, signified submission to the exactions and domestic tyrannies of “dear papa” and others like him—had left her with her capacities for pleasure as freshly sensitive as a child’s. The smallest change in the routine of existence thrilled her with excitement. Tembarom’s casual references to his strenuous boyhood caused her eyes to widen with eagerness to hear more. Having seen this, he found keen delight in telling her stories of New York life—stories of himself or of other lads who had been his companions. She would drop her work and gaze at him almost with bated breath. He was an excellent raconteur when he talked of the things he knew well. He had an unconscious habit of springing from his seat and acting his scenes as he depicted them, laughing and using street-boy phrasing:
“It’s just like a tale,” Miss Alicia would breathe, enraptured as he jumped from one story to another. “It’s exactly like a wonderful tale.”
She learned to know the New York streets when they blazed with heat, when they were hard with frozen snow, when they were sloppy with melting slush or bright with springtime sunshine and spring winds blowing, with pretty women hurrying about in beflowered spring hats and dresses and the exhilaration of the world-old springtime joy. She found herself hurrying with them. She sometimes hung with him and his companions on the railing outside dazzling restaurants where scores of gay people ate rich food in the sight of their boyish ravenousness. She darted in and out among horses and vehicles to find carriages after the theater or opera, where everybody was dressed dazzlingly and diamonds glittered.
“Oh, how rich everybody must have seemed to you—how cruelly rich, poor little boy!”
“They looked rich, right enough,” he answered when she said it. “And there seemed a lot of good things to eat all corralled in a few places. And you wished you could be let loose inside. But I don’t know as it seemed cruel. That was the way it was, you know, and you couldn’t help it. And there were places where they’d give away some of what was left. I tell you, we were in luck then.”
There was some spirit in his telling it all—a spirit which had surely been with him through his hardest days, a spirit of young mirth in rags—which made her feel subconsciously that the whole experience had, after all, been somehow of the nature of life’s high adventure. He had never been ill or heart-sick, and he laughed when he talked of it, as though the remembrance was not a recalling of disaster.
“Clemmin’ or no clemmin’. I wish I’d lived the loife tha’s lived,” Tummas Hibblethwaite had said.
Her amazement would indeed have been great if she had been told that she secretly shared his feeling.
“It seems as if somehow you had never been dull,” was her method of expressing it.
“Dull! Holy cats! no,” he grinned. “There wasn’t any time for being anything. You just had to keep going.”
She became in time familiar with Mrs. Bowse’s boarding-house and boarders. She knew Mrs. Peck and Mr. Jakes and the young lady from the notion counter (those wonderful shops!). Julius and Jem and the hall bedroom and the tilted chairs and cloud of smoke she saw so often that she felt at home with them.
“Poor Mrs. Bowse,” she said, “must have been a most respectable, motherly, hard-working creature. Really a nice person of her class.” She could not quite visualize the “parlor,” but it must have been warm and comfortable. And the pianola—a piano which you could play without even knowing your notes—What a clever invention! America seemed full of the most wonderfully clever things.
Tembarom was actually uplifted in soul when he discovered that she laid transparent little plans for leading him into talk about New York. She wanted him to talk about it, and the Lord knows he wanted to talk about himself. He had been afraid at first. She might have hated it, as Palford did, and it would have hurt him somehow if she hadn’t understood. But she did. Without quite realizing the fact, she was beginning to love it, to wish she had seen it. Her Somerset vicarage imagination did not allow of such leaps as would be implied by the daring wish that sometime she might see it.
But Tembarom’s imagination was more athletic.
“Jinks! wouldn’t it be fine to take her there! The lark in London wouldn’t be ace high to it.”
The Hutchinsons were not New Yorkers, but they had been part of the atmosphere of Mrs. Bowse’s. Mr. Hutchinson would of course be rather a forward and pushing man to be obliged to meet, but Little Ann! She did so like Little Ann! And the dear boy did so want, in his heart of hearts, to talk about her at times. She did not know whether, in the circumstances, she ought to encourage him; but he was so dear, and looked so much dearer when he even said “Little Ann,” that she could not help occasionally leading him gently toward the subject.
