Dark horse. A mystical story
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Gleb Karpinsky

Dark horse

A mystical story






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When the hand waved goodbye,

And lips whispered pain,

To overcome the universe’s distance,

The Creator created love.

FIRE

It was hot as hell over the farm. It’s already the middle of summer, and not a single drop of rain. Only the dew in the morning slightly touched the withered leaves of zucchini, but is this really the case? The temperature during the day under the scorching sun rose in the forties. Any movement was given with effort. All living things fled to the shade of acacia trees, and people sat in their huts. Only the fields were being worked on. They were harvesting wheat there. Oddly enough, it was early July, and the giant harvester was rattling along, cutting down the low ears of corn that were already beginning to crumble in the steppe wind. When he had gone all the way across the field and returned, he would drive up to a truck parked on the outskirts of the city, and the grain would quickly pour into the back of the truck. Then, empty, he walked again across the field, along a new row, and so it was repeated several times.


Yegor stood on the hill and watched the grain growers work. He had seen all this both last year and the year before, but usually in August. Yes, this year it was a very hot summer, even by the standards of the south, the heat confused plans, ruined hopes. As if in punishment, everything fell on Yegor. You could see the wide cheekbones on his unshaven, tanned face. The sun also burned his young vineyard mercilessly. He remembered, frowning, how he had dug deep holes, how he had filled them with humus and rubble, how he had cut down pillars of prickly acacia, tearing his hands to blood. Yes, and the seedlings themselves cost him dearly, what was the cost of their delivery here from the sea, from the nursery, well, what is there to count! The most annoying thing was how much effort he put in, how much time he spent to have a garden here. And it all went down the drain. The drought was choking a bush every day, and there was nothing he could do about it. In June, the roots still held, and it was water in the tap, and he watered the grapes from a bucket, wandering up and down the long rows several times a day. Then the water pressure began to weaken, and it was necessary to water the weakest and most in need of watering plants. But then the water completely dried up in the tap, it went only at night in a thin trickle, and it was barely enough to support the life of the people themselves, watering was banned. Everyone was hoping for a big rainstorm, it was almost expected, but it did not come, and every evening, looking carefully at the cloudless sky, Yegor wondered in vain «it will go — it will not go.»


Yegor even dreamed of rain. In his dream, he could hear the wind swaying the branches of the trees, the long-drawn thunder rumbling somewhere in the distance, and the first drops hitting the leaves… And Yegor was sure in the morning that it was still raining, that even when he looked out the window and saw the usual picture of drought, he still had a faint hope for the future. that the sun just dried up the rain tracks. And he was very sorry that he had not been able to get out of bed that night, that his strength had failed him, and that he was lying on his stomach, his face buried in the pillow, in a desolate and hopeless position, like a shipwrecked sailor who has miraculously escaped in a storm and is washed up on the shore, unable to lift his head don’t move your limbs. So he lay there, listening to the seeming sound of rain, and smiled naively, thanking God for mercy to him and all living things.


Then, when he was already out in the yard, he realized with great disappointment that he had imagined all this, that there had been no rain, and the sun continued to burn the earth, and the grapes were dying, dropping their leaves and withering at the root. For a long time he walked mournfully along its lifeless rows, unable to help the roots, and he wanted to cry. Sunflower and corn grew in a nearby field, but these plants did not suffer much from the drought, and for the first time Yegor envied their tenacity and resilience.


«Why are they drawn to the sun, and my grapes are dying? he thought in annoyance. «What did I do wrong?»


And at that moment, the smell of burning was added to his suffering, and flakes of ash were already swirling in the sky, a fiery crackling was heard, and all this was coming very quickly from the forest, sneaking along the lowlands towards the reeds, bypassing the wheat crops just a few meters away. And then there would be such a blaze that even a tall walnut tree could be lost in the fiery glow. This nut grew on the slope of a hill, almost at its foot, next to a thicket of reeds. He was the first to meet the approaching deadly flames, already surrounded by smoke, and like a mad suicide, he stretched out his spreading branches, heavy with green fruit, and waited for the first pain. Yegor went down to intercept them and began to trample the dry grass into the ground, furiously beating the fire with a hoe, exposing the stones and clay. From such a frenzied work, aching calluses quickly formed on the palms, the unbearable heat burned, burned the beard, threw it back, but the man did not spare himself and believed that he would save such a beautiful tree from death. But the front of the fire was too wide, and the flames bypassed the obstacle and quickly crawled up into the vegetable gardens, devouring the dead wood in the plantings and un-mown areas before our eyes. Yegor saw through the enemy’s insidious plan and rushed quickly after, trying to cut off the flame attack from the vineyard on the move. But the forces were not equal, and the man suddenly realized that he would lose this battle alone, and the terrible bitterness of the impending defeat squeezed his soul, and everything was mixed up in a suffocating and already unenlightened smoke. Fortunately, a sharp gust of wind blew at my back, and somewhere with an echo of hope in my clouded consciousness, I heard voices, people were running to help.