When he opened the newspapers and found the advertisements of the flats, she saw the engaging, half-awkward humorousness come into his eyes.
“Here’s one that would do all right,” he said—“four rooms and a bath, eleventh floor, thirty-five dollars a month.”
He spread the newspaper on the table and rested on his elbow, gazing at it for a few minutes wholly absorbed. Then he looked up at her and smiled.
“There’s a plan of the rooms,” he said. “Would you like to look at it? Shall I bring your chair up to the table while we go over it together?”
He brought the chair, and side by side they went over it thoroughly. To Miss Alicia it had all the interest of a new kind of puzzle. He explained it in every detail. One of his secrets had been that on several days when Galton’s manner had made him hopeful he had visited certain flat buildings and gone into their intricacies. He could therefore describe with color their resources—the janitor; the elevator; the dumb-waiters to carry up domestic supplies and carry down ashes and refuse; the refrigerator; the unlimited supply of hot and cold water, the heating plan; the astonishing little kitchen, with stationary wash-tubs; the telephone, if you could afford it,—all the conveniences which to Miss Alicia, accustomed to the habits of Rowcroft Vicarage, where you lugged cans of water up-stairs and down if you took a bath or even washed your face; seemed luxuries appertaining only to the rich and great.
“How convenient! How wonderful! Dear me! Dear me!” she said again and again, quite flushed with excitement. “It is like a fairy-story. And it’s not big at all, is it?”
“You could get most of it into this,” he answered, exulting. “You could get all of it into that big white-and gold parlor.”
“The white saloon?”
He showed his teeth.
“I guess I ought to remember to call it that,” he said, “but it always makes me think of Kid MacMurphy’s on Fourth Avenue. He kept what was called a saloon, and he’d had it painted white.”
“Did you know him?” Miss Alicia asked.
“Know him! Gee! no! I didn’t fly as high as that. He’d have thought me pretty fresh if I’d acted like I knew him. He thought he was one of the Four Hundred. He’d been a prize-fighter. He was the fellow that knocked out Kid Wilkens in four rounds.” He broke off and laughed at himself. “Hear me talk to you about a tough like that!” he ended, and he gave her hand the little apologetic, protective pat which always made her heart beat because it was so “nice.”
He drew her back to the advertisements, and drew such interesting pictures of what the lives of two people—mother and son or father and daughter or a young married couple who didn’t want to put on style—might be in the tiny compartments, that their excitement mounted again.
This could be a bedroom, that could be a bedroom, that could be the living-room, and if you put a bit of bright carpet on the hallway and hung up a picture or so, it would look first-rate. He even went into the matter of measurements, which made it more like putting a puzzle together than ever, and their relief when they found they could fit a piece of furniture he called “a lounge” into a certain corner was a thing of flushing delight. The “lounge,” she found, was a sort of cot with springs. You could buy them for three dollars, and when you put on a mattress and covered it with a “spread,” you could sit on it in the daytime and sleep on it at night, if you had to.
From measurements he went into calculations about the cost of things. He had seen unpainted wooden tables you could put mahogany stain on, and they’d look all you’d want. He’d seen a splendid little rocking-chair in Second Avenue for five dollars, one of the padded kind that ladies like. He had seen an arm-chair for a man that was only seven; but there mightn’t be room for both, and you’d have to have the rocking-chair. He had once asked the price of a lot of plates and cups and saucers with roses on them, and you could get them for six; and you didn’t need a stove because there was the range.
He had once heard Little Ann talking to Mrs. Bowse about the price of frying-pans and kettles, and they seemed to cost next to nothing. He’d looked into store windows and noticed the prices of groceries and vegetables and things like that—sugar, for instance; two people wouldn’t use much sugar in a week—and they wouldn’t need a ton of tea or flour or coffee. If a fellow had a mother or sister or wife who had a head and knew about things, you could “put it over” on mighty little, and have a splendid time together, too. You’d even be able to work in a cheap seat in a theater every now and then. He laughed and flushed as he thought of it.
Miss Alicia had never had a doll’s house. Rowcroft Vicarage did not run to dolls and their belongings. Her thwarted longing for a doll’s house had a sort of parallel in her similarly thwarted longing for “a little boy.”
And here was her doll’s house so long, so long unpossessed! It was like that, this absorbed contriving and fitting of furniture into corners. She also flushed and laughed. Her eyes were so brightly eager and her cheeks so pink that she looked quite girlish under her lace cap.
“How pretty and cozy it might be made, how dear!” she exclaimed. “And one would be so high up on the eleventh floor, that one would feel like a bird in a nest.”
His face lighted. He seemed to like the idea tremendously.
“Why, that’s so,” he laughed. “That idea suits me down to the ground. A bird in a nest. But there’d have to be two. One would be lonely. Say, Miss Alicia, how would you like to live in a place like that?”
“I am sure any one would like it—if they had some dear relative with them.”
He loved her “dear relative,” loved it. He knew how much it meant of what had lain hidden unacknowledged, even unknown to her, through a lifetime in her early-Victorian spinster breast.
“Let’s go to New York and rent one and live in it together. Would you come?” he said, and though he laughed, he was not jocular in the usual way. “Would you, if we waked up and found this Temple Barholm thing was a dream?”
Something in his manner, she did not know what, puzzled her a little.
“But if it were a dream, you would be quite poor again,” she said, smiling.
“No, I wouldn’t. I’d get Galton to give me back the page. He’d do it quick—quick,” he said, still with a laugh. “Being poor’s nothing, anyhow. We’d have the time of our lives. We’d be two birds in a nest. You can look out those eleventh-story windows ‘way over to the Bronx, and get bits of the river. And perhaps after a while Ann would do like she said, and we’d be three birds.”
“Oh!” she sighed ecstatically. “How beautiful it would be! We should be a little family!”
“So we should,” he exulted. “Think of T. T. with a family!” He drew his paper of calculations toward him again. “Let’s make believe we’re going to do it, and work out what it would cost—for three. You know about housekeeping, don’t you? Let’s write down a list.”
If he had warmed to his work before, he warmed still more after this. Miss Alicia was drawn into it again, and followed his fanciful plans with a new fervor. They were like two children who had played at make-believe until they had lost sight of commonplace realities.
Miss Alicia had lived among small economies and could be of great assistance to him. They made lists and added up lines of figures until the fine, huge room and its thousands of volumes melted away. In the great hall, guarded by warriors in armor, the powdered heads of the waiting footmen drooped and nodded while the prices of pounds of butter and sugar and the value of potatoes and flour and nutmegs were balanced with a hectic joy, and the relative significance of dollars and cents and shillings and half-crowns and five-cent pieces caused Miss Alicia a mild delirium.
By the time that she had established the facts that a shilling was something like twenty-five cents, a dollar was four and twopence, and twenty-five dollars was something over five pounds, it was past midnight.
They heard the clock strike the half-hour, and stopped to stare at each other.
Tembarom got up with yet another laugh.
“Say, I mustn’t keep you up all night,” he said. “But haven’t we had a fine time—haven’t we? I feel as if I’d been there.”
They had been there so entirely that Miss Alicia brought herself back with difficulty.
“I can scarcely believe that we have not,” she said. “I feel as if I didn’t like to leave it. It was so delightful.” She glanced about her. “The room looks huge,” she said—“almost too huge to live in.”
“Doesn’t it?” he answered. “Now you know how I feel.” He gathered his scraps of paper together with a feeling touch. “I didn’t want to come back myself. When I get a bit of a grouch I shall jerk these out and go back there again.”
“Oh, do let me go with you!” she said. “I have so enjoyed it.”