FALSE HOPES

A swift southern night came, and all was dark. There was still the smell of smoke and the crackle of coals cooling somewhere, but the fires were local. The fire was stopped by joint efforts almost at the huts. Yegor was gloomy. It occurred to him that he was not living his own life, that the whole grape business, the monstrous effort to create his own little chateau here, had failed. Perhaps fate itself told him that he should return to the capital, that the land and the scorching sun were not for him, that the local peasants were not a gift here, and he was a complete stranger among them. Now he was ready to run, to run anywhere, just to get away from here. He still had savings and a passport with a Schengen visa.


«Why don’t we go to Nice for two weeks?» — What is it? «he asked his wife. — There is a good hotel, there is culture, fresh oysters.


«Good idea, honey. That’s what we’re missing right now, just a little quiet rest. I already dream of holding your hand, listening to the surf, and kissing you. I have a beautiful swimsuit. You’ve never even seen me in it.


He was finishing his wife’s hastily made nettle soup, and he was spooning out a boiled egg yolk at the bottom of his plate. He didn’t like the soup, and he didn’t want to eat it. The burn on my shoulder still hurt a lot, but it was just a small matter, two or three days and it would all heal. My wife smeared the wound with a special cream, carefully bandaged it with a bandage.


He didn’t thank her, but he didn’t need to, because they were often silent in the evenings and went about their own business. She either read Russian classics or sewed, and he usually just lay there, staring at the ceiling and dreaming about his own vineyard, how he would harvest crops and make wine. Every evening before that, new ideas came up, then he built a new wine cellar in his mind, then he came up with unusual trellises, not like everyone else…


My wife did not sew or read that evening. It took him a moment to notice the change in her, and even when he did, he assumed that she was just too worried about him stopping the fire. She had been unusually gentle with him that evening, and now she was snuggled up against his chest, listening to his heartbeat. But it beat uneasily, and his wife stroked his chest, kissed his neck, his chin, wrapped her legs around his legs, tried to arouse his desire. But he didn’t give in to her caresses, didn’t reciprocate, thinking only that it would rain. He believed that sooner or later it would rain, and he felt like a beaten warrior after a battle, with dignity and a sense of revenge.


Yegor looked at her calm, peaceful face. Her eyes were closed now, and the moonlight coming in through the window of the hut illuminated her faint smile. She loved him. For what, or why, he didn’t know, but he never doubted it. All her sacrifice, all her tenderness, was given to him without asking anything in return, and for the first time he felt guilty for this woman. He continued to kiss her, reluctantly, listening to her moan softly under his caresses, and this guilt before her suddenly began to build up in him like a snowball, choking him more than today’s smoke. Tears glistened in his eyes, and he quickly wiped them away so as not to show them.


Then he turned his back on her and pretended to fall asleep, and she sighed heavily and sat down at the table to read a book, and in the dim light he could hear only the occasional rustle of pages. That night Yegor realized that he did not know her at all, that all these two or three years of living together he had been busy with these seedlings, spending all his time in the young vineyard… He smiled ruefully at the memory of all those failed schemes, all to make this woman happy, to secure a future for her and himself, the financial independence that they had so badly lacked, and now, as he pretended to fall asleep, he admitted to himself that he had been wrong, that the situation had gone too far, and that I should have stopped long ago and done other, more profitable things in the city.

DINNER IN NICE

— You’re making fun of me!» Yegor said, sitting down in a pleasant and soft chair.


He knew that his companion didn’t have to believe him, and the story he was telling her was too fantastic. And at the same time, he hoped for some respect, but she laughed and laughed as if he were telling her jokes. All this talk made his mouth dry and thirsty, and he was still very hungry and missed real meat so much that he was ready to give a hundred or two hundred Euros for any meat dish.


Now they were in a seaside restaurant, sitting at the end table by a tub of palm trees, and the smell of fried shrimp and spices wafted through the air.


«No, I’m not laughing, kitty. You tell me some incredible things, «a pretty blonde with a short haircut told him.


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