“You shall go whenever you like,” he said. “We’ll keep it up for a sort of game on rainy days. How much is a dollar, Miss Alicia?”
“Four and twopence. And sugar is six cents a pound.”
“Go to the head,” he answered. “Right again.”
The opened roll of newspapers was lying on the table near her. They were copies of The Earth, and the date of one of them by merest chance caught her eye.
“How odd!” she said. “Those are old papers. Did you notice? Is it a mistake? This one is dated” She leaned forward, and her eye caught a word in a head-line.
“The Klondike,” she read. “There’s something in it about the Klondike.” He put his hand out and drew the papers away.
“Don’t you read that,” he said. “I don’t want you to go to bed and dream about the Klondike. You’ve got to dream about the flat in Harlem.”
“Yes,” she answered. “I mustn’t think about sad things. The flat in Harlem is quite happy. But it startled me to see that word.”
“I only sent for them—because I happened to want to look something up,” he explained. “How much is a pound, Miss Alicia?”
“Four dollars and eighty-six cents,” she replied, recovering herself.
“Go up head again. You’re going to stay there.”
When she gave him her hand on their parting for the night he held it a moment. A subtle combination of things made him do it. The calculations, the measurements, the nest from which one could look out over the Bronx, were prevailing elements in its make-up. Ann had been in each room of the Harlem flat, and she always vaguely reminded him of Ann.
“We are relations, ain’t we?” he asked.
“I am sure we often seem quite near relations—Temple.” She added the name with very pretty kindness.
“We’re not distant ones any more, anyhow,” he said. “Are we near enough—would you let me kiss you good night, Miss Alicia?”
An emotional flush ran up to her cap ribbons.
“Indeed, my dear boy—indeed, yes.”
Holding her hand with a chivalric, if slightly awkward, courtesy, he bent, and kissed her cheek. It was a hearty, affectionately grateful young kiss, which, while it was for herself, remotely included Ann.
“It’s the first time I’ve ever said good night to any one like that,” he said. “Thank you for letting me.”
He patted her hand again before releasing it. She went up-stairs blushing and feeling rather as though she had been proposed to, and yet, spinster though she was, somehow quite understanding about the nest and Ann.
CHAPTER XXI
Lady Mallowe and her daughter did not pay their visit to Asshawe Holt, the absolute, though not openly referred to, fact being that they had not been invited. The visit in question had merely floated in the air as a delicate suggestion made by her ladyship in her letter to Mrs. Asshe Shaw, to the effect that she and Joan were going to stay at Temple Barholm, the visit to Asshawe they had partly arranged some time ago might now be fitted in.
The partial arrangement itself, Mrs. Asshe Shaw remarked to her eldest daughter when she received the suggesting note, was so partial as to require slight consideration, since it had been made “by the woman herself, who would push herself and her daughter into any house in England if a back door were left open.” In the civilly phrased letter she received in answer to her own, Lady Mallowe read between the lines the point of view taken, and writhed secretly, as she had been made to writhe scores of times in the course of her career. It had happened so often, indeed, that it might have been imagined that she had become used to it; but the woman who acted as maid to herself and Joan always knew when “she had tried to get in somewhere” and failed.
The note of explanation sent immediately to Miss Alicia was at once adroit and amiable. They had unfortunately been detained in London a day or two past the date fixed for their visit to Asshawe, and Lady Mallowe would not allow Mrs. Asshe Shawe, who had so many guests, to be inconvenienced by their arriving late and perhaps disarranging her plans. So if it was quite convenient, they would come to Temple Barholm a week earlier; but not, of course, if that would be the least upsetting.
When they arrived, Tembarom himself was in London. He had suddenly found he was obliged to go. The business which called him was something which could not be put off. He expected to return at once. It was made very easy for him when he made his excuses to Palliser, who suggested that he might even find himself returning by the same train with his guests, which would give him opportunities. If he was detained, Miss Alicia could take charge of the situation. They would quite understand when she explained. Captain Palliser foresaw for himself some quiet entertainment in his own meeting with the visitors. Lady Mallowe always provided a certain order of amusement for him, and no man alive objected to finding interest and even a certain excitement in the society of Lady Joan. It was her chief characteristic that she inspired in a man a vague, even if slightly irritated, desire to please her in some degree. To lead her on to talk in her sometimes brilliant, always heartlessly unsparing, fashion, perhaps to smile her shade of a bitter smile, gave a man something to do, especially if he was bored. Palliser anticipated a possible chance of repeating the dialogue of “the ladies,” not, however, going into the Jem Temple Barholm part of it. When one finds a man whose idle life has generated in him the curiosity which is usually called feminine, it frequently occupies him more actively than he is aware or will admit.
A fashionable male gossip is a curious development. Palliser was, upon the whole, not aware that he had an intense interest in finding out the exact reason why Lady Mallowe had not failed utterly in any attempt to drag her daughter to this particular place, to be flung headlong, so to speak, at this special man. Lady Mallowe one could run and read, but Lady Joan was in this instance unexplainable. And as she never deigned the slightest concealment, the story of the dialogue would no doubt cause her to show her hand. She must have a hand, and it must be one worth seeing.
It was not he, however, who could either guess or understand. The following would have been his summing up of her: “Flaringly handsome girl, brought up by her mother to one end. Bad temper to begin with. Girl who might, if she lost her head, get into some frightful mess. Meets a fascinating devil in the first season. A regular Romeo and Juliet passion blazes up—all for love and the world well lost. All London looking on. Lady Mallowe frantic and furious. Suddenly the fascinating devil ruined for life, done for. Bolts, gets killed. Lady Mallowe triumphant. Girl dragged about afterward like a beautiful young demon in chains. Refuses all sorts of things. Behaves infernally. Nobody knows anything else.”
Nobody did know; Lady Mallowe herself did not. From the first year in which Joan had looked at her with child consciousness she had felt that there was antagonism in the deeps of her eyes. No mother likes to recognize such a thing, and Lady Mallowe was a particularly vain woman. The child was going to be an undeniable beauty, and she ought to adore the mother who was to arrange her future. Instead of which, she plainly disliked her. By the time she was three years old, the antagonism had become defiance and rebellion. Lady Mallowe could not even indulge herself in the satisfaction of showing her embryo beauty off, and thus preparing a reputation for her. She was not cross or tearful, but she had the temper of a little devil. She would not be shown off. She hated it, and her bearing dangerously suggested that she hated her handsome young mother. No effects could be produced with her.
Before she was four the antagonism was mutual, and it increased with years. The child was of a passionate nature, and had been born intensely all her mother was not, and intensely not all her mother was. A throw-back to some high-spirited and fiercely honest ancestor created in her a fury at the sight of mean falsities and dishonors. Before she was old enough to know the exact cause of her rage she was shaken by it. She thought she had a bad temper, and was bad enough to hate her own mother without being able to help it. As she grew older she found out that she was not really so bad as she had thought, though she was obliged to concede that nothing palliative could be said about the temper. It had been violent from the first, and she had lived in an atmosphere which infuriated it. She did not suppose such a thing could be controlled. It sometimes frightened her. Had not the old Marquis of Norborough been celebrated through his entire life for his furies? Was there not a hushed-up rumor that he had once thrown a decanter at his wife, and so nearly killed her that people had been asking one another in whispers if a peer of the realm could be hanged. He had been born that way, so had she. Her school-room days had been a horror to her, and also a terror, because she had often almost flung ink-bottles and heavy rulers at her silly, lying governesses, and once had dug a pair of scissors into one sneaking old maid fool’s arm when she had made her “see red” by her ignoble trickeries. Perhaps she would be hanged some day herself. She once prayed for a week that she might be made better tempered,—not that she believed in prayer,—and of course nothing came of it.
Every year she lived she raged more furiously at the tricks she saw played by her mother and every one who surrounded her; the very servants were greater liars and pilferers than any other servants. Her mother was always trying to get things from people which they did not want to give her. She would carry off slights and snubs as though they were actual tributes, if she could gain her end. The girl knew what the meaning of her own future would be. Since she definitely disliked her daughter, Lady Mallowe did not mince matters when they were alone. She had no money, she was extremely good looking, she had a certain number of years in which to fight for her own hand among the new debutantes who were presented every season. Her first season over, the next season other girls would be fresher than she was, and newer to the men who were worth marrying. Men like novelty. After her second season the debutantes would seem fresher still by contrast. Then people would begin to say, “She was presented four or five years ago.” After that it would be all struggle,—every season it would be worse. It would become awful. Unmarried women over thirty-five would speak of her as though they had been in the nursery together. Married girls with a child or so would treat her as though she were a maiden aunt. She knew what was before her. Beggary stared them both in the face if she did not make the most of her looks and waste no time. And Joan knew it was all true, and that worse, far worse things were true also. She would be obliged to spend a long life with her mother in cheap lodgings, a faded, penniless, unmarried woman, railed at, taunted, sneered at, forced to be part of humiliating tricks played to enable them to get into debt and then to avoid paying what they owed. Had she not seen one horrible old woman of their own rank who was an example of what poverty might bring one to, an old harpy who tried to queen it over her landlady in an actual back street, and was by turns fawned upon and disgustingly “your ladyshiped” or outrageously insulted by her landlady?
Then that first season! Dear, dear God! that first season when she met Jem! She was not nineteen, and the facile world pretended to be at her feet, and the sun shone as though London were in Italy, and the park was marvelous with flowers, and there were such dances and such laughter!
And it was all so young—and she met Jem! It was at a garden-party at a lovely old house on the river, a place with celebrated gardens which would always come back to her memory as a riot of roses. The frocks of the people on the lawn looked as though they were made of the petals of flowers, and a mad little haunting waltz was being played by the band, and there under a great copper birch on the green velvet turf near her stood Jem, looking at her with dark, liquid, slanting eyes! They were only a few feet from each other,—and he looked, and she looked, and the haunting, mad little waltz played on, and it was as though they had been standing there since the world began, and nothing else was true.
Afterward nothing mattered to either of them. Lady Mallowe herself ceased to count. Now and then the world stops for two people in this unearthly fashion. At such times, as far as such a pair are concerned, causes and effects cease. Her bad temper fled, and she knew she would never feel its furious lash again.
With Jem looking at her with his glowing, drooping eyes, there would be no reason for rage and shame. She confessed the temper to him and told of her terror of it; he confessed to her his fondness for high play, and they held each other’s hands, not with sentimental youthful lightness, but with the strong clasp of sworn comrades, and promised on honor that they would stand by each other every hour of their lives against their worst selves.
They would have kept the pact. Neither was a slight or dishonest creature. The phase of life through which they passed is not a new one, but it is not often so nearly an omnipotent power as was their three-months’ dream.
It lasted only that length of time. Then came the end of the world. Joan did not look fresh in her second season, and before it was over men were rather afraid of her. Because she was so young the freshness returned to her cheek, but it never came back to her eyes.
What exactly had happened, or what she thought, it was impossible to know. She had delicate, black brows, and between them appeared two delicate, fierce lines. Her eyes were of a purplish-gray, “the color of thunder,” a snubbed admirer had once said. Between their black lashes they were more deeply thunder-colored. Her life with her mother was a thing not to be spoken of. To the desperate girl’s agony of rebellion against the horror of fate Lady Mallowe’s taunts and beratings were devilish. There was a certain boudoir in the house in Hill Street which was to Joan like the question chamber of the Inquisition. Shut up in it together, the two went through scenes which in their cruelty would have done credit to the Middle Ages. Lady Mallowe always locked the door to prevent the unexpected entrance of a servant, but servants managed to hover about it, because her ladyship frequently forgot caution so far as to raise her voice at times, as ladies are not supposed to do.
“We fight,” Joan said with a short, horrible laugh one morning—“we fight like cats and dogs. No, like two cats. A cat-and-dog fight is more quickly over. Some day we shall scratch each other’s eyes out.”
“Have you no shame?” her mother cried.
“I am burning with it. I am like St. Lawrence on his gridiron. ‘Turn me over on the other side,’” she quoted.
This was when she had behaved so abominably to the Duke of Merthshire that he had actually withdrawn his more than half-finished proposal. That which she hated more than all else was the God she had prayed to when she asked she might be helped to control her temper.
She had not believed in Him at the time, but because she was frightened after she had stuck the scissors into Fraulein she had tried the appeal as an experiment. The night after she met Jem, when she went to her room in Hill Street for the night, she knelt down and prayed because she suddenly did believe. Since there was Jem in the world, there must be the other somewhere.
As day followed day, her faith grew with her love. She told Jem about it, and they agreed to say a prayer together at the same hour every night. The big young man thought her piety beautiful, and, his voice was unsteady as they talked. But she told him that she was not pious, but impious.
“I want to be made good,” she said. “I have been bad all my life. I was a bad child, I have been a bad girl; but now I must be good.”
On the night after the tragic card-party she went to her room and kneeled down in a new spirit. She knelt, but not to cover her face, she knelt with throat strained and her fierce young face thrown back and upward.
Her hands were clenched to fists and flung out and shaken at the ceiling. She said things so awful that her own blood shuddered as she uttered them. But she could not—in her mad helplessness—make them awful enough. She flung herself on the carpet at last, her arms outstretched like a creature crucified face downward on the cross.
“I believed in You!” she gasped. “The first moment you gave me a reason I believed. I did! I did! We both said our prayer to You every night, like children. And you’ve done this—this—this!” And she beat with her fists upon the floor.
Several years had passed since that night, and no living being knew what she carried in her soul. If she had a soul, she said to herself, it was black—black. But she had none. Neither had Jem had one; when the earth and stones had fallen upon him it had been the end, as it would have been if he had been a beetle.
This was the guest who was coming to the house where Miles Hugo smiled from his frame in the picture-gallery—the house which would to-day have been Jem’s if T. Tembarom had not inherited it.
Tembarom returned some twenty-four hours after Miss Alicia had received his visitors for him. He had been “going into” absorbing things in London. His thoughts during his northward journey were puzzled and discouraged ones. He sat in the corner of the railway carriage and stared out of the window without seeing the springtime changes in the flying landscape.
The price he would have given for a talk with Ann would not have been easy to compute. Her head, her level little head, and her way of seeing into things and picking out facts without being rattled by what didn’t really count, would have been worth anything. The day itself was a discouraging one, with heavy threatenings of rain which did not fall.
The low clouds were piles of dark-purple gray, and when the sun tried to send lances of ominous yellow light through them, strange and lurid effects were produced, and the heavy purple-gray masses rolled together again. He wondered why he did not hear low rumblings of thunder.
He went to his room at once when he reached home. He was late, and Pearson told him that the ladies were dressing for dinner. Pearson was in waiting with everything in readiness for the rapid performance of his duties. Tembarom had learned to allow himself to be waited upon. He had, in fact, done this for the satisfying of Pearson, whose respectful unhappiness would otherwise have been manifest despite his efforts to conceal it. He dressed quickly and asked some questions about Strangeways. Otherwise Pearson thought he seemed preoccupied. He only made one slight joke.
“You’d be a first-rate dresser for a quick-change artist, Pearson,” he remarked.
On his way to the drawing-room he deflected from the direct path, turning aside for a moment to the picture-gallery because for a reason of his own he wanted to take a look at Miles Hugo. He took a look at Miles Hugo oftener than Miss Alicia knew.
The gallery was dim and gloomy enough, now closing in in the purple-gray twilight. He walked through it without glancing at the pictures until he came to the tall boy in the satin and lace of Charles II period. He paused there only for a short time, but he stood quite near the portrait, and looked hard at the handsome face.
“Gee!” he exclaimed under his breath, “it’s queer, gee!”
Then he turned suddenly round toward one of the big windows. He turned because he had been startled by a sound, a movement. Some one was standing before the window. For a second’s space the figure seemed as though it was almost one with the purple-gray clouds that were its background. It was a tall young woman, and her dress was of a thin material of exactly their color—dark-gray and purple at once. The wearer held her head high and haughtily. She had a beautiful, stormy face, and the slender, black brows were drawn together by a frown. Tembarom had never seen a girl as handsome and disdainful. He had, indeed, never been looked at as she looked at him when she moved slightly forward.
He knew who it was. It was the Lady Joan girl, and the sudden sight of her momentarily “rattled” him.
“You quite gave me a jolt,” he said awkwardly, and knowing that he said it like a “mutt.” “I didn’t know any one was in the gallery.”
“What are you doing here?” she asked. She spoke to him as though she were addressing an intruding servant. There was emphasis on the word “you.”
Her intention was so evident that it increased his feeling of being “rattled.” To find himself confronting deliberate ill nature of a superior and finished kind was like being spoken to in a foreign language.
“I—I’m T. Tembarom.” he answered, not able to keep himself from staring because she was such a “winner” as to looks.
“T. Tembarom?” she repeated slowly, and her tone made him at once see what a fool he had been to say it.
“I forgot,” he half laughed. “I ought to have said I’m Temple Barholm.”
“Oh!” was her sole comment. She actually stood still and looked him up and down.
She knew perfectly well who he was, and she knew perfectly well that no palliative view could possibly be taken by any well-bred person of her bearing toward him. He was her host. She had come, a guest, to his house to eat his bread and salt, and the commonest decency demanded that she should conduct herself with civility. But she cared nothing for the commonest, or the most uncommon, decency. She was thinking of other things. As she had stood before the window she had felt that her soul had never been so black as it was when she turned away from Miles Hugo’s portrait—never, never. She wanted to hurt people. Perhaps Nero had felt as she did and was not so hideous as he seemed.
The man’s tailor had put him into proper clothes, and his features were respectable enough, but nothing on earth could make him anything but what he so palpably was. She had seen that much across the gallery as she had watched him staring at Miles Hugo.
“I should think,” she said, dropping the words slowly again, “that you would often forget that you are Temple Barholm.”
“You’re right there,” he answered. “I can’t nail myself down to it. It seems like a sort of joke.”
She looked him over again.
“It is a joke,” she said.
It was as though she had slapped him in the face, though she said it so quietly. He knew he had received the slap, and that, as it was a woman, he could not slap back. It was a sort of surprise to her that he did not giggle nervously and turn red and shuffle his feet in impotent misery. He kept quite still a moment or so and looked at her, though not as she had looked at him. She wondered if he was so thick-skinned that he did not feel anything at all.
“That’s so,” he admitted. “That’s so.” Then he actually smiled at her. “I don’t know how to behave myself, you see,” he said. “You’re Lady Joan Fayre, ain’t you? I’m mighty glad to see you. Happy to make your acquaintance, Lady Joan.”
He took her hand and shook it with friendly vigor before she knew what he was going to do.
“I’ll bet a dollar dinner’s ready,” he added, “and Burrill’s waiting. It scares me to death to keep Burrill waiting. He’s got no use for me, anyhow. Let’s go and pacify him.”
He did not lead the way or drag her by the arm, as it seemed to her quite probable that he might, as costermongers do on Hampstead Heath. He knew enough to let her pass first through the door; and when Lady Mallowe looked up to see her enter the drawing-room, he was behind her. To her ladyship’s amazement and relief, they came in, so to speak, together. She had been spared the trying moment of assisting at the ceremony of their presentation to each other.